There are many reasons I want to say, Hongyan wants to tell He Jing that she can't always be by the queen's side as she said, what she can do is limited, and it is even more impossible for her to replace a daughter for her mother. But the princess is about to get married, full of expectations and uneasiness for the future, just as Hongyan has gone from not knowing anything to being able to gain a foothold in the harem now, she doesn't need Hongyan to say anything now, and she will slowly understand all this after getting married, and the princess will one day be able to understand her helplessness.

He Jingshang was unconscious, and babbled a lot of words, but he was suddenly stunned as he spoke, and his eyes stared straight at Hongyan.

"What's wrong?" Hongyan looked at herself, "Am I weird today, why do you always look at me like this?" ”

"You have suffered so many grievances, do you really not hate it?" He Jing said, "In the future, you will still be pointed at, Buddha or Buddha, if you have your own children, they will grow up listening to those words." ”

Hongyan really didn't understand: "What's wrong with you today, you are saying these things without a head, what am I going to be pointed at?" ”

He Jingjing said: "The emperor told me last night, although the emperor was moved by you, but the emperor didn't want you, you were innocent and involved, you are not wrong, it is the emperor who is wrong." ”

Hongyan was shocked, got up and looked at the door, and saw that no one was relieved, so he turned back to He Jing and said: "My good princess, don't mention this matter from now on, how many years have passed, who cares?" I don't know why Niangniang told you the truth, but Hejing forgot about it, don't you think I'm good now? ”

He Jing looked at Hongyan sadly: "It is precisely because you are so good that the emperor's mother is in pain, she personally sent you to the emperor's side, and personally shared her husband's love for herself with others." ”

Hongyan was extremely helpless, she really didn't understand why the queen told her daughter these things, she saw everything through, and the child could only suffer for the truth, and even gradually hated her because she felt sorry for her mother.

But to Hongyan's surprise, He Jing said to her with tears in his eyes: "Hongyan, do you want to do well in the future?" Although E-Niang regrets it, if you can be good, she will not be in pain and guilt, the thing is done by herself, and no one can erase the regret in her heart, but if you are good, we are all good, E-Niang will not feel guilty. ”

"Don't cry, if you go out with red eyes, others should think that I am bullying you, and the Queen Mother will trouble me again." Hongyan stepped forward and hugged the princess and gently comforted her, "I promise, I won't let my mother feel guilty and blame herself, we will watch you happy together, watch you have children, you also promise me, don't mention this matter again, the past will be over." ”

Hongyan spent a lot of thought to appease and respect not to think about those things, but no matter how sensible the princess is, Hongyan can't understand why the queen said these things, so what's the point of the grievances she has borne for so many years, is it that one day everyone in the world will know the truth, so what is her intention to bear the grievances for so many years? For some reason, Hongyan was not at all grateful to the queen for telling the princess the truth, and she didn't want the princess to feel guilty about what she had done, she didn't need these meaningless apologies, and the queen once again denied the value of her existence without authorization.

After Hejing left, Hongyan thought about it alone for a long time, and in the end she could only convince herself that nothing had happened, what should she do, she is not alone now, and the Buddha has to rely on her to raise her, the queen wants to be the glory of Hejing, and Hongyan also wants to bring a better future to the little princess.

However, the queen did not tell the emperor about this matter, and He Jing would not run to ask the emperor Ama, and when he saw the emperor a few days later, seeing that he did not mention half a sentence about it, he had guessed whether Hongli took into account her mood and did not mention it, even if he felt at ease, he would still be uneasy. But gradually convinced herself, whether the emperor didn't know, or knew but didn't mention her feelings, the most important thing to put her mentality right was herself, she was no longer the little palace maid who was at a loss and had nothing to love after the Double Ninth Festival overnight, she knew what she wanted in life, and she knew what kind of future she was looking forward to.

In the last month before the princess got married, most of them accompanied her mother in Changchun Palace, and the emperor often went to talk to the mother and daughter during the day, or a family of four holding the seventh elder brother in the garden to enjoy the scenery of early spring, but rarely stayed with the queen at night, and most of the time she would turn over the sign of Yanxi Palace.

But Hongli knew that Hongyan was busy, and if she couldn't get rid of her when she came, he hugged the Buddha and waited aside, or moved the fold to read it, and when Hongyan was busy pausing to send a bowl of hot tea, the two of them could snuggle and talk for a long time, and everything in Yanxi Palace was as comfortable and quiet as ever, and it was not disturbed by the busy wedding trivialities.

The night before the wedding, Hongyan went to Changchun Palace and finally tried the auspicious clothes for the princess, seeing the queen's tearful eyes, Hongyan softened again, and no longer lingered on that matter, at least it had no impact on her, but the queen was considering the relationship between herself and her daughter, maybe the queen was really guilty, but the only victim of the year, now the scenery is infinite, maybe in the queen's view, it is indeed not worth having anything to feel guilty about. She is Wei Hongyan, and she has already gotten the best in the world.

The next day, the princess got married, and she went to the noon gate to contribute ninety-nine gifts, including eighteen horses, eighteen exquisite saddle bridles, eighteen sets of armor, twenty-one idle horses, six camels, and ninety banquets, and a fixed number of wine, meat, cattle and sheep. When it is auspicious, Baohe Hall and Ningshou Palace will hold a banquet, and after the banquet, the princess will leave the palace. Wang Fujin, Beile, Beizi and the Minister of Internal Affairs' wife, etc., are all carefully selected by the emperor, Fu Heng is now walking in the Internal Affairs Office, and Ruyin is also sending relatives to the princess as the Minister of Internal Affairs.

Halfway through the banquet, the selected women had to go outside in advance to prepare, and Hongyan personally sent a few Fujin and Mrs. Hongyan, and when she left, she saw Xian Guifei's eyes wandering between the banquets. Hongyan and Ruyin glanced at each other, guessing that Concubine Xian was looking for the second lady of the Fucha family, but the second master Fu did come to attend the princess's wedding, but the second lady took leave due to illness and did not enter the palace. Ruyin said softly: "The second lady is not in good spirits, and the whole person is not normal when she returns to the capital, so she was not allowed to attend the wedding banquet, in case something happens, the Fucha family can't afford it." ”

Hongyan sighed lightly: "It's good that I didn't come, Concubine Xian's posture, I'm afraid that when I see the second lady, I will come forward to speak, who knows what will happen." ”

They hurriedly said a few words, Ruyin should go out of the palace gate to wait for the princess to leave the palace, and Ningshou Palace also began to prepare, and there was a palace maid to wait for the princess to wear auspicious clothes. The queen sat next to the queen mother, it was rare to be able to show an uneasy look in public, Hongyan stood below and carefully looked at everything, and looked at the queen from time to time, she had known the queen for so many years, and had never seen her like this, the mood of marrying a daughter was really distressing.

When the auspicious time came, the princess wanted to say goodbye to the queen mother, and then went to the Qianqing Palace to bid farewell to the emperor, looking at the granddaughter Ying Ying in full costume, thinking of the situation under Cheng Huan's knees for more than ten years, the queen mother burst into tears, choked and couldn't hold back her tears.

But all things are closely linked, and the ancestors and grandchildren are inseparable, and soon the queen led the princess to the Qianqing Palace, and the princess finally said goodbye to her parents, and she really wanted to leave the palace.

The sound of drums resounded throughout the Forbidden City, and when Princess Luanyi officially walked out of the imperial city, the drum music gradually stopped. The wedding banquets in the Baohe Palace and Ningshou Palace were dispersed, and the things that had been busy for half a year were finally successful, and the princess returned to the door nine days later, and Hongyan could retire.

On this day, Hongyan dragged her tired body back to Yanxi Palace, and in the quiet palace pavilion, she could no longer see people from the Internal Affairs Office queuing up to be summoned, and suddenly everything was cold, and Hongyan didn't know how to return to the ordinary days of the past, only to hear the Buddha's vague voice before relieving herself.

Changing clothes and washing hands, hurriedly went to hold the baby daughter in her arms, Hongyan finally felt at ease, and smiled with the nurse: "I can finally sleep with her in my arms all night, these days I often wake up in the middle of the night, frightened whether such and such things have been done properly, and I dare not take the Buddha with me." ”

The nurse looked at the master carefully, and couldn't help but say: "Niangniang, has you eaten a lot of wine, and her face is very red." ”

Hongyan touched her cheek, and it was really hot, and said with a smile: "When the banquet was over, I was poured two cups by Concubine Yu, saying that I had worked hard." ”

At this time, the palace people in front of the door came and said that the emperor would go to Changchun Palace tonight, please don't have to prepare, and Hongyan breathed a sigh of relief: "It's just right, I can sleep for one night." ”

Buddha obediently held Hongyan's neck, with her soft face against Eniang's cheeks, fragrant and soft baby in her arms, Hongyan had no other thoughts, so she took Buddha to sleep early.

But the Buddha has not fallen asleep, Hongyan fell asleep first, and when the nurse came to take the little princess away, she was frightened by the hot body of the master, and announced that the doctor He came overnight, and Hongyan woke up groggily, only to know that she had a fever, and the person in a daze only said: "The Buddha is fine, I just hugged her......"

When Hongyan woke up again, it was already the afternoon of the next day, and when she woke up, the emperor was sitting on the edge of the couch, holding her hand with one hand, staring at her with a frowning brow, staring at her distressedly, and seeing her wake up, he said: "Thank you for your hard work, the rest of the matter has been handed over to Concubine Xian and Concubine Yu, you can rest in peace, and you don't have to worry about the matter of returning to the door." ”

Hongyan said guiltily: "The concubine is incompetent, and she picked on her son at a critical moment." ”

Hongli leaned in and touched her forehead, gently holding her cheek: "If you are really incompetent, I will be relieved." ”