Chapter Thirty-Seven: I Must Have Loved Him Badly
Zheng Chenheng didn't step forward immediately, but his face was calm, and his eyes looked at the figure from a distance quietly. Leaning under a cherry blossom tree, he raised his eyes to look at the handsome face that looked sad and slightly distorted because of the dappled light of the water.
Quietly looking at the figure who was drinking alone, his eyes gradually became a little hazy and trance, and his consciousness was a little drifting away. Until the sound of "bang" woke up his thoughts, and when he raised his eyes, he couldn't see the figure of Fang Cai. Thinking that he should have jumped into the pool to relax and calm down, he didn't care.
It's just that after a while, except for the sound of falling water just now, there is no longer the sound of water splashing in the pool, and there is no figure of the person on the surface of the water when I look up. Zheng Chenheng's heart tightened, and he hurriedly walked forward, came to the edge of the pool and looked at the calm figure in the water.
One flew into the water, swam to the man's side, pulled him by the arm, and took the man in his arms. Zheng Xichen could feel the strength of his arm and his slightly accelerated heartbeat, but his closed eyes still didn't open, just let him pull him over and bring him to the pool.
"Zheng Xichen, have you made enough trouble, are you trying to find death by doing this?" Zheng Chenheng took him to the pool escalator to stand, watched him walk out of the pool indifferently, and said coldly behind him angrily,
"It's up to you what I'm going to do, can't I just go into the water and cool down?" Zheng Xichen retorted unceremoniously, "What else is there called looking for death, why should I seek death?" You're thinking too much! ”
"Okay, I'm nosy, I'm looking for trouble! Let's go, let's go! Zheng Chenheng was annoyed, said with a cold face, stretched out his hand and stroked a handful of water droplets on his face, and the whole person emitted a cold and unruly aura.
"You ......" Zheng Xichen turned his head suddenly, his face was full of anger, but there was also a trace of grievance and sadness. Zheng Chenheng, you weren't like this before, you never spoke to me like this before! ”
"......" Zheng Chenheng was speechless, he didn't know who was awkward, who was making trouble everywhere? However, looking at his angry and aggrieved face, his heart still inevitably felt pity. "I'm not talking nonsense with you, you can go!"
"Nonsense?" Zheng Xichen exclaimed in disbelief, "Zheng Chenheng, you are too much!" If you want me to go, I won't go! ”
"You're such a child, if you want to make trouble, make trouble, I'll go!" Zheng Chenheng said lightly, and was about to leave when he stepped on the escalator.
"I won't!" Zheng Xichen shouted in trust, seeing that Zheng Chenheng did not stop because of this, he actually rushed forward desperately, and rolled into the water with the person who was about to walk to him.
The two of them were soaked, hugging each other and struggling in the water, Zheng Chenheng stabilized his body, angry and helpless and wanted to swim to the edge of the pool, regardless of the willful and unreasonable boy next to him. However, before he could swim in the water, he was knocked down by a heavy object and stumbled into the water. Before he could react, his lips suddenly became hot, and a dexterous tongue slid into his mouth.
Zheng Chenheng rolled his eyes directly, pushed the person on his body away with force, held his cheeks with both hands and said seriously and seriously: "Don't make trouble, don't do such things in the future!" Did you hear me clearly, I said there is no next time, don't make me angry! ”
After speaking, Zheng Chenheng glanced at him coldly, turned his head expressionlessly and left. Xi Chen was indeed a little surprised, he knew that Zheng Chenheng was serious this time, and the tone and attitude he spoke to him was indifferent that he had never had in so many years.
However, this can only make him sad, but it will never frighten him. So, the next moment, he persevered and threw himself to his side, hugged his waist tightly from behind, rested his head on his back, and never let go.
"Zheng Chenheng, you can't scare me, I won't give up! You say you'll be angry if I do it again, but even if you're angry, I'm going to do it. I will not let you go, and I will never give up, if you cruelly refuse me and hurt me, I will die to show you! Don't think I don't dare, I'm not afraid of anything, you are not allowed to leave me, you are not allowed to leave me! ”
Hearing his insistent and willful words, Zheng Chenheng really didn't know whether to cry or laugh, he just felt that everything was too far off the original track, which caught him off guard. The person behind him hugged him so tightly, leaned his head on his back, and was so intimately attached to him.
Such a resolute will and emotion made his heart chaotic, and he didn't want to push him away ruthlessly. However, reason would not allow him to do so, and he knew that he should not let him do it again under any circumstances. "Zheng Xichen, let me say it again, such a thing is not allowed to be done again. It's a son, just do what you should do as a son, and don't go crazy anymore! ”
Zheng Xichen stood in the water a little dazedly, looking at his arm that was thrown away, and looking at the back of the ruthless departing in a daze. Zheng Chenheng, you have always avoided and rejected me, making me so sad that I feel sad even breathing, is this the ending you want?
Your indifference, your ruthlessness, your ruthlessness! Is it because I like you and I love you that you don't even have the love you once had for me? Do you just want to avoid me, or even run away from me?
"Zheng Chenheng, you are too much!" The figure had disappeared to the end, and he could only roar at the silent night sky, and then wept silently alone, licking his bleeding heart.
The night was very quiet, lying on the soft and wide bed, turning his head to look out the window at the bright moonlight, but there was a blur in front of him. When I closed my eyes, I still had the figure of that person in my mind, and I couldn't get rid of it. He knew that he must have loved him badly!
The breathing, difficult and long, was because of the heartache, which became clearer and clearer in this quiet night. Every time my heart beats, it hurts like a knife, and my breathing is slow and stagnant! It turns out that loving him is the only catastrophe of his proudest life! However, to be able to love him, even if it hurts, is as happy as a glutton!
Zheng Chenheng, I will not give up, never! Unless one day, this heart is really dead, crushed by your own hands, and I can no longer breathe because of the pain! Perhaps, I can stop pestering you, but my broken soul still can't stop loving you!