Chapter 12: He Dreamed, but There Were Old Joys and New Grievances (1)

Although the hourglass of time will precipitate those inescapable pasts, the hands of memory will always pick up those bright sorrows. I wish you could always have that flower-like smile.

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I was shocked to learn from Lin Ziqian that Susan was chasing Lin Ziqian. I didn't see Susan at noon, so I went back to my dorm and waited for Susan to come back after class in the afternoon.

Full of anger, I just suppressed my anger after a long wait. After dinner, I carefully filled out the "Registration Form for Good Students" issued by the counselor with a carbon pen. Seeing that Susan hadn't come back yet, I climbed into bed and went to read.

I was watching "The Count of Monte Cristo" when I was suddenly startled by the sound of the door being pushed. I saw Xiaohong and Shi Zheng walking in from outside the door with one of Susan's arms.

"What's wrong, this is?" I asked in amazement.

"Drunk!" Shi Zheng replied, "Oh, you guys are busy, I'll go first!" After saying that, Shi Zheng went out. After all, it's a girls' dormitory, and boys shouldn't stay for long, I know. Susan was drunk and asked Xiaohong for the specific reason.

"I'll send Shi Zheng!" Xiaohong also took the opportunity to walk away.

I've climbed out of bed to see how Susan is doing.

"You're capable, aren't you? Learn to drink! Tell me why! "I knew why, but I wanted her to say it herself. It's good to be able to say that it doesn't exist in my heart, who hasn't fallen out of love!

Susan lay on the bed, silent. I'm going to hold back the anger for the time being. I flipped her over, found the cup she was drinking from, scooped a spoonful of Lu Xue's honey, and brought it over, "Get up, drink the honey water!" ”

I reached out to pull her, but she shook her body and threw it out.

"You are going to die!" I didn't care about anything else, so I helped her beat her back first, and when she vomited it clean, she hurriedly handed over the water. "Malari, drink it quickly!" Susan took the glass softly and drank it. I quickly opened the doors and windows of the dormitory, and busily found a broom to clean up the dirty things on the ground and take them to the bathroom to rinse. I found a mop to mop the floor, and I saw that Susan was already half awake, sitting on the edge of the bed holding a glass of water in a daze, and her eyes were vain and she didn't dare to look at me.

Seeing her weak and uncomfortable appearance, I didn't want to get angry at her, and said while mopping the floor: "How did I persuade you when school started, stay away from Lin Ziqian, you take my words as a deaf ear, right?" ”

"I ...... I just wanted to try, but I didn't expect him to be so ruthless and tore up the letter in front of me. Susan said aggrievedly. I guess she doesn't like Lin Ziqian deeply, but the self-esteem of the girl who was hurt is deep.

"Do you like Lin Ziqian, if you like it, just say it loudly to him, 'Lin Ziqian, I'm going to condemn you!' He may think that you are more unique and will pay attention to you, and he is tired of writing a cliché confession like a love letter! If you want to chase, I'll help you make a move and hit his seven inches! I shook Susan's shoulder and smiled with a straight smile.

"Come on, I don't think the two of us are his opponents combined!" Susan was so dizzy by my shaking that she collapsed on the bed again.

"Don't underestimate yourself, there are many people and great power, we can top half of Zhuge Liang!" I say.

"Forget it! I'm self-aware. Chairman Shan has been chasing for two years without good results, let alone a nobody like me! Just now I saw the registration form of the three good students on the table, I want to learn from the three of you, change the past, and stop playing! Susan said remorsefully.

"Congratulations, my little mouse has grown up!" I said happily.

At this time, the old and small rainbow came back and criticized Susan again. I just snickered and looked at Susan's red face.

At night, under the covers. "The boss said that you are more fierce in your words, and you also know her temper, don't take it to heart." I say.

"I know...... You are all for my good, and the boss hates iron and steel. Susan said.

"Sister, you still like Yu Haihai, don't you?" Susan asked. I was silent.

"I know you still like him, didn't I read your diary the other day, I know you're sad. Don't tell me that the crumpled paper in my journal was water you accidentally spilled......" I was even more silent.

"You wait for me, I'll let him return to you without any worries!" Susan said confidently.

"Okay, you just promised to study hard!"

"Yes!" Susan said happily.

"Sleep, it's late! I climbed up too! "I live in Susan's top bunk.

Seeing Susan smiling happily reassured. Finally, this incident did not leave a shadow on her. I think, perhaps, Lin Ziqian's approach is right, and if he completely breaks off his obsession, there will not be too much pain. However, I still can't let go of it......

After a few days, I finally understood what Susan meant by letting Yu Haibin "have no worries". "No worries" she did, but "return to me" became a fantasy.

The counselor said the other day that I don't care about the general election because I am not interested in joining the class committee.

But at this time, I was surprised to see Susan standing on the podium, talking about the honors she had earned for her class in badminton and women's basketball, and the most shocking thing was that her competitor was Yu Haibin, and the two of them were competing for a class committee position.

I buried my head on the table in agony. "Susan, Susan, why don't you discuss anything with me, you want Yu Haibin to hate us forever! What position are you competing for, but you want to grab one with him? You've made it impossible for us to live in harmony in our two dorms! "It's as uncomfortable as turning over the river and the sea. Raising his head, his eyes glanced at the sitting area of their third class, and saw that Yu Haibin was also lying on his stomach, and he was not comfortable! He was also afraid of failure, and if he failed, he would completely quit the class committee. Originally, he was very valued by the counselor, and he had hoped to join the party this semester! In case of...... Susan, my good Susan...... You......

Xiaohong and Lu Xue's eyes kept looking at us, and there seemed to be too much incredible in them.

Soon, the general election entered the final voting session. I don't want to see either Susan lose or Yu Haihai. I had to stand up and abstain from leaving. But I also felt that I had to accompany Susan, what if she was in a bad mood and went to drink again...... What a dilemma!

I had to pretend to go to the toilet and wander outside our lecture hall and linger again...... When I heard Susan and Yu Haibin sing the post, my heart rose to my throat.

The most embarrassing ending was just as one might expect. At the end of the roll-call, Susan won by a narrow margin of five votes.

Finally, after the general election, the students walked out of the classroom.

When Yu Haibin came out, Wang Qian, and You Yingying, I stood at the door and timidly called Yu Haibin: "Yu Haibin, I'm ...... I...... Susan, right...... Sorry! "I don't know what to say.

Yu Haibin's face was a little pale, his expression was depressed, his eyes were not as bright as usual but dull, and the black-and-white striped long-sleeved top made him even more depressed at this time.

"It's okay! You don't have to say I'm sorry......" He seemed tired, and with a tired wave of his right hand, he didn't smile, how could he laugh? Defeated by a girl. Yu Haibin was immediately dragged away by Wang Qian. My eyes met the meaningful smile of the shadow. Admittedly, her smile is charming, pure and lovely, but why is it so cold......

I know Yu Haibin and I can't go back...... I know that the three of them in the class committee are dependent on each other, Yu Haibin fell off the horse, You Yingying and Wang Qian lost their allies, they have reason to hate me, I am Susan's best friend, they probably think that I instructed Susan to compete with Yu Haibin! It's just that, I can't care so much, let them hold a grudge......

When Susan walked out of the classroom, I was standing on the sidelines.

"What a god, go, I'll invite you to dinner!" Susan said.

I took Susan's arm away and said loudly, "Who told you to write a love letter to Lin Ziqian on your own initiative?" Who told you to drink on your own initiative? Who told you to run for the class committee on your own initiative? Who told you to take matters into your own hands and compete on the seashore? Do you even think of me as a good friend of yours?! ”

Tears rolled down her cheeks.

When Susan saw me crying, she panicked and hurriedly said, "I thought Yu Haibin broke up with you because he was a class committee member and didn't want to leave a bad impression on the counselor, so if I did it for him, he would be with you......"

"Childish, do you think I'm a three-year-old, or are you a three-year-old?" I don't believe her.

"Of course...... I also have my own selfishness. I want to stand from the perspective that Lin Ziqian can see......"

"Humph! You are crazy! Shan Ruoshui didn't ...... standing at the height he had to look up to."

"It's not a good thing that a woman's desire for power is too strong. There is no man who will like it...... I heard that the position of the president of Shan Ruoshui's student union was given to him by Lin Ziqian! "Susan threw an amazing bomb.

"Susan," I said leisurely, "I don't want you to have anything to do with Lin Ziqian, I'm really good for you!" ”

"Oh, I know." Susan lowered her head and answered slowly.

Many years later, in retrospect, Susan's campaign motives were not so simple, and perhaps Lin Ziqian was just an excuse for her. But hers did hurt Yu Haihai's pride. Since then, that lively, perceptive, talkative, optimistic and ambitious seaside has disappeared into the years, and only my memories remain.

Still, I hope Susan always has a smile on her face. I don't want her to be immersed in the sadness of memories like I am. When grief flows backwards into a river and floods the heart, it is a pain that goes deep into the bone marrow!