Those things that have been hidden in my heart for many years (Lou Shaotang)

Looking at the woman in front of me who was looking through the style of the wedding photo, her eyebrows and eyes were gentle, the corners of her mouth were smiling, her eyes were rolling, and her body was full of happiness, I suddenly wondered when I fell in love with her.

Was it the year she came back from the sea, the period with her living in the Seongnam apartment, or even earlier, when she was at sea?

To this day, I still remember her on the deck on my last night at sea, looking up at the stars in the night sky and chatting. That was the first time I had heard her talk about herself, and it was also the first time I saw sadness in her strong face and stubborn eyes.

At that time, I was really unexpected, and my heart was inexplicably suffocated for a moment. I always thought she was a snobbish and money-hungry woman, so I hated her, and because of this, I constantly humiliated her, tortured her, and trampled on her self-esteem. I think my assumption of her may be a bit arbitrary, and the person I see may not be the real her.

After that night, my dislike for her plummeted, though on the surface I was still as ruthless and cold as ever. Later, after spending time with her in the Chengnan apartment, I had a completely different understanding of her than in the past. It turns out that she has a very kind heart and will lend a helping hand even to a stray dog.

She can also cook, and the cooking is delicious, I often want to eat a lot, but I don't want her to be proud of my high recognition of her cooking skills, so not only endure eating less, but also dislike her for not doing well.

But sometimes she would make it bad, and deliberately made the dish very unpalatable, either with more salt or sugar, but I had a way to cure her, so I didn't do it anymore.

In addition to these, her housework is also top-notch, as if there is nothing she can't do. "Out of the hall, into the kitchen" I think the phrase is most appropriate for her.

As my heart gradually changed my opinion of her, I also realized that I was becoming more and more wrong. When she goes to work or is not at home, I always think about her uncontrollably, what she is doing, whether she is coquettish to those dirty men for the sake of business. Whenever I think of this, I get angry, and I deliberately find fault with her when she comes home from work, and I don't know what happened to me.

Seeing her face covered in bruises from being beaten by her mother, my heart hurt a little and I gave her a band-aid and an ice pack. Of course, I didn't give it in a grand manner, but I still used to dislike her and sarcastically mock her.

I also took her with me to meet my henchmen who had placed me next to my second uncle, and said something extremely confidential in front of her. If it had been before, it would have been impossible.

What's even more ridiculous is that when I took advantage of her to take a shower and secretly transferred the group photo taken by others to myself whether I wanted it or not, I refused with a cold face.

For these strange changes in myself, I felt some inexplicable stupidity in my heart, and at the same time, I felt more and more panicked. At that time, I had a thought, I must be in love with her, right?! But I quickly snuffed it out, and thought it was ridiculous, and even if she wasn't the kind of woman I thought she was, I would never have fallen in love.

I have that idea. But as I lay in bed and continued to pretend to be vegetative, listening to her flirting with my prodigal half-brother, I was so angry that I jumped up from the bed and strangled them, but fortunately I still had the reason to refrain from doing so.

I'm angry at why I sent her to complete that ghost mission earlier. This anger reached its peak when I saw her dressed very sexy and ready to seduce the loser, so I couldn't help but sarcastically mock her again, but I was choked by her again, and finally I had to spill my anger on the loser's head. While he was unprepared, I put a sack on his head and beat him severely.

During that time, I really couldn't understand how I could be so abnormal, my emotions were so easily influenced by her, and I didn't like the feeling that I couldn't control the situation, but I didn't do anything and let it go. So much so that later he lost control even more, and even his eyes involuntarily followed her; After I woke up publicly, my mother asked me to divorce her, and I didn't say yes right away.

Later, one day, I thought back to these things and realized that I was already in love with her at that time, so I subconsciously resisted the divorce. But because of my ex-fiancΓ©e's conspiracy, I misunderstood her, and we eventually divorced.

"What's the?"

Her beautiful voice like a yellow warbler crossed my ears, and I suddenly withdrew from the old years and came back to my senses. She was turning her head to look at me, puzzled, "What are you thinking, so engrossed?" ”

I smiled, "Remember the first time we divorced?" ”

She didn't expect me to suddenly mention this unpleasant thing for us, and her face froze slightly.

Without waiting for her to say anything, I said, "You know what I did after you took the money and left that day?"

A look of surprise crossed her face, and I chuckled, grabbed her shoulders and leaned against my chest, the faint scent of soap silently burrowing into my nose.

"I saw you and Zhong Ruoqing scolding each other in the garden." I said, "I was standing behind the curtains in the study, and I saw that you were showing off something to her, and that you were so happy to divorce me, and I really wanted to rush down and bring you back and punish you again." ”

She turned her head in surprise, and when I saw that she was about to speak, I immediately raised my hand to cover her mouth, "Listen to me." "Put down your hand," just as I gave up the idea and was about to turn back to my desk, but I saw you look up at me, and the smug smile disappeared into a faint sadness. You know, at that moment, I felt my heart slammed against something, and it was very stuffy and painful, but before I could adjust, you walked out of the door again like when you left my study, straightening your back and proudly. ”

"I'm pretending." As soon as my words fell, she said, her face with a faint smile showed a little embarrassment and self-deprecation, "You were so ruthless at that time, I didn't want to lose my momentum in front of you, so I deliberately pretended to be very dragged." ”

I wasn't too surprised to hear her, it fits her personality. I remembered the day she left the study, and what I had done to her to the limit, and my heart ached.

"yes, I was a real jerk back then." I said apologetically, sighing slightly, "But do you know, I was actually very uncomfortable at the time. When I vented on you and insulted you, I didn't have the pleasure of revenge at all, but my heart felt like a stone was blocked, so when I saw that you were not hurt by me at all, I became even more depressed and angry, so I smashed you in the face with money. I thought you wouldn't pick it up, but who knew you picked it up, so the breath was even more blocked in my chest, and I couldn't go down, and at the same time, my heart was still a little astringent. ”

She smiled softly and caressed my cheek, her tone full of tolerance and comfort, "Okay, don't say it, it's all over." You're really, so happy today, why do you want to mention this. ”

She spoke with a bit of annoyance, but I knew she didn't really blame me, she just didn't want me to linger.

I didn't answer, and I said, "There's one more thing I want you to know."

She squinted in confusion and asked with a smile, "What else?"

"Do you remember that you were hurt by Zhong Ruoqing and fell into the sea and almost died, so you delayed Xiaoyu's operation?"

She immediately suppressed her smile and said solemnly: "Remember, I will never forget this for the rest of my life." Puzzled, "What's wrong?" ”

"Actually, I've been looking for you for the past 3 days since you disappeared."

Her eyes widened in surprise, and before she could ask, I continued: "Because I can't contact you, Dr. He called me, I wonder how you could have lost contact, you attach so much importance to Xiaoyu's surgery, this is not normal." I don't know why I'm so worried, so I sent someone to find you. I searched almost the entire Haicheng, but there was no news at all, and I also sent someone to check the section of the coastal road where you had an accident, but because during that time, the probe there was under maintenance and repair, so it was not found, and the police station did not receive any report of your accident. It's like you've disappeared into thin air. ”

I paused, and was about to adjust my mood before continuing, when I heard her suddenly say, "I saw you in Dr. He's office that day, and you looked very haggard, is it because you have been looking for me day and night?"

Her expression was shocked and incredulous.

"Hmm." I didn't do it to invite merit, I just wanted her to know the truth, so I said: "I didn't expect to meet you there that day, I went to Dr. He to discuss with him to postpone Xiaoyu's operation for a few more days, I believe that I will definitely find you, but before I said it, you came in."

I thought of her expression when she saw me at that time, and I was just as surprised as I was, but I immediately turned my face away, apologized to Dr. Ho, and then asked him if he could rearrange the operation for her brother.

I couldn't help but laugh, a little self-deprecating. At that time, I was already in love with her, but I didn't dare to admit it. Later, under the guise of hating her, he did a lot of excessive things.

"Why haven't you told me all this time?" She stared at me, her eyes full of bewilderment.

In the past, because I didn't want to tear apart her healing heartache, I have always hidden these things in my heart, and I never told her, and now the reason why I say it is because I don't want to hide her anymore, but also because we have all experienced it with more lethality than this, and we have overcome all obstacles together.

In the future, nothing can hurt us or hurt our love, and we will continue to love and be happy until the end of our lives.

"Now I know it's the same." I laughed and said disappreciatively.

With tears in her eyes and mixed feelings, she pursed her lips and nodded.

I didn't want her to feel sorry for me, so I immediately turned the subject to the wedding photos and asked her, "Have you picked it out?" Which one do you like? I tilted my head towards the album resting on her lap.

She wiped her moist eyes with her fingers, broke into a smile, and shook her head, "Not yet." ”

"Then go ahead and pick."

"Hmm." She lowered her head and continued to look through the album.

I curled the corners of my mouth and hooked the strands of her hanging down behind my ears, stared at her delicate and beautiful face, and then slowly lowered my gaze to her bulging belly.

She is more than 4 months pregnant, and although I don't know the sex of the baby yet, I have a gut feeling that it will be a girl, a beautiful girl like her. We gave the baby a nickname "Little Bean Sprouts".

Sweetness and warmth ripple through my heart.

"What do you think of the series?" She didn't look up, but asked me, pointing to the sample book.

When I look at it, it is European-style, fresh and beautiful. "Yes, you can do it if you like it, you decide."

She pursed her lips, as if making a decision, and flipped the first few pages of the sample booklet forward, looked at it, and then turned back to the page she had just asked me, "Then this one, don't pick it, your eyes are picked." She sighed as if she had completed a task, and laughed.

I also laughed, "Okay." ”

After communicating with the photographer in detail, and after making an appointment for tomorrow's shooting, we left the studio and went to the kindergarten to pick up Ruirui.

Rui Rui was the daughter she had with another man, who used to be my buddy, and because he loved her, he turned against me. In order to break us apart, he used all the vile means to defile her, so that she became pregnant, and used my life as a threat to force her to give birth to a child, and it was because of this that she and I were forced to be separated for three years, and we were each born in pain for three years.

It wasn't until 3 months ago that Rui Rui was kidnapped by the man's cousin, and he and I worked together to rescue regardless of our previous suspicions, and because of the explosion that followed, we saved each other's lives before we completely let go of our hatred for each other.

The man was seriously injured and had been in a coma until he woke up a few days ago. Because I had been hiding this before, others thought he was dead, and after knowing the truth, she communicated with him about Rui Rui's custody and reached an agreement. Rui Rui returned to the man, and lived with him in the future, but he would also be in constant contact with us.

"When are you going to tell Rui Rui?" When I was about to get to kindergarten, I asked her. The child doesn't know about it yet.

"Wait until he's discharged."

She looked at the traffic ahead and sighed, sounding a little heavy. I knew she was worried that Rui Rui wouldn't be able to accept it and would cry endlessly.

I shook her hand and gave her silent comfort. She turned her head, "By the way, husband, there's something I haven't thanked you yet." ”

I raised my eyebrows, looking at her in bewilderment.

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