091 Loneliness and old age, sin deserves

At dinner, Forsythia went outside to pack porridge and vegetables, and ate with An An.

An An's appetite seemed to be good, and he drank two servings of porridge in succession.

Forsythia wiped his mouth with a smile: "The porridge is so delicious?" Look at how much you eat! ”

The little guy looked very full, sat on the bed with his legs bent and smiled: "It's delicious, it's better than the steamed buns left by Dean Liu." ”

"Steamed buns?" Forsythia then remembered that there were a lot of cold steamed buns on the bedtable: "You have been eating steamed buns since you were hospitalized in the past few days?" ”

"No, sometimes the nurse aunt will bring me some noodles, but the noodles are not delicious, but this morning the grandmother next door gave me a piece of cake, the cake is delicious, I am reluctant to eat it all at once, there is still half a piece left!" As he spoke, An An went to open the drawer of the bed cabinet, took a disposable fresh-keeping box out of the drawer, and sent it to Forsythia like a treasure.

"Sister Lian, do you want to eat? This half is for you. ”

Forsythia glanced at the box, and in the box lay half a messy cake, the most common cream cake on the market, the cream had melted a little, and the yellow embryo underneath was pasted......

It has always been karma and retribution, and the ring is all set.

At that moment, Forsythia looked at An An's pure eyes, and felt that even if he died alone or died in the future, he deserved it and did not deserve sympathy.

"Sister Lian, what's wrong with you? Don't eat it? This cake is delicious. The little guy saw that Forsythia didn't speak or take the cake, so he was anxious: "It's really delicious, you try the cream on it, and the red sauce, and the grandmother next door said that the red one is strawberry jam..."

An An is urgent and flattering.

Forsythia finally couldn't hold it anymore, covered her mouth and ran out of the ward, all the way through the narrow and damp corridor, and ran to the door of the inpatient building in one go.

Looking up, Yecheng was full of stars, and the cool breeze blew her tears and blew them into people's bones.

Forsythia half-squatted on the steps and dialed a phone call to go out, "Brother Xie, I can't hold on anymore, I'm going to take An An back!" ”

The next morning, President Liu came to the hospital.

"There is no problem with transferring to the hospital, and An An can be transferred to the municipal hospital in the afternoon, but An An's cardiologist called me a few days ago, and the reason why An An's high fever does not go away this time is because the little guy's physique is too weak and causes pneumonia, so the doctor recommends arranging surgery as soon as possible."

Dean Liu pulled Forsythia aside and said these words.

Forsythia lifted her red and swollen eyes that hadn't slept all night: "I know, I've been looking for a suitable heart, but..."

"It's difficult, and the doctor knows it's difficult, but An An is suffering from complex heart disease, and a heart transplant is the most radical cure, but the doctor also recommends that early conservative treatment be considered."

"Early conservative treatment? Just don't change your mind for the time being? Forsythia asked, but Dean Liu only knew a little about it.

Before leaving, Forsythia went to see her off, and Dean Liu also revealed a little secret.

"Do you know why An An has been coughing this time? The little guy has to eat candy every day, just eat the jar of candy you gave her, and eat it when she coughs, and I don't allow it, so he makes trouble with me, and he says that when you finish eating this jar of candy, you will take him away. ”

Forsythia stood at the door of the hospital, and a hole was broken in his heart...

In the afternoon, Forsythia took An An to the hospital, and after the transfer, he did a new examination.

After the examination, the situation is fine, the fever has subsided, and the pneumonia is basically fine, that is, the little guy is too thin, malnourished, and has poor physique.

Forsythia has been hurting in her heart, but she still has to force a smile, and after settling the little guy, she called Feng Lixing.

"I want to take a few days off, is that okay?"

Feng Lixing was boarding the plane at the time, and when he heard her voice seemed to be very weak, he couldn't help but worry: "What's wrong, sick?" ”

"No, there are some personal matters to deal with, and I am in a hurry." It was rare for her to speak to Feng Lixing in such a low tone, and Feng Lixing was a little uncomfortable, but he didn't ask much and agreed to her request.

When Forsythia returned to the ward, An An was watching TV, she walked over and wanted to touch his head, but the little guy shook his body and asked vigilantly: "Sister Lian, are you leaving?" ”

"No, why do you suddenly ask that?"

"Because every time you touch An An's head, you will leave."

Another heart-wrenching pain, Forsythia could only breathe with his eyes closed, and then picked An An up from the bed, and put his forehead on his forehead: "I won't leave, I will always be here with An An until An An is discharged from the hospital." ”

"Really?"

"Really!"

The little one was overjoyed, and he didn't usually like to laugh much, but at that moment he giggled in Forsythia's arms.

Forsythia's eyes were almost wet again, and she felt that she was very useless in front of An An, and she would cry if she was sad at all.

"Okay, don't laugh, so happy, then sister will surprise you again, I just colluded with the nurse and aunt, I'll take you out in a while, and then have dinner outside, and we'll sneak back to sleep after dinner, okay?"

Of course it's good.

An An was so happy that she jumped and jumped on the bed.

The two took a taxi to the shopping street.

Forsythia bought An An a lot of clothes and toys, and ate two cakes at the dessert shop.

The little guy was excited and curious, and asked vigorously: "Even sister, shouldn't the cream be white?" How can there still be black and green? ”

Forsythia explained with a smile: "The black one is called tiramisu, made of chocolate, and the green one is called matcha, which is lighter." ”

He sighed, he didn't understand much anyway, just eat happily.

When he left, Forsythia packed two more puddings to take out, and then took An An to eat Japanese food, and the little guy was so happy that he kept smiling on his face.

Dean Liu said that An An didn't like to laugh since he was a child, and his personality was a little withdrawn, so that night should have been An An's most laughing.

On the taxi back to the hospital, An An sat next to him and soon fell asleep, Forsythia wanted to hold him to his knees, but after tossing a few times, he found that he couldn't hold him.

The child, who is almost six years old, has grown to 1.3 meters, and although he is very thin, he is already very tall.

Forsythia could only put his head down on his knees, and then put his legs straight on the car seat, An An may have felt her movements in her sleep, and turned her head on her knees very obediently, buried her face in her lower abdomen, and her thin arms hugged her waist very sticky.

Just such an unconscious movement, the pain made Forsythia bend down and kiss the side of his face and temples, but he was reluctant to let go, feeling his slight breathing, the breathing sound from that unsound heart...

This seems to be the first time in Forsythia's memory that she has hugged An An to sleep.

For the first time in five years...

It's a pity that it seems to be a little late, An An grew up, and before she could hug her, he grew up alone in the dilapidated orphanage on the outskirts of Yecheng.

Because she was so nostalgic for this feeling, Forsythia was reluctant to arrive at the hospital so quickly, so she asked the taxi to circle around the city all the time.

After going around for half an hour, Forsythia suddenly received a call from Feng Lixing.

"Where? I'm back in Yecheng, I have something for you! ”