Chapter 158: The Truth of the First Time
"Who?" finally amused the man next to him, and the good atmosphere was suddenly interrupted, Huang Fufei was impatient, "We all sleep, let's talk about it tomorrow!" β
An Qin hesitated a few times and said loudly: "It's me!" β
Sure enough, it was her! Nanmen Zun half-narrowed his eyes, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.
Huang Fufei frowned and disdainful, he missed it so much after only a few minutes? She's so cheap!
"Come in!" Nanmen Zun is interested, but wants to see how she invites!
"Brother Zun, I'm sleepy!" Huang Fufei shook his arm in protest.
"Then I'll get out!"
"No, let her in!" She naughtily stuck out her tongue, her whole body was glued to Nanmenzun, and she deliberately pulled down the quilt with her feet, revealing her snow-white crisp breasts, and her slender jade* legs hooked the man outside the quilt, ambiguous and hot.
He was all about the woman outside the door, and he didn't pay attention to the changes in Huang Fufei at all, but he noticed the unnaturalness of the woman's eyes after entering the door, he looked down at Huang Fufei, and wanted to push her away, but he stopped his hand again, and asked the person who came in in a cold voice, "What's the matter?" β
Is her unnatural jealousy? He looked at the study again and again.
"Can you come out for a moment?"
Knowingly asking, God knows what tricks he is going to play!
Glancing upwards with her eyes, she touched the ambiguous look, she pursed the corners of her mouth and lowered her head, the upper class is really incredible, her brothers and sisters are calling, lying on a bed*, doing ambiguous things, and in front of her "fiancΓ©e", fortunately she is not real, otherwise she will be angry and no one will save her!
The corners of Nanmen Zun's mouth became bigger and bigger, and he directly took her disdainful look as jealousy, "What are you doing out?" If it weren't for Huang Fufei here, he would have wanted to add, "you?" Then he watched her go from ear to neck.
"There's a document here, and I need you to sign it!" She packed the marriage agreement in a folder and looked businesslike.
"Sister Qin, it's so late, why do you still have a job?" Huang Fufei interjected unhappily, "It's time to go to bed late at night!" You don't feel sorry for your fiancΓ© too much, do you? β
She was deliberately instigating the relationship between the two that was not strong, she knew that Nanmen Zun couldn't stand An Qin not taking him seriously, and An Qin couldn't stand Nanmen Zuntai taking her seriously!
"This ......," she swallowed, remembering the purpose of her real invitation to him, her face flushed, "a little anxious!" β
"Who's in a hurry?" Nanmen Zun deliberately smiled very narrowly, "You? β
The urgency reminded her of the night on the piano, her face was a little unbearable, she stood and turned around to leave.
"Wait!" He beckoned to her, "Help me get my dressing gown!" β
in her room.
An Qin had no choice but to get it, and when he brought it to Huang Fufei, he found out when they had a couple nightgown, and now they are wearing it together, and they look very right!
Nanmen Zun shook before wrapping it, this kind of quality goods, if it weren't for the fact that he watched her buy it that day, and repeatedly popped up the window of this nightgown, he wouldn't have forced her to buy it back on a whim!
As a result, as soon as the woman gave her clothes, she directly reached out and asked for money, on the grounds that she had no money left to buy gifts for him, and she had no money for less than a hundred yuan, hell!
He was angry, and directly threw a stack of hundred-yuan bills to her, she didn't catch it and fell to the ground, she smiled again: "I'll forget it, just take it as a return for you to send me several sets of clothes!" She turned and walked away.
So angry that he only ate a few bites of dinner.
It was the first time he wore coral velvet, and the quality was secondary, but it was not bad, it was quite warm, especially when he caught a glimpse of her wearing the same clothes, the smile on the corner of his mouth was very long, and he hugged her shoulder, "Sign the document!" β
Huang Fufei angrily threw all the supplies on the bed* off the bed!
"Hey, what are you doing!" She dodged his hand rubbing against her, exasperated.
He laughed and tugged at her belt, "It's comfortable to touch!" β
"Don't you dislike cheap stalls?" Pull the belt back and tie it up, because of him, she is used to wearing a pair of pajamas inside.
Hooking a strand of her hair, he sniffed lightly, "Why don't you wear the set I bought for you?" On a whim, he bought a set of expensive couple's dressing gowns when he passed by an underwear store, and also bought a set of sexual* lingerie by the way.
The first time he bought this thing for a woman, her face changed and changed when she got it, as if she was carrying something with a virus and threw it into the bottom of the cabinet, don't think that he didn't know it if he was sneaky!
An Qin smiled, and he couldn't offend him now.
"I'm not in good shape!"
"Really?" He reached out and grabbed it, "I think I'm measuring accurately!" β
She blushed, "I'm not suitable!" β
"Really?" He hooked her jaw, "I think you're a good fit in your bones!" β
Her face was full of black lines, and she endured her anger and said, "Sign the documents, President of South Gate!" β
", fiancΓ©e!"
"You!" She gritted her teeth and spread out the papers, "Can you keep your word once!" β
"Can you not have a bad time?" He's not happy either.
She smiled coldly, "I don't want to spoil the fun, but I can't erase the memories that I have full of in my head, why don't you let me spoil the fun?" Eventually, her eyes dimmed, and she closed the paperwork, "If you don't sign it, I don't have much hope!" β
She, to him, so desperate?
"I'll sign it!" He snatched it, spread it on the desk, and ordered her to take his seal, looking up at her, before he really put pen to paper, her eyes were calm, "Even if you learn to be good, you know that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment!" β
She was silent, staring at his hand.
The moment before he put pen to paper, he suddenly stopped, "This agreement, I will tell you a way to make it have a strong* legal effect!" β
"Conditions?" She gets straight to the point.
It's easy to talk to smart people, but he panics in his heart, in her heart he's such a person, well, he's it!
"Tell me, who was your first man?"
After a long time, she smiled.
Gradually, tears burst into laughter.
She reached out and wiped it clean, half-squatted* to eye eye level with him who was sitting, word by word, "I don't know!" β
"A woman like you wouldn't know who her first man was?" He sneered with disdain.
A sentence, stabbed her sore spot again, she opened her eyes and forced back the tears, gritting her teeth to a click, "I also want to know who he is, I can't wait to break him into pieces, if you abolish him, I will applaud!" β
"What did you say?" Nanmen stood up suddenly, his sharp eyes swirling around her face, and finally fixed in her extremely painful eyes, looking at her like that, it seemed that he could feel her pain.
"It's ridiculous!" The first time I mentioned it for the first time, it was actually against this man, fate sometimes plays people really badly, she laughed with tears, "I never thought that I would not be the first time, let alone that my first time was raped, right?" β
He really didn't expect it!
I always thought it was......
"Nanmen Zun, it's still too late to do anything, think I'm dirty, dump me as soon as possible, don't dirty the door of your Nanmen house!" Unable to control her collapse any longer, she slammed the door and rushed out.
There was a thud on the ground, and it was deafening.
Nanmen Zun, who had been in a stalemate for a long time, moved his fingers and squeezed them into fists.
Whoever moved her, he had to destroy him!
The autumn rain continued.
The night wind blew some rain in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows.
On the carpet in front of the window, An Qin hugged his knees tightly, it was so cold!
Just like those bleak days, when she hid alone in a small rental house and shivered, then it was hatred and hesitation, and now it is despair, a despair that cannot see the light of the future.
Suddenly, her shoulders warmed, she turned her head in horror, a pair of warm palms pressed on her head, turning her head around, she couldn't see that there was some uneasiness behind her, and she was about to struggle, and the other hand took a folder and handed it to her.
She shook her cold and stiff hand and opened it to see that it was a marriage agreement with legal effect, with three big characters of "Nanmen Zun", dignified, neat and domineering written in the place where the payment was made, and the seal was clear and powerful.
It's done, that's all!
Her eyes were hot, and tears were falling down her face.
The man who sat down with her behind him pulled the agreement and moved away from her, "I'm crying, I won't make it up!" β
She hurriedly pulled it back and put it away, clutching it tightly to her chest.
"Happy what?" Nanmen Zun sighed, "Don't you prefer that I leave you in disgust now?" In this way, you are free! β
His attitude was too different from what she imagined, she wanted to look back and see if this person was Nanmen Zun, this attitude was really not like him, but her shoulders were held down and couldn't go at all, maybe this man didn't want her to see his expression at the moment, she had to give up and sighed: "Thank you!" β
"Thanks?" He was strange to hear the word in her mouth, strange!
She raised the agreement in her hand, "Thank you for not asking about those things, I really don't want to recall, if you want me to cooperate well in the next year, please never ask, okay?" β
"Is it another request of yours, or a threat?"
"Neither!" She restrained her arrogance, "Count me in begging you!" β
She had almost gone mad for half an hour here, and all the painful memories had followed the horrors of that night, so much that she had almost suffocated to death.
"Please?"
It's amazing!
Just now, when she mentioned that incident, she hated so much that the muscles of her whole body were twitching and grinding her fangs, so her hatred for him was stronger than that person, after all, he had committed the same crime against her.
No wonder, every time he is close, it makes her so afraid?
It's no wonder that after every coercion, she is like a rag doll that has been drained of her aura, and she is in tatters. It turned out that in a place he didn't know, there was such a deep wound in her heart.
And he tortured her again and again without knowing it, and she was hurt much more than he could have imagined, this consciousness made his heart soften into a pool of hot springs, and suddenly wanted to hug her and give her a little warmth.
Stretched out his hand to hug it, only to laugh at himself for being kind once!
She stiffened but did not struggle as he expected, docile as a lamb, leaning back lightly in her arms, no matter who was by her side at the moment, she wanted to lean on it for a while, only this once!
No one spoke, he held her cold fingers, and gently ###η, the faint scar on it was gone, but unfortunately there was a new wound on his back, and many times he didn't mean to.
"How nice it would be if we could always be so peaceful?" He sighed knowingly.
She smiled, kind of acquiescence.
"Let's try, how about it?" He suddenly jumped, and his heart, which had been cold for a long time, suddenly flowed out a stream of hot blood, which slowly flowed into his chest, driving a boiling feeling.
ββ¦β¦β
She looked at him and felt like she couldn't believe her ears.
The strangeness and vigilance in his eyes extinguished Nanmen Zun's enthusiasm, he smiled bitterly and stopped talking, between her and him, the vigilance was deep-rooted, how could it be easily shaken? He always laughed at her for having fantasies, why was he as stupid as she was?
After a long time, she smiled.
"Try it!"
Why not give it a try, at least she will suffer a lot less? Even if it doesn't work at all, it's good that the atmosphere is good now.
"Good!"
Nanmen Zun nodded solemnly, looked at her seriously, and couldn't help but bow his head and kiss her lightly on the forehead.
The smell that belonged to her penetrated into her nostrils and instantly conveyed to every corner of her body, arousing the already familiar longing, which originated from her, he smiled bitterly, how could he become more and more sensitive to her?
The kiss fell on her lips.
She instinctively shrunk, he paused slightly, and was no longer willing to give her a chance to retreat, and the deep kiss mixed with complicated feelings swept her madly, depriving her of breath and thinking, and he was still always domineering.
She couldn't dodge, she couldn't breathe, her face was suffocated, he became more and more emotional, his hand touched her softest sensitivity, An Qin trembled, her body dodged unnaturally, and when he couldn't control it, her whole body stiffened, and she began to struggle desperately.
He had to stop his movements and look down at her flustered expression, "What's wrong?" β
"Can you ......" Her eyes were red, there was painful fear in them, and there was shame in them, but she still had a shadow, in front of one man, with the shadow left by another man.
Nanmen Zun, will you kill her, right?
She closed her eyes in resignation, feeling his fingers crawl up her neck.
He went all the way up, wiping away the tears from her face, An Qin opened his eyes in disbelief and stared at such a strange man in front of him, he smiled lightly, "Don't do it, don't be afraid!" β
"Nanmen Zun ......" opened his mouth and said in a hoarse voice.
She was moved, really moved! Even if he was just on a whim, or just out of sympathy for her, but he could do this, it was enough to move her, and she whimpered, "Thank you! β
"What a stupid woman!" Stroking her head, Nanmen Zun sighed softly.
She was very restrained, her whole body was uncomfortable, Nanmen Zun hugged her stiffly, and she also got up uncomfortable, turned her head to see the piano bought for her, "Can you play a tune for me?" β
She looked at him puzzled.
"That day, you played really badly, but I felt more and more that the songs I heard in the past were not your real level, so I bought this piano and wanted to listen to a few piano performances that belonged to me!"
Carrying her onto the piano bench, he sat next to her and looked sideways at her, "Let's play!" β
Slowly raised her fingers and put them on, An Qin was a little overwhelmed, her fingers slid over the keys one by one, she still remembered the humiliation she suffered on it that night, and now the culprit was sitting next to her, waiting for her to play the piano, she should refuse him, or even hate him, but why is there no hatred in her heart at this moment?
Perhaps, in the place of art, there is no mustard.
She smiled lightly, her fingers pressed the keys flexibly, and with the rapid movement of her beautiful fingers, a string of pleasant and moving melodies floated out, a song with a touch of sadness, responding to the autumn rain and night wind, and responding to the tranquility of the moment.
Nanmen Zun sat quietly, with a rare peace of mind for many days, he tilted his head slightly, turned his elegant and perfect side face to her, and stared at her without blinking with a smile and appreciation, unwilling to let go of any of her subtle expressions.
The night sky, beautifully decorated.
Many people who couldn't sleep got up and stood in the dark and watched it all quietly, looking forward to how good this moment would be!
Only a pair of shining eyes shone with an eerie luster, she gritted her teeth, her hands clenched into fists, An Qin snatched everything from her, she wanted her to repay a thousand times, how happy and peaceful she is now, how sad she should be in the future!
Definitely!
The sound of the piano gradually stopped, and Nanmen Zun held her fingers and stroked the place where there were still some faint marks, "Does it still hurt?" β
The memory of the pain of that night was lifted, she trembled with fright, instinctively curled up her fingers, he stretched her fingers away domineeringly, unfolded in the palm of his big hand, he looked at her with a side smile, "Scared? β
She pursed her lips unnaturally, subconsciously moving an inch away from him.
"Can you play one more song?" He still pinched her fingers, not telling her to stay too far away from him, and his hands passed through her waist and wrapped her in the crooks of his arms, and his hands were firmly interlocked with her fingers.
This man's domineering is always helpless, and he wants to withdraw his fingers from between his fingers, but he refuses, "Let's play together!" β
"How do you play like this?" She snapped her fingers.
He had no choice but to withdraw and put his hands on the keys next to her, "You play as you please, I'll follow you!" β
"Nanmen Zun, I'm sleepy, can I stop playing?" She withdrew her fingers and turned her head to look at him.
Sitting in a hug and playing a tune together, it is her imagination for the man in her life, the first sweetness and shyness can't be had, then she wants to have this sweetness!
was swept away, his eyes were slightly cold, and he could see the consistent yin owl in his originally gentle eyes, An Qin sighed silently, they can never be equal between them, let alone as he said, peace like ordinary couples.
"Go to bed early, the old house is calling, go back tomorrow!" He picked her up and walked upstairs.
Unexpected again, he made people even more uneasy, and in the dark corridor, An Qin suddenly pulled the clothes on his shoulders, "You don't go to sleep?" β
"You want me to come over?" hugged her into the house, he didn't turn on the light, looked at her eyes in the dark, and his deep eyes were a little cold.
Looking around the dark room, An Qin inexplicably remembered that terrible night, she grabbed him with her fingers, and replied honestly: "I don't want to!" β
He hooked his lips wickedly, and his brows were smiling, "Do you know what kind of invitation you have for a man?" β
"Nanmen Venerable......" she called him with some anxiety, "I'm really sleepy! β
"Afraid of what? I didn't say what I had to do to you! Retracted into the quilt, the silk quilt that is not thick or thin is really in season, Nanmen Zun sighed comfortably, "It's so comfortable, it's buried in your ......"
"Nanmen Venerable!" She interrupted him loudly, as if she knew something terrible was about to pop out of his mouth.
"Okay, okay, don't talk, sleep okay?" The face held in the palm of his hand was hot, Nanmen Zun smiled lowly, he liked her jerky appearance, and couldn't help but kiss her lightly in her hair, and he buried his head in her neck socket.
In the day, the mood fluctuated greatly, and in the dead of night, An Qin was tired enough, but she couldn't sleep with her eyes open, and she could hardly hear the man's breathing behind her, and she looked back in confusion.
Nanmen Zun was looking at her, "What's wrong?" β
The dim and soft wall lamps shone on his perfect side face, adding a bit of softness to the hard lines, and the deep and gloomy eyes of the past seemed to be melted by the sun, and the snow in them rippled in the pool of blue lake, and the corners of his mouth hooked a smile intentionally or unintentionally, some ruffian, some bad and some gentle.
When he looked at each other, An Qin blushed slightly, rarely looked at him so seriously, and had to admit that he looked really demonic! The first time they met, she knew that she was almost confused.
It's just that I knew at the time that no matter how handsome he was, it had nothing to do with her, and she could quickly pull it out, but now this man is lying beside him, and he has so many entanglements with each other that he can't dream of.
Today's marriage proposal is more like an illusory bubble that bursts as soon as it is poked, are they really going to get married?
Even if she knew in her heart the falsity of this marriage, she couldn't invest in her feelings, but the two went in and out together, ate and slept together, and the whole world knew that they were about to get married, and if they divorced after a year, could she really be free and get another piece of sky that she longed for?
Or is it another more terrible fall?
"Handsome, huh?"
The voice full of seduction was demagogic, An Qin nodded fiercely with instinct, her natural cuteness was always the most pleasing to him, and her fingers brushed the corners of her mouth, "It's a little endurance, no drooling!" β
She blushed slightly and buried herself in his chest.
He laughed and hugged him tightly, "Even if you are so handsome, you can't even let go of peeping during sleep time, right?" β
"Nanmen Venerable......" she murmured uneasily, "have you really thought about it?" I'm going to your house tomorrow, what am I going to do? What should I say, in case they don't like me, should I stay with a dead face or leave like a normal girl? β
"Isn't it a normal girl to leave a dead face?" Nanmen Zun laughed, "Then I've seen a female monster!" β
"I'm not kidding!" She grabbed his flickering hand.
He looked at her amusedly, "The ugly daughter-in-law saw her in-laws, and she was so nervous that she couldn't sleep?" You are like this, it makes me feel that everything is very real, as if you married me, not coerced! β
Heh, he also knows that she was coerced? An Qin looked at him with some sarcasm.
Nanmen Zun closed her eyes domineeringly, bit her ear, and sighed: "Tomorrow, you don't care about anything, don't think about the conditions between us, just think that you are about to marry me, just marry me!" β
Can it really be? She shook her chaotic head and fell asleep.
Early in the morning, An Qin was still sitting on the bed in a daze, and Nanmen Zun was already dressed handsomely.
The mid-length khaki trench coat is paired with a high-quality slightly slim smoky gray knit sweater, the denim suit trousers are straight and straight, and his slender legs are strong and powerful, and the short hair is grabbed casually a few times, and it has the most unintentional cool ruffian.
Walking back and forth in the room in slippers, he frowned at the person staring at him in a daze on the bed, "You won't be fascinated by me like this, right?" β
She withdrew her eyes, looked down at her pajamas, and said depressedly, "What do I wear to your house?" β
The clothes he bought in the cabinet are all suitable for commercial occasions, and the living clothes are all those she bought herself, although they fit and look good, but in the eyes of the aristocracy, those non-brand-name products are not too low-grade?
"Wear whatever you want!" Nanmen Zun responded casually and wondered, "Where is my hair wax?" β
"On the dressing table in the washroom!" She also responded casually.
Nanmen Zun seemed to have won the jackpot, suddenly flashed to her side, circled her and said, "It's good to have a daughter-in-law!" β
Neither of them thought that their respective habits had been infiltrated without a trace in their own inadvertent manner, and An Qin was also stunned for a moment before he looked at him inexplicably, and the joy in his eyes was real.
She smiled bitterly, isn't this gentlemanly son suddenly wanting to taste the feeling of an ordinary husband and wife again? Then she is too unlucky to stand on him! You have to take your happiness like this and play with him.
She finally chose to wear her own clothes, very simple early autumn season with refreshing and natural, partial spring colors give people a sense of fresh joy, a pair of slightly heightened seasonal shoes is Nanmen Zun I don't know which store people sent from, it has been a long time for her to wear it for the first time.
Downstairs, Nanmen Zun was already having breakfast with Huang Fufei, her eyes were red and swollen, her mouth was very high, and she looked unhappy, An Qin went downstairs and heard her shouting: "Why can't I go with you?" Brother Zun, how could her uncle and aunt accept her kind of identity! β
Unfortunately, she happened to be within the line of sight of the two of them, and smiled awkwardly.
Nanmen Zun's eyes flashed with displeasure, but he was not very stern, "Feifei, don't play with the child's temper!" If you miss them, I'll take you back another day! β
"Why another day? Just today, must be today! Huang Fufei willfully waved away Nanmen Zun's hand.
"Enough! You eat well at home! He finally changed his face, threw his chopsticks on the table and left, looked back and saw An Qin still standing there stupidly, and said angrily: "Don't go yet?" β
She was humiliated, and it was not she who angered him, but she was the one who was murdered in the end!
An Qin smiled helplessly, so he had to follow.
Huang Fufei swept all the dishes on the table to the ground and scolded angrily: "Brother Zun, you have changed, you have changed!" I hate you, I hate you! β
After shouting, she squinted her eyes fiercely, don't think she doesn't know, Brother Zun doesn't like that woman at all, if the old mansion doesn't agree, she will soon end up in ashes, and then she won't even need to make a move!
Wait, the old mansion, you have it!