I looked at his hand, pale and emaciated, and the tears could no longer be held back, and they poured out at once, blurring my vision. With heavy steps, I walked up to Shen Mo.

"What are you crying about, aren't I fine?" He reached out to wipe my tears.

"Why? Why don't you tell me about your illness? Why did it disappear from the imperial capital quietly? I looked at him and asked in a muffled voice.

"Alright, it's okay." Shen Mo stretched out his hand and touched my head and said, "I wanted to wait until the operation was done before I told you, but it didn't make you worry about it." Who knew you all took this very seriously. ”

He looked at me, picked up the water on the table, handed it to me, and said, "Drink some water, my lips are cracked." ”

I looked at him and didn't really know what to say, only tears. He comforted me softly, and my emotions finally calmed down.

But after being nervous for a long time, my emotions were relaxed, and I suddenly wanted to stand up and felt dizzy and fell down directly. I saw Shen Mo stretching his hand to help me, but he was still lying on the bed and couldn't reach me, and I fell to the ground hard.

After falling like this, my eyes cleared, and I saw Shen Mo's face enlarged in front of me for a few seconds, and then I realized that I was lying on the ground.

His voice seemed to float from a long distance: "Cheng Zi, are you okay?" ”

"It's fine." I shook my head and tried to get up, but when I tried hard, I found that my hands and feet were weak, and I couldn't use my strength at all.

In the end, Lin Leyi, who heard the movement outside, ran in, helped me up, looked at us, and asked, "Did you fight just when we met?" ”

"It's not." I denied getting up from the ground, and Lin Leyi hurriedly came over and helped me.

"I'm sorry to worry you." Shen Mo looked at Lin Leyi and smiled, pointed at me and said, "Let the doctor check her body, I look quite weak, worse than me." ”

"If it weren't for your sudden disappearance, how could this be!" Lin Leyi deliberately kept a straight face, but still called the doctor to come over.

I didn't want to check, seeing Shen Mo's concerned eyes and wanting to reassure him, I nodded obediently and asked the doctor to check all the indicators from head to toe, and the last one was anemia and low blood sugar, and a little low blood pressure, and the prescription was that it would be good to eat more and sleep more.

Shen Mo breathed a sigh of relief, looking at his relieved expression, as if I was sicker than him.

Now is not the time to catch up, Lin Leyi and He Liancheng are here, Shen Mo didn't talk to me much, and has been being interrogated by the two of them, with a helpless face, but he answered honestly.

After the two of them left, Shen Mo looked at me with a smile again. There was a puddle of spring water in his eyes, which made me feel warm and sweet, and I couldn't take my eyes off his face without paying attention.

I just think that no matter how Shen Mo looks good, his facial features are perfect no matter how he looks at it from that angle. The most important thing is that his temperament can't be learned by ordinary people, and he can't say what it feels like, and that kind of temperament distinguishes him from everyone else. If he stands in the crowd, people can recognize him at a glance even if he doesn't speak.

"Look at me for so long? Flowers on my face? Shen Mo said a common saying. When I came back to my senses, I couldn't help but feel that my face was starting to get hot, and I didn't dare to look him in the eye anymore, so I smiled and covered it up: "Whoever made you look so good, I'm fascinated." ”

"I feel like I'm still a failure, I have such a white face, but I still can't tie your heart, let you run to a man who is uglier than me every day, do you say failure or not?" Shen Mo asked me.

"I have eyes without beads." I say.

"Will you change it later?" He asked.

"Change, make sure I only have you in my eyes." I say.

He laughed, reached out and touched my hair and said, "I don't want to force you, and I don't want you to feel guilty about me to follow me, or that sentence, do whatever you want, and one day you feel that you have got everything you want, and you have done everything you want, and then come back to me." Speaking of this, Shen Mo stopped and thought for a long time before continuing, "If at that time, you think I can still be in your eyes, and then choose whether to be with me or not." ”

"I've figured it out." I looked at him, and at this moment I knew what I wanted. looked at his delicate facial features, and said word by word, "If you don't dislike me for having children, getting married, surrogacious, having plastic surgery, and doing shameless acts of seducing men, I like you and want to be with you." ”

While I said this, he kept looking at me, his face was pale and a little scary, and his eyes were fixed, as if he had been struck by lightning. I waited for him to answer, second after second. He still didn't speak, and I felt like the blood on my face was fading little by little.

I know, he must be disgusted with me, and tears slipped from the corners of my eyes as I hung my head.

"How can you say that about yourself, you are the person I like, no matter what has happened to you, in my eyes you are a flawless jewel, like a pearl." Shen Mo sighed and said to me with a smile, "In the future, don't talk about yourself like this anymore, others can't talk about you, and you can't say anything about yourself." ”

Hearing him say this, my tears flowed even harder.

I never knew that I was such a crying woman. I didn't cry like this when Fang Jianguo cheated, and I didn't cry like this when the Hua family forced me to have no way out.

However, now Shen Mo's gentle words made me unable to hold back anymore, the more tears flowed, the more I cried, the more I felt wronged, the more I cried, the more I couldn't control it, and finally I couldn't hold my breath.

When I was crying, Shen Mo put his hand on my shoulder, patted my back gently, and whispered, "Okay, stop crying!" After all the tears shed today, I want you to only cry in the future, and forget what it is like to cry. I don't want my favorite person to cry like this, and I feel so sad to see you cry. If you want me to live a few more years, don't make me so sad, okay? ”

He said this when I was about to finish crying, and I thought that his heart problem immediately stopped, and I looked at him with red and swollen eyes and asked, "Le Yi said that you have a heart problem, what is the disease, why have I never heard you talk about it?" ”

"This disease was born when I was a child, and then my family thought that I would not live to be a year old, but I didn't expect that I had lived, and then the examination said that I would not live to be three years old, and I still spent it safely, and then I said that I would not live to be sixteen years old, and I will be three sixteen years old in a few years." Shen Mo didn't care about his illness at all, and the smile on his face never disappeared.

"Then why didn't you say that?" I asked.

"I thought I was all right, but I didn't expect that in the past three months, I have frequently felt that my heart is beating early, and sometimes I even feel that my heart has stopped beating for a few seconds. In fact, when I knew that I was going to die at any time, I thought about not letting you know, lest you feel guilty in your heart and not be able to feel at ease for the rest of your life. It's planned, everything is arranged for you, and then I'll come back for surgery, it's good that I earned it from God, and I don't have any regrets if I can't. Shen Mo looked at me in a calm tone, not at all like he was talking about his own business.

Lin Leyi and I had a few brief words, and she didn't know what Shen Mo's specific illness was, only that it was a heart problem.

Now that Shen Mo is calmly talking about his illness, my heart is like a knife, and my tears are about to flow down again.

Maybe what others say makes sense, when a woman is willing to cry in front of a person regardless of her image, she must be in love with this person, otherwise she would not be so weak.

I never knew I could be so weak before today.

"I really don't have to cry, I'm fine now, I can earn a day to live." Shen Mo patted me on the back again, "The doctor said that as long as I keep my mood calm and not be happy or sad, I may be able to live to be seventy years old." ”

"Really?" I asked.

"Really, I don't lie to you." Shen Mo said.

I tried to calm myself down and not shed tears in front of him, I didn't want to cause too much emotional expulsion from him.

"What did Le Yi say to you, let you come from a hospital like this?" Shen Mo suddenly asked.

"I didn't say anything, I just saw your will." I said, "I was stupid. ”

Lin Leyi couldn't hold her breath, what to do so early, the will, of course, you have to wait until the person who wrote the will dies. Women are really unreliable. Shen Mo shook his head.

"Don't talk about her like that, I have to thank her well, if she hadn't woken me up, I would really have been wrong." I shook Shen Mo's cold hand back, "I know now, everything I want is not important, revenge is not important, the important thing is that I want to make people who are good to me happy, such as you." ”

His smile burst into flames, and he said slowly: "I can hear your words, even if you die today, it's worth it." ”

"Don't say that." I subconsciously grabbed the conversation, and I wanted to gag his mouth.

I don't want to see Shen Mo say a curse to himself.

"Since Lin Leyi took out the things in advance, are the out-of-control situations in the imperial capital written in your email also fake?" Shen Mo did not forget to care about this matter.

I was a little embarrassed, shook my head and said: "The affairs of the imperial capital should not be as bad as written, and even everything is in your arrangement, those emails were written to force you to reply, you don't know how afraid I am that when I find you, you will already be in a coma, or what." ”

"Okay, I've spent so much effort and so much money, and it's not useless." Shen Mo smiled, "I've arranged everything, you can do it with confidence." ”

"Now, now you still want me to do those things?" I was slightly annoyed.

At this time, someone knocked on the door, and then with the knock on the door, a nurse came in, she looked at me and said to Shen Mo: "You can't talk too much now, you need to recuperate, and only after your condition is stable can you determine the surgical plan." Then he turned to me and asked, "Are you a family member of a patient?" ”

I nodded and hurriedly replied, "Yes." ”

"The patient needs to rest, and the daily visit time should not be too long, please pay attention to the control?" She asked.

"Okay." I nodded immediately.

Shen Mo smiled at me and said, "You go back to rest and stay in a hotel with Lin Leyi, so I can rest assured." ”

"No, I'm here to watch over you." I shook my head.

"No bed, uncomfortable sleeping on the sofa, go to the hotel, obedient." Shen Mo raised his eyebrows and became unhappy.

I was retorting, and he immediately said, "The doctor said that I can't be happy or sad, or even angry." ”

As soon as I heard this, I wilted, obediently took my luggage to the hotel, and couldn't help but look at him a few more times before leaving. Today, I feel that Shen Mo's good-looking looks are never tired of looking at it.

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Lulala, isn't Shen Mo very sweet and heartwarming!

The next chapter may be written after twelve o'clock, so you can go to bed early and read it tomorrow morning!