Chapter 544: I'm Tired
The autumn breeze at night with an inexplicable coolness, blowing the heart of the clouds, her heart, just like the leaves of this late autumn night, does not know where it will be taken by the ruthless autumn wind.
Does Feng Zikai love her?
Does Meson-micro love her?
Or these two people, who loved her?
When Jie Ziwei pestered her, it seemed that there were also women and cheating.
It shouldn't be called cheating, right?
Yun Duoduo smiled bitterly, what kind of person is she Jie Ziwei?
Who can be regarded as Feng Zikai?
Fiancée?
Why is this happening?
When the two men were in love with her, they had an inexplicable relationship with other women at the same time, and even slept with her......
The night is dark, and tonight's dark clouds obscure all the starlight, and the moon is not visible, only the neon lights in the bustling city, flashing with bustling and colorful colors, brighter and brighter than the stars.
No matter how beautiful the light is, it can't compare to an ordinary star in the sky!
Yun Duoduo suddenly didn't want to see Feng Zikai tonight, and walked outside.
There were footsteps behind him, someone was running briskly, Yun Duoduo looked back slightly, Feng Zikai didn't know when he got dressed and chased out.
"What do you want to eat, my dear cloud?"
Feng Zikai didn't mention what happened just now, and didn't even explain it to her, Yun Duoduo was smiling on the surface, but his heart was cold.
Perhaps in Feng Zikai's eyes, this kind of thing doesn't need to be explained to her at all.
He just did what many men do, found a woman to vent, maybe it was just a physical need, maybe it was ......
Yun Duoduo shook his head slightly, not wanting to continue thinking about this question.
"I don't know, whatever."
She turned her head to look at the dark night, she had been living in Feng Zikai's house for the past few days, and after that night, Feng Zikai left home to deal with some things in other places. She happened to be here alone and quiet, and she didn't have to go back to face her mother.
Still unable to face her mother, Yun Tianqing's death, Yun Duoduo always thought that it was her fault.
Feng Zikai hugged Yun Duoduo's shoulders, felt the stiffness and dodging of her body, and pulled her into his arms with force.
"There's a Sichuan restaurant over there that does a good job."
"It's too spicy."
Yun Duoduo said: "I suddenly felt that I was not so hungry, you must be very tired when you just came back, I will go back first and you can have a good rest." ”
"Clouds, what are you running away from? When you see Jie Ziwei this time, is your heart shaken? ”
Yun Duoduo was silent, obviously he found a woman back when she was away, but asked her such words at this time.
Maybe she didn't have the right to ask Feng Zikai anything and blame him, because she was so dirty and unclean.
How many scum-like men have touched this body?
Yun Duoduo's body suddenly trembled, what right and position does she have to blame Feng Zikai for finding a woman?
has always refused to give Feng Zikai, he is a healthy man and has needs.
"Honey, are you cold?"
Feng Zikai took off his clothes and draped them on Yun Duoduo: "You have suffered in the past few days, I will bring you to drink soup, there is a family near here that makes soup very well, nourishing." ”
"I'm tired, and suddenly I want to sleep, I don't want to eat."
"Baby, eat less and go back to sleep."
Feng Zikai couldn't help but say, hugged Yun Duoduo, and walked out of the community like that.
"Put me down."
Yun Duoduo was a little embarrassed, and there were people around to look at them from time to time, and such a gaze made her feel very uncomfortable.
"Honey, don't you like that? In the future, your life and things will be arranged by me, just be obedient and obedient. ”
In the dark night, Yun Duoduo's mind kept shaking the silhouette of the woman who walked out of the elevator just now, still feeling familiar, but it seemed to be annihilated in the dark night, and he couldn't catch the clue.
Who will it be?
Feng Zikai's body has an elegant and faint lavender smell, but I don't know why, Yun Duoduo always feels that his body has the smell of perfume left by that woman.
"Eat first, then go home and talk about the rest."
Feng Zikai kept carrying the clouds to the street.
"Can you let go of me first and walk well?"
"Okay, you promise me to be obedient, and I'll let you go."
Yun Duoduo was very helpless, and now he found out that Feng Zikai was as domineering as Jie Ziwei. The once elegant gentleman's style is gone.
"Zikai, I haven't found you so domineering before, in my heart, you have always been a Western nobleman and gentleman."
"Those are just my appearance, my dear, do you want me to be like that in your presence? Only in front of you, I am willing to remove all disguises and let you see my true colors. ”
"What are you really like?"
She asked uncertainly, like Jie Ziwei, Feng Zikai also had a lot of secrets that he didn't want to tell her.
Damn, why do you still think of that wolf all the time?
Yun Duoduo clenched her fists hard, she is Feng Zikai's fiancée, there should be only Feng Zikai in her heart, and she is the only one who sees him.
"When you taste food, forget everything else and enjoy the delicious taste of the moment with all your heart."
Yun Duoduo nodded, maybe the burden in her heart was too much, if Feng Zikai didn't love her, it was just a breakup, and there was nothing she couldn't let go.
Even the wolf could be put down by her and kicked away......
Secretly smiled bitterly, Jie Ziwei, that man, in her heart, is different from any other man.
"Honey, I understand what you're thinking, a woman's first man, first love is always the most memorable, I'm willing to wait."
Feng Zikai looked at Yun Duoduo seriously: "Now that you are my fiancée, we will get married soon, take you abroad to the place you like." In the future, he will be an indifferent passerby in your life, although it is impossible for you to forget him, but I hope that I will weigh more and more in your heart. ”
"I'm trying, but I don't know what kind of results my efforts can get."
"Good, drink soup and eat."
The meal was not very good, both of them had a lot of worries, Yun Duoduo was waiting for Feng Zikai to take the initiative to explain to her, but she didn't know if she could accept it, Feng Zikai and other women had deviant intimacy.
Similarly, she thought that maybe Feng Zikai also had the same questions and doubts, she had been abused by several men, could Feng Zikai accept it?
Maybe Feng Zikai doesn't touch her now, not because she doesn't want to, nor because he wants to respect her, but because he can't accept being intimate with her like this.
"Baby, let's go home."
Feng Zikai's smile was still so elegant and gentle, and his jade-like eyes looked at her warmly and affectionately. For a moment, the clouds couldn't be sure, the fiancé in front of him was in love with her or refused to let go because he couldn't get it.
"Zikai, let's find a time to talk, shall we?"
"Go home and lie in bed and talk slowly."
At the mention of going home, Yun Duoduo's heart suddenly throbbed, and he remembered that this sentence was something that Jie Ziwei's rogue wolf often said.
A year has not passed, and the word "homecoming" has changed too much.
Once, she really wanted to take Jie Ziwei's wolf's den as her home, but now the same words came out of Feng Zikai's mouth, which made her feel extremely complicated and full of flavors.
Will Feng Zikai's home become her home?
She didn't want to go to Feng Zikai's house, let alone see the traces left in the bedroom room. There are some things that Feng Zikai doesn't say, but the evidence has already shown the facts.
"Baby, do you want to take a shower first?"
Yun Duoduo shook her head, maybe just before she came back, Feng Zikai was in the bathroom with the woman......
Leaning weakly on the sofa, the feeling of powerlessness rose from the bottom of her heart and flooded her. Closing her eyes, she suddenly didn't want to ask anything, didn't want to say anything.
"I'm tired, go sleep for a while."
Feng Zikai's wrist was grabbed, and a warm embrace hugged her: "Honey, why don't you ask if you have questions?" ”
"You want to say, you don't have to ask, you don't want to say, why should I ask?"
Yun Duoduo smiled bitterly, such persistence and principles may be one of the reasons why she and Jie Ziwei are pulling apart more and more, right?
If she was willing to ask more questions, and asked something about meson, maybe the two of them would ......
"You're still thinking about him!"
The words that were as sharp as a knife pierced deep into Yun Duoduo's heart, bloodily peeling off her heart defense, the shell that she thought was hard turned out to be so fragile!
"Yes, I can't forget him now, and I can't even bury it deep in my heart."
Yun Duoduo looked at Feng Zikai with a frank gaze: "Zikai, I know that I am not worthy of you from heart to body." Pity is not love, you treat me, maybe it's just because of the ignorant love of adolescence, or maybe it's just because your pursuit is not reciprocated. ”
"Clouds, I love you!"
Feng Zikai hugged the clouds hard and lowered his head to kiss her lips.
Yun Duoduo turned his head away: "Only you know best how you feel about me, I hope you can calm down and rethink clearly." ”
Feng Zikai let go of his hand: "Yunduo, I have never persecuted you, forced you. Don't always take my affectionate indulgence as a reason to reject me. You always refuse to tell me what is on your mind, and it's good that you admit today that you can't forget him. ”
"I don't want to lie to you."
Yun Duoduo said tiredly, is there still the power of love?
Can she love again?
"So how much place do you have for me in your heart? My dear, I want to hear the truth, not a beautiful lie. ”
"I'm trying, starting from the day I promised to be with you and forgot about Meson. I've always wanted to fill my heart with you, let you occupy all of my heart. I'm so small here, so small that I can only put down a beloved man! ”
Yun Duoduo covered his chest, and his heart was twitching like pain, was it because he wanted to forcibly peel the meson micro out of here?
Or is it because of Feng Zikai's derailment just now?
"Dear Yunduo, my fiancée, no matter how many women I have, you are always the only woman here!"
Feng Zikai grabbed Yun Duoduo's hand and put it on his chest: "Do you know how much I want you every time I am with you?" But I can't force you, this heart is full of you! ”