Chapter Eighty-Four: The Past Is Not Better
Beihuai listened, and seemed to be blocked by something in his heart.
Why didn't you stay with her when she was so hard? Let her survive how many dark days alone.
He slowly hugged Nan Cheng and stopped her from continuing, saying, "I didn't know that General Gao had this experience. ”
Nan Cheng smiled: "Not everyone will be reincarnated like you. ”
Beihuai was speechless, compared to them, he really didn't know how happy he was.
He spoke slowly: "In the future, I will protect you, and those things are over." ”
"I'm not done yet. When I'm done, then I'll really put it down. She smiled, in fact, Beihuai interrupted at this time, just not to remind herself of the memory of being separated from Gao Shibai?
But if you don't pull the arrow out of the wound, how can it heal, although the moment is painful, but only after experiencing the blurred flesh and blood, can there be a moment of scarring.
She continued: "Then I didn't understand anything about feelings, and we spent two years in a daze, until he went out for the first time as a major general. ”
"On that day, the snow was dyed white, and I couldn't see him clearly, and suddenly I felt that he was so far away from me. And then later in this story, you know, he expanded our territory hundreds of miles westward. ”
"When people talk about his legend, I think he deserves it. When he returned triumphantly, I was frozen in the snow. It's all about making people, the plot is so similar to when he left, but the person in the painting has lost so much weight, and his face has faded from the only childishness. ”
"He said, 'The battlefield is the place where people grow the fastest.'" I nodded my head frequently, tears in my eyes. He dismounted, walked slowly to me, leaned down slightly, and said, 'Silly girl, what are you crying about, I'm back.' I said, 'Don't you think you can't do it?' ’”
"That's the day I told him I liked him. But he seemed to be hesitating about something, so let me leave first and let him think about it alone. Thinking about it now, it was silly back then. Why do you think that as long as both parties are happy, they can get rid of the world's views and grow old? ”
"The next day, he only said one word to me: 'I am your ninth uncle.'" I immediately understood his answer. He has his ambitions, how can I be his stumbling block for the sake of the love of his children. ”
"After that, he went on a lot of expeditions, in fact, part of the reason was to alienate me. It just doesn't matter. But I didn't expect that after we had been away from the Gao family for so long, his marriage would still depend on my father's word. ”
"I tried to keep him on his wedding day, but he still refused. At that time, my heart was cold. ”
"But when he went to fight Wu Lan, he was seriously injured, and I still couldn't restrain myself from rushing to find him, and then the fire delayed my life and the parents of the woman who assassinated me."
"Then there's nothing worth mentioning."
Nan Tachibana let out a deep sigh of relief, and then the two fell into a silent silence.
Beihuai felt as if she was not worthy of her, there was no such deep story, and she didn't seem to know that well.
"Maybe he doesn't love you that much." Beihuai was silent for a long time and said.
"Maybe, it doesn't matter anymore." Nan Cheng stood up, patted the dust on his body, and looked down at Beihuai who was lying on the ground.
Beihuai looked at the beautiful fairy Nan Tang under the ethereal moonlight and smiled: "Then what is important to you now?" ”
"Beihuai, don't leave me."
Nan Tang's tone was gentle, but loud.