What is the saying?

When a woman is most in need and helpless, the person she first thinks of to rely on is not necessarily the person she loves, but it must be someone who is very important to her.

But Qin Yinan is the person she loves, and he is also a very important person for her.

That man, occupied all her emotions.

As for him, he doesn't ask her to like it, nor does he want to be with her, but he asks her to think of him when he is the most depressed, embarrassed and lost.

However, just such a small request is only a luxury.

Her heart will always be his pain.

At this point, she needs to be heard, and no matter how painful it is, he will try to be a perfect listener.

Su Zhinian didn't make a sound to disturb Song Qingchun, and even pulled out a tissue and handed it to her.

Song Qingchun said "thank you", took the tissue, wiped his face, then took another sip of wine, and continued: "You know what? Brother Yinan was very good to me when he was young, he was bullied in kindergarten, he was always the first to stand up and protect me, I was greedy for fun and lost, he was also the first to find me, Song Cheng didn't take me to play, I cried and he said that he ran to coax me as soon as I cried...... He also said that he would be doubly good to me, and I really took it seriously...... I always thought he would be good to me for the rest of my life......"

“…… Therefore, after I knew that Song Cheng did not commit suicide, I really had a feeling that the world was spinning, and I rushed to the northern suburbs of the city as soon as possible, and I called Brother Yinan on the way, but no one answered......"

“…… After I arrived, I learned that Brother Enan had returned to the city, where the signal was not good, and the phone could not be called, so I rushed to the city, but halfway through, the car broke down...... I walked a long distance to find a place with a signal, and I finally got through to Brother Enan's phone, and I felt like I was seeing a light in the darkness, but ......"

When Song Qingchun said this, thinking of the scenes she heard when she called Qin Yinan, her eyes began to pantothenic again, but the corners of her lips tried to rise, and she skimmed over the intimate episodes of Tang Nuan and Qin Yinan, and simply brought it over: "...... He was with Tang Nuan, and at that time I knew that over the years, it had been me who had been deceiving myself, and for Qin Yinan, I had never been the person he wanted to take care of the most, but I myself wishfully took the kindness he had to me, and whimsically thought that he would take care of me for the rest of my life......"

It's because she's been too stupid and naïve all these years, and she's never had the courage to face the truth.

If Qin Yinan really cares about her...... When he saw her call, even if he was picked up by Tang Nuan, why didn't he call back?

So it's really time for her to wake up...... It's just that no one knows how painful this lucidity is.

After all, he was all she had...... Such a parting is not weaker than the wrist bone digging out the heart.

“…… Actually, when you called me tonight to ask where I was, it was my most desperate moment, I really appreciate you, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have imagined what I would be like now......" Song Qingchun bent the corners of her lips and drank most of the glass of red wine, she couldn't tell the same thing, and continued to open her mouth, but he stared at her patiently as if he hadn't heard enough.