Volume 2 Chapter 168 Waiting for the day when her heart returns
When Su Lian returned to the hospital, her eyes were swollen from crying, she ran into the bathroom to wash her face, and she was helpless against her peach eyes. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]--Swollen like this, you can't hide it if you want to, what you need most now is just a decision, decide whether you want to confess or not, decide whether you want to admit it or not.
With the determination to die, Su Lian turned back to Song Tianming's ward, and just walked outside the corridor of the VIP ward, Mo Feifei, who was also red-eyed, had been waiting for her there for a long time.
"Did you really decide that?"
It seemed that Mo Feifei would be angry, Su Lian's tone was very indifferent, but the answer was firm: "Yes." ”
"Don't blame the sisters for not reminding you, after this village, there will be no more such a store, love will not always wait in place, do you think that after you are injured from Song Ershao again, Leo will tolerate you as always?"
Mo Feifei was in a very bad mood, because of Su Lian's repetition, because of Su Lian's vacillation, and because of Su Lian's insistence, she was about to go crazy, why couldn't she figure it out? How is it just a tendon? What's so good about Song Tianming? What's so good?
"He will."
"You, what did you say?"
"He promised me, so, he will." There is no doubt about this, it is indeed unfair to Leo, and it is indeed cruel to yourself, but since it has been decided, you should cherish it, even if that person is not your favorite at all, but, what does it matter? He just loves her.
Gritting his teeth, Mo Feifei couldn't bear it anymore: "Land-small-island." ”
She shook her head, just helplessly: "Fei Fei, go back!" I know you're doing it for my good, but this time, can't you just let me be willful? It's good to go once, and I won't have the chance to be so crazy again. ”
"What's the use of knowing that I'm for your own good and you still won't listen to me?"
She smiled and shed tears, and expressed her general emotion: "In this generation, there should always be an indulgence, not for the purpose, not for the reward, just willing to stay by his side and accompany him through the most beautiful time." Feifei, I don't expect you to understand how I'm feeling right now, but trust me! I know what I'm doing, I know what I'm going to do, let me love for once, okay? Even if it's just for a few days. ”
"What do you mean, what do you mean just for a few days?"
"You'll always know, now, don't ask me, okay?" The truth is always cruel, some people are happy and some are sad, she is not the best girl, but she also wants her own **, at least, on the eve of parting, and let her pretend again, pretend that everything she does is not acting.
"But, Leo, he ............"
Glancing at Mo Feifei meaningfully, Su Lian suddenly seemed to understand something, very sympathetic, and very emotional, but she didn't point out the facts, only said: "He's fine, I'll tell him." ”
"Say what?"
"I said I wanted to be with him, and I said I was going to marry him."
was determined, but it seemed to be in Mo Feifei's heart, and a large stone mill was fiercely pressed. Suddenly, Mo Feifei's eyes moistened, and his heart surged, I don't know whether there was more joy or sadness. She finally forced Su Lian to nod, and finally waited until Leo and her had a good result, but why did her heart suddenly hurt so much, as if she was about to lose the most important thing in her life?
Looking at Mo Feifei sad, looking at Mo Feifei shocked, Su Lian was just distressed, but she didn't intend to comfort, perhaps, she didn't know that her mind was the best for her, so why bother to inflict a more bitter truth on her. If you don't understand love, you won't be hurt, if you don't understand and think, you won't be sad, or only by being ruthless and loveless, can this life be truly smooth and smooth.
didn't explain anything, Su Lian threw down Mo Feifei, who was still in a daze, and went straight past her, and walked directly to the ward where Song Tianming was, the moment she pushed the door in, she couldn't help but turn back again, on the corridor, Mo Feifei's bleak face was even more desolate under the illumination of the fluorescent lamp, Su Lian's eyes were red, and she wanted to say something, but she finally pursed her lips tightly.
I don't know how long I looked at it, I don't know how long I looked at it, Su Lian finally turned her gaze back, and when she turned around, she just fell into a pair of calm and gloomy eyes, and the black pool with paint like ink dots, that little bit of starfire flashed away, so fast that she couldn't catch it.
"Coming back?"
Too many words were blocked in his chest, he wanted to say and ask, but he just smiled maturely and asked lightly.
She also smiled and slowly approached, helped her tuck the corners of the quilt, and then said, "Well, I'm back." ”
"Outside, who are you talking to?"
Actually, he didn't hear any conversation, but by looking at her eyes and her expression, he could guess everything, was it? He was so reluctant to send her back in person to be relieved?
Hearing the sound, Su Lian raised his eyes, glanced at him quietly, and replied, "It's Fei Fei outside." ”
"She's coming? Why don't you come in along? ”
She shook her head: "I let her go back first, she can't stay in the hospital with me!" What's more, these days, in order to accompany me, she has hardly slept a single peaceful sleep. ”
"Where are you going?"
This question really asked Su Lian, who is not familiar with life here, and they should have nowhere to go. There must not be a room of her own on the crew's side anymore, so if Mo Feifei is allowed to leave, she should only have one place to go.
"It's about a hotel!"
As soon as he heard this, Song Tianming was puzzled: "Why don't you go to the crew." ”
Su Lian smiled and only explained casually: "There is no longer my role, the director said, let me not have to go back." ”
The last scene was only half filmed, Su Lian had an accident, she was not discharged from the hospital, and the rest of the scenes should not have been filmed yet, what does it mean to say that there is no drama with her now? Song Tianming's face sank, and he said unhappily: "Didn't you finish filming?" There's no drama for you? ”
"The last point was omitted because I was injured, and it was gone."
“…………”
As the biggest investor, he seems to have missed something too important, if he hadn't been unconscious, he wouldn't have let this happen, but he was really unhappy that he had wronged her again.
"I'm sorry! It's all my fault. ”
From childhood to adulthood, Song Tianming is a strong person, as long as he decides to do anything, he must do his best, but emotionally, he is like a mentally handicapped child, constantly hurting the women around him, very annoyed, very self-blaming, and very hurt.
"How can you say it the other way around? What does it have to do with you? It's my own reason. She shook her head, she didn't like him to take everything on herself, and there were some things that everyone tacitly knew, so there was no need for him to blame himself too much.
He looked at her face, so calm, so calm, as if everything he said had nothing to do with her. It was this expression of not caring about anything, but it made Song Tianming feel distressed, he stretched out his hand, held her hand tightly, and said softly: "Don't be discouraged, when we go back, I will pay for you to make a movie, you be the first sister, they are all tricks." ”
She smiled and did not refuse: "This is what you said, no repentance." ”
Actually, whether it is the No. 1 heroine or the heroine of the dragon set, for Su Lian, it is just a role, if you insist on being superior, it is just that one makes more money and one makes less. Money is a thing that people really like, but for Su Lian, it's good to have enough, and it never has to be more or more.
Anyway, having money can't be exchanged for everything, it's better to be plain, her unlucky physique, or, it can't be prosperous forever. She didn't want to force it, but she didn't want to go against his will, since he wanted to be good to himself, then let him do it, anyway, today can only be counted as today's thing, as for tomorrow, everything is still unknown, so why make him unhappy today?
"No repentance."
He seemed to be promised, but she just smiled and didn't say anything, from the moment she stepped into here, the person who wanted to regret it would no longer be him, but herself............
Her meekness made him feel warm, and he could clearly see her indifference, but she still sent herself a smile encouragingly, and Song Tianming looked at her, as if he wanted to see her heart through her eyes. It's just that at the bottom of those misty eyes, in addition to seeing himself, he is still only himself. He was really too careless, if he could have seen this earlier, if he would have looked into her eyes earlier, or maybe they wouldn't have missed so long.
It's his fault, it's all his fault, but, how can I get it back?
Robbing, or plundering? Or, the most important thing he should do is just wait quietly, waiting for the day when her heart returns.
"Xiaolian, why don't you ask me if I have seen Xiya?"
In fact, what he wanted to ask most was not this, but in the face of her calmness, the thing he really wanted to ask was obviously on his lips, but he never could ask.
She smiled, and didn't pretend to be stupid anymore, just said calmly: "If there is anything to ask, you will naturally see it." ”
"You know?"
"You can guess it." Do you still need to guess about this kind of thing? She left to make time for him to meet with Muhia. As for what attitude he used to speak, and what he said, she didn't have to think too much about it, just look at the fact that he was just waiting for herself now, and she understood everything.
Her feeling of nonchalance made him feel flustered, did she really not mind? Don't mind your own business, don't mind your own words? This made him feel terrified, afraid that she would really let herself go like that: "Then, why didn't you ask me what I told her?" And she, why isn't she here now? ”
Shaking her head, she looked at him again, and said, "I believe in you, so it doesn't matter what you say." ”
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A sentence of belief suddenly opened his heart, in fact, all the doubts, all the fears were just because he didn't trust her. Actually, what is there for him not to believe? Between them, he has always been in the way of his own side, and now, what face does he have to not believe her as a person? Su Lian is not that kind of person, she said that if she loves herself, then it must be true love, even if she is also an actor, even if she is also the legendary 'drama', but he has always felt her sincerity, even so, why doubt it?
Seeing that he was silent, Su Lian's face also sank, realizing that he might know something, so she asked faintly, "However, you seem to have something to ask me?" Isn't it? ”
He shook his head and let out a long sigh: "No need, I believe in you too." ”
figured it out, finally figured it out, even if Fang just saw the picture he didn't want to see, even if he heard the most unwanted to hear about the discord, he didn't want to ask anymore, he loved her, he should trust her, she was the kind of person worthy of his unconditional trust, no matter when and where, he should support her.
He also wanted to believe that she would do that, and there must be a reason!
Hearing this, Su Lian's eyes turned red at that time, yes, as long as you believe it, nothing is a problem, although she also thought about confessing to him, but since he has decided not to ask, then she should also responsibly hide the facts to the end.
Song Tianming and Leo are destined to be mortal enemies, no matter who she ends up with, or no one she is with, they can't be friends, since they are people who can't be friends, why bother to say more to stimulate each other's hearts. It's better to trust each other like now, and live the last time together, I just hope that this warm memory is enough to support her for a lifetime.