Chapter 3: Horror Nightmares Flood In
Thinking of this, the ice in my heart seems to have decreased a little, perhaps, that uncaring person still cares and loves me a little, maybe deep down in his heart, he still treats me as his own relative.
Maybe his heart was just temporarily lost in his way home, maybe his eyes were just obscured by a drifting cloud.
If this is possible, then I have not yet fallen to the point of a real pitiful worm, I am still a strong woman in the eyes of the subordinates who grit their teeth and live a lively, shrewd and capable life, and dominate the market in the shopping mall.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but try to stop straightening my waist pole to make myself look more energetic in the mirror, I pulled up a clean towel and carefully wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and tears on my face, and then opened the bathroom door with a flat face, and walked out of the door weak but pretending to be strong.
I was so tired that I didn't care about Gao Zhuo's presence, so I just walked to the bed and threw myself on the soft bed again.
I lay leaned back, and when my cheeks touched the fluffy white pillow, an imperceptible warmth and irresistible sleepiness slowly hit me.
Gao Zhuo panicked and helped me pull up a corner of the quilt and cover me on my body.
I closed my eyes in exhaustion and muttered quietly, "You go, let me be alone for a while." ”
Gao Zhuo stepped back considerately, he looked around and turned off the headlights in his room, leaving only a small nightlight that glowed with a gentle orange glow.
"Yun Dong, I'm outside, you can rest well, you call me if there is something."
I didn't seem to hear Gao Zhuo's careful explanation, but only mumbled vaguely, which was regarded as an answer, and then I was groggy and ready to fall asleep.
"By the way, Yun Dong, the tea I helped you dry is on your bedside table, and you can get it at any time when you need to drink it."
After Gao Zhuo tidied up the messy items in the room, he walked to the door of the suite with light steps, walked to the door, and remembered the matter of tea, so he reminded me warmly.
In order not to disturb my rest, Gao Zhuo gently closed the door of my bedroom behind him, and outside the suite bedroom was still a business room, where there were office computers and entertainment TVs.
There is also a spacious and comfortable sofa that can be used as a bed to rest.
I don't know if Gao Zhuo has left, and I don't have the energy to think about it, to care about other people's lives and deaths.
I curled up in the fluffy quilt and fell into a groggy sleep under the help of alcohol.
In my short sleep, I forgot the piercing pain in my heart, and the clear shadow of my lover firmly engraved in my heart.
I dreamed, and in the dream I was once again back to that terrible stormy night.
This wasn't the first time I've dreamed, there have been countless nights when I had a horrible dream that was the same in my head, but tonight I was caught in a deeper nightmare and panic because of the extra stimulus.
The dream was so clear and vivid that I couldn't tell what was real and what was unreal.
In my dream, I went back to the night of the year when my loving father died, a nightmare night I will never forget.
I slept alone in the attic upstairs, in the room opposite the living room was my father's large master bedroom, and downstairs was the room of the nanny, Aunt Liu.
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My father always rested later than me, and he liked to go for a walk outside after dinner, exercise for a while, and come back with a cup of hot tea and a book before resting, while I was a free man who did what he wanted and lived a life without any rules.
That year, I just graduated from university, and with my excellent literary recruitment and outstanding personal ability at Imperial Capital University, I quickly applied for a job in a fairly good state-level unit.
Although my father had asked me to take over his shift in the company many times, I was ruthlessly refused, and I always felt that the beautiful sky above my head would only be broader and bluer if I worked my own.
As my father grew older, he looked forward to the fact that my only daughter could take over the burden of all the family business as soon as possible.
But I am like a child who has not grown up, and I only feel like Tang Seng reciting a mantra to Sun Wukong for his father's expectations and requirements.
I hate to be caught up in the path of life that my father has planned for me early.
I have my own ideals, my own job, my own boyfriend and my own life.
Although my boyfriend who was secretly in love freely when I was in college, my father looked down on me and prevented me from interacting with him several times, but I was unwilling to break off our relationship.
For the sake of choosing a boyfriend, I almost had to fight with my old father.
With his unique businessman's mind, my father found a tall, handsome, handsome and chic student who graduated from a famous business university in the imperial capital, and this person has many years of business work experience, very shrewd and capable, when the old father hired such a satisfactory general manager, he was so happy that he got carried away.
He tried his best to match me with this high-spirited and proud general manager, and he even whispered in my ears countless times, asking me to open my eyes wide, cut off the relationship with the useless ex-boyfriend, and throw myself into the arms of this newly favored general manager, so that the old father's huge business empire will have successors and continue to grow and develop.
But how could I submit to my father's arrangement?
Although the relationship between my boyfriend and I has not reached the point of melting water and not separating each other, it is also a sincere emotion that is truly true to true love, and it is difficult to let go of each other.
So, that night, when my father invited me to the living room to talk after dinner, my heart was full of boredom and anxiety.
"Yun'er, tomorrow is the weekend, I have already made an appointment with Xiao Han to meet you, and I have also chosen the location for you, it is the most upscale Emgrand Coffee in the city center, you only need to report your father's name when you go, and someone will bring you into the private room."
I looked stunned, and said angrily: "Don't go, you have to go yourself, I didn't say that I like your general manager."
I have my own boyfriend. ”
I reasoned against the unreasonable arrangements that my father had imposed on me.
My father may have developed a bad habit of being a corporate CEO and always dictating to people, but I am his daughter, not his employee, so why should I use personal emotional problems to obey his arrogant arrangement.
Once, my father went abroad to take me to play, he took a fancy to a world famous brand bag, which is worth a lot of money, and I didn't like its style and color at all, but my father didn't allow me to choose and refute, so he just bought the donkey bag that was as high as tens of thousands of yuan, this matter, let me completely recognize my father, I think sometimes, he is not just love for me, but a kind of domineering control and manipulation.
I don't want to be endlessly lived as a marionette by my father, my world is my decision, I feel that I have the right to choose the life I love, the right to choose the color and style of the bag I love, and I have the right to choose who to love and who not to love.
But I was wrong, and when my father opened his mouth again to tell me that I should meet the so-called boyfriend he had planned for me, my decision was followed by my father's violent angina.
After he heard my thoughtless and unangry refusal, the anger around him surged up, he trembled his hands, pointed at my face, and roared angrily: "Tomorrow, if you go, you will go, if you don't go, you will go, how can I Ling Xiaotian give birth to you, an unfilial daughter." ”
Immediately after, after the angry father shouted these words, his face suddenly turned pale, and his fat body fell uncontrollably down into the sofa before my eyes.