I couldn't sleep after a night, Su was in a daze, and she always thought of the red Ferrari and wanted to comfort herself that it was okay, but Muxia's delicate face was always dangling in her dreams, so that people couldn't sleep. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]

Sweating profusely, Su Lian felt like she was dreaming, but she couldn't remember what she dreamed of, she only knew that it was not a good dream. Haunted by nightmares, Su Lian no longer felt sleepy, turned over and got up**, she grabbed her hair and sighed. Seemed to be a little thirsty, she thought about it, and finally went out with her slippers, and just walked into the kitchen, Su Lian was stunned.

Mo Feifei was actually there in his pajamas. Moreover, because it was night, she was wearing white pajamas without prosthetics, and her empty hem was only one leg, which felt extremely terrifying in Su Lian's eyes. Just woke up from the nightmare, Su Lian's heart was not calm, and when he saw this picture at first glance, his heartbeat that had just been pressed up suddenly became active again, and he was jumping quickly and panicked!

As soon as Mo Feifei turned her head, she saw Su Lian, who was scared, she took a sip of the water in the cup and asked, "What's wrong?" Scares you? ”

"Huh! Oh, yes! A person came out of nowhere, so it was a bit ............"

To be honest, since Mo Feifei's amputation, it was the first time she saw her stump leg, at the age of a flower, she had endured the kind of lack that no one could bear, and she could still face the future so sunny, which made Su Lian feel very rare. It's just that such a leg, once turned 20 times in a row on one leg, making her proud to think that she could become the most beautiful white swan, but now, the mutilated leg has mutilated Mo Feifei's life, which makes Su Lian unspeakably uncomfortable, for her legs, and even more for her people.

After drinking all the water in the cup in one go, Mo Feifei put the cup in the kitchen and jumped in front of Su Lian on one leg: "I can't sleep, come out and drink saliva, what about you?" Why did you get up too? ”

"All the same, I can't get up from sleep and drink a glass of water."

The weather is very dry! Everyone is thirsty, but why does she think that Mo Feifei's eyes are a little red, is it an illusion? Or is the light too dim to look dazzling?

Hearing Su Lian's words, Mo Feifei was stunned for a moment, and asked rhetorically, "You can't sleep either?" Why? ”

"Why? If you can't sleep, you can't sleep, and why? "Insomnia, although she doesn't patronize Su Lian very much, but it is a common thing for Mo Feifei, so when she asked Su Lian like this, Su Lian instinctively wanted to laugh, this, do you need a reason?

Mo Feifei was not stupid, she naturally understood what Su Lian meant, only looked at her face, and asked persistently: "Do you have something on your mind?" ”

Su Lian didn't answer, just poured the water very quietly, and asked while pouring: "So, you can't sleep because you have something on your mind?" ”

There is no need to hide Su Lian, Mo Feifei did not deny it, but said casually: "Sort of." ”

After pouring the water, Su Lian took a sip, the weather was a little cold, the water was cold and strange ice in her mouth, she subconsciously twisted her eyebrows, swallowed a mouthful of water and asked, "Do you want to tell me about it?" Why don't I give you an idea? ”

Mo Feifei ignored her, just jumped back to the living room and sat down on the sofa. Su Lian followed her out, and as soon as she leaned against the door, she heard Mo Feifei muttering: "You can't protect yourself, and you still help me with ideas?" ”

"Don't hit people like that! I'm just confused about my own business, and I'm never vague about other people's things, you know. ”

"Yes! That's why I'm too lazy to tell you, anyway, you're confused. Mo Feifei pointed something, and Su Lian was stunned after hearing it: "Ah? What's the matter with me? ”

"Because, what bothers me is your business!"

The brain jumped out and shouted for a while, Su Lian suddenly thought of something, she took the cup in her hand, walked quickly to Mo Feifei's side and sat down, and asked unnaturally: "Feifei, you won't be angry because of me and Song Tianming, right?" ”

Mo Feifei has always hoped that she and Song Tianming would break up, and now, not only did she not break up, but she also came to this point with others, thinking about it, she also has ideas in her heart. Although she doesn't need to report to Mo Feifei about her marriage, after all, she is such a good sister, and she also hopes to receive the blessings of her good sisters.

"If you're angry or not, you're all married, what's the use?" Mo Feifei's mood was not too high, and he couldn't hear the feeling of anger, but he couldn't lift his energy at all.

Unconsciously stroking the ring on his ring finger, Su Lian's mood also dimmed: "It's not over!" ”

"Huh?"

"It's just that the two of us went crazy in church once, and we didn't get the certificate, legally speaking, we are not considered husband and wife." Actually, whether there is that marriage certificate or not, it really doesn't matter to Su Lian, as long as Song Tianming has her in his heart, as long as they can be together, it doesn't matter, but can they really be together smoothly? She's not sure either. Therefore, this marriage without a marriage certificate seems to be the epitome of that bad ending in her heart, which makes her feel cold in her heart.

Mo Feifei blinked, smiled and said, "So what? Didn't you make up your mind now that he wouldn't marry? ”

"Others don't know, don't you know? Unless he doesn't marry, it's not my current mind at all, I already thought about it many years ago, but I didn't expect that I could really look forward to this day. "I don't know if she's really looking forward to it, or if she's more just worried! I am worried that I will make a wedding dress for others in vain, and I am worried that I will be happy and sad again.

Seeing that she was so worried, Mo Feifei finally reluctantly put away her sluggish emotions, leaned over and held her hand tightly: "Xiaolian, as a friend, I should actually bless you." But I couldn't be happier, I'm sorry! I shouldn't have influenced you. ”

Her mood hadn't been cleaned up yet, but Su Lian felt the pressure from her friends, she looked at her and asked with some uncertainty: "Feifei, what's wrong with you?" ”

Mo Feifei's hand suddenly loosened, as if he wanted to say, but he didn't seem to want to say anything, but he struggled for a long time, and finally opened his mouth silently: "Yesterday, I saw Leo again, he asked me about your situation and asked when you would come back, at that time, I actually knew about your flight, but, I don't know why, I don't want to tell him." ”

"I'm sorry! I'm going to make it difficult for you. ”

Su Lian was stunned for a moment, and suddenly she was dumbfounded, for a while, her mind was full of Song Tianming, and it seemed that she had really forgotten Leo. At that time, she also promised him that as long as Song Tianming was well, she would leave and marry him, but now, she turned around and decided to marry Song Tianming, she was so capricious that she really didn't have the face to face her former idol.

Hearing this, Mo Feifei suddenly shed tears, so aggrieved, so helpless: "I'm not embarrassed, not embarrassed at all, as long as I can make him not sad, I can do anything, but if you marry Song Tianming, what will Leo do?" Why can't he compete with God for a person like him? ”

That sentence, she almost said it again, but in the end she couldn't help but say it, at this time, how could she still ask Su Lian to give up Song Tianming? Even if she feels sorry for Leo, Su Lian is also her friend, she can't be so selfish, she can't be so cruel. It's just that my heart hurts! For the man she likes, for the man she will never be able to confess.

Suddenly understood something, Su Lian stared at the face of her good sister, and said sadly: "Feifei, it turns out that you already like him like that much." ”

didn't deny it, this time Mo Feifei generously admitted the fact that she liked it, in front of Su Lian, who could tell the truth the most, she didn't want to pretend to be ruthless anymore, and she didn't want to pretend to be indifferent anymore: "What if you like it?" It's impossible for him to look at someone like me, he only has you in his eyes. Even if you marry Song Tianming one day, he will either fall in love with other people, or he will never love anyone again, but none of them may be me. ”

Su Lian knows better than anyone that what Mo Feifei said is the truth, in this world, Leo may like anyone, but it can't be Mo Feifei alone. Because, when he sees her, Leo can think of himself, and when he thinks of himself, it will be difficult for him to see Mo Feifei again. is a cruel truth, but it is the truth, so hearing Mo Feifei say this, Su Lian's guilt deepened:

"Feifei, don't talk about yourself like that, your happiness will come, it's just that it's not time yet."

She can only persuade her like this, after all, nothing hurts more than feelings, and the best way to treat sadness is to get out of one relationship and invest in another. It's just that with Mo Feifei's personality, after Leo, I'm afraid it's hard to fall in love with other people again, after all, after seeing good things, who can still read the last mouth?

"Xiaolian, in fact, I envy you, although you have been willing to be my green leaf since you were a child, but, in my eyes, you have always been my red flower. I refused to admit it because I was envious, jealous and hateful, but when this illness came, I realized that I hated the wrong person since I was a child. I swore that I would be good to you for the rest of my life, if I could live long enough for a lifetime, but I didn't expect that I would fall in love with someone when I was sick like this. Xiaolian, what should I do? I feel so uncomfortable. ”

Mo Feifei's tears kept flowing, but her expression was not too painful, as if she was not shedding her own tears, but only sadness. Seeing her like this, Su Lian was so uncomfortable that she pushed her and persuaded: "If it's really so uncomfortable, why don't you tell him?" Even if he really doesn't love you, even if he really doesn't accept you, at least you don't have to hold it in your heart for the rest of your life. ”

Others don't understand that feeling, but she understands it better than anyone else. The crush is too bitter, at least give a chance to confess, even if you don't hold hands for a lifetime, at least you won't regret it in your heart for a lifetime.

"If I say it, I don't even have to be friends, although we are not friends now, but at least he will still contact me, at least, he will remember me as an insignificant person." When she said these words, Mo Feifei was in a very calm mood, although the tears kept staying, but after all, she had figured it out, but she was wronged! Wronged for Leo, and also for himself. Why is he so clumsy? I just fell in love with Su Lian, a brainless girl? If it was someone else, she wouldn't be so uncomfortable.

"Fool, how can you be so wronged by yourself?"

"That's how it should be, I admit it."

Hearing this, Su Lian suddenly thought of herself, once, she was also the kind of person who accepted her fate. felt that it was nature to be unlucky, and felt that happiness did not belong to her, at that time, she was also desperate, but at the most desperate time, she met Song Tianming again. Life is so ironic, giving you a wound, but it will give you a sweetness. You never know what awaits you in the future, so why give up hope?

Pulling Mo Feifei's shoulder, Su Lian looked at her seriously and asked, "If, I mean if, if you tell him, maybe, he can accept you?" ”

"Xiaolian, you don't believe this yourself, and you still want to comfort me? That's right, I did fantasize about it before, I'm not ugly, and my education is good, if I don't have a missing leg and my body is fine, if it's not good, people can also look at me? However, feelings don't look at these, just like you and Song Tianming, obviously it seems so wrong, but you prefer it to the bones. Leo and I are the kind of people I can only see him, but he can never see me. Don't you understand? It's not that he doesn't know my intentions, it's just that he chose to remain silent and not respond, but he has already given his answer, hasn't he? ”

In a word, when it came to Su Lian, he was speechless.

Oh, yes! I can see such an obvious fact, Leo still doesn't know? He didn't say anything, didn't he just confess his position, if he insisted on letting Mo Feifei get up, I'm afraid the situation would only be worse than now? Is she really confused? My own affairs are entangled, and other people's affairs are not sorted out.

"Feifei, why is your life so bitter?"

"Bitter? How can my life be miserable with you? Although you have managed Song Tianming, there are still a lot of Bodhisattvas waiting for you to offer in his family! Your life may not be as good as mine. As she spoke, Mo Feifei suddenly smiled with tears, and the smile was so miserable that Su Lian also red-eyed: "Look at what you said, am I so miserable?" ”

"Let's see, it's probably worse than I expected." She is not joking, she is really worried about Su Lian, she can't handle the small capitalists of the Su family, if she meets the four King Kongs of the Song family, she is afraid that Su Lian will be 'broken into thousands of pieces' before she makes a move, and she doesn't even dare to imagine the consequences.

Shaking inexplicably, Su Lian trembled and said, "Don't scare me." ”

"Do you still need me to scare? You're not too scared to sleep. ”

With a wry smile, Su Lian said embarrassedly: "I can't sleep because of this." ”

"What's the reason for that?"

With a long sigh, Su Lian finally told Mo Feifei the truth: "Actually, I'm worried about Mu Xiya, no matter how terrible the elders of the Song family are, they won't be the ones who can do the black things behind their backs, but Mu Xiya is different, she is the master who doesn't kill me for a day and doesn't stop for a day." I really don't know if she's planning something behind her back, it always makes me feel unsure. ”

The tears were not yet there, but Mo Feifei still gave her a blank look: "Finally tell the truth?" Didn't you say earlier that it should be fine? ”

"Don't I want to worry my seniors?"

"You! What if Senior Lei Luo knows? He is originally a person from the same country as Song Tianming, even if he doesn't help you, he will help Song Tianming, if you hide it from him, if something really happens, you will be too late. ”

Su Lian shook his head and refused: "I don't want to trouble him." ”

If it is said that her choice of Song Tianming is a harm to Lei Luo, the relationship between her and Leo is inexplicable and incomprehensible, which is even more of a stimulus to Lei Luo. The three are all good men, but she didn't choose the most suitable one for her, which makes Lei Luo embarrassed?

What's more, Muxia, who she has to deal with now, has been friends with Lei Luo since she was a child. If she turned to Lei Luo for help, to him, it would be a betrayal of her friend, she had already broken his heart, how could she make it difficult for him in this matter? Therefore, even if she is not at ease, she can only avoid him carefully, and avoid him as far as she can.

"Why?"

"Because ........."

"Because he's as stupid as Leo? Stupid enough to only think you're a tenacious woman? ”

“…………”

In her words, Su Lian blushed and couldn't speak, this kind of thing, sure enough, a good sister knows best! She was also worried.

Shaking his head, Mo Feifei looked indignant: "You! I say it's bad luck all day long, but in the end, I find that the least unlucky person is you. What a good three men, you can choose, you can choose, even if you follow a Lei Luo for the last time, you will have no worries about food and clothing for a lifetime, not to mention, you are now choosing the one with the best conditions, this luck is bursting. ”

"Don't say that, it makes me seem like I'm very distracted."

In fact, if possible, it is enough to have one Song Tianming in this life! As for the others, she only hopes that they can all find their own happiness and not continue to waste time on themselves.

"You are careless, but you are ruthless."

Mo Feifei's words hit the nail on the head, which made Su Lian feel very awkward all over, she pursed her mouth and said helplessly: "Don't talk about people like that!" They didn't mean it. ”

"You say, why am I so miserable? I'm not much worse than you, am I? Why is it just a decline? Leo doesn't like me! It's also understandable that the beauty of my leg can't get on the stage, and he has no face with him. But why can't that guy look down on me? Am I that bad? ”

Mo Feifei complained about this, and Su Lian was also dumbfounded, in other words, what people said also makes sense! Yes, why do seniors just look down on others?

"Hey! What else do you care about? Why don't I go back and introduce you to my seniors? ”

Another roll of the eye flew in, and Mo Feifei said angrily: "Forget it!" It's not that I don't know how much he hates me, and I also introduced, you're a disgusting person, aren't you? ”

"Don't! I really want to be good for you. ”

A serious illness lost her leg, but it trained her heart, making Mo Feifei more and more persistent and optimistic. She smiled and hugged Su Lian's shoulder, and the two brothers seemed to hug each other tightly: "If it's good for me, let's be happy!" I am the one who wants to touch your light, and only when you are happy, can I follow the light of happiness. ”

"Fei Fei, why do you say such things all night?"

"That's what I thought, what do you say if you don't say this?"

“………”

Su Lian was speechless again, what made her sad was not Mo Feifei's optimism, but her own powerlessness, or, she couldn't find Mo Feifei's self-confidence in this life, because her self-confidence has always come from her legs, and now, the capital she is most proud of is no longer there, where does she get back her self-confidence?

"I'm sorry, Xiaolian, I made you uncomfortable again, right?"

Su Lian's mood dimmed again, but there was still a smile on his face: "No, I just feel like I'm sorry for you." ”

"What stupid are you talking about? It's okay if you're sorry for anyone in your life, but the one who won't be sorry the most is me, I haven't been able to pit you enough? Are you sorry for me? Speaking of those cheating things, Mo Feifei didn't mention it, it doesn't mean that she doesn't remember, she is just such a ** person, some are good, she will only remember it in her heart, and then try her best to return it to her little by little, it's just that I hope God can let her live a little longer in this life, and she will be more in love.

"But, Leo's business ........."

Shaking his head, Mo Feifei didn't want to talk about that topic anymore, but laughed at himself: "That's what I did, it has nothing to do with you, I admit that it's because of him that I've always been in a bad mood lately, but it's not your fault that he doesn't like me." I can't be angry with you just because he likes you, I'm not that bastard. ”

Su Lian's eyes were red again, so red that they could drip water: "Feifei, let's be good sisters for a lifetime, aren't we?" ”

"If I can live for the rest of my life, it must be."

"Phew! Stop talking nonsense. Baba and baba, Su Lian suddenly cried, this Mo Feifei! It always makes her love and hate, sometimes she is angry, sometimes she hurts.

Seeing her crying so sadly, Mo Feifei was also infected, and burst into tears again: "Okay, okay, I won't talk nonsense, but it's a little love!" I still don't want to sleep, my heart is panicking. ”

"What's wrong again?"

"Am I sorry for Leo? You don't even want him anymore, what can he do? Will it be so sad that it will collapse? ”

As soon as she heard this, Su Lian's mind was full of black lines, if she wanted to say that Leo would be sad and sad, she still believed it, but she was slumped? Does she have that much influence? （）

"Honey, you're thinking too much."

"He's really going to be sad, sad you can't imagine."

Mo Feifei didn't say anything more, just shook her head sadly, she didn't know Leo for as long as Su Lian, but she knew Leo far more than Su Lian, if she didn't know so much, if she didn't know, she wouldn't be sad with him.

I don't know how to comfort my good sister, Su Lian patted her on the shoulder, stared at the TV screen in the living room that was not turned on, stared, and she suddenly said a particularly literary sentence: "There will be angels to love him for me." ”

“…………”

In the face of these unusually pretentious words, Mo Feifei was silent.

Angel, alas, she will never be his angel.........