Recently, there have been book lovers who have been scolding me.

Send messages from QQ, WeChat, Weibo to scold me. Not to mention the current book review area, which is full of scolding.

This is the last month of my journey, and I suddenly feel very tired, so I stopped for a day today, because I feel so tired from writing that I don't even dare to pick up a pen to write anything.

Actually, I really don't know more and more, what people want to see, I really don't understand more and more.

To be honest, in fact, I don't spend half as much time writing yin and yang every day as I do writing my feet. I write until the wee hours of the morning every day, not because my typing has slowed down, but because I don't know how to write.

I write emotional dramas, and everyone scolds me and says I'm water. I write plays, and everyone scolds me for fried cold rice and garbage. I wanted to write more lightly, and people said I was going to finish it.

I'm really tired of writing, so tired.

I remember when I first started writing lines, I could write 6 or 8 shifts a day, and I was very happy to write. I wrote about Luo Yan's counterattack, and wrote that the strong ones were finally surpassed by Luo Yan.

At that time, I liked to read the comments written by everyone, and I liked everyone to give opinions, but as I wrote, I found that everyone was scolding.

Everyone said that I was unfinished, and that I should be a eunuch earlier.

But I really don't want to write badly, I just don't understand what people want to see? I don't know if there are other writers who are coming to the end of the last month to ask people what kind of text they want to see and what kind of work they want to see.

But now I want to ask.

I really don't know, I feel like I come to write every day, from 8 o'clock in the evening, 9 o'clock, until the early hours of the morning, a chapter update has to be written for a long time, I'm afraid that everyone will say it's rotten, I'm afraid everyone will say water, I'm afraid everyone will scold. And then what was written, it was still scolded, and it was scolded overwhelmingly.

Just like last night, I wrote the story of Kunpeng and Xu Fo, and everyone came to scold, talk about water, and talk about rotten, but this chapter was really written after I thought about it.

I wish there were no fights all the time, I wanted a storyline, but no one said yes.

So I'm going to start writing today, but I can't write at all, I don't know what to write. There's a plot in my head, but no one says yes, and I know that I'll be scolded for whatever I write now.

Actually, all along, I told myself that I wrote mine, and everyone scolded everyone, and I didn't want to be affected.

But is that really the case?

I don't want to be a eunuch, and I don't want to be a bad end. There is still a month to finish, and there are still hundreds of thousands of words left to finish, and I hope to finish well.

However, now I dare not write, I can't be numb.

I wrote a lot of characters and developed a lot of branches, and I was desperately trying to close and fill in the holes, but everyone still kept scolding.

I felt too tired from too much scolding. Even, I'm just late for the update, but everyone will still come to scold me, saying that I am rubbish, and that I can't do it.

Looking at these comments, I couldn't write a word.

Really, tired of writing.

Let me be quiet today, and tomorrow we will continue to update.

I hope that in the last month, we can have a good ending and a good ending. I don't want to say, people end up, that I regret reading this book.

Eh, let's get some rest.

Let me think about where I should go in the last month of my journey.

Eh......