Chapter 4: Confide
Gu Cheng had nowhere to spill because he was angry, so he ate a few bites of food hastily and drove back to the county.
In this regard, Gu Bai was naturally very happy, and the amount of food was much larger than usual. After eating, he lay on the sofa with a round belly, and kept screaming in his mouth, which looked very funny, making Jiang Hanhan laugh non-stop.
"Is it that funny?" Gu Bai looked at Jiang Hanhan speechlessly, and rolled his eyes at her, "I'll scratch you to death when I come to my senses." ”
"Be quiet, my mother will definitely think you're bullying me when she hears it."
"Mmmm, you should be quiet when I scratch you later, otherwise Auntie will think it's not good for me to bully you." Gu Bai said that he understood Jiang Hanhan's concerns, and even reminded him "kindly".
Jiang Hanhan glared at Gu Bai, the expression on his face changed, as if he had thought of something, and smiled evilly. Stretched out his hand and put it on Gu Bai's stomach and pressed it hard a few times.
"Ahh Hurt. Gu Bai frowned and looked at Jiang Hanhan, "Don't make trouble." ”
Jiang Hanhan: "Still scratching?" ”
Gu Bai hurriedly admitted his mistake: "No, no, no." ”
Jiang Hanhan: "Hmph, I'll tell my uncle next time you threaten me." ”
Gu Bai: "Hanhan, how can you bear to treat me like this." ”
Jiang Hanhan: "Haha, tease you, you can do your homework quickly." ”
Gu Bai: "Well, good! I'll write in a moment. ”
After finishing his homework, Jiang Hanhan went to the toilet, and when he came back, he saw Gu Bai scratching his ears and cheeks in the house for a while, and sighing for a while. She walked over and patted Gu Bai on the shoulder, "Do you have any questions that you don't know how to do that make you upset?" ”
Gu Bai smiled bitterly and said, "It's not a question that I can't do, it's a question that I can't do." ”
"Uh......" Jiang Hanhan was thundered, and he couldn't ask a question, he overestimated his strength too much.
She comforted, "It's okay, I'll teach you." ”
"Okay." Gu Bai quickly moved a stool, "Please take a seat, Teacher Jiang." ”
Jiang Hanhan: "Don't make trouble, listen well." ”
was ridiculed by Gu Bai like this, and the embarrassing atmosphere had disappeared.
Solve one question at a time, one subject at a time. Smelling the faint fragrance on Jiang Hanhan's body, Gu Bai felt that the impetuousness was gradually moving away, and in its place was a tranquility that he rarely had.
He remembered what his mother had said to him before: calm to be ambitious, quiet to far.
The peace of mind seems to have become even easier.
Looking at Jiang Hanhan's side face when he explained the topic, he was serious and smart, his white and tender face had a faint healthy flush, and sometimes when he was amused by Gu Bai's thoughts, two shallow dimples appeared, and Gu Bai gradually became stupid. Of course, I didn't forget to listen to the lectures.
Listening to Jiang Hanhan's hoarse and shrill voice caused by not drinking water for a long time.
A seed was born in the young man's heart, and in the days to come, it slowly took root, sprouted, became a tree, densely covered the leaves, and covered the sky.
The green leaves have become shaded...... How did they end......
A long time later, Gu Bai remembered this time back then, and always felt that he couldn't explain it, "Maybe this is what we didn't know about when we were young." Gu Bai always said, "The state of mind back then was wonderful." ”
"Take a look at the knowledge points, if there is anything in the future, you can ask me, don't worry, I will teach you." Jiang Hanhan exhaled, stretched his waist, and handed over Gu Bai for more than an hour, somewhat tired.
Gu Bai: "Cold." ”
Jiang Hanhan: "Huh? ”
"The tone of your 'I'll help you' last night and today's 'I'll teach you' are like, I'm so lucky to have met you, otherwise I might not have studied it all the time." I seem to like you, when we grow up, shall I marry you?
The last sentence, Gu Bai didn't say it, it was buried deep in his heart, many years later, this sentence still hasn't been spoken, is it not needed, or has it been forgotten, or can it not be said again?
"It's okay, just treat it as if I owed you in my last life." After speaking, Jiang Hanhan realized that this sentence was probably a little inappropriate, and a slight flush stained his cheeks from the root of his ears.
Gu Bai looked at her, as if he wanted to see her through, "Han Han, when you comforted me not to blame my father today, it was because my eyes were red and I felt that I was wronged, right?" ”
"Hmm." Jiang Hanhan was a little unclear when asked, but he still nodded.
"Actually, I am not wronged, if I do something wrong, I will be punished, there is nothing to be wronged. I just remembered it through you...... Mom.
Gu Bai took a piece of paper to absorb the tears from the corners of his eyes, and continued: "When I was a child, my mother also cared about me as much as you. When I was injured, my mother would gently give me medicine, saying, 'Don't cry, mom will help you with the medicine'; My mother said to me, 'It's okay, it's okay, my mother taught Xiaobai to do it'. You know what, Hanhan? How touched I was when I heard you say that.
Gu Bai wiped the corners of his eyes again, "When my mother was leaving, my father couldn't come back from a long distance, and I was crying urgently." I know Mom would love to see Dad. My mother comforted me beside me: 'Xiaobai, don't blame Dad, he is also for the good of this family. I said I knew, I didn't blame him, I just wanted Mom to see Dad again.
Do you know the cold? Every time I was beaten by my father, even if my nose was blue and my face was swollen, Xixiao and Wang Yan would only laugh at me, only you really cared about me. ”
Jiang Hanhan was made to tears by what Gu Bai said, wiped away his tears, and sobbed: "Gu Bai, I am older than you, I am your sister, so I naturally want to care about you." ”
But, Hanhan, I never wanted to be your brother.
"Hanhan, you must miss your dad too, tell me about it. I know that you will not dare to tell your mother, just as I dare not tell my father, we are afraid that they will be sad. You listened to me just now, now let me hear yours. ”
Jiang Hanhan didn't speak, and sat there stunned. After a while, he said, "Actually, Dad originally farmed with Mom at home. However, when I was eight years old, a man in my village who had returned from working in other places said that working outside the village earned more than farming at home. Dad heard about it and decided to go out to work. ”
"On the way to the station, I kept crying and saying Daddy don't go, you know? Dad almost agreed, but I said to him, 'Dad, you better go.' Xiao Han is waiting for you to come back. But when I waited, it was the news of my father's death. It's all my fault, it's all my fault. If I kept him, he wouldn't be gone. ”
Jiang Hanhan hugged Gu Bai and sobbed quietly. Gu Bai patted her lightly on the back, "Hanhan, I don't blame you, really, you're not wrong, it's just ......"
What is this, Gu Bai can't say. This is probably because God doesn't open his eyes, the world is impermanent, or it is the mysterious creation that makes people.
At this time, Jiang Hanhan was like a child who was about to be swept away by the waves of grief, and Gu Bai was the only one who could pull Jiang Hanhan ashore.
Approaching midnight, Jiang Hanhan stopped crying. He and Gu Bai said goodnight and went back to sleep.