I have been, I will lose the identity of the eldest princess at the same time, but, waiting, many months have passed, I have never waited for this holy decree, but there is no difference between the identity of the eldest princess and not being there for me, because, how can a princess who is not favored by the emperor still have the luxury of the former honor?

I remember that the queen mother said a lot to me before she died, but what impressed me the most was that she asked me to swear that she would never take revenge, and the queen mother told me that in the palace, she didn't want to be ruthless, it doesn't mean that others won't be ruthless, even if she treats other people's children as if they were her own, but identity will make some people lose their humanity, and the queen mother said, she doesn't want me to become like that, and she doesn't want me to become an invisible executioner in this palace.

I don't know if my father was really sad after my mother passed away, but for three years, I never had the opportunity to see my father again.

In the days that followed, I lived in my own dormitory but still couldn't avoid the harassment of others, although the royal brothers still loved me and protected me, but they also grew up, and they were busy studying every day, and they didn't have much time to protect me and accompany me, and I could only endure it, because I no longer had the capital to be arrogant, and I no longer had the object to sue, because I was a child without a mother, and it was almost a child without a father.

When I was fifteen years old, I received a holy decree, as the eldest princess, but was sent to Ji Chao and relatives, I don't remember, when I received the holy decree, what kind of mood I felt.

As the eldest princess of a country, she has to go to get married, this is probably the first time in history, you know, in the palace, I am not the only princess who is suitable for marriage.

I don't know whether I should thank my father for remembering the existence of my daughter, or hate my father's love for me.

If I want to get married, I'd rather he take off my identity as the eldest princess as soon as possible, at least in this way, I won't be as ridiculous as I am now.

I wanted to go over and beg my father to take back my fate, I didn't want to leave Daliao alone, go to a place I didn't know at all, go to a place where I would never have relatives again, but later, in my father's bedroom, I saw the imperial brothers and royal brothers who knelt on the ground for me, and I went back to the dormitory alone.

From the mouths of the palace people, I learned that the imperial brothers and the imperial brothers knelt all night, and they did not make the father change his mind.

At that moment, I suddenly felt a word, despair.

After despair, I was somewhat relieved.

It's okay to leave, leave here, jokes about me will always become a legend, slowly, with time, the people of Daliao will always forget that the palace of Daliao once lived a princess of Anping who could call the wind and rain.

Before I got married, I always remembered a sentence that my mother once told me, Anping, do you know the origin of your name? That is what your father expected of you, and your father said that he wished you a long life of peace and eternal peace.

I really want to ask my father, does he still remember his expectations now? He personally promised peace and peace forever for the next life, but it was he who personally broke this vow, and my life began to be uprooted and uprooted from my homeland, until I died, and never to return.

I even regretted that when the queen mother died, why didn't she take me with her? If I could drink poisoned wine with my mother that day, wouldn't the current Princess Anping still be the admirable eldest princess?

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