One step, two steps, three steps, slowly, slowly she felt colder and colder. The icy sea water overflowed her calves, and gradually, the pants on her lower body were soaked. She didn't stop for a moment, but continued to walk towards the sea.

She was depressed, her mind was a mess, and she kept repeating the bits and pieces of the year. The consciousness of dying has taken over her brain, and there is no way to get rid of it. At this time, she forgot her daughter who was waiting to be fed at home, forgot her parents who raised her with hard work, forgot the good friends who grew up with her, and forgot all the people in her life who were good to her. I only remember the negative person, I only remember the hate, and I forced myself to death.

She fought a cold war. The sea had soaked through her blouse, and the cold waters surrounded her. Her heart was like floating grass soaked in the sea, pale and feeble. She threw herself away, and put her heart in the cold sea, and sank, about to fall into darkness forever. She couldn't see the light, and in her eyes, there was only the white sea, as if calling to her, asking her to die here forever.

She burst into tears. Tears rolled down his face, dripped into the sea, and disappeared without a trace. Just a little distance, she could sleep in the arms of the sea forever and ever. Her whole body was stiff, and she couldn't turn back anymore. I could only watch the boundless water, little by little, from my neck to my chin, slowly overflowing over my head. She was about to stop breathing.

But she didn't have a trace of fear, and death was the greatest relief for her. Goodbye, everything in the world, she no longer has the slightest nostalgia. Her daughter, her parents will take good care of her, she is tired, please allow her to be a coward and escape to a place where no one can find her again.

Just as her world was plunged into darkness and life was moving away from her little by little, suddenly there was a voice shouting her name, a roar of rage, heartbreaking, as if it had taken all the strength of the man. The sound passed through the heavy water, and finally turned into a thread of note, which burrowed into her ears filled with water.

Who, who is calling out to her? She wanted to open her eyes and look at the world that had made her tired again, and she wanted to see who was still thinking about her at this time. However, her eyelids seemed to be pressed by the Ten Thousand Mountains and she couldn't move anymore. She wanted to laugh at herself with the corners of her mouth, but unfortunately, she couldn't laugh anymore. Even if you laugh and ridicule yourself, you can't do anything. Her face had stiffened to ice, and she was about to die.

"Lan Lan! Lan Lan! Her body, which was about to be swept away by the sea, was lifted up, and the man dragged her with him, and dragged her up. Step by step, she moved farther and farther away from the sea. The cold slowly receded, and she was groggy and spat out several mouthfuls of seawater in a row. My ears used to be buzzing, but now my hearing is slowly becoming clearer. "Lan Lan! Lan Lan! "Someone was really calling her name. Who is it? Who the hell is it?

She tried to open her eyes, when suddenly, a white light came at her, piercing her eyes with a small slit. She panicked and closed her eyes again. "Cough, cough, cough!" She coughed breathlessly, coughing out the last oxygen in her lungs. It was dark in front of my eyes, and I fell into darkness again.

"Lan Lan, Lan Lan! Wake up! Why are you so troubled? Silent, what are you doing here? Your daughter, you don't want it, your parents, you don't want it either. You have the courage to die, but you don't have the courage to face everything in life. You're such a coward, you're such a wretch. Wake up quickly, your daughter is still at home waiting for you to go back! You wake me up! The man said as he put regular pressure on her chest with his hand, squeezing the water out of her abdomen. If it weren't for the shallow beating of her major arteries, the person would probably have given her artificial respiration.

Her clothes were wet, and the wind on the shore was blowing and digging into the pores of her body, and finally, she came to consciousness. She reached out and touched it, grabbing a handful of sand in her hand. Her mind went blank, where was she? And who is calling her?

She blocked the sun above her head with her hands and struggled to open her eyes. Once, twice, her eyes blinked and blinked, and she could finally see her surroundings clearly. The anxious person in front of her was the one who had saved her life just now. As soon as she saw the man, the tears could no longer be controlled, and they flowed out.

How much sin did she have to do to live like this? And the person who caused all this was herself. That's why she wants to die, she can't forgive, and the contempt in her heart makes her have nowhere to escape.

The person in front of her is the colleague she gets along with day and night. She still remembers his youth when he first joined the company. Now, he's gone

faded away from the childishness of the year and became a man who stood up to the sky. That year, her pure teaching to him made the two good friends who talked about everything. This person has witnessed her failed life, knows all her hardships, all her regrets, and all her mistakes. It is precisely because of his understanding of her that he has been following her today and pulling her back from the abyss.

"Ah Cai, why did you save me? I want to die, I want to die! Woooooo What is the meaning of my life? I don't have the face to live anymore, you shouldn't have saved me! If you're dead, you're gone. Her hair was wet and scattered on her face, muddy and sandy, seeping with seawater, and the two ditches washed out by her tears, and the word "bad" could no longer describe her current appearance. Tears and snot fused together, and she really looked like a hysterical crazy woman at this time.

"Lan Lan, you are confused! How old are you? How old is your daughter? You can't live in the shadow of the past and completely ignore the feelings of your loved ones, it's irresponsible, it's evasion, it's incompetence! If you think about it again, if you say that this is a mistake, then you start all over again, you brought your daughter into this world, and instead of loving her well, you let her suffer, how can you be worthy of her? Wake up! That man isn't your only one, it's time for you to get out! ”

"Woo-woo, ah—that's easy to say, but I can't! I regret it all the time, if it wasn't for my playfulness and not loving myself, how could I have conceived a child and married him? I'm to blame for everything, it's all my fault. I hate him, and I hate myself even more! She wiped her face, and the sand on her hands was on her face, and it looked green, white, and black, and she was embarrassed. Just like her mood at the moment. Colorful, life is better than death.

"It's a hundred times since you're dead, but what about your parents? What about your daughter? You are an only child, do you want your parents to send a white-headed person to a black-headed person? You died, and you took their lives with you. Your daughter is still so young, are you going to take her life too? You are not wrong, your parents are not wrong, your daughter is not wrong, he is the one who is at fault. But what was he doing at this time? If you die, will he grieve for you? Think about it yourself, if you still want to die, then I won't stop you. When your daughter grows up, I will tell her that she has an irresponsible mother, a mother who has a ruthless heart to abandon her, and a selfish mother. Lan Lan, you think clearly, I will do what I say. ”

"You! Ahh Ahh Ah Cai, I didn't expect your heart to be so ruthless! Me, I, I'm wrong, can't I? Don't tell my daughter about it in the future. I won't do stupid things in the future. She stared at him, afraid that he would really tell her daughter that she had such a useless mother.

"Well, as long as you don't do stupid things, no third person will know about it! Get up, I'll help you, go back. If you go back like this, you might scare your parents enough. Is there anyone in the neighborhood that you know that you can go there to clean up before going home? ”

"I have a friend who lives in that white building across the street and I went there to find her. I'll just tell her that I accidentally fell into the sea, and I'll let you save me. You have to make sure no third person knows about this, or I won't let you go!" ”

"Don't worry! Can't you even trust me? Let's go! ”

Dead, not dead. In her life, she was really a failure, a one-night stand, hit it with one blow, and had no choice but to marry someone who didn't love her. She desperately gave birth to her daughter, but in exchange for that person's ignorance, without any warmth, and in the end she suffered from postpartum depression. If you want to die, you can't. The first half of her life was wasted like this.

Fortunately, she realized that she had lost her way and survived the disaster. People often say: If you don't die in a great disaster, you will have a blessing. After that search for death failed, she was enlightened. Since there is no emotion in marriage, then she doesn't want this marriage. She went out of the house and walked out of the house with her daughter alone. She didn't want anything, she just begged him to let her live. She will raise her daughter alone, will give her the best things in the world, will raise her well, and just want to have nothing to do with him.

I can't stay in the same company anymore. Although others didn't say anything, she always felt like a man. She was afraid, afraid that when she was at work, someone would talk about her quietly. She was also afraid, afraid that others would show pity for her after the divorce, and even more afraid of seeing the gloating expressions on some people's faces. I have to admit that she is too cowardly, she is too sensitive, and she can't stand the eyes of others. So she simply quit her job and found another way.

"When God closes a door, He opens a window for you." With the support of her parents, she co-founded a company and slowly learned to start her own business. Her daughter has been ignored by her father since she was a child, so after her divorce, she didn't make trouble for her, she was well-behaved and sensible, and became all her spiritual pillars. She lived a different kind of wonderful life alone.

In this world, in addition to her parents and daughter, the person she is most grateful to is Ah Cai. If he hadn't been there that day, she would have turned into a lonely soul in the sea. So after her career stabilized, she asked him to come over to help and handed over half of her country to him to take care of in order to repay him for saving his life.

That year, that day, the event that had happened had been washed away by the sea, and had disappeared forever. Now she has a successful career, her daughter is sensible, and she found a man who really understands her, pities her, and loves her a few days ago. Life is completed unconsciously. The bitter taste of the sea had faded from her mind, and she had tasted the sweetest taste in the world. She firmly believes that the future will be better.