083: I should go
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The fingertips that grabbed the corner of the table were all white.
When Shen Mochen was about to walk to the exit, he suddenly turned back again.
And I, this time, didn't hide, looking at him through the gaps in the vegetation.
......
Probably, the closest lovers in this world have the most special sense in their bodies.
The moment he turned around, she was somewhere, watching him.
It was an invisible attraction, and looking back at that moment, you might know that she might be there.
......
After Shen Mochen left completely, seeing that Assistant Mo and the others had also disappeared, I wiped the tears from my face, picked up the medicine from the ground, and walked towards Jiang Feng's house very quickly.
After making sure that I had made no mistake, I took the key to open the door and went in, quickly poured water, divided the medicine and took it in, and fed Jiang Feng to eat.
Seeing that he still looked uncomfortable, after he finished taking the medicine, I washed him with a towel and put it on his forehead.
After watching him quietly for a while, and feeling that he had slept more soundly, I thought that he would definitely be hungry when he woke up, so I was going to get him something to eat, and when he got up, he would have something to eat.
Now with a high fever and a cold, I can only drink porridge, which is not suitable for those that are too greasy.
I found the rice, looked through the refrigerator, scanned it carefully, and finally found some red dates, reached out and took them out, and put some in the porridge to taste them for a while.
When Jiang Feng got up, I was stirring the porridge in the pot, and after the red dates were put in, the whole kitchen was full of fragrance.
"It smells so good." Jiang Feng's sudden admiration shocked my heart first, and then I turned my head and saw that he had his hands on his forehead, he should have just taken a bath.
"Awake?"
"Hmm." The effect of that medicine was really good, Jiang Feng was now refreshed, and said, "Thank you today." ”
"Huh?"
"I see the medicine on the bedside table." Jiang Feng walked over, stood by the door, and leaned against the kitchen rolling door: "I'm not too dizzy, right?" ”
I put down the spatula in my hand and asked him, "What do you want to know?" ”
"Did I say anything wrong?" Jiang Feng asked quickly.
"Hmmm......"
Jiang Feng's eyes were fixed on me, looking forward to my next words.
I had to pique his interest: Ouch, uh-huh, is there any? ”
"I'm so afraid of saying something wrong!" I suddenly exited, pointed at Jiang Feng, startled him, and said, "Say, what secrets do you have that you can't tell others, are you usually doing something bad behind someone's back in private?" ”
"Huh~~ I said how can you women think badly about everything, it's really amazing, I mean when I was dizzy, did you say my bank card password or something!"
"Uh...... Let me think about it, people are old, and their memories are a little ......."
"Speak quickly!"
Jiang Feng opened his teeth and claws, looking like he wanted to clean me up.
"Okay, okay, no, you're a gentleman, okay?"
"Really?"
"Hmm."
Dinner for the two of us, red date porridge, kimchi, and a simple cold dish, was very simple.
After dinner, the two of us curled up on the couch and watched TV.
I mentioned to Jiang Feng that I was leaving: "Jiang Feng. ”
Jiang Feng was watching the ball game, and when he heard the sound, he looked back at me and said, "Huh? ”
"Well, I think I should go, I can't keep bothering you here."
"You're leaving......" Jiang Feng repeated without a look.
"Hmm."
He suddenly reacted, his eyes suddenly turned back from the TV, stared at me, and asked, "You are leaving, where are you going?" ”
I shook my head: "Where I'm going, I don't know yet, maybe buy a ticket and go to a random place first." ”
Go to a random place and calm down some things in your mind first.
Jiang Feng was stunned, his eyes were very dark, as if he wanted to see something suspicious from me: "I don't know where you're going?" Go to a random place, why is it so sudden, can it be said ......"
"Could it be that the day I met you and fainted on the road, you were going to leave?"
I honestly replied, "Well, yes." ”
Jiang Feng frowned: "Why, why do you want to go?" What the hell is wrong with you and him? ”
What happened to me and him, I also want to know what happened to me and him, why fate wants to play such a trick on people.
"I don't want to mention the matter between him and him, and we won't mention it in the future, anyway, it's impossible for me to talk to him."
The room was quiet for a while, and after saying this, my heart was empty, but somewhere in my heart was in pain, and I had no intention of paying attention to anything else.
"And where do you want to go?" Jiang Feng asked me: "Do you want to find a place first and change your mood?" ”
When I came out, I left the card with the money returned by the hospital last time at home, and only brought my own card, the company only paid my salary two days ago, and on the day I came out, I went to check it out, and it was better than the usual salary, I knew that it must be Shen Mochen who asked the finance side to give me more money, and I wanted to give him back, but I was damn to find that I couldn't even remember the card number of the card I did.
"I want to leave City B and find a job to stabilize first." I say:.
"Looking for a job?" Jiang Feng lifted one leg, cocked Erlang's leg, leaned his back on the sofa, and asked me, "What kind of work do you want to do?" ”
"As long as there are no degree requirements."
I didn't go to college, the students of that class knew it, and Jiang Feng also knew it, so I didn't need to hide it.
"Xiaoxiao, in fact, it was ...... at the time"
"Forget it, there is no need to mention the previous things, I didn't take the exam myself, I don't blame anyone."
“...... Okay, I won't mention it. ”
In the end, I decided to leave tomorrow, I went to the bus station to take the car, when the time came, I would choose a generous one at random, and I would be safe when I met, Jiang Feng said that he would send me tomorrow, but I refused, if someone went to send me, I would feel a little reluctant to go, I didn't want to be like that.
I went back to my room at night, lay back on the bed, picked up the yellowed photo in my hand again, and looked at Shen Mochen and me ten years ago in the photo, and my thoughts drifted to the scene I saw in the downstairs community in the evening.
"She is my Shen Mochen's wife, my Shen Mochen's woman."
"Always, if she is not for a day, I will look for a day, if she is not for a year, I will look for a year, if she is not for a lifetime, I will look for a lifetime......"
"I'll look for ...... for the rest of my life"
“......”
In my mind, these two sentences came back over and over again, and my hands clenched the photo in my hand until my fingers were white.
Actually, I don't want to cry, but when the tears hit, I can't stop it, when did he start liking me? And why, you have to be so good to me now, Mingming...... Obviously, I have broken my thoughts, and I want to fulfill him and Jiang Mengjie.
But now, I really have to stop thinking about it.
I used to dream that you could look at me squarely, even if it was a nominal wife, as long as you had a little bit of me in your heart, but now, you have me in your heart, but I have no way to accept it again.
......
Early the next morning, I left early, left a note for Jiang Feng, put away the photo, and dragged my luggage downstairs.
I was afraid that I would take the bus at the wrong point, so I took a taxi directly to the bus station.
Although it was still very early, there were not many people in the station, and there were already long queues at some windows...... Indescribable feeling.
There were black cars soliciting customers around, holding route signs and asking where I was going, I said stupidly that I would not go, and finally, my gaze was fixed on an empty window, there was no one, I walked over with my luggage, and the conductor sat inside, saw me and asked me where I was going.
I asked her, "Where does this window go?" ”
The conductor glanced at me, his attitude was not very good, and he pointed directly to the position above the window and said, "It is written on it." ”
When I looked up, I saw the words "Nancheng".
"Miss, are you going or not leaving?" The conductor asked me again, "If you don't leave, can you let the people behind you buy it first?" ”
“...... Oh, I'll buy ......," I said, and with that, I opened my satchel and smiled apologetically at a woman behind me who didn't know when it was extra as I took the money.
Just this glance, I suddenly swept into a familiar figure.
"Let's go, let's go, please let ......" Assistant Mo's familiar voice came from the position directly opposite me, I reacted suddenly, and left the ticket window directly with the suitcase, and the conductor called me over there: "Hey, you guy, do you want to buy it?" ”
I didn't have time to answer her, so I quickly took out a mask and a cap from my shoulder bag and put it on, and when I passed by Assistant Mo, there was a middle-aged man between the two of us, and I held my breath, afraid that Assistant Mo could even recognize the breath when I breathed.
But when I finally got out of the bus station, Assistant Mo chased him out again, and he was followed by two men.
I was forty or fifty meters away from them, but fortunately, there was a crowd around me, and they didn't find me very easily.
I suddenly woke up suddenly, Assistant Mo They appeared at the station today, not by chance, but ...... This place, where there is surveillance, where there are cameras, I can't escape their eyes.
Thinking of this, I quickly took off my conspicuous coat and got into the black car on the side without hesitation.
Since there are black cars parked here, it should be a place to monitor for vulnerabilities.
"Please put my luggage for me, thank you."
"Okay."