Chapter 59 Refusal
Ning Guang's idea was to ask Shen Anyi if she could help her find a job in the city, and then borrow some money so that she could get a ride out of Dawn Town and spend the days before she got her salary.
In fact, when she had just graduated before, Shen Anyi learned that she was not admitted to the school, so she made a similar suggestion, because she was afraid that she would be wronged if she stayed at home.
However, Ning Guang still had a trace of vague expectations for her family at that time, and she also felt that she had received all kinds of benefits from Shen Anyi since she was a child, but she did not have the slightest return for Shen Anyi, out of such a thin self-esteem, she refused, saying that she had other plans.
During this time, Shen Anyi wrote to her, and often asked her what her plans were, and said that she would come to see Ningguang after the college entrance examination...... This promise is also one of the reasons why Ning Guang has never agreed to accept her help now.
After all, Ning Zong should also be in junior high school at that time, if the family doesn't let her go out, she will discuss it when she meets Shen Anyi.
Before that, it is better not to trouble Shen Anyi, or not to trouble her.
But now she was really scared.
Even if I have the consciousness that my family will not care about my life or death since I was a child, it will be different when it comes to the end.
It's as if everyone knows from a young age that they will end their lives sooner or later, but until the last moment, normal people don't worry about their death every day.
In fact, Ning Guang didn't think about saving money to buy a ticket and sneaking away to the city to find a job, she had forgotten the money given by Ning Fulin to buy clothes, and there was still a little bit left to hide, it was not enough to buy a ticket to the provincial capital, but it was enough to go to the county seat, or the neighboring city, their town is bordering the neighboring city, otherwise the sewage from the chemical plant would not be the neighboring city of the pit to come over to make trouble.
It's just that the rules haven't changed at this time, and you can't get an ID card under the age of 16...... This is the rule in the city, in the countryside, basically after the age of eighteen to get it, this is still more children who go out to work. If you don't get a license, you don't even get this thing at all, because it costs a cost, even if it's not much, for rural people, you can't usually use it at all, so why do you get it?
Ning Guang wanted to get her ID card, but she didn't know how to get her ID card at all, and she didn't even know which department to go to get it. I just thought to myself, this thing is to prove identity, so do you need a household registration book? And the family will definitely not give her the household registration book.
So without the consent of her family, she went out rashly, and it was difficult to find a job. Because I heard Zhao Xiaoying and others mention before, they often have to check their ID cards outside, and those who do not have documents will be repeatedly checked, and even suspect that they are fugitives or something, and they will be arrested.
For a girl like Ning Guang, who was born and raised in the countryside, the one arrested by the police must be a bad person, and after being caught, she has been stained since then.
She absolutely can't accept such an end, so unless she has Shen Anyi's endorsement to solve this kind of trouble for her, so that she can work and live in the city without an ID card, she really doesn't have the courage to go out.
…… In short, the girl thought about it, and finally decided to write a letter to her friend for help.
Who knew that she had finished writing the letter secretly, and was thinking about finding an opportunity to send it to the town for delivery, this evening, Ning Guang was watering her vegetable furrow, and Zhao Liang, who was carrying a schoolbag, ran over to talk to her, saying that a letter written by Shen Anyi was sent to the Yang family and asked her to go over to get it.
Zhao Liang, as the only son of the current village party secretary, of course, also reads Li Xiao.
His homeroom teacher is Yang's father.
Although he is also a frequent visitor to the game machine hall, Zhao Liang's grades are okay, it's not that he is extraordinarily smart, but although Zhao Xunqin loves his only son very much, he loves him deeply, and he is very disobedient and fights very neatly. Zhao Liang went to play games, he didn't bother to care, but his grades must be maintained at a certain level, otherwise he would play.
In Zhao Xunqin's words, he only looks at the results.
If Zhao Liang had the ability to play games every day and take the first exam, he would even be willing to give the game money. But if Zhao Liang doesn't study hard every day and can't do well, then he still plays.
With such an uncle, Zhao Liang has been a little honest in the past two years, but it is a little bit, and his attitude towards Ningguang is still high.
After passing the words with a straight face, a pair of eyes turned to Ning Guang.
"Why?" Ning Guang thanked him, and when he saw that he didn't leave, he looked at himself hard, touched his face inexplicably, and asked, "Is there something on my face?" ”
"My uncle, they said that my brother Liguo has taken a fancy to you." Zhao Liang showed a wicked smile and whispered, "I scolded Sister Xiaoqin for you...... However, my brother Liguo's grandmother and Abumyan didn't agree to this matter, and scolded Brother Liguo, they expect Brother Liguo to ask for a daughter-in-law in the city in the future, how can you let Brother Liguo join you! ”
Ning Guang's face suddenly burned red, and he stood up angrily: "Don't talk nonsense!" I have nothing to do with Zhao Liguo! ”
"Of course nothing, my brother Liguo has been bullying you and looking down on you before." Zhao Liang said very frankly, "I think you're good-looking now...... Do you call it good-looking? I can't see it. ”
He is still young now, his love has not yet opened, and he is addicted to games, and he is more attractive than Ningguang when he sees strong men with knotted muscles in street fighting, so after hearing the elders say that the clan brother was attracted by Ningguang, who has changed into a female university, he is curious.
At this time, he looked at Ning Guang and thought that Zhao Liguo's vision didn't seem to be very good, anyway, he didn't see how good-looking Ning Guang was, so that it was enough to make people's attitudes turn one hundred and eighty degrees.
Zhao Liang's interest came and went as fast as he could, and Ning Guang wanted to make it clear to him, but he ran away.
He walked neatly, but Ning Guang's whole body trembled with anger.
After barely watering, I took the watering tools to the dock to wash, and cried while washing.
She hated her tears and her powerlessness so much, but in this hatred she became more and more aware of her weakness and powerlessness.
This is a very painful feeling, if it is not for the instinctive will to survive, even want to be buried in the pond in front of you immediately.
"I haven't picked up the letter from An Yi yet." Ning Guang cried for a while, found a reason, forced himself to stop crying, and thought, "When I tell An Yi, after I go to the city, I will get rid of this ghost place and these people, and I won't hear these unpleasant words again." ”
At noon the next day, she took advantage of Mrs. Chu's afternoon nap with Ning Fulin, slipped out of the house, and hurried to Yang's house in the town.
As usual, he refused to be kept by Yang's father and Yang's mother, took the letter and found a secluded place to sit down and read, and was a little stunned after reading a few lines.
The letter was short and a little scattered, as if it had been written in a distraught moment.
But the content is that Shen Anyi asked if Ningguang was still at home now? She planned to return to Dawn Town to meet Ningguang.
This should be good news, but I don't know why, Ning Guang always felt a little uneasy in his heart.
She felt that it should be her own delusion, because what could Shen Anyi do? This friend is so good and so good, and the family conditions are good, so he has to be spoiled...... Ning Guang couldn't think of anything that could annoy her.
Because he knew that his friend was planning to come back recently, Ning Guang didn't mention his thoughts when he replied, and planned to talk about it later...... This is also because she is full of shame in her heart, and she always feels that it is a very embarrassing thing to put pen to paper. Although it may seem more embarrassing to ask for help in person, it can at least delay for a few days and be psychologically comfortable.
Thinking so, Ning Guang expressed his joy and expectation for the reunion in his heart, asked about the approximate time, and wished Shen Anyi a safe journey.
Because of such good news, in the next period of time, even if Zhao Liguo wanted to get close to her but was stopped by his family, there were some rumors in the village, and the children made up some songs, and when they saw Ning Guang going out, they sang around her, and she didn't pay attention to it.
Ning Guang's experience, the Ning family is not very clear, it was not like this before, in the past, they knew everything about the wind and grass in the village, at least they were not completely ignorant.
Mainly in the past two years, Mrs. Chu and Ning Fulin's thoughts have all been placed on Ning Zong.
After all, although Ning Zong was now forced to focus some of his energy on studying, his previous convictions inevitably made his wife and Yaya worry about the recurrence of his old illness.
In order not to annoy him, they didn't dare to blatantly monitor him, so they could only keep an eye on Ning Zong in private.
So I didn't have the heart to care about Ningguang at all...... Of course, even if they knew that Ning Guang was favored by Zhao Liguo, but they were opposed by the Zhao family, they would not seek justice for Ning Guang, at most they would say a few words in private about Zhao Liguo's wishful thinking, they would never give the beautiful head of the family to the Zhao family!
In a pig's eye!
However, two days before Shen Anyi arrived in Dawn Town, they still paid attention to Xia Ningguang.
Because the person who brought a message to Miao Guoqing and sent things to them before told Ning Guang about his home.
Mrs. Chu and Ning Fulin interrogated each other's family background.
Well, only family background.
And then...... And then there was no then: "My beautiful head is still young, let's wait and talk." ”
The matchmaker knew that this was a refusal, in fact, when he came, he also knew that most of it would not work, and he had already given the man a preventive shot, but he was still struggling at this time: "Their family conditions are average, but the man is really good, diligent and willing to do it, honest and obedient, and he will definitely be good to the beauty in the future." ”
However, Mrs. Chu and Ning Fulin are not very interested in how the man behaves, no matter how good it is, it is just to let Ning Guang enjoy happiness, what good can it do to his mother's family? At most, come back to help do some work, this benefit is really not attractive, so I still resolutely emphasized: "The beauty is too young, and we are reluctant to do it when we are not old." I asked you to help me see each other before, but I was afraid that I would delay her, but I didn't have to send her away immediately. We have such a beautiful head in our family, can we not feel distressed? ”
Ning Guang listened to these words in the back room, and he didn't know what expression to make?
After the matchmaker left, she went out to work, and Ning Fulin also told her: "The person he came to today is too poor, and you won't have a good life after you get married." Don't listen to the mess outside, we are your own mother-in-law, can you check such a big thing? ”
"......" Ning Guang lowered his head and swept the floor, wanting to stuff the broom into his mouth.
She didn't understand, she was an adult in two years, why did she still think she was only a three-year-old child, and she was casually choreographed by him?
Or is the granddaughter in his eyes so stupid, even if she has been neglected for more than ten years, a few good words can coax her to change her mind and listen to him willingly?
I really can't figure it out.
Ning Guang was depressed for several days, and when Shen Anyi came back, he cheered up, deliberately put on his best clothes and shoes, and rushed to the town early in the morning.