Walking out of the doctor's ward, the words of the doctor in charge still echoed in my ears: "The patient has a serious brain injury and multiple organ infections, so the chance of being able to rescue is very small, you are a family member of the patient, you must be mentally prepared, however, we doctors will do our best to save the patient, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, we will not give up on the patient." ”

When I walked to the ward with the surgical slip in my hand, the long corridor was sprinkled with tears, and step by step, I walked so slowly, so hard.

When he returned to the ward, Jia Qing had just rushed back from outside, and he had bought a bunch of daily necessities necessary for An Lan to be hospitalized, and when he saw my abnormal situation for the first time, he seemed to understand it at once.

He walked over, gently hugged my shoulder, and comforted me: "Don't cry, Lingyun, I will accompany you if there is a big disaster, as long as An Lan is still saved, we will never give up, don't worry, he is so young, he will be fine." ”

An Lan was urgently transferred from the ward to the emergency room by the doctor, looking at the busy figures of the doctors and nurses coming in and out, my heart was extremely nervous, and I was extremely sad, An Lan, the ill-fated An Lan, I don't know how long he will have to hold on this time to wake up from the coma? And when he wakes up, will he be able to surprise me again?

An Lan was sent to the isolation ward again, and in order to ensure a safe and sterile environment for the patient, the hospital forbade family members to visit, and Jia Qing and I could only curl up in the cold and cold corridor and wait helplessly.

Staying in the corridor and waiting, whenever I think of the warm past scenes that happened with An Lan and I in the past, I can't help but feel sad from my heart, and tears roll down.

Jia Qing couldn't bear to see me sad, so she quickly took out a tissue and wiped away my tears warmly.

At this moment, no amount of resentment and suspicion towards Jia Qing has disappeared, and in this strange and terrifying hospital, only Jia Qing can bring me a little sunshine and warmth.

Because I was worried about An Lan's condition, I didn't want to eat or sleep, and whenever I had time, I curled up quietly and frustratedly on An Lan's hospital bed in a daze, and I found that this time, I was sick with An Lan.

The nightmare that had haunted me for many years haunted me frequently, and as soon as I closed my eyes a little, the monster with teeth and claws appeared in my mind, and pounced on me fiercely, and I was helpless and helpless, and I had no other way but to flee for my life.

In the past few days when Anlan was in a coma, every time I woke up from a nightmare in the dark night, my heart felt a sharp pain, and I desperately beat my chest with my fists to relieve my discomfort.

I found that I couldn't even save myself, and I didn't know what else I could do to save my Anlan.

The medical expenses of the hospital are frighteningly high, the daily expenses are a huge four-figure or even five-digit amount, and the contractor of the villa is also urging the renovation money, and there is not much medicine left for Anlan, and I need to make further payments abroad, but there is not much money left in my account.

At this time, I opened my mouth to borrow money from others, and I couldn't do anything, I didn't want to come forward, let alone ask for help, so I could only rely on Jia Qing to run back and forth to do all these trivial things for me.

Soon, he helped me borrow a lot of money, but it had to be repaid eventually.

I know that going on like this is not the way to go.

And the worst thing is that An Lan's condition has not been effectively alleviated, and in order to save his life, he needs to lie in the best ward of the hospital all the time, with the help of various instruments to survive.

A doctor once advised me to give up, he said that the patient may be able to wake up, but when he wakes up, he is still a waste person to a large extent, a person with a very low IQ, and cannot go back to the past, he suggested that I carefully consider the follow-up treatment of the patient, I know that he is hinting to me that An Lan's illness is a hole that will never be filled, and even if he spends more money, he may not be able to wake up and completely recover as usual.

But how can I abandon Anlan? For him, I am willing to go bankrupt and use all my wealth to redeem him, as long as he can wake up safely and smile in front of me, I will be content.

Even if I can't go back to the past, I'll be satisfied with calling me my sister like I did after I lost my memory.

However, right now, no one can give me a promise to Anlan's health and future.

I can only put my bets in my own hands.

For the sake of Anlan, I decided to give it a go at all costs, and Jia Qing was the only one who sympathized with me and silently supported me.

Lina once came to visit An Lan in the hospital, because An Lan had not returned to the ward, when she learned that An Lan's condition was critical, she once enlightened me, and asked me to let go when I should let go, but letting go is easy to say, how can it be so simple to do?

Anlan is a lover deeply rooted in my heart, he is like a seed, taking root in my heart, blossoming and bearing fruit, now, even if he is temporarily yellow, but his roots are still well rooted in my heart, to uproot him, it is bound to destroy my whole heart and the whole person.

An Lan lay in the hospital for several months, and only on certain days did the hospital allow family members to go in and visit him for a short time in sterile gowns.

Every time it was my turn to visit him, looking at his closed eyes and sleeping face, I couldn't help but want to lie down in his ear and say a few words to him.

"Anlan, did you hear that? I am Sister Lingyun, the person you once loved the most, and the person you forgot ruthlessly, you must know that I have been waiting for you, waiting for you to come back, personally put on my engagement ring, personally take me into the palace of marriage, I am waiting for you to open the wedding dress for me, waiting for you to call my name, waiting for you to return to the warm home I prepared for you.

I took his hand and shook it gently, hoping that he could feel my lovesickness and love, but he was suffering from the disease, and he had a new infection in his lungs, and the day of discharge from the hospital was far away, so he could only answer my tearful words silently.

Every time I came out of the ward, I couldn't help crying and my eyes were red, at this time, Jia Qing, who was waiting outside the door, always lost no time in holding me in his warm arms, gently patting my shoulder, and comforting me in a low voice: "Lingyun, don't cry, don't cry, An Lan will be fine, with me, everything will be fine." ”

After spending all the money borrowed for the first time, Jia Qing had no choice but to mortgage his house for An Lan, looking at everything he paid for An Lan and me, I couldn't help but be moved and admired from the bottom of my heart.

In the past, maybe I was wearing colored glasses, maybe it was because of my preconceived ideas, so I didn't recognize him as a person, after so many things and tribulations, I found out that in fact, Jia Qing is really a person with affection and righteousness, he is so capable, so hard-working, so understanding, and really a rare good man in the world.

If I were someone else, I was afraid that everything that happened to me would scare the other person away.

Jia Qing refused to date Guo Rui again and again for the sake of me and An Lan, and I could read the unspeakable grievances and jealousy buried deep in my heart from Guo Rui's eyes.

In the days of accompanying An Lan in the hospital, Jia Qing was as careful as a hair, he personally brought me meals and bought various daily necessities for me, afraid that I would be lonely and irritable, and he came to the hospital to talk to me in his free time at work to relieve my boredom.

There are unforeseen circumstances, and when I stayed in the hospital to protect Anlan, I was accidentally infected with a disease and suddenly had a fever.

I was sick, extremely weak and weak, and I was lying on the companion bed next to Anlan, as fragile as a baby who needed to be taken care of.

Jia Qing brought me food, stayed in front of the bed, took a spoon, and fed the food into my mouth one by one, at that moment, my heart surged with gratitude and indescribable wonderful feelings.

I found that I didn't hate him at all, on the contrary, I began to be a little attached and dependent on him, I can't imagine if Jia Qing abandoned me one day, how would I carry this heavy burden of life alone.

I am used to his care and care, I am used to being the eldest lady in his eyes, and I am used to him helping me take care of Anlan and deal with all kinds of trivial matters from my family and company.

When he was forced to tell me that there was an extremely important party in the company on this sick night, I suddenly collapsed, and my whole heart became empty and uncomfortable.

Obviously, An Lan lay silently on the bed next to him, but when I saw him, I only had heaviness in my heart, but there was no warmth.

A woman's heart can't be guessed, and my heart is so fickle?

For a moment, even I was confused about what exactly I wanted?

Looking at the back that was gradually leaving, my throat was sour, and I asked Jia Qing in a snort: "Brother Qing, can you hurry back early?" ”

With tears in my eyes, I stared at Jia Qing's figure and asked.

"Okay, I got it, I'll do it as soon as possible." Jia Qing turned around, stared at my eyes, looked deeply and persistently, smiled back gently, and left.

After Jia Qing left, guarding An Lan like a vegetative person, the silence in the entire ward was terrifying, and it was terrifyingly cold, and after the man turned around and left, he took away the only trace of temperature and light here.

I was tormented and waiting every second, and at this time, I suddenly realized that I didn't know when, I began to like Jia Qing a little bit.

It is an indescribable dependence and warmth, and it is also a tacit understanding.

An Lan's illness is far from the day of recovery, and everyone around me is persuading me to find a new partner and give up on An Lan.