Chapter Forty-Nine: There is no way to eliminate this situation

You don't know, how do you know, I'm three autumns a day, and my intestines are knotted.

You don't understand, how can you understand, I look through the autumn water, and my lovesickness turns to ashes.

You don't know, how can I let you know, if you know my affection for you, how can you be willing to make me so sad now?

If you don't understand, how can I let you understand, if you understand my love for you, how can I be willing to make you so lonely in the future?

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I didn't care about the muddy water under my feet, and ran all the way back to the dormitory. When I saw the door of the dormitory, I was very upset and depressed.

"Impossible, obviously Lin Ziqian hasn't been gone for a long time, could it be that he went somewhere else? Why is there no shadow of him along the way? "The rain was noticeably lighter, just a few drops of rain occasionally ticking. I put away the parasol and thought: let's go back to the dormitory and change my clothes and wipe the water off the parasol!

When I came downstairs again, I had a phone card and Lin Ziqian's black umbrella in my hand. I made a call to Lin Ziqian first, but he didn't answer. Later, he called his dormitory, and his roommate said that he had gone out and had not returned. I had to wait for him with my umbrella on the side of the biggest corridor in the dormitory.

Sure enough, there was no waiting, and I saw Lin Ziqian's black figure appear on the corridor in the dormitory area. An indescribable joy welled up in me. shouted to him from afar: "Hey, Lin Ziqian, this way!" The black, pine-like figure froze for a moment, and then slowly walked past me as usual.

"Hey, I called you, did you hear me? Lin Ziqian! "I'm quite dissatisfied, just ignore me, isn't this **naked ignorance!

"What for?" He said coldly. I'm relieved, so that I can be like the young master Lin I originally knew, the legendary cold-faced Xiao Lang!

"Ah, return your umbrella! Thank you! I handed him the umbrella, and he turned around to take it and left without saying anything. I always felt that the atmosphere was wrong. His black clothes are too murderous, does Lin Ziqian have anything on his mind? His figure is clearly ...... Lost weight. It's not fat, but it feels a little bit like it's standing up at this time.

I shuddered at my thoughts. saw Lin Ziqian disappear around the corner of the dormitory in Area A.

"Hehe, I really don't have self-knowledge, I have such a humiliating thing to do, and I still want to approach Lin Ziqian!"

"That's it! Look at her like that......"

I heard two girls from our department say. As I stood by the road, I felt cold and my legs were weak, so I had to squat down and bury my head in the crook of my arm. I don't cry, I've survived the initial difficulties, what is this ridicule!

"He Qingyin! What are you doing here? "I heard a girl talking to me. I looked up and saw that it was Wang Qian. Her short hair was brushed in the autumn breeze. Beige clothes are like the warm sun.

"No, nothing, do you want to go back to the dorm?"

"Let's go," Wang Qian pulled me up after speaking, "Let's go, let's go to the restaurant for dinner!" Today I have a treat! Without saying a word, she dragged me to the restaurant. The closest is the China Resources Garden Restaurant. Fragments of memories flashed through my mind.

Lin Ziqian's elegant eating movements, Shan Ruoshui's black waterfall like ink clouds with dazzling water-blue amphibious butterfly hairpins pinned to his hair, and the stainless steel bowl that I clanged over, Lin Ziqian's gaffe laughter and what he said in his ear: "I just like to see you angry......"

And now, Shan Ruoshui is gone, Lin Ziqian is only like 10,000 years of ice, and he can never go back to the past. When I think of this, my heart is cold.

"Eat, why are you just looking at the rice in a daze?" Wang Qian on the opposite side said with a smile.

"Oh, thank you for inviting me to dinner, I thought, I thought...... People don't want to pay attention to me anymore! ”

"How is it possible, you are still you, I know the gentle and kind He Qingyin, and it will not change because of anything." She put food on my plate, "Try this, it's delicious, eat more, you see you've lost a lot of weight......"

Seeing tears in my eyes, she didn't say any more. I also tried to put rice in my mouth.

We chatted while eating. Talking about the English level 4 I just took the exam. Wang Qian suddenly said: "Thanks to you, you are so bold to help Yu Haibin, otherwise he would have to retake the exam...... Don't worry, he's only told me about it, and no one else knows about it......"

"Oh," I didn't know what to say, so I casually asked, "Is he okay now?" ”

"I knew that you still cared about him, and now that he is being managed by Lu Yaoyao, he feels uncomfortable, after all, ...... Hey, you two are really ...... It's all to blame on that Lin Ziqian, if he hadn't stirred up, maybe everything would have been different today......"

My eyes widened when I heard Lin Ziqian's name, which one is this, how could Lin Ziqian have anything to do with Yu Haibin? Seeing my surprised look, Wang Qian asked, "Don't you know why you and Yu Haibin broke up?" ”

"I ...... Also want to know...... He didn't tell me, I thought he had always liked Yu Yingying......"

"This, you also know, Yu Haibin is ...... to You Yingying" Wang Qian wanted to speak and stopped. Wang Qian, did she really underestimate my ability to observe things, so obviously liking, **naked distress, he didn't give me half a point, how could I not know!

"It's true that he likes You Yingying, he was hurt by Lin Ziqian when he couldn't choose between you and You Yingying! This matter has something to do with you, do you really want to know? Wang Qian asked inquiringly.

"I want to know the truth!" Seeing my determined appearance, Wang Qian sighed softly. After drinking the porridge in the bowl, he slowly talked to me.

"Once you went out with Yu Haibin and returned to the dormitory very late in the evening. Lin Ziqian followed Yu Haibin into the dormitory unit on the beachfront, and in the corridor, Lin Ziqian beat Yu Haibin. ”

"How is it possible, won't Yu Haibin fight back? The two of them are about the same height, but Yu Haibin is stronger than Lin Ziqian! "I found it unbelievable.

"Are you really, boys fight by height and strength?" Wang Qian said with a smile.

"Isn't it?" I frowned, feeling even more incredible.

Yu Haibin didn't expect Lin Ziqian to attack him, and he was beaten so hard that he couldn't fight back, Lin Ziqian said angrily to Haibin that let him make a decision between you and You Yingying, saying that stepping on two boats is not a man's doing. Yu Haibin really took a loss, so he didn't fight back. Lin Ziqian finally said that although Yu Haibin went to the school to complain, he was not afraid, and threw a hundred yuan on the ground for Yu Haibin to see the injury. Before leaving, he gave a little thumbs up to show disdain. ”

"Impossible, Lin Ziqian, whom I know, would not do such a hurtful thing."

"Listen to me. After that, Yu Haibin deliberately stayed away from you and finally broke up with you. Because he thought that Lin Ziqian must like You Yingying, he wanted to fight with Lin Ziqian, and as a result, it was later found out that what Lin Ziqian really liked was you...... Yu Haibin has paid a lot to You Yingying, but You Yingying's heart is uncertain, and Yingying just treats him as a big brother that can be relied on...... This misguided relationship...... That's enough to write a novel! Wang Qian sighed.

I was caught up in a long river of memories. Indeed, I didn't see Yu Haibin again for about a week after that night, and I thought he was dissatisfied with his proximity to rebel against him, so he deliberately avoided me and skipped class all day to play.

"Sissi, I believe you when you say it. Now that it's been so long, let's all let it go! Because all the people can't go back...... "I look out the window at the acacia tree, the bloom is over, isn't it?" There are only green leaves, and soon, in the autumn wind, even the leaves will wither, and the past will also wither.

"The acacia flowers will bloom again next year!" After Wang Qian finished speaking, she said goodbye to me and went back first.

Soon, the October 1st National Day holiday arrived. As graduates, we don't have the homesickness we had in the past. A roommate in the hall, Xiao Qiang, helped me find a part-time job. I went for four days, 100 yuan a day, to promote the landscape sound of the Sanlian shopping mall in the city.

It wasn't until I went there that I realized that the so-called propaganda was like this: the four of us had to stand in Japanese kimonos at the entrance of the mall and the elevator entrance to introduce the products of Shanshui Audio to customers.

After standing for a long time, I felt like I had become a super snob. When you see someone who is dressed very well, regardless of men and women, you have to go up and talk to you. Most of the people were impatient to dodge, and those who had cultivated smiled and said, "Thank you, I don't need it!" "I think it's really hard to do this publicity, I don't know if I can sell a stereo these days, and the boss won't be angry and won't give us a salary!

It was almost noon, and I was a little hot and sweaty when I was arranged to stand at the door, and my back was quite uncomfortable. I think my makeup must have been spent, I don't know if it's ugly. The senior sister who gave me makeup is also busy. The sun was quite strong, and my eyes were a little sunburned.

Suddenly, I saw a person, dressed in a pale bamboo blue suit, a snow-white shirt, walking in a graceful manner. I hurriedly stepped forward to say hello: "Hello sir, welcome to the landscape sound on the second floor, this is our brochure, you see which product you feel about...... Interest...... Lin, Lin Ziqian ......"

Lin Ziqian looked me up and down a few times, snorted in his nose and walked away. Watching his tall and handsome figure disappear in front of the revolving door of the mall, I didn't know what it was like.

Suddenly, my clothes were tightly pulled by a girl, who muttered a lot of words, but I didn't understand a word.

"You, what did you say? I don't understand! ”

"Ah, I wasn't Japanese, but I thought I had met a Japanese guy and just practiced my Japanese!" It turned out to be a student in the Japanese department of a certain university. We chatted a few words and ended up saying goodbye in Japanese with a smile: Sayonala!

It's been dark, and there are fewer people in the mall. Little Qiang told me to change my clothes and go to the supermarket for dinner.

"You go first, don't wait for me, I know how to get to the supermarket, I'll go to the toilet first!"

When I stepped into the bathroom in the mall, next to the sink outside, I saw Lin Ziqian's familiar figure as tall and handsome as a green pine.

Lin Ziqian also saw me in the mirror, and he turned around. Xu didn't take a good look at him for a long time, his crescent-like eyebrows and eyes were still the same, but there was more sadness and sorrow between his eyebrows. The body shape is still the same, but it is thinner again.

Lin Ziqian slowly approached, and I slowly fell backwards, my hands forced to prop up on the edge of the sink.

"You, what are you going to do?"

"Are you short of money? I'll give you how much money you don't have, and you give me immediately, immediately go and change into this little Japanese clothes! ”

"I know that your Young Master Lin is rich, can you hurt other people's self-esteem if you have money, my college tuition is borrowed, what's wrong with me working to earn money?"

I immediately felt a pain in my arm. Lin Ziqian grabbed my arm fiercely, my center of gravity was unstable, and the other hand also slipped, and my body almost fell back. Lin Ziqian did not move. Anger in the eyes:

"You're not wrong, it's me who's wrong!" He shouted hysterically.

"Right and wrong is you, how did you hurt the self-esteem of the seaside? Have you forgotten? I beg you to stay away from me, okay, Lin Ziqian? I don't have to worry about my business anymore! ”

"You...... Got it all? Lin Ziqian's eyes crossed a few traces of hatred: He Qingyin, she never understood why he did this. When Lin Ziqian found out that He Shuang liked the person, Yu Haibin, looked at You Yingying's eyes...... In the same student union, there are so many opportunities for contact, how can he not understand what it means for a man to look at a woman. He thought that even if He Shuang knew this, she would understand his good intentions.

"Are you still the Lin Ziqian I know?" Large tears rolled down He Qingyin's eyes.

That night, Lin Ziqian, who was playing in the playground of the dormitory area, accidentally saw He Qingyin following Yu Haibin and carefully bending to seek perfection, and he was heartbroken. Lin Ziqian felt that he had to be forced to make a decision on the seaside. He was afraid that He Qingyin would be hurt even more.

Lin Ziqian leaned over and grabbed He Qingyin's shoulders and gently kissed away the tears on He Qingyin's face. "I'm sorry! I will remember, stay away from you, you have to promise that you will not cry again......" His deep, low and sad voice made my heart sink to the bottom.

There is no way to eliminate this situation, so I frowned, but I was in my heart. He Qingyin, do you know what it's like to have three autumns in one day?

He Qingyin struggled so hard that he couldn't break free of Lin Ziqian's arms, and was tightly hugged by him in his arms.

Finally breaking free from Lin Ziqian's shackles, He Qingyin quickly ran to the bathroom.

Outside, Lin Ziqian's white arm was propped up on the mirror on the wall, and he burst into tears in pain.

"It's not, it's not the result I want, it's not at all the sweet and happy love I imagined, this is not the gentle, kind and understanding He Shuang in my heart at all, the girl who leaned over to wipe the blood on the ground with the tenderness of pity......" In the mirror, Lin Ziqian's face became more and more pale, and blood flowed from his nostrils. He quickly washed it off with water. He took out the white medicine bottle, and the faint fragrance of the herb filled the air.

"He Qingyin, do you know, I can't hold it anymore......"

He Qingyin only heard other girls say that Lin Ziqian was tired of promoting the mall during the eleventh holiday and fell ill. Take a month off.

This month, He Qingyin's heart seemed to be burned on the fire, as if it was burned on the fire, and he felt guilty and remorseful.

"Lin Ziqian, come back, come back, I'll forgive you! Actually, I've always known that everything you do is for my good...... I'm never going to say anything to keep you away......"

Ziqian, unconsciously, I empathize with your pain and your suffering......