Zheng Xichen returned to Lin Yuan's house sadly and lost, put down his luggage, and quickly rushed to the hospital. In this way, Lin Yuan stayed in the hospital for a few more days, and the doctor said that he could go home to recuperate, and Xichen also went through the discharge procedures for him.

Back home, Zheng Xichen asked Lin Yuan to sit on the sofa to rest, and didn't let him do anything, while he helped tidy up the bedroom and was busy cooking. Lin Yuan looked at his figure, his eyes were red, and he was slightly moved and warmly lying on the sofa, he knew that everything he had endured was worth it! This boy is worth his dedication, he is the most important person to him.

Xichen made dinner, called Lin Yuan to sit down at the table, served porridge for him, and ate quietly himself. He couldn't bear to ask about the events of that day, it was Lin Yuan's pain and shame, and he didn't want him to look back on it again! However, Xichen always cared a little about his suicide. He couldn't imagine that this devastating catastrophe was given to him by them!

"Xichen, I want to ask you something!" Lin Yuan looked at Xichen silently, his face was still a little gloomy, and he couldn't help but feel apprehensive in his heart! He didn't know if it was because Xi Chen had to take care of him, so he was so far away from his daddy that he was in a bad mood!

"Xiao Yuan, if you have anything to say, you can say it directly!" Zheng Xichen came back to his senses, looking a little tired, but looking at what Lin Yuan said, it was still very crisp.

"Xichen, you moved over to take care of me, Mr. Zheng, did he agree? If you live here, then Mr. Zheng's diet and daily life will not be taken care of, and you will not see him for a long time, won't it be difficult for your relationship to progress? ”

"Ohara, what do you say? In the future, I have nothing to do with him, and you don't have to speak for him. Someone like him is not worth my efforts for him, and I won't like him anymore! Zheng Xichen's words were a little annoying, although he tried his best to show that he didn't care, but the heartache still made his body tremble slightly.

"Xichen, what's wrong with you? I know very well your feelings for Mr. Zheng, why should you give up if you love him so much? Xichen, it's safer for you to live with Mr. Zheng, and get used to it. Now, I'm almost okay and I can take care of myself! I know that you still care about me, you won't dislike me, I'm very happy, and I'll never do stupid things again! Lin Yuan said sincerely, his face was slightly pale, but he showed satisfaction and simplicity.

Zheng Xichen was a little surprised by Lin Yuan's words, after listening to Lin Yuan's words, he didn't know how to explain, he was always reluctant to say that reason. He didn't want to, he didn't want Lin Yuan's heart to hurt more after knowing the truth, he would be disappointed in them. However, listening carefully to Lin Yuan's words, he always felt that something was not right, which made Zheng Xichen ask with some doubts.

"Ohara, why am I safer with him, do you know what happened? Also, why do I dislike you, and how can I not worry about you! Did you know that when I came back and saw you lying in blood, my heart almost stopped! Xiao Yuan, don't despise your life in the future, don't scare me! ”

"Xichen ......" Lin Yuan's voice was a little choked, he really couldn't imagine that he was such an important existence in his heart? Xichen, I won't, never do that again! At that time, I was very sad and really ashamed, especially when you saw me so unbearable. I'm afraid, I'm afraid to face you, I'm afraid you'll dislike me. However, when you actually saw me and left without saying a word, I was really desperate. I thought that even you had abandoned me! ”

What the? Zheng Xichen was a little incredulous, looking at Lin Yuan with a fragile face stupidly, he opened his mouth with some difficulty, and spit out a sentence with difficulty. "Ohara, the reason why you committed suicide was because I made you desperate? Because I left silently, do you think I disliked you and abandoned you, so I desperately wanted to commit suicide? ”

Lin Yuan saw that something was wrong with him, he wondered if he had said the wrong thing again, really, how could he let Xichen know such a thing, Xichen would definitely be very angry. "Xichen, don't be angry, I won't do it again! It's me who is wrong, it's me who is too stupid to understand your mind, and I will never do that again! ”

"You're really ......" Zheng Xichen muttered, shaking his head and not knowing what to say, he could only hug the person in front of him, and said obscurily in his ear: "Xiao Yuan, you are really stupid, and I am also too stupid!" I'm worried about you, I'm sorry for you, but I ignore your feelings! At that time, you were so fragile that you must need a warm embrace! ”

"Ohara, thank you so much for waking up! You are so desperate because of my attitude that you give up your life! Do you know that if I knew the truth, I would definitely regret it to death! Ohara, no matter what you look like, you are my good friend, and I will never leave you! I'm sorry I was wrong, I didn't take your mood into account! Zheng Xichen apologized with a complicated heart, and hugged the thin body even more tightly with both hands.

After dinner, the two of them sat on the sofa and watched TV for a while, Zheng Xichen asked Lin Yuan to take a bath, and he made the bed for him. After settling Lin Yuan to sleep, he closed the bedroom door, he was not in a hurry to take a bath, and came to the balcony alone to sit on the ground in the night.

It turned out that the reason why Ohara committed suicide was not all because of something like that, but more because of him. He thought that he disliked him, and the reason why he left so angry was because he despised him for such a shameful person! How could it be, how could there be such a stupid person?

Zheng Xichen leaned against the wall a little speechlessly, looking up at the starry sky, which became brighter and brighter in the dark night sky! Looking at the sky, my heart slowly calmed down, and then I thought of that man. Zheng Chenheng, what is he doing at the moment, and what kind of mood is he living in?

Zheng Chenheng, it was the two of us who hurt Lin Yuan, although I left angrily and resolutely at that moment for his sake, but it was my fault to let him be so desperate after all! But you gave him such pain and shame! What should I do, what can I do to make Xiao Forgive you so that I can forgive you too?

Zheng Chenheng, is it destined that we can't be together, is it because my love for you is a forbidden feeling, so you want to punish me like this. On my birthday, these things happened and ended up with such a result! Is it possible for us to be together?

Anyway, no matter what, deep down, I still love you so clearly and passionately!