Chapter 89: Shen Zhilan blames herself
The next morning, Su Ying got up early and prepared breakfast, then woke up the two children and dressed them separately.
And when Shen Zhilan came out of the room, she was dressed more elegantly, and her hair was combed into a bun and tied on her head.
After eating breakfast, I told Si Jin, they went out with their two children, originally Si Jin said to send them there, but Su Ying refused, so that he would not delay the time to go to work.
The cemetery is located far from the city, in the suburbs outside the outer ring of the city.
After arriving, the group got out of the car and walked along the path of the cemetery in the direction of the tombstone they were looking for.
"Mom, I'm scared." Before she could take a few steps, Nini grabbed Su Ying's hand, her little face was full of fear, "Will you hug me?" ”
Glancing down at her daughter, Su Ying bent over and hugged her, and continued to walk forward, comforting as she went, "There's nothing to be afraid of, magnify your courage a little, huh?" ”
Nini shrank her head, and a pair of small hands tightly wrapped around Su Ying's arm, "Mom, don't you think the wind here is blowing very scary?" I'm really scared by the wind. ”
Walking beside Su Ying, Rarity, who was being led by Shen Zhilan, glanced up at her sister with disgust, "It's summer, it's summer, it's already windy in the suburbs, you are scaring yourself." ”
Hearing her brother say this, Nini's mouth flattened and looked at Su Ying, "Mom, you see my brother murdering me." ”
"Alright." Su Ying touched the head of her daughter in her arms comfortingly, "What my brother said is right, he didn't kill you." ”
"Oh." There was no expectation that her mother would talk about her brother, and Nini responded with some disappointment.
Rarity gives her sister a defiant look, then lets her grandmother lead her forward.
Su Ying glanced sideways at Shen Zhilan, only to see that her eyebrows were only slightly wrinkled, the expression on her face was a little solemn, and even her walking posture was a little stiff.
With a slight sigh in her heart, Su Ying retracted her gaze, she knew that her aunt was regretting, chagrined, blaming herself, and she had also had the sadness of wanting to raise her son but not waiting for her.
If it weren't for the car accident that I thought I had, maybe I would be with my parents now and living an enviably happy life.
The first to go was in front of the tombstones of Shen Zhilan's parents, that is, Su Ying's grandparents, when she walked to the two tombstones and stood still, Shen Zhilan couldn't hold back her soft crying, tears fell in response, and then she bent her knees, knelt in front of the tombstones, and kowtowed several times in a row.
Su Ying put Nini down and asked her to stand with Rarity, then squatted down next to Shen Zhilan and reached out to wrap her shoulders lightly, "Auntie, don't hold back if you want to cry." ”
It's okay not to say it, as soon as Su Ying said this, Shen Zhilan couldn't help crying loudly, since she fell out with her family when she was a child, she never came back, and the only time she came back was to attend their funeral.
This is the first time Su Ying has seen her aunt cry so sadly, in her impression, her aunt has always been the image of a strong woman, she has never seen her shed a single tear, but now she is crying so sadly in front of her late grandparents.
She knows more or less about her aunt's affairs, she is now repenting, repenting of her youth and ignorance, and repenting of her youthful frivolity at that time.
"They gave birth to me and raised me, but in the end, I didn't even have a chance to give them a day to support their old age." Shen Zhilan cried and said, "This is my unfilial piety, in the years I have been away from home, they must have missed me very much, and I miss them very much, but ...... However, because of my strong temper, I am not sure to bow my head and admit my mistakes, so I didn't even see them for the last time. ”
Listening to Shen Zhilan's crying, Su Ying couldn't help but reddened her eyes, she knew a little about her grandfather's temper, very similar to her aunt, both of them had stubborn tempers, and they belonged to the kind of people who were unwilling to bow their heads and admit their mistakes, so it led to today's situation.
"Don't be too sad Auntie, I don't think grandparents and grandparents will blame you, and don't blame yourself too much." Su Ying comforted softly.
"I can't get past myself on my own." Shen Zhilan lay in front of the tombstone and kept crying, "I regret dying now, I have been away from home for so many years, except for this little broken career, there is nothing, even God is punishing me, making me lonely and old in this life." ”
"Auntie......" Su Ying couldn't help crying, "You and me, and Rarity and Nini, we will always be with you." ”
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" didn't listen to Su Ying's words at all, Shen Zhilan kowtowed vigorously to the tombstone in front of her.
The two siblings who had been standing next to them were frightened by the sight in front of them, and Nini couldn't help but turn her head to look at Rarity beside her, "Brother, what's wrong with Mommy and Grandma?" ”
Rarity shook her head, her little face blank, "I don't know. ”
"My little grandmother is crying so sadly." As she spoke, Nini looked sympathetic.
"Hmm," Rarity nodded in agreement, "It's the first time I've seen my little grandmother cry so sadly." ”
"Me too." Nini echoed, and then walked over to Shen Zhilan's side with her calves, "I want to comfort my little grandmother, I feel distressed when she cries." ”
Rarity walks over and feels distressed when she sees her little grandmother crying.
"Little grandmother ......" walked to Shen Zhilan's side, Nini squatted down, and comforted childishly, "Don't cry, I'm so uncomfortable when you cry, don't cry, okay?" ”
"Yes, little grandmother, if you are unhappy, you can tell my sister and me, and we can help you share it." A sensible Rarity joins in the persuader.
Su Ying glanced sideways at a pair of sensible children, glanced at them appreciatively, and then shifted her gaze to Shen Zhilan, "Auntie, you see that Nini and Rarity have come to persuade you, don't be too sad, let the past pass, you still have us with you." ”
Shen Zhilan stopped crying, half-knelt down, raised her head to look at the pair of cute and sensible little people beside her, and smiled, "Okay, little grandma won't cry." ”
"That's good." Nini grinned sweetly, then reached out her little hand to wipe the tears from her face.
Reaching out and stroking Nini's head, Shen Zhilan praised, "Nini is so sensible. ”
After that, his eyes turned to Rarity, "Rarity is also very sensible, and God treats me well with you guys." ”
"It's our blessing to have my little grandmother with us." Rarity said sensibly, then frowning, "Grandma, are you unhappy?" Otherwise, why would you cry so sadly? ”
Seeing her son ask, Su Ying hurriedly interrupted, "Rarity, don't talk nonsense, do you know?" ”
"Oh." Rarity looks down, as if she had asked the wrong question, upsetting her mother.