Volume 2 The Second Drum Watch: The Spring of the Teaching Workshop is Deep, and the Wind and the Moon are Strong Chapter 197 The heart is cold and the feelings are cold

Xiao Tao's words were like adding fuel to the fire, igniting all the pain and anger in Zhao Kuangyi's heart, Zhao Kuangyi stared at Xiao Tao's voice coldly: "Say it again." ”

"Send me back to Nantang." Xiao Tao also repeated coldly, and did not look at Zhao Kuangyi again. She suddenly felt so cold, and she felt chills from her heart. In this big week, who is alone in a foreign land as a stranger, everyone is full of suspicion about her. is full of resistance, only he is her only reliance, Xiao Tao relies on Zhao Kuangyi's temperature to survive in this place full of covetousness and thorns. But now, even this temperature has become a counterattack against her, so why does she still stay in Da Zhou? Just to see their faces one by one? This is not her home, she is from the Tang Dynasty, her home, in the Tang Dynasty.

"Good." Zhao Kuangyi's heart burned as if it had been burned by fire. She's still leaving. He had done his best to love someone, even to the point of giving his life, but in the end he ended up like this.

Zhao Kuangyi stretched out his hand and squeezed Xiao Tao's shoulder tightly. almost crushed her bones, and there was pain in Xiao Tao's eyes that Xiao Tao had never seen before: "You don't have a heart." After a while, the pain in Zhao Kuangyi's eyes dissipated, and it was covered with a layer of cold harshness, "It's my constant indulgence of you, making you feel that whatever you want, I will tolerate it without a bottom line, isn't it?" Back to the Southern Tang? Zhao Kuangyi's voice was hoarse, "Go find Qi Zhengxiu, right?" The child is his, isn't it? So he's here to take you away? So the child is gone, and you look at me indifferently? ”

With such strict logic, Xiao Tao suddenly felt that she was at a loss for words. Zhao Kuangyi's words were like a sharp knife, which delayed Xiao Tao's heart, and Xiao Tao began to be cold from the soles of her feet. hugged his knees tightly, his body was shaking, and his eyes were shattered when he looked at Zhao Kuangyi. This world, it's ridiculous. If you don't believe her, why should you let her conceive his child?

Zhao Kuangyi's voice tightened: "Tell me, isn't it?" Well? ”

Xiao Tao bit her lip, her face turned pale. looked at Zhao Kuangyi and smiled miserably: "Yes, don't you all say yes?" I said isn't it useful" Before he finished speaking, he had already received a heavy slap in the face.

"Slut!" When Zhao Kuangyi heard the word "yes", his whole body was full of qi and blood, and he just wanted to subconsciously type the word "yes" back. But after a "snap" palm, looking at Xiao Tao's miserable face, he couldn't stretch out his hand anymore.

Xiao Tao was stunned for a moment, and then felt a piercing pain. She has received a lot of slaps in her life. Who made her lowly status, is it that everyone has the right to beat her? However, this is the most painful one, and there is a sweet taste in the mouth. Xiao Tao looked at Zhao Kuangyi's eyes becoming sharp, but he hooked his lips and smiled: "In the eyes of your Zhou people, aren't the Tang people all sluts?" What's more, I am not only a Tang person, but also an official prostitute among the Tang people, and I am even more obscene. So I'm very cheap, I'm so cheap that I lie next to you and think about other men, so cheap that I can't wait to see someone else, so cheap that I am pregnant with someone else's child and still rely on your head" Xiao Tao said faster and faster, and when she got to the back, she almost roared in a low voice, until she said that her whole body trembled, and her tears did not stop.

Zhao Kuangyi also trembled slightly, Xiao Tao's every word was slammed into his heart, he smashed his fist against the wall, and roared: "Enough!" He didn't want to hear it anymore, he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to help but kill her.

Xiao Tao bit her lip vigorously and didn't continue, but she couldn't stop her tears. After a while, Xiao Tao wiped her tears and said softly: "So, send me, an obscene Tang man, back to the Southern Tang Dynasty." ”

Zhao Kuangyi turned around, looked at Xiao Tao fixedly, and smiled indifferently: "Don't even think about it." ”

Xiao Tao's heart ached, and then she looked at Zhao Kuangyi and said, "Why?" I didn't officially promise my son to be a concubine, why can't I go back to my home? ”

Zhao Kuangyi pinched Xiao Tao's chin and smiled coldly: "Your home? The corners of Zhao Kuangyi's lips were indifferent and cold that Xiao Tao had never seen, "Being my Zhao Kuangyi's woman for one day will be my person for the rest of my life." Even if you die, you will die in my house. ”

Zhao Kuangyi took his hand back, didn't look at Xiao Tao again, turned around and strode out of the door, and coldly ordered his subordinates: "Take care of her." If it's gone, find a place for yourselves. ”

The winter sun hit Zhao Kuangyi's back, but there was no warmth. Only pulled out his long shadow, lonely and lonely. Enough is enough, he's had enough. He tried his best to get into her heart, but it was his wishful thinking from beginning to end.

Now, she has exhausted all his enthusiasm, do you want to go back to Nantang and go to Qi Zhengxiu? He's not that generous. She kneaded his feelings and threw them away, then he wanted to keep her by his side, and he would have to settle on a soulless body.

It's just that child-thinking of the child, Zhao Kuangyi only felt chills all over his body, as if there was a bottomless black hole engulfing him. Zhao Kuangyi had a terrible headache, locked himself in the wing room and sat for a long time, closing his eyes to see all kinds of disturbing pictures, which made his heart ache, even more painful than his head.

Mrs. Du saw that Zhao Kuangyi couldn't lock herself up, so she was worried, and ordered Lan Gu to send tea to Zhao Kuangyi. Lan Gu looked at Zhao Kuangyi's haggard and was extremely distressed: "Don't embarrass yourself, drink tea." ”

Zhao Kuangyi stretched out his hand to take the teacup, and asked with a somewhat blank expression: "That night, were you there too?" Seeing Lan Gu's stunned appearance, she added, "Is there a man in a white robe?" "Macro is sarcastic.

Lan Gu nodded: "Yes." Everyone saw it. Alas, the Tang people are cunning and sincere, and she is also a stone that can't be covered. ”

Lan Gu grew up watching Zhao Kuangyi, and Zhao Kuangyi has always respected and been close to Lan Gu. Now Lan Gu's words made Zhao Kuangyi's already scarred heart stabbed again, so that the pain was numb.

Zhao Kuangyi only felt that he would only be suffocated if he thought about it any longer, so he simply got up and walked to Mrs. Du's room, discussing when to return to Kaifeng Mansion. After all, Ningyuan Temple can't live forever.

Old Madam Du looked at her son who was described as withered, and her heart also ached. When I saw him go to Ye before, I would be worried that he would fall apart after listening to Ye's words; Now that he heard that he let him look at the Ye family, he knew that he and the Ye family had broken off.

Old Madam Du sighed and said, "Kaifeng can go back at any time." But what to do when you go back? After a pause, he asked, "What about the Ye family?" Do you want to bring it back with you? ”

Zhao Kuangyi nodded, and only said one word: "Belt." ”

Old Madam Du said softly: "I don't know what's going on between you. But she was tugging and pulling with the white-robed Tang man, but I could see it clearly. Our Zhao family is a benevolent family, and we can't do anything to punish them by torture. Then why don't you send her back to Tang Land? It also saves the door and destroys the door. ”

Old Madam Du's words made Zhao Kuangyi's heart ache back and forth, but he still said with a blushing face: "That's impossible." I'm not going to let her go. ”

Old Madam Du saw that Zhao Kuangyi's tone was resolute, and it was inconvenient to mention the matter of sending Xiao Tao away. I had to pat Zhao Kuangyi on the shoulder and said, "Home still has to have the appearance of a home." You made a mess for the Ye family before, and you took Xue Chan back to her parents' house and ignored it, King Wei was furious, and now you are fighting against Kuang Yin everywhere in the court. Xue Chan is already married, and no one has made any mistakes, you can't divorce your wife. Even if you can't spoil her as much as you do."

Zhao Kuangyi listened to Mrs. Du's mouth keep talking about Xiao Tao, every time he heard it, his heart was wrenched, and he couldn't help but say in a deep voice: "Don't mention her again!" ”

Mrs. Du was stunned, don't mention anyone? Xuechan or Ye's? After thinking about it, he understood it, and continued to Zhao Kuangyi: "Hiding is not a long-term solution, it's better to live together as a family." If Xue Chan marries someone else, she may be able to hold her child every day now, and she is very affectionate with her husband. But what kind of life is she living now? What's wrong with her? You can tolerate the disjointed Ye family, why can't you tolerate Xuechan? ”

Mrs. Du's words were heartfelt, Zhao Kuangyi was already in a confused mood, and he was even more painfully disturbed by these words, and waved his hand as if evading: "You can do whatever you say." As he spoke, he turned around and went out to instruct his subordinates, preparing to pack up his things and return to Kaifeng. Everything was arranged, Zhao Kuangyi rode back to the barracks, only there, it seemed that he could breathe a little bit in his heart.

Mrs. Du returned to Kaifeng with a group of people, since Zhao Kuangyi said that she could decide, Mrs. Du arranged Xiao Tao into the mansion of Zhao Kuangyi and Fu Xuechan before, which was the mansion given by the former emperor and lived spaciously. There is an independent courtyard in the backyard, Jing Shuyuan, where Mrs. Du placed Xiao Tao.

Mrs. Du repeatedly told Fu Xuechan that now that Xiao Tao has fallen out of favor, it is a good opportunity for her and Zhao Kuangyi to mend their emotions, and they must seize it and start again. Don't get too busy. Fu Xuechan didn't say anything, just nodded slightly.

Fu Xuechan hadn't seen Zhao Kuangyi for more than a year, and she was resentful and angry. But more than a year of neglect has also sharpened her many edges and corners. She finally understood one thing, she couldn't hold that man hostage, and that man was her God, and without him, her life would not be easy.

Fu Xuechan tried her best to suppress all the unhappiness in her heart, can everything start again?

Zhao Kuangyi came back at night, first arrived at the mansion where he was with Xiao Tao before, and when he saw the cold courtyard, he realized that his mother should arrange Xiao Tao back to another mansion, after all, it was the "Zhao Mansion" that he was giving to the emperor.

Zhao Kuangyi turned around and hit the horse and ran there again, but the closer he got closer, the more indescribable pressure he felt in his heart. When he got to the door, he handed over his horse to his subordinates and walked in.

As soon as he walked to the back house, Fu Xuechan, who was dressed in light red, had already walked towards him Yingying, and when she was still a few steps away from him, Fu Xuechan paused. Zhao Kuangyi saw that Fu Xuechan did not move, and he was puzzled, so he only continued to walk forward. How did he know that Fu Xuechan's heart had already turned over the river and the sea.