Lou Shaotang was also surprised for a moment, but immediately became expressionless again, "Yes, I admit it, you love me." His eyes were indifferent, and his voice did not carry half a bit of warmth and emotion, "But no one forced you to leave me at the beginning, and you made this choice yourself." So, all the consequences must also be borne by yourself. ”

"You...... How can you say that? Zheng Ke'er's apricot eyes widened, and she looked at him in disbelief, "I left you because I love you and don't want to drag you down!" ”

"It's not!" Lou Shaotang was categorical, "You left me because you don't trust our love and don't trust me." If you firmly believe that I love you, you will not be afraid that I will dislike you and leave you, and hide from you. At the end of the day, you're still acting out of selfishness. You have low self-esteem and don't want me to see your imperfect side, so that I will always remember your beauty. ”

Zheng Ke'er bit her lip, lowered her head slightly, and her face was dark. Such an expression is obvious, Lou Shaotang is right.

It is undeniable that Zheng Keer loves Lou Shaotang deeply, and loves so much that she can completely sacrifice herself. But she is indeed very inferior.

Like me, she was born into a modest family, but she was much better off than me, at least with both parents, and her father died shortly after she studied in England.

Being able to fall in love with Lou Shaotang, a wealthy and noble son, and fall in love with him to the point of talking about marriage, for her, it is a sparrow turning into a phoenix, which is a great luck.

Therefore, she cherishes it very much and acts cautiously everywhere to protect this love.

I once heard Lou Anqi say one thing, once Zheng Keer accidentally ironed Lou Shaotang's favorite shirt, afraid that Lou Shaotang would be angry, she was frightened, quietly threw away the clothes, and begged Lou Anqi to keep it secret for him. Although Lou Anqi was still young at the time, she didn't understand why she did this, but seeing her crying, she couldn't bear it and agreed.

Another time, Zheng Keer had a sore on her back, she kept it from Lou Shaotang, asked Lou Anqi to help her apply ointment every morning and evening, and begged Lou Anqi to keep it secret for her.

It's only because she cares too much about the love with Lou Shaotang and the image she cares too much about her image in his eyes and heart, so she will never allow herself to have the slightest flaw in front of him.

However, how can two people who truly love each other care about each other's imperfections?

When one person loves another, no matter how many flaws there are in the other person, it doesn't matter to that person.

can only say that Zheng Keer doesn't understand Lou Shaotang, let alone love.

She and Lou Shaotang's miss can't blame anyone, but only herself.

Just when I was thinking like this, Zheng Keer raised her head again, full of unconvinced, "Yes, I have low self-esteem, I feel that I am not worthy of you if I am disabled, and I don't believe that you will continue to love me!" But no matter what, I gave you innocently, and my broken leg was also because of you, and I also passed on the ancestry to you. Shouldn't you feel guilty, shouldn't you be grateful, shouldn't you reciprocate? ”

"Didn't I get anything in return?" Lou Shaotang immediately asked.

"I don't want anything like that!" Zheng Ke'er was not calm again, and shouted loudly: "I want you!" I want to get back together with you and reunite with Hengheng's family of three! Pointing at me again, "But you chose this hen that doesn't lay eggs!" A slut ridden by 10,000 people! She has never sacrificed for you, she has suffered like me for you, what is there like me in her? How do you get your love?! How can you be happy?! ”

"Do you know her? How do you know she hasn't suffered like you?! Hearing her insult me, Lou Shaotang's face instantly sank into anger, "You grew up under the care of your parents since you were a child, and she lost her parents at the age of 8, living alone with her younger brother. You haven't had the days of sleeping in the open, she has. ”

"When you get a big scholarship and you get educated at one of the best universities in the UK; When you embrace me and sit in the most exclusive dining room and enjoy a delicious meal; While she and I were happily traveling all over Europe in a luxury car, she was cutting back on food and clothing for her and her brother's tuition fees, and working part-time. A loaf of bread has to be eaten three times, a piece of clothing is not worn until it is broken, and in order to save the bus fare, she relies on two legs to travel dozens of miles to and from school. ”

"I finally offered myself and my younger brother until I graduated from college, and when I saw that my life was about to enter the light, my younger brother suddenly got leukemia. In order to save him, she gave up her beloved first love, gave up her bright future, married me, the living dead, and was scolded by everyone for asking for money and shamelessness. ”

Speaking of this, Lou Shaotang paused and looked at me deeply, his eyes full of distress.

I also gazed at him, the difficult years of the past have been gradually forgotten by me in his affectionate treatment, and when I heard him mention it again, those pictures passed through my mind one by one like a movie, and my heart was instantly annihilated by bitterness and sourness, and hot tears occupied my entire eye socket.

He moved his gaze to Zheng Ke'er again, "You just broke a leg, and it was her heart that died." His voice trembled slightly, and his tone was a little more moving, "You are tired and in pain, at least there is Hengheng to talk to comfort." Who does she have? No! She fought alone, alone in pain. You see that she smiles openly and freely in front of people, strong and fearless, but how many tears she sheds after people, do you know? ”

He took a deep breath, as if to suppress the intense heartache. And I burst into tears, not only because I remembered the pain of my past, but also because he knew my past so well that I never told him. I was even more moved to understand me so much.

After a while, Lou Shaotang continued: "You said that you were tortured by your rogue husband, then let me tell you, I also used to be despicable and shameless, and tortured her as much as I could, although the means used were different, but she suffered more shame and pain than you." ”

Maybe it was because he thought of the excessive things he had done to me at that time, Lou Shaotang closed his eyes, and his face was filled with strong remorse. "But," he said, his eyes shining, "but she never hurt anyone in order to save herself from bad luck, on the contrary, she endured the burden of humiliation and stood strong and unyielding." In addition, she can even kill her enemies in the past and let them go. Can you? ”

He paused, his expression and tone returned to the domineering, "You can't! For your own selfish desires, you not only deceived her, but also ruined her reputation, and even killed her several times! Zheng Keer, do you dare to say that she can't compare to you? ”

Zheng Ke'er stared at him, pursed her lips and said nothing.

"You all think I love her because she's smart and beautiful, and she's a devil." Lou Shaotang's expression was straight, and his tone was firm, "That's right, I don't deny it." But," he paused, looking at me, the corners of his mouth slowly pulling a soft arc, "I love her, not only because of her looks, but also because of her tenacity and kindness. ”

I stared at his affectionate eyes, the first time I had heard him say why he loved me. My heart fluttered, and the tears I had just wiped away came out of my eyes again.

Lou Shaotang raised his hand to gently wipe away my tears, and his warm fingertips warmed every cell in my body.

Ahh

Suddenly, Zheng Keer screamed sharply, startling me and Lou Shaotang, and turned to look at her at the same time.

She scrambled to her feet from the ground and hurried to the edge of the rooftop.

"Mom-" Heng Heng Heng was shocked and shouted at Zheng Ke'er.

Realizing that Zheng Keer was about to jump off the building, Lou Shaotang hurriedly chased after him, "Zheng Keer!" ”

He had long legs and was fast, and it didn't take him long to catch up with her and hold her back. But Zheng Ke'er seemed to have completely lost her mind, desperately trying to break free, and kept screaming in her mouth, "Ah~ Let go of me, let go of me~ You don't want me anymore!" Don't want me anymore! Let me die! I'm going to die! ”

She was hysterical like a madman. Seeing that Lou Shaotang couldn't hold her anymore, Hengheng and I hurriedly ran over to help.

"Mom? Mom?"

Hengheng knelt on the ground and hugged Zheng Keer's legs and cried desperately, while I went to grab her two arms waving wildly.

Her strength was so great that I was hit in the face several times, but I couldn't care about the pain anymore and tried to stop her. After a while, she finally grabbed and was almost freed by her, but fortunately, Lou Shaotang stopped her in time and hugged her, and she lost some strength because she was weightless.

Eventually, the three of us worked together to subdue her. Lou Shaotang immediately called the hospital, and it didn't take long for the hospital to send an ambulance to take her away, and we followed.

On the way there, Lou Shaotang asked Heng Heng if Zheng Keer had a mental problem, Heng Heng said that he was not sure, but since he was discharged from the hospital after his wrist injury, Zheng Keer was a little too abnormal, often talking to himself alone, and talking nonsense, what Christmas ball, summer vacation trips, most of them were when he studied in the UK with Lou Shaotang in the past; Sometimes I don't know him, I ask him who he is, and I am emotionally unstable, crying and laughing.

Hearing him say this, Lou Shaotang and I have basically determined that Zheng Keer has schizophrenia. When we arrived at the hospital, the psychiatrist gave Zheng Keer a comprehensive examination, confirmed our judgment, and said that her condition was quite serious and needed to be hospitalized for treatment.

Coming out of the diagnosis room, Zheng Keer was sent to the ward, Lou Shaotang and I were in a very heavy mood, and no one thought that she would fall into this step.

"Wife, there is something ......"

Lou Shaotang held my hand and stopped talking. I knew what he was going to say.

"I know." I smiled slightly, "Zheng Ke'er's current situation, Hengheng can no longer live with her, you let him go back to Lou's house." ”

"Thank you, wife."

Lou Shaotang's expression was not too surprised, as if he had known that I would say this. I also know very well that the reason why he hesitated was not because he was afraid that I would not agree, but because he was worried about my feelings and that I would feel uncomfortable.

In fact, it is not uncomfortable, after all, he is Lou Shaotang's son, and he is indeed very pitiful. I'm just worried that there may be friction with Hengheng in the future, this kid's hostility towards me is too deep, and it can't be resolved in a while. But I'll try, if not to make him like it, at least I won't hate it anymore.

Subsequently, Lou Shaotang called Shen Yiru, and Shen Yiru rushed to the hospital immediately after learning about it, but she didn't come to care about Zheng Keer, but worried about her baby grandson.

"Hengheng, are you okay? Scared my grandmother to death. As soon as she saw Heng Heng, Shen Yiru hugged him excitedly, probably because she was afraid, her face was paler than Heng Heng, who had experienced danger, and there were tears in her eyes.

"I'm fine." Hengheng said calmly.

Since entering the hospital, his mood has gradually stabilized. Gently pushed Shen Yiru away and sat back on the chair next to Zheng Keer's bed.

Seeing that Hengheng was cold to him, Shen Yiru was full of injuries, and took out a handkerchief to wipe his tears. However, it can be seen that she is still more happy than sad, after all, her long-cherished wish has come true.

Hengheng stayed back at Lou's house that night, and Lou Shaotang also transferred Zheng Keer to a mental sanatorium, and assigned the dean to treat it personally, and the medication was the most expensive. This is the only thing he can do for Zheng Keer now, and it can be regarded as benevolent and righteous.

Our lives are back to peace.

On this day, after talking with the customer outside, I saw that the time was about to get off work, so I didn't go back to the company, and went directly to "Tianyue" to find Lou Shaotang. In the evening we were going to eat out and then watch a movie.

When I was about to walk to Lou Shaotang's office, as soon as the secretary looked up and saw me, his expression immediately became a little unnatural, he looked very nervous, and looked back at the door of Lou Shaotang's office.

Slightly confused, I walked straight to her.

"Mrs. Lou." The secretary stood up, gave me a stiff smile, and with a move of his footsteps, her body blocking the office door.

Seeing that her posture was obviously preventing me from entering, I asked tentatively, "Mr. Lou is in a meeting?" ”

"Yes, yes." She stammered back to me, her eyes dodging and her expression very empty.

"With whom?"

The secretary thought for a moment, "And, and the marketing department." Immediately, he said, "Why don't you go to the VIP lounge and wait for a while, it should be fine right away." ”

I sneered inwardly, I don't lie, I just say. I met the director of the marketing department in the elevator just now, so I'm sure that there is someone else in Lou Shaotang's office now. And judging by the way she doesn't want me to know, there must be something greasy in it.

"Okay." I pretended to say yes.

The secretary seemed to sigh with relief, and said with a smile: "Then I'll take you there." ”

She lifted her foot, and I turned around, but as soon as she passed me, she turned around and walked briskly to the office and opened the door......

"I don't mind being a junior!"

The woman's sweet, determined voice reached my ears the moment I opened the door, and I stopped, saw the scene in front of me, and my eyelids jumped suddenly.

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