Chapter 66: I Lost You

When he returned to the house, Zuo Chen vaguely remembered that he seemed to have thrown Du Huai there alone just now, and this was such a little guilt that only existed in his heart for a moment, and then he forgot about it.

When I was about to change my clothes, I accidentally saw my own appearance in the mirror, and it was as if I was in a different world, and the bruises and purples on my upper body were blurry and unreal in the mirror, but it made Zuo Chen feel ashamed and stunned.

Since when did he become so selfless, just because he fell on the man's chuang, he became ...... Getting...... Seductive?

He felt so strange to the person in the mirror, his hair darkened almost to the color of splashed ink, his cheeks and lips were plump with powder, he didn't look like himself anymore.

The heart that figured everything out in an instant was immersed in the bottom again, love, is this kind of thing still too extravagant for him.

Even if he really loves him, he doesn't want to lose himself, and the excitement of the moment makes him think too much less.

That person's identity is the emperor, even if he is a man who is generous, how can he control himself that he will not be jealous with the group of women in the harem.

And he himself is a prime minister, how can he abandon his family and be spurned by the world.

Even so, will that person really love him?

The corners of Zuo Chen's mouth raised a wry smile helplessly, the emperor has no love, and he is even more ruthless.

That person is now holding on tightly to him and refusing to let go, in fact, as Ling Yun said, he just likes it, that feeling is like a child holding on tightly and holding the only remaining reliance in his hand and refusing to let go, and the things he likes always have to be his own.

He can't do it, he can't take the initiative to lie on the chuang for the so-called love, take the initiative to open his big legs, use his body to cater to him, and obey the so-called love.

Thinking of the moment he entered his body, his face became a little pale.

"Is it really this shell that he really loves?"

Zuo Chen suddenly became anxious and helpless, and sank his cold body into the bath bucket little by little, and his white, white and transparent skin became more and more clear and jade in the water.

The water marks were raised drop by drop along his hair, and the reflection of the senior brother on the water surface appeared alternately with Ruiyan, making him feel that he was cold and hot for a while, and there was a bit of ice and fire.

"Bang Bang ......"

There was a knock at the door, interrupting Zuo Chen's contemplation, his slender black eyelashes were slightly raised, and he said with some surprise: "Who is at the door."

"It's me, Yin Qi, Childe. Just now, before Childe fell into a coma, he instructed me to take Childe to familiarize himself with government affairs. Yin Qi's slightly hoarse and low voice sounded in the doorway, and his tone was as formulaic as before, but it seemed a little cold.

As soon as he heard that it was Yin Qi, Zuo Chen stood up from the bucket with a bang, hurriedly put on his shirt, ran to the door, took a few deep breaths and opened the door.

"You...... What's wrong? ”

Yin Qi saw some light traces through Zuo Chen's thin clothes, and for the first time, a trace of embarrassment appeared on his indifferent and expressionless face.

"You'd better put on your clothes first, if the Lord sees you like this, I'm afraid I won't be happy."

Yin Qi turned his face sideways, but he always couldn't help but think of everything he saw in his mind, not only that, but when Zuo Chen left the room, he looked charming and seductive, as if he couldn't get rid of it.

"Uh......." Seeing Yin Qi's blushing appearance, Zuo Chen realized that he was in a hurry, and closed the door with a red face and embarrassment.

casually picked up the cyan clothes from the chair behind him, and when he put on the clothes and raised his hand, he realized that this dress was made for him by himself.

There is also a blooming extremely gorgeous and cold green lotus on the top of the clothes, and the neckline of the clothes is also a string of lotus flowers embroidered with extremely fine embroidery.

Zuo Chen's face turned pale all of a sudden, and he raised his hand a little tremblingly, and put on the cold lotus on his clothes, through which he seemed to see some fragments that he had not seen in the past.

"Senior brother, promise me, you must promise me, stay away from government affairs and stay away from the court, okay?"

"Promise me, okay?"

These soft voices with coquettish praise seemed to come through time and space, and sounded vividly and cordially in his ears.

Even Zuo Chen himself didn't know why when he heard these two words, he had an urge to cry, and dimly he could see the slender fiery red figure of the little junior sister, whose eyes were like misty smoke, looking at him from a distance.

“......”

Zuo Chen wanted to say something, but found that he was speechless and didn't know what else to say.

"Childe, are you alright?"

Outside the door, Yin Qi was a little puzzled at the tight, closed door in front of him, very helpless, I don't know what else to say, more and more anxious, and I am still worried about the sick master Youmu Youmu What happened to the strange old man. (Xiao Wu has to sigh here that it's not good to be a bodyguard these days.) )

"Alright, alright, wait." Zuo Chen glanced at the clothes on his body with an embarrassed face, and wanted to change them, but when he thought of Rui Yan's illness and hurriedly inquired, he gave up his thoughts.

Always feel so sad, as if he has his own feelings for this dress, is he not sad about himself?

Perhaps, what the senior brother said is right, I have never been the lover you thought I was, but I still lost you in the end.

Zuo Chen closed his eyes wordlessly, hiding the tears that had dried up in the corners of his eyes before they could come out.

"I'm sorry, junior sister, I can't do it."

When he opened the door, he was still the same Zuo Chen, and he was afraid that he would not be able to fulfill his promise to the little junior sister in his life, because just when he wanted to take it back, he found that his heart had been lost.

"I'm alright, what's the matter?"

Zuo Chen reluctantly evoked an ugly smile, his cold face was indifferent and alienated from the past, and a green dress surrounded by lotus flowers lined the whole person more and more ethereal, like a green boat wanting to follow the wind and rain.

"The master has instructed me to take you to familiarize yourself with government affairs, and the master you should hear is not in good health." Yin Qi glared at him angrily, and Zuo Chen, who was looking at him with resentment, was confused for a while.

In the end, his master's health was not good, and he didn't know what he was hiding in the first two days, and he went into the study to deal with government affairs all night, and his face was not good, but now he was finally tired.

Speaking of which, isn't it because of the man in front of him, who was already tired and lay on the chuang for a day, and finally fell asleep easily, and went out to find him out in the rain for a night or night, and now he is still lying on the sick chuang because of a high fever and didn't get up.