Chapter 46 Breaking the sorrow, outside the screen window, the wind shakes the green bamboo.

You don't understand, you don't understand my crazy love, you don't understand the traces of your face that I trace every day with a paintbrush in my hand.

You don't understand, you don't understand my hard work, you don't understand that I like to stand side by side with you, you are like a green pine and a bamboo handsome, and I am like a white lotus plum Ruiyu.

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After the Level 4 exam, it is time for the final exam. I have a headache to memorize every day, and I can't wait for the teacher not to draw the scope and tell us directly which question to get in the test. There is a long list of "noun explanations" alone.

I am busy every day, I don't think much about it, the injuries on my body have been healed, although there are scars, fortunately, I am usually more conservative in dressing, and my shoulders will not be exposed, and others will not see it. The rumors passed, everyone was busy with the exam, and the matter was gradually forgotten by everyone.

Seeing the amphibious butterfly hairpin in the hole of the drawer, I thought: Lin Ziqian, he is also busy with exams at this time, we will all graduate next year, I will continue to study in undergraduate, he will study abroad, there will be no intersection.

I'm in a trance. The phone rings. When I put down the earpiece, the waves of my heart rolled. Shan Ruoshui asked me to pick up the things that were in the studio, maybe it was just an excuse to ask me to meet. Do you want to go or not? She hurt me so much...... I can't learn to sketch with her in the future, but I still have to get my things back.

I slowly stepped into the studio with the words "Costume Design" written on it. The midday sun was strong, casting black shadows on the window lattices. Shan Ruoshui wears a white skirt and stands elegantly in front of the window, like a white lotus blooming in the lotus pond in midsummer.

"You're here!" Shan Ruoshui turned around and smiled reluctantly. I saw that her eyes were slightly red, and it looked like she had cried. I had to hum.

I saw that my things had been packed and packed.

"It's almost summer vacation, my classmates have taken their things away, I'll help you clean it up, you can see if it's left!" Hearing her say that, I had to go over and crouch down to check.

"Didn't fall behind!" I looked up and said. But I saw that she was also packing her things, and she didn't seem to hear what I said. I didn't know what to say for a while. I had to stay there and watch her clean up. After a while, she also cleaned up.

"Wait for me, I have something to tell you!" Shan Ruoshui said and walked to the sink in the studio to wash his hands.

Listening to the sound of the water, I didn't know what she was going to say to me, and I was a little apprehensive. I think it's ridiculous again, it's obvious that she should be worried about her Shan Ruoshui!

The electric fan is very windy, and if you come over after washing your hands with water, the skirt moves with the wind, fluttering and elegant, smart and graceful, charming and noble.

She smiled softly and lightly opened her lips: "Sit down!" "At some point, there were a few more stools in the studio.

"No, I'll go back!"

"I see you're a little scared, but, I, Shan Ruoshui, have a clear conscience, the thing you encountered really wasn't done by me, maybe ......"

"You don't have to say it, I'm sure the police will give me a clear answer." I picked up my bag and turned around to leave.

"Wait a minute! I have something for you! ”

I turned around and handed me a transparent sorting bag. I opened it and saw that there was a sketch in it, which was the one I saw of Shan Ruoshui meeting Lin Ziqian for the first time in the student union, with the time in the lower left corner, 2001.9. There is also a photo of Lin Ziqian and Shan Ruoshui standing side by side to host the show, handsome men and beautiful women, eye-catching. Finally, there is an amphibious butterfly hairpin, blue.

Seeing me take out the hairpin, Shan Ruoshui hooked the corners of his mouth, seemed to smile bitterly, and said, "You can take this too, Lin Ziqian originally wanted to give it to you...... I can't get his love, but you can do it...... That's it, I'm leaving anyway, none of this matters to me, but you, after all, hurt my pride, and for the first time since I was a child, I felt helpless. ”

"So you use all means to hurt me...... Shan Ruoshui, I didn't do anything wrong, why are you so vicious, let me ruin my reputation, hurt my body and mind, the scar on my shoulder will never be removed, and what those people have done to me makes me have nightmares...... You...... Beware of retribution! ...... "I pointed my finger at her, I didn't want to say these things, but what she just said really annoyed me.

Suddenly there was a muffled thunder in the sky.

"I didn't!" Her eyes widened, a flash of innocence, and a little more coldness. It made me tremble, such eyes were so familiar, as if I had seen them somewhere. I angrily walked out of the studio with my bag in my hand. On a sunny day, suddenly clouds and strong winds rose...... It's like a rage that should be with me. I can't help but think of that rainy night that humiliated me for the rest of my life.

I hated the rain ever since, and I shivered when it rained.

At night, Susan put her arms around me, and I was still shivering. "Susan, I'm afraid!"

"Why does it seem so much better these days, and when it rains, it ...... Ay! Don't be afraid, I'll protect you! ”……

Shan Ruoshui stood by the window, silently watching the wind blowing across the lawn outside the screen window, shaking the green bamboo by the window.

"He Qingyin doesn't believe me, Lin Ziqian, don't you believe me either?" Two lines of tears rolled down the white face. "I'm leaving, goodbye, the person I've loved for three years, Ziqian, take care!"

Broken and sorrowful, outside the screen window, the wind shakes the green bamboo.

You don't understand, you don't understand my crazy love, you don't understand the traces of your face that I trace every day with a paintbrush in my hand.

You don't understand, you don't understand my hard work, you don't understand that I like to stand side by side with you, you are like a green pine and a bamboo handsome, and I am like a white lotus plum Ruiyu.

"Maybe this is the last time I'll spend my birthday with you!" Lin Ziqian looked at Qin Fanghua, who was gobbling up on the other side, his eyes flashed with crystal, and he said slowly.

"We are proud people, when did you become such a mother-in-law!" Qin Fanghua swallowed something in his mouth, he didn't look up at Lin Ziqian at all, and his chopsticks quickly moved to the next target.

"You can't be gentle? Do you understand chewing slowly? Lin Ziqian put down the spoon.

"Can you eat it as a meal? Who is like you, drink a soup is also particular, the napkin is placed neatly, the left hand gently holds the bowl, the right hand holds the spoon along the edge of the bowl clockwise rotation 90 degrees, pick it up and put it in the mouth to try with the lips, and then slowly drink it to the mouth, is it troublesome? Look at me! "It's too late, it's fast, Qin Fanghua picked up the soup bowl, cooed, drank it in three or two sips, wiped his mouth with his arm, and proudly held the bowl upside down to show off to Lin Ziqian." Look, this is the manly style, you, it's really 'Sister Lin'! ”

"Who told you?" Lin Ziqian has not been called by this nickname for several years.

"He Qingyin, she said that you were called by everyone when you were in high school! I think it's so pertinent! Seeing Lin Ziqian's face darkened, Qin Fanghua consciously stopped talking. No kidding, get down to business! Shan Ruoshui is leaving, you know? ”

"I know ......"

"You know why not to say goodbye? You didn't go to her farewell party, but you were really ruthless, she has been infatuated with you for the past three years......"

"What benefits does Shan Ruoshui give you to lobby me?"

“…… Lin Ziqian, you, hey! Qin Fanghua sighed, and only cared about eating again.

"Say, tell me honestly, you leaked my email password to Shan Ruoshui, didn't you? also asked Qi Wanyun to revise the financial bills of the student union, how could those photos I asked you to take be in Shan Ruoshui's hands? What else have you done that I don't know? Lin Ziqian said to Qin Fanghua's lowered head.

"Yes, you know everything, I'm just angry at your attitude towards Shan Ruoshui, you lied to He Qingyin that you took pictures to participate in some photography exhibition, but in fact, you didn't sign up at all! It's just an excuse for you to get close to He Qingyin! You said to Shan Ruoshui that you only talk about work, not feelings, I thought you were worried about the future. But what is the reason why you approach He Qingyin without any scruples? Don't tell me you're just high school classmates! Qin Fanghua slapped the table, and the bowl shook and made a sound.

They all fell silent.

"Well, I'll admit, I ...... to her Emotional. Lin Ziqian glanced at Qin Fanghua darkly, and continued, "However, it's good that you admit that you betrayed your friend!" After speaking, Lin Ziqian got up and left, his steps a little staggering.

"Ziqian, I know your password, I once told Qi Wanyun, and made fun of your password so naïve, but I dare to guarantee that the financial statements have nothing to do with Wanyun, although she is studying accounting...... By the way, Wanyun once said that she admired Han Yuchan a lot, saying that she had helped her family manage finances since she was a child, and she was familiar with this kind of thing, but it was a pity to learn what kind of clothing design instead of accounting...... She turned out to be the person in charge of finances around Shan Ruoshui, so you didn't suspect her? ”

"I just doubt you!" Lin Ziqian said lightly.

"By the way, Han Yucian was also one of your suitors, of course you won't doubt it, your own people, but, we have been classmates for three years, but you doubt me, Professor Jin is really blind, saying that you have a big talent and a big heart, haha, it's really funny!"

"However, you did admit that you gave the photo to Shan Ruoshui! What do you really want? ”

"I just want to remind Shan Ruoshui of He Qingyin's existence!"

"If you don't remind her, so many things won't happen, you remind, look at what Shan Ruoshui did to He Qingyin? Rumors are flying, how do you let an innocent girl behave? ”

Qin Fanghua was silent, and Lin Ziqian turned around and left angrily.

And the last one, the painful final exam is coming to an end. My first one is two bigger. While I was reviewing my homework in the classroom, I wanted to go out for a walk and get some air.

Early summer has arrived, the green willows are swaying, the summer insects are flying, and the air is a little scorching.

After walking, you will arrive at the school's Liquan Lake. The school's Liquan Lake is famous for its lotus leaves. At the beginning of July, this is already the grand scene of "infinite blue lotus leaves". The lotus flowers have not yet bloomed, but the lotus leaves are already very lush. The lotus leaf is like what Mr. Zhu Ziqing wrote in "Moonlight on the Lotus Pond", like "the skirt of a dancing girl".

The eyes are full of emerald green, rippling blue waves. Seeing such a beautiful view, I walked along the lakeside path.

There is a girl sketching in front. Supporting the easel, the figure standing in front of the easel is fat and thin, not tall, with a white shirt and a green skirt. When I got closer, I saw that she was drawing a sketch of lotus leaves. I stood behind and looked at it for a while, and I thought she was really good at drawing.

"It's so well drawn!" I startled her by speaking, and the pencil in my hand fell into the grass.

The moment she leaned over to pick up the paintbrush, a crystal clear white object jumped out from her open chest, a jade ornament, not big, maybe a jade cicada. She glanced up, a hint of horror and fear on her face, and she stood, then grabbed the jade ornament and put it back in the neckline of her white shirt.

She looked up and peeked at me, a hint of horror and fear on her face, and she leaned over for a moment.

"I'm sorry!" I hastened to say.

I saw that the embarrassment on her face was fleeting, and she quickly changed to a beautiful and moving smile: "It turned out to be you, He Qingyin, you suddenly made a sound, which scared me!" ”

I remembered, she was Han Yuchan. The one who persuaded me to sing at KTV and warned me in the studio.

I didn't know what to say for a while, so I had to say, "Your lotus leaf painting is good!" ”

"It's just a similar shape, my halfway monk is not as good as Shan Ruoshui's penance since childhood." She suddenly said thoughtfully: "What she did to you, do you hate her?" ”

"Of course I hate, but there is no specific evidence, the police are right, this is just my subjective conjecture, at that time I thought that the police knew that her family's background was biased in favor of her or that her family was operating in the dark!" I'll be honest.

"She's leaving!" Han Yucian said in a relieved tone. They are good friends, and when they are separated, she is so relieved, I don't see what kind of attitude Han Yucian has towards Shan Ruoshui.

"I know, she told me!" Recalling what Shan Ruoshui said when she took things that day, I also knew her helplessness to leave.

"I don't know what Lin Ziqian thinks?" Han Yucian said suddenly.

......Seeing that I was silent, Han Yuciao's face was full of remorse. I regret what I just asked.

"By the way, you've also been learning sketching for a while, why don't you try it?" She smiled and handed me the paintbrush.

I didn't answer, I just waved my hand and said, "No, I'm going out for a walk, it's time to go back to endorse, and I have an exam tomorrow morning!" Goodbye! With that, I hurried away.

Han Yucian looked at He Qingyin's distant back and disappeared into the willow shade, and breathed a long sigh of relief.