Leaning on the pillow behind him, he gasped softly, letting his breathing slowly calm down a little, but he couldn't forget what the person said to him that day, and his face, which had always been cold and undisturbed by too much world, looked at him with accusations for the first time, accusing him indiscriminately.

"You shouldn't have killed Feng Lan, Rui Yan killed him, first killed his lover, and then killed him, huh...... Your love kills him. ”

Is it his fault? A clear tear slid down his long eyelashes, and he painfully raised his weak hands to block his eyes, covering all the haze, and silent tears flowed more and more.

Is it his fault? No, no, that woman is a madman, he has always been sincere to the queen who thinks she is his biological mother, is a madman, and he threw him into the snow on a snowy day to freeze for a night, causing him to have a high fever, just to let his father come to see her more. At that time, he was only seven years old in front of him, strangled Biluo to death, she was not alone, she was a madman, she deserved to die.

However, why does he still feel heartache when he hears Zuo Chen's self-blame even though he knows that woman has done so many bad things, why do you comment on me like this when you don't know anything, you know that I care, why?

The woman named Feng Lan snatched her father and his cousin when she was alive, and now that she is dead, she still wants to stir up the relationship between him and Zuo Chen, he hates her, and he can't wait to dig up her tomb and pull her out and whip her corpse. But...... Hmph, it's too cheap for her, that hypocritical woman, doesn't she like to seduce his cousin, so .......

"Xiao Lizi, pass on my will, when I was young, the first queen and the general loved each other and could not be together for various reasons, and the original of the first emperor was specially allowed to be buried together, and they were buried together in Shangzhi Taoyuan, where the two met."

Xiao Lizi shuddered, he grew up with that woman since he was a child, how could he not see that woman was hypocritical or false. She has never loved Ling Yun at all, for her, Ling Yun is just a pastime she uses to pass the time, the only person she has ever loved is herself, even if she is crazy, she still hasn't forgotten those calculations.

"Master...... Master, Lord...... Child. ”

"What are you flustered about, and you don't look at where you came, now Your Majesty needs to recuperate, you are still shocked, if you collide with the Holy Driver, even if you have eight heads, it will not be enough to accompany you."

Xiao Lizi was just about to go out and take a step, but he was almost knocked over by a hurried figure coming from the side, so angry that he didn't leave, standing at the door and scolding the little eunuch for a while, his nostrils were cocked to the sky, and he snorted coldly.

The little eunuch was already frightened because he wanted to face the saint, but before he entered the door, he was scolded fiercely by the oncoming big eunuch, so frightened that his legs and stomach trembled, and he was trembling for fear that he would accidentally lose his head.

Rui Yan rubbed the Tianyang acupoint a little tiredly, his eyes were slightly dry, I don't know if it was because he had been open for too long, there was a burst of acid in his stomach, he calmed down and suppressed the unnatural feeling, then he raised his head and looked at the door, his dark eyes sank and said: "Forget it, Xiao Lizi, go and do your own business, the kneeling one is so flustered about something, come and talk." ”

"Hmph." Xiao Lizi glared fiercely at the little eunuch kneeling below, shook off the dust in his hand, raised his head and walked away disdainfully.

The little eunuch knelt all the way to Rui Yan's window, and didn't look up to see Rui Yan's face that had been tightly wrinkled together, and he didn't know what he remembered because of his movements, Rui Yan frowned, and only after a while did he speak: "Say, what is the matter?" ”

"Back to ...... Back to Your Majesty, Khitan ...... The Khitan sent someone to say that it was ...... said that he wanted His Majesty to release him...... released their second and third princes, otherwise...... Otherwise, ...... is to send troops to attack the Great Song Dynasty. ”

Looking at the little eunuch below, Rui Yan's eyebrows furrowed more and more tightly, how could he stumble like this in one sentence, is he so terrible?

But...... The Khitan people are quite bold, and they are not afraid to hold on to this if they say it too much, so they can't help but snort coldly: "If you are not afraid of death, call them here, who was sent by the Khitan to negotiate peace this time, does the other party have a registration number?" ”

"Yes, yes...... Yeluli, the great prince of the Khitan. ”

"Okay, you go down and ask Xiao Shunzi to come and change my clothes."

Rui Yan frowned casually, how could he think that this little eunuch looked so similar to the little boy next to Zuo Chen, but the doubt was just that for a moment, he didn't have the heart to think about it at all, and his heart was caught by a sharp pain, it hurt so much here, and he still missed him so much.

I tried to sit up, as if I was looking for him, but he couldn't ...... If you can't give him a world, let him be a family in this world, what qualifications does he have to go to him, he has already hurt him so deeply, it's too late, his love came too late, when Ling Yun fell, he really came to his senses, the person he loves has never been Ling Yun, the person he loves is Zuo Chen.

Although it was a bit despicable, he was really glad that Ling Yun was in front of Zuo Chen at that time, and even now that he remembered that when Yeluqi stabbed that sword, his heart almost stopped beating. He was very selfish, very selfish, very selfish, very selfish, and even he himself was shocked by this thought in his heart at that time.

Anyway, he had to hurry up and hurry up, and worked hard to support himself, his arm fell into the quilt again, he gritted his teeth, and his eyes were slightly red, he was really useless, he couldn't even get up, what qualifications did he have to chase him back, he hammered the quilt, and his hand was faintly painful.

"Get up, Ruiyan, you are a king, how can you lie in bed so cowardly, if you like it, you have to chase him back bravely, don't be like me back then, stupidly waiting and finally missing everything and missing happiness."

Just when Rui Yan was still giving up on the bed, a voice came from the door, with some love and some seriousness, and it was eight points similar to the tone of his father when he spoke to him, like a child who had lost his way home.

There seems to be something called nature between father and son, even if there is a gap of fifteen years, as long as there is no need for too many words between the two at all, with a kind of encouragement, Yizhi gently hugged the lonely child on the bed, sighed softly, and couldn't help but think of his other daughter, the eye circles were slightly red, no wonder others are fate.

Zhao Junlan When you secretly implemented your plans behind my back, did you regret it, regretted killing your own daughter like this, regretted burying the happiness of these children's lives like this, even if it was to atone for your sins, I will help you pay it back little by little, who made you my lover.

It's a pity that you have always been able to pretend that only your people, your Great Song, you are a good king, but you have never been a good father or a good ...... Xianggong, you have always been able to calculate everything you can, even when you die, I'm afraid you're trying to plan for the future of the Great Song Dynasty.

Stretched out a hand and refused slightly, Rui Yan struggled to get up, Yi Zhi frowned, there was a rare angry expression on his elegant face, he glared at Rui Yan, at the beginning Rui Yan was not to be outdone, and no one would give in after staring at each other for a while, Rui Yan pouted, and finally lay back obediently.

Yizhi retracted his eyes at this time, sighed lowly, pushed him back to the bed and pressed the body he still wanted to struggle, naturally tucked the corners of the quilt, and sighed in a low voice: "How old are you, what kind of climate can you become as frizzy as a child, the body is the capital of the revolution, if you don't even care about your own body, then how can you stand up for this country, this people, and even the people you love." ”

Touched his head, one hand habitually picked up his white wrist to take the pulse, and was about to open his mouth to say something, but suddenly he didn't know what he found, his eyes looked at Rui Yan in astonishment, and the phoenix eyes that were five points similar to Rui Yan narrowed slightly, and fell silent.

Rui Yan glanced at him suspiciously, watched him silently put his hand on the quilt, stood up silently and walked to the edge of the windowsill, I didn't know what I was thinking, I looked at myself and him in confusion, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Yizhi, who was standing at the mouth of the window, suddenly heard his words, his body shook, and he slowly turned around and looked at Rui Yan seriously, it was the first time that he looked at Rui Yan so seriously, and hesitated for a moment before slowly speaking: "Yan'er, you and Xiao Bai have had sex, right?" ”

Rui Yan was also stunned when he heard his words, glanced his head to the other side unnaturally, and whispered in a almost inaudible voice: "En." ”

"So have you ever thought that you would get pregnant, you should know that your own physique is different from others, how can you still ...... Such a casual ...... Knock this child, you don't want your child to repeat the childhood you experienced, listen to me, knock it out. ”