Chapter 174: Self-talk
(Girls' Literature)
In order to block the sun that hangs high all day long. Curtains in the room. All are pure black absorbent curtains. The room was darkened. It is suitable for people to adjust their biological clock for sleep and rest.
Just lying on the bed in the bedroom. Song Nan closed his eyes. Let yourself rummage through your memories. But I couldn't sleep at all.
She was curious. What the hell is wrong with me? What about the things of the past life. And today's sobriety. The idea of such a big deviation actually occurred.
Two bases far apart. Two unrelated bases. She actually thinks so "deservedly". This Bohai Bay base. It was the predecessor of the Eternal Base. And it is natural to think. "This Bohai Bay base was attacked by mutant sea beasts and collapsed. Getu left the capital with his men and horses. The eternal base has been re-established here".
What a terrible thing to do.
Song Nan's body trembled slightly. At this time. She couldn't tell the difference. In the end, these two bases are two completely different bases, and the memory is true. Or is her idea true?
She was reborn to the present. Nothing like this has ever happened. Although there are occasional deviations from memory. That's because the world is not governed by human will. It's normal for deviations to occur. But. Such contradictory memories and thoughts. And how did it appear in her mind?
Could it be because. She changed the fate of those key people. Let them show up the nodes and do the things. It's all changed. That's why her thorns are also confused.
It's not scientific. It can't be either. She is a free individual. Her thoughts and memories. It is completely independent from the direction of the world. The development of the world affects her thoughts, cognition and memory. But what happened in the past. And why is there such a deviation?
Song Nan flipped his body suddenly. Lying on the bed. Sink your face into a fluffy pillow.
"This world. I shouldn't have been left to me. Why is this happening again? Song Nan couldn't hold back the question in his heart. Under the burial of pillows. Ask in a low voice. But I know. There would be no one to answer her.
Tang Shu and Yuan Xiaolin are in good condition. So I haven't rested yet. And. Yuan Xiaolin's combat effectiveness. It also made Tang Shu feel it all the time. It could go a little further. So I was training and trying with Yuan Xiaolin.
No one bothered Song Nan in the villa. But it also made her fall into a confused state of asking and answering herself.
"What the hell is going on?"
Song Nan's voice was suppressed and confused. in this world. Can anyone answer her question? Who can fully understand her?
"Deviations from the timeline. caused a deviation in the development of things. Butterflies flapping their wings can trigger a tsunami. You are born again and change the fate of others. Enough to change the world. ”
Song Nan suddenly lifted the quilt. In the dark. His face was covered in cold sweat. Some were frightened and angry: "Who is speaking?" ”
"When..."
The living room clock has reached the hour. The reverberating bells echoed in the living room.
Minute by minute. But no one answered Song Nan's question at all.
Who the hell is just now. In her ear... No. It's more like answering her question in my head.
Because of her rebirth. Whose fate she changed. Things change. But why did it give her a prophetic "memory". It simply doesn't make sense. How could she have foreseen it? She is nothing but a born-again. With the memories of a past life
Memory... Song Nan pondered again. Memory. And how was it tampered with? Don't. Her memories have been tampered with. She is not the original Song Nan at all. It was Song Nan who had his memory tampered with.
Song Nan was suddenly terrified. Sitting on the big bed, shaking like chaff. I was in a cold sweat all over. She... It's still not herself.
"You have two completely different sets of memories. One set is a memory of your past life. Another set. It's after the world has changed. It should be your memory. ”
Song Nan's cold sweat "snapped" and fell on his legs. She heard the voice again.
The voice is soft and thin. Looks like a man and a woman. Far away it seemed impossible for her to catch it. The one that is close seems to be only in the ears and in the mind...
That's right. It's in the mind.
Song Nan's eyes opened suddenly. In the dark room, there was a bit of a ghostly light. Especially the left eye. The light flickered non-stop. It is exactly what the space looks like when it is stimulated.
Song Nan stroked his left eye. She's already determined. The voice. In fact, it is a voice that appears directly in my head. Like she wanted to know. How big is this space. What is the use of warehouse and well water when that. Consciousness came straight into her mind. This. The voice came straight into her head.
Other words. It was the space that was telling her. What is the reason for this question?
But. She still couldn't understand it. Why does she have such "two sets of memories"? Is this a gift of space?
Song Nan thought nonsensically. But the consciousness is relaxed. And gradually a little erratic. Until she fell into a complete slumber.
I don't know how long it took. Tang Shu also sent Yuan Xiaolin back to rest. I thought. When the door is opened. The alert Song Nan will wake up. But I didn't expect it. Song Nan actually slept very deeply. It didn't mean to wake up at all.
It's really rare.
Tang Shu will also sleep with Yuan Xiaolin. Gently placed it beside Song Nan. Cover them both with a quilt. Then he turned and left the dimly lit room.
He's going to need a break, too. Tomorrow enter that Bohai Bay base. Something may not befall you.
And at this time, Song Nan, who was sleeping "fragrantly". But in a dream, there was a battle between heaven and man.
"You're not my sister. I don't have a sister like you. I was the only good child in my family. Our family doesn't need you. "The little boy in my memory. Her younger brother Song Jiacheng. still looked at her arrogantly like that. Pulling at the sleeve of her left hand and yelling at her. It seems that there is too much pain that is not needed and not valued. So much so that she felt numb for a long time. It doesn't hurt at all.
And she turned her head to look to the right. There is also a Song Jiacheng on the right-hand side. is pulling at the corners of her clothes. Crying with teary eyes in front of her. This Song Jiacheng seems to be only five or six years old. At that time, Song Jiacheng was still extremely dependent on her: "Sister." Why did you become two older sisters. I'm so scared. I'm scared every day now. Sister, come and save me. Woooooo
Song Nan was pulled and pulled by two little boys. It's like a tug-of-war. made Song Nan's consciousness a little blurred: "Why are there two Song Jiacheng." That's right... It's because I changed the fate of others..."
So. Did she also change Song Jiacheng's fate?
If. The arrogant and domineering Song Jiacheng. It's the words of Song Jiacheng in the previous life... So this aggrieved and always said that he was afraid. It is Song Jiacheng in this life.
Song Jiacheng didn't hate her. Song Jiacheng wanted her to save him.
Song Nan fell backwards. Fell into the deep water. But she didn't feel suffocated. On the contrary, it is. It felt very warm.
"Anan. I'm a little fond of you..."
"Song Nan. Our Sycamore squad is getting better and better. ”
"Song Nan. I envy you so much. You're so clean..."
"Sister. Will you always be with me. ”
"Song Nan..."
"Anan...."
A cacophony of voices continued to pour into my ears. Pour it into your mind. Song Nan knew. In fact, this is the sea of her memory. There are memories of past lives. There are also memories of this life. are all rolling in this sea of memories. Flooded into her mind.
But. There doesn't seem to be a memory of "foreknowledge" here... Song Nan drifted in the waves of the water. Thoughts drift more and more.
So. The things that will happen in the "memory" of this life. Although it can be called her memory. But before it became a real memory. can't be a drop in this sea of memories.
Song Nan slowly opened his eyes. A blue in front of me. The dazzling glitter of the sun. It makes her feel so warm. It's so warm...
"Anan. Wake up. You're going to sleep for twelve hours. ”
This is... Tang Shu's voice.
No. She's so sleepy. She still wants to sleep... Song Nan frowned. Continue to be at your own devices. Plunge into the depths of the Sea of Memory.
"Why didn't my sister wake up?" Yuan Xiaolin pursed her mouth. My sister has been sleeping for a long, long time. She had already woken up from a full night's sleep. But my sister was still sleeping.
"Your sister, he... The body is too tired. So she needs a good rest now. Tang Shu didn't know. How tired Song Nan was. It's just that he's well aware. Song Nan's pulse was stable and beating vigorously at this time. Breathing is long and rhythmic. It doesn't seem like there's something wrong with the body's functioning. It's supposed to be normal sleeping.
It's just why she won't wake up. He really didn't know.
"Come on. Xiao Lin is good. Go take a shower and brush your teeth first. Uncle Tang Shu will make you breakfast. Good no good. Tang Shu hugged Yuan Xiaolin and sat on the edge of the bed. Touched her head.
Yuan Xiaolin turned her head to look at Song Nan, who was sleeping unconsciously. Biting his lip. Nodding at Tang Shu and saying, "Thank you, Uncle Tang Shu." ”
"Xiao Lin is so good."
Until both of them disappeared into the room. Song Nan was still asleep. There is no sign of waking up.
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"You're sure. Did you hear them say they were going to base today? Dead Fish East. "The round-eyed youth has been standing at the gate of the base all morning. There are regulations at the base. Someone who can successfully draw people into the base. Rewards can be earned. He has long been coveted by the fact that others are always rewarded. For the first time, he's going to get a reward. How could you easily let go of this good opportunity?
"Shameless..."Dead Yudong stood lifelessly at the base of the wall not far away. Leaning his head against the high wall. Look at the clear blue sky. It's as clear as a wash. Blue skies.
"What did you just say?"
"Didn't say anything," muttered Dead Fish. A long exhale: "The air now." It's so nice..."