In the quiet night, the whole hospital was quiet, everyone, including the escorts, had already slept, only the light in Lu Zeyan's ward was still on, and his eyes were still open.

He'd spent countless nights like this, in a state of mad longing.

How many midnight dreams, obviously one moment, he was still entangled with Song Tian, but the next moment when he opened his eyes, only the cold bed accompanied him.

After all, I still can't let go of her!

Lu Zeyan lit up his phone, his mobile phone wallpaper had long been replaced, but Song Tian's photos were still encrypted in a folder, and no one could see them.

During this time, he relied on these photos to barely support his life, and what he could comfort him was probably only to rely on these photos to survive.

His favorite of them is the photos taken on the beach in Haicheng.

At that time, Song Tian was carefree like a child, and even the expression in the photo was a little childish.

Lu Zeyan often wondered if he knew that he had a blood disease at that time, would he leave Song Tian behind?

When he is alone, he always thinks crankily, and now is the time when he is most painful, but he has no one to talk to.

So, he couldn't help but call Shen Yan.

"Doctor Shen, I'm sorry, I've disturbed your rest so late, I will add the medical fee to you again, I really can't sleep, I haven't slept a whole night in a week." Lu Zeyan's tone sounded painful.

"Mr. Lu, you are too polite, you are my patient, I can't cure you, but I charge you a high amount of medical fees, which is my incompetence." Shen Yan's voice was obviously a little sleepy, "That's it, in half an hour, you come to the first floor of the inpatient department, and I'll pick you up." ”

"Huh?" Lu Zeyan frowned.

"Don't you want to sleep?" Shen Yan explained that she naturally had a way.

"Okay, see you in half an hour."

In the past, Lu Zeyan was a little shy about medical treatment, and he never cared about any small problems.

And now, he has a lot of respect for doctors and cares about his own body.

It is only in the face of despair that one has hope, even the last glimmer of hope.

Sure enough, half an hour later, Lu Zeyan went downstairs on time, and Shen Yan's car was already waiting at the door of the inpatient office.

The doorman saw that it was the doctor of this hospital, and gave her the green light all the way from the moment she entered the hospital gate, and agreed that she would take Lu Zeyan.

Sitting in Shen Yan's warm car, because of the dim light, Lu Zeyan's dark circles looked heavier.

Shen Yan glanced at Lu Zeyan lightly and said, "Okay, from now on, do as I say, close your eyes, no matter what happens around you, don't open your eyes until I tell you to open your eyes." ”

Lu Zeyan did so and closed his eyes.

Shen Yan slowly drove the car out of the hospital, and the car slowly slid down the empty road.

"Mr. Lu, are you cold?"

"It's not cold, it's warm in your car."

"Okay, it's warm to sleep." Shen Yan hooked her lips, "I miss your ex-wife very much, right?" ”

"Yes, I'm even afraid to sleep, I dream of her when I fall asleep, I'm scared!" Lu Zeyan frowned.

"So, because I was afraid, I didn't dare to sleep." Shen Yan smiled, "Actually, you are now like a hemorrhoid patient who is afraid to go to the toilet because it hurts." ”

Lu Zeyan smiled: "It seems to be." ”

"I can indeed inject you with tranquilizers to force you to sleep, but that is not a long-term solution after all, your heart knot cannot be opened, I am afraid that you will slowly lose the instinct to sleep." Shen Yan said solemnly.

"I know."

"So, after all this time of treatment, I still haven't been able to get you to open the knot." Shen Yan smiled lightly, "Let's not mention the past, have you done something incomprehensible recently?" ”

Unexpectedly, Shen Yan guessed it, and Lu Zeyan suddenly stopped talking.

Shen Yan shook her head: "Mr. Lu, if you are always like this, you will only push her farther and farther." According to what you said, she didn't appreciate it at all if you thought it was for her good, which means that she didn't approve of your insistent approach, and you had to continue to ......"

"I know it's wrong!" Lu Zeyan said suddenly.

"Oh!" Shen Yan was a little surprised, "You can only change your mistakes, even if you know your mistakes and correct them, but you don't admit them?" And now, the most important link is missing. ”

"I'd love to make her happy, but how do I do that? You don't follow me all the time, you can't guide me all the time. Lu Zeyan frowned and asked.

Shen Yan smiled: "You just need to remember that when you impulsively want to do something, first empathize and think about the consequences of your matter from her point of view." ”

"It's so hard!" Lu Zeyan almost gave up.

Shen Yan smiled: "I can help you staff once or twice, you can feel it." ”

Lu Zeyan is very pessimistic, but now it can only be like this.

Shen Yan drove the car to the door of her house and said to Lu Zeyan, "Okay, Mr. Lu, you can open your eyes." ”

Lu Zeyan opened his eyes, saw a small duplex building, and asked, "What do you mean?" ”

"This is my house, there is a room in it that should be suitable for you to sleep in, you can go in and have a look, if you don't get used to it, I will send you back to the hospital." Shen Yan said.

Lu Zeyan got out of the car and walked into Shen Yan's house, and when he walked into that room, he decided to stay and sleep all night.

This room has no windows, and it is a very small room that can only accommodate a bed and a chair, and at first glance it is the treatment room that Shen Yan uses to treat patients.

"Lie down in a comfortable position, and I'll tell you a story." Shen Yan casually took a book on the bookshelf on the side, which was actually a fairy tale.

"You're treating me like a child?" Lu Zeyan said unhappily.

"Don't underestimate fairy tales, if you can understand them completely, you can see a lot of things." As she spoke, Shen Yan read to herself, and after a while, she found that Lu Zeyan was asleep.

She turned off the only small lamp for her to read, turned around and went out, closing the door for Lu Zeyan......

*

After the prenatal checkup, Song Tian has always been in a very good mood, invited guests to dinner, and invited Xu Jingxian and Ning Qi to go back to the countryside with her.

Everyone knows that Song Tian is so happy because she is pregnant with a caring little padded jacket, and everyone is happy for her and can get her wish.

Before leaving, Xu Jingxian suddenly saw a piece of gossip, Lu Zeyan has been in and out of a single woman's room often recently, and she is suspected of being a new love, which makes Xu Jingxian frown.

"He's really not idle at all." Xu Jingxian said sarcastically.

Song Tian glanced at the news and said with a light smile: "Maybe he meets true love, okay, do you care about this kind of thing?" ”

Ning Qi glanced at the person in the photo and said, "It's his attending doctor." ”

"Oh? What does he always run to the doctor's house? It seems that Xu Jingxian is the one of the four people who is most concerned about Lu Zeyan's movements.

Song Tian shrugged his shoulders and said he wasn't interested.

Ning Qi's attention was not on this at all.

And Rong Qi was playing the game with his head down, and he looked even more like he had nothing to do with himself.

"Hey, I said you ......"

"Jingxian, can you not mention him?" Song Tian interrupted her.

Xu Jingxian was stunned for a moment, and then said listlessly: "Oh...... All right! I really admire you, Song Tian, you can afford to put it down. ”

"Or else? Have I suffered less? Is it normal to have to die at his hands? Song Tian felt that Xu Jingxian had a great heart since she was pregnant, and even her views on many social issues were different from before.

Although it is easy to be soft-hearted after becoming a mother, but for Lu Zeyan's question, her standing in line really makes Song Tian disagree.

Ning Qi saw that the two women had mixed two words, and the atmosphere became a little bad, and hurriedly said: "I have been paying attention to Zeyan over there, and if there is anyone who can help, I will definitely help, so you can rest assured that you can raise the baby, your first task now is to eat and drink well and be happy." ”

Xu Jingxian heard what Ning Qi said, and immediately laughed: "That's good." ”

Song Tian's expression was still faint, she didn't want any news from Lu Zeyan to affect her emotions, but when she heard his news, it was impossible not to be moved at all, so she chose to escape.

There was some hypocrisy to say it, but she couldn't control it.