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Lu Zhanyan saw Tong An more and more frequently, and Tong An's unknowing friendliness made her unable to face it.

She had to endure insecurity and guilt. I have to endure the torture of jealousy, always feeling that there is a needle hanging in my heart, trying to pierce it and pull it out, tormenting it again and again.

And Qin Shijin, he didn't seem to be aware of this.

At the end of the day, she summed up today's itinerary as usual. Closing the notebook, he said lightly, "Miss Mu called, I hope to have dinner with Jin Gong tonight." ”

"I don't want to say more about the same thing." Qin Shijin said in a deep voice.

Lu Zhanyan said softly, "I'm just telling you about business." ”

Qin Shijin looked up at her, his eyes staggered. His dark eyes were awe-inspiring.

"What's going on with you lately?" He asked in a deep voice, his brow furrowed slightly.

He was handsome and cold. The deterrence was compelling, like a cold boulder pressed in front of Lu Zhanyan, and she was a little out of breath.

Finally, he clicked away.

"I'm fine." She kept her voice calm.

"You're messing with me." Qin Shijin asked again, but used an affirmative statement.

"Nope." Lu Zhanyan immediately denied it.

"It's because of Tong An." He said slowly.

Lu Zhanyan's heart tightened instantly, and he suddenly felt that the thorn in his heart that had been tortured repeatedly seemed to have found the most painful point and gave a heavy blow.

She couldn't tell what was churning in her heart, whether she was disappointed or sad, or both.

He said Tong An's name so firmly, he always knew it.

But he was so calm.

Is it that her struggle is painful in his opinion, there is no need at all.

Let's tear it all apart, we can't go on like this.

Lu Zhanyan looked at him. After a long time, he spoke, "Qin Shijin, she is your fiancée, and you want to marry her." ”

"So what?"

Lu Zhanyan pursed his lips tightly, and then said, "I don't want to go on like this with you again." ”

Qin Shijin's gaze flashed with a line of gloom, and there was a lingering haze that remained in the bottom of his eyes.

"Say it again!"

Lu Zhanyan looked at him stubbornly and said word by word, "I don't want to go on like this with you again." ”

His gaze immediately became cold, and it was terrifyingly gloomy.

Just when the two were at a stalemate, Tong An knocked on the door and came in, "I'm sorry, I really want to disturb." ”

Lu Zhanyan immediately withdrew his gaze, just facing him, he had already spent all his courage. Now, she really doesn't have the courage to face Tong An.

"Assistant Lu, are you still working?"

Lu Zhanyan took a deep breath and said lightly, "No, it's just over, Manager Tong, see you tomorrow." ”

"See you tomorrow."

The moment she exited the office, she heard Tong An's gentle voice, "Jin, can you go?" It's almost time, don't make grandpa wait. ”

Lu Zhanyan stared, it turned out that they were going to meet their parents.

She's nothing!

Lu Zhanyan, it's time for you to wake up!

It was a suburb of the port city, where the Qin family's private garden was located, and the chic and elegant white villas were quietly lined up.

The heavy, quaint carved gate slowly opened, and the car drove in.

The butler in a black tuxedo, crisp black trousers, and shiny black leather shoes greeted him. He studied at the British Butler College, and his hair was always messy and his body was always straight.

He bowed respectfully, "Young Master Jin, Miss Tong." ”

"Uncle housekeeper, long time no see." Tong An greeted with a smile.

Qin Shijin was silent.

After passing through the courtyard of several flowers and trees, and a few corridors, the two finally came to the side hall.

"I'm back." Qin Yaozong's voice came from the spiral staircase.

Qin Yaozong, who is in his seventies, is extremely well maintained. He wears a hand-embroidered silk Tang suit, and the delicate buckle is next to it, and the pattern is lifelike.

He walked down slowly on crutches, full of energy.

Qin Shijin stood in place and didn't say a word.

Tong An hurriedly stepped forward and helped the old man down, "Grandpa, I'll help you." ”

Qin Yaozong patted the back of Tong An's hand, narrowed his eyes slightly, looked at her carefully, and said after a while, "Why are you thin again, and the work is too hard?" ”

Tong An smiled, "It's all because the foreign things are too unpalatable, grandpa, you don't know, I'm hungry." ”

Qin Yaozong feigned anger, but there was a smile in his eyes, "Just thinking about eating?" ”

"Of course not, grandpa and aunt, I want to."

The three of them sat down in the side hall one after another, Qin Yaozong was very happy by her words, and Tong An laughed with him, looking like he was happy. Tong An told some interesting stories when he was studying abroad, and Qin Yaozong chatted a few words from time to time, and the atmosphere was very cheerful.

Only Qin Shijin still sat silently alone, like air.

"Tong An is here." At this time, a soft voice sounded, and a dignified and elegant lady walked softly.

Although Fang Xian is middle-aged, the years seem to treat her very leniently, her charm still exists, and her temperament is excellent, but there is a depression between her eyebrows.

"Aunt Xian." Tong An shouted affectionately.

Qin Shijin looked at Fang Xian, Fang Xian nodded at Qin Shijin, there was no displeasure in his expression, but he was polite and alienated for ten years.

Then her eyes fell on Tong An, and she smiled, looking really happy, "Tong An, why have you lost weight again, come, let Aunt Xian take a look." ”

"I'm still the same as before!"

There was laughter and laughter in the side hall, Qin Shijin looked calm, and sat calmly and indifferently.

After chatting for a while, the housekeeper came over to ask Qin Yaozong, "Master, are you going to eat now?" ”

With Qin Yaozong's permission, a group of people moved into the dining room.

The dinner was very rich, and at the dinner table, they were so quiet that there was no sound. This kind of atmosphere is a rule that has been cultivated since childhood.

After dinner, he turned back to the side hall to sit and talk, Tong An put his arm around Fang Xian, and couldn't help but chatter, "Aunt Xian, you don't know that foreign fast food is really tasteless, or the food at home is delicious." ”

"Then you might as well move back and see how thin you are." Fang Xian said with concern.

Qin Yaozong immediately said, "It's good to move back in." ”

"It's too far away from the company, and it's not very convenient." Tong An smiled, changing the topic without a trace, "Aunt Xian, have you cultivated new flowers in your flower room?" ”

Fang Xian has always liked to raise flowers, and her mind was brought over by her, "Come, Auntie will take you to see, not long ago she cultivated a phalaenopsis ......"

The two got up and left, and suddenly only Qin Yaozong and Qin Shijin were left in the side hall.

Qin Yaozong's expression was very serious, without the gentleness and kindness he had when facing Tong An,

After a while, Qin Yaozong asked casually as if he was thinking of him, "How is the company doing?" ”

"Everything works." He replied briefly, very formulaicly.

Qin Yaozong just let out a low "grace", not to mention whether he was satisfied or not.

"It's time for Twilight to go back home, too." At the end, Qin Yaozong said as if inadvertently.

Qin Shijin's expression was as usual, waiting for his next step.

"Twilight is back, do you think he can handle the position of general manager?" Qin Yaozong's eyes became sharp, staring at Qin Shijin.

Qin Shijin said calmly, "Whether you are competent or not, you will know after three months." ”

Qin Yaozong snorted coldly, and Yu Yu warned, "Even if he can't do it, this position won't be your turn;." ”

Qin Shijin returned to the apartment, and after opening the door, he found that it was pitch black inside.

His eyes froze, and he immediately pressed the wall lamp.

In an instant, the lights were on.

Lu Zhanyan has always had a habit that as long as he hasn't come back, he will definitely leave a lamp for him. But there was no one today, which made Qin Shijin feel a little uneasy.

didn't have time to change his shoes, Qin Shijin immediately rushed to the bedroom in a few big strides.

As a result, the bedroom was also quiet and empty.

The quilt was still neatly spread on the bed, and no one moved half a minute.

The whole apartment seemed to have lost her breath. Juzhuang wood garbage.

The uneasiness in Qin Shijin's heart gathered, and he immediately searched the bathroom and study, but he didn't find her anywhere. He took out his mobile phone and called her, but the phone rang for a long time and no one answered. When she sleeps, she will set the mute, which is also a habit.

But the only thing that can be reassured is that there is no shutdown.

Qin Shijin looked again, her things were still in the apartment, clothes, shoes, her towels and toothbrushes, and her favorite pastoral cup, as well as the potted plants she carefully cared for and the piled up of books and magazines. These things, but they were all there, and she didn't take them.

The restless heart calmed down a little in an instant.

Where will she be?

Where did she go?

Qin Shijin folded out of the bedroom again, and he was about to look for it outside. But when she passed through the entrance, she found that her slippers were missing.

Her leather shoes are still in the shoe closet, and the slippers are missing!

Qin Shijin was a little suspicious, and then as if he thought of something, he immediately walked to the study and found a key to the apartment next door.

The apartment next door hadn't been inhabited since they moved in together.

When he is free, Lu Zhanyan will regularly clean the reads;.

Opening the apartment, there were countless things piled up in the living room, which they had bought when they were together, and they were displayed in a mess.

Qin Shijin walked through the living room full of miscellaneous items, and rushed to the room with the door closed.

As soon as I opened the door, I saw a slight bulge under the quilt on the big bed by the light in the living room.

Suddenly, a heart relaxed.

But there was anger rising again.

Syllable----

Qin Shijin pressed the switch, and the bedroom also lit up transparently.

Lu Zhanyan actually slept very lightly, and the sudden bright light made her feel uncomfortable. And the movement of him coming in had already woken her up a little. So the moment she turned on the light, she slowly opened her eyes. His vision was still hazy, and his consciousness was also worried.

A handsome face came into his eyes, and Qin Shijin stood by the bed, looking at her condescendingly.

"How do you sleep here!" Qin Shijin asked coldly.

In an instant, Lu Zhanyan's sleepiness dissipated, and the whole person woke up.

Her silence irritated him, and Qin Shijin asked again, "Answer!" ”

The tone that was almost commanding made Lu Zhanyan feel equally annoyed, she half lay up and said softly, "I need some time to tidy up my things and stay here for a few days temporarily." ”

She had already made a decision not to be ambiguous anymore, despite the fact that this decision made her so painful.

Qin Shijin's eyebrows suddenly froze, and the gloom was even worse, "You want to move away?" ”

Lu Zhanyan didn't want to quarrel with him, it was late now, and she also needed to have a good rest, "It's late today, if there is anything, I'll talk about it tomorrow." ”

"Are you moving out?" Qin Shijin refused to let her go, and still only asked.

Lu Zhanyan said softly, "Otherwise, I still want to be with you?" ”

Even if she wanted to, she wouldn't allow it.

"Lu Zhanyan, don't do this again!" Qin Shijin shouted in a deep voice.

Again?

Lu Zhanyan didn't understand what he meant, did he think that moving was the means she used? Did he think that she would be happy and happy if she continued to stay and be his only lover who could not see the light? But anger also surged up, making her depressed.

"If you don't agree, then I'll leave now!" Lu Zhanyan didn't plan to say anything more to him, he lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed.

But in the next second, he was pressed down on the bed.

"Ahh Lu Zhanyan exclaimed.

The line of sight was distorted for a while, and the picture became messy, Qin Shijin latent her with both hands, suppressed her with his legs, he began to loosen the collar of his shirt, and then lowered his head and began to kiss her. He is so rude, not gentle at all, blindly demanding. Such fierceness, contrary to his usual lingering, made Lu Zhanyan startled, and she began to dodge.

"Qin Shijin! No! Lu Zhanyan gasped and pushed him back with both hands.

But in exchange for more touching, caressing, his big hand reached directly into the hem of her pajamas, took off her pajamas, and leaned over to kiss her lips.

"Hmm! Let me go...... Let go of ......" her words, confused, engulfed in his kiss.

Constant entanglement, demanding, fingers touching the edge of her underwear, about to take off......

Lu Zhanyan dodged him, she suddenly felt a trace of humiliation, she didn't know what the meaning of being together like this was.

Could it be that being together is just a love between men and women?

Could it be that she was just his regular bed partner during this time?

Or what?

He has a fiancée!

"I don't want it! Qin Shijin! You let go of me! Lu Zhanyan began to shout to stop his crazy behavior.

Qin Shijin didn't say a word, the buttons of his shirt had been unbuttoned by him, he was half-kneeling on the bed, his cold face, with a cruel side that she had never seen before, made her tremble. And she was right under him, everything was ready to go, and in her eyes, there was moisture that began to entrench, blurring her vision.

"Qin Shijin! I'm not a plaything for you to vent about! Lu Zhanyan was frightened, pushed his hands back, pulled his shirt tightly, and choked up when he shouted.

Qin Shijin stared at her, her little face was frightened, panicked and uneasy. And the anger and residual unrest in his heart gradually subsided because of the weakness on her face. The remnants gradually receded, and he leaned over the bed, looking at her below, as if to reassure her, and as if to reassure her, "Who said you are?" ”

Lu Zhanyan froze, his chest rose and fell, and the dense water vapor slowly dispersed.

She looked at him, and calmed her emotions.

"Why move out?" Qin Shijin opened his mouth to ask, and returned to the original point of Fang Cai.

Lu Zhanyan lowered his eyes, his breathing was disordered, and his mood was also disordered.

Finally coming back to her senses, she muttered, "We can't be together like this." ”

"You're breaking up with me now?" Qin Shijin asked coldly.

Lu Zhanyan pursed her lips and broke up, did he think she wanted to?

Her face was pinched, and she turned it at him, and Lu Zhanyan saw that his eyes were deep and cold, undulating and turbulent.

"You're breaking up with me now?" He asked again.

Lu Zhanyan gritted his teeth, "If you think this is a breakup, then it is." ”

Qin Shijin looked at her silently for a long time, the color of her eyes faded, she thought he would say something, but he moved his lips and threw her two words, "Whatever you want." ”

Then he got up and threw an entire apartment to her.

Whatever you ......

Lu Zhanyan didn't think of these two words before, but this time, she felt that these two words made her so sad.

Parted.

These two words are very simple to say, and they are easy to write, adding up to just eight strokes.

But Lu Zhanyan didn't like these two words.

Compared with the word goodbye, Lu Zhanyan didn't like this word even more.

She didn't even know what was going on now, if it was a cold war, or if it was really a breakup.

In the six months they have been together, they have hardly quarreled, and occasionally there are arguments, but they are all for some small things. For example, what kind of food to eat today, or who is in bed again, such a small dispute, now that I think about it, it makes Lu Zhanyan feel a little funny.

But she couldn't laugh anymore.

This time, Lu Zhanyan's movements were very fast.

She couldn't continue to live like this, and she left here immediately, she didn't want to be someone else's third party.

She hated being that status.

Lu Zhanyan was looking for a house to move on the Internet, and when he dialed his mobile phone, he found the number of the previous landlord and aunt. Just tried, so I dialed the number, "Auntie, hello, I'm Lu Zhanyan, I used to see the house with you, but for some reasons, I didn't rent it later." I want to ask, I don't know about that house of yours, there is no ...... to rent it out now"

Very lucky, the landlord's aunt told her, "Miss Lu, a few days ago, a tenant went back to work, so he moved out, and it happened to be empty." ”

This time, Lu Zhanyan no longer hesitated, and immediately paid half a year's rent and signed the contract.

The girl who lived with her was still the same girl.

Lu Zhanyan has met him before, and I heard that he is working in a certain real estate sales office, and he is usually very busy, so he doesn't often see people.

Lu Zhanyan moved very quickly, and after remitting money on the same day, he started moving on the same day.

Originally, when I moved here, I didn't have much stuff.

In fact, she followed her uncle Lu Baisheng from Los Angeles to Hong Kong City that year, and she was just such a suitcase.

Like a snail, carrying its own shell, slowly walking;

I thought the sky outside was big, and I thought it was free.

But later, I realized that the sky was very big, but it was too vast.

This world is so vast, where does it really belong to her.

Lu Zhanyan packed her toiletries, clothes, books, and potted plants and took them all away. The rest doesn't belong to her, and she doesn't plan to take it.

As a result, there are fewer and fewer things.

But when he packed his luggage, Lu Zhanyan saw the pair of pastoral cups, but he was so reluctant.

When he brought it back, she took it with joy. And then whether you drink water or milk, you only use this one.

Lu Zhanyan even ordered domineeringly that Qin Shijin must also use the same one.

Whenever I watched him drink in the apartment with a pastoral cup, I felt funny, and I felt a little sorry for the expensive wine.

And now that I'm leaving, I think I'm going to leave something behind, like a cup.

Lu Zhanyan thought that she was not too greedy, so take this cup away.

This time, instead of covering the furniture of the apartment next door with a dust cloth, he just put the keys of the two apartments on the shoe cabinet together, Lu Zhanyan closed the door and left quietly.

Got into the car, the car was about to leave, Lu Zhanyan looked at the building that was gradually moving away, and suddenly felt that all this was like a dream.

When I was filming back then, it was also a dream.

Being with him now is also a dream.

But the stories in the play are all fake.

But now it's true.

Therefore, Lu Zhanyan felt a little unbearable.

The wind in the night, too, was scorching, blowing in the air and drifting in through the car window.

Qin Shijin drove aimlessly around the street, and after a long run, he stopped next to a square.

A large screen towering from a high-rise building, and the LCD screen plays advertisements.

Qin Shijin smoked a cigarette and smoked casually, the sparks on his fingertips flickering brightly and flickering.

Suddenly, his eyes were drawn to what was being played on the screen.

It was a promotional short film for "Mars2", and after a year, the film has started a sequel, and of course, it should be another blockbuster movie.

In the picture, one scene after another flashed, including Ling Yan, An Chengxu, and some faces he had never seen. Qin Shijin has always rarely paid attention to these, and there are only two faces that he remembers. It can also be said that she is the original cast, but she is not in this promotional video.

The words that Ling Yan said back then jumped out all of a sudden.

Is she really out of showbiz altogether? If she continues to make movies, I believe that her achievements will definitely be successful!

Is this a torrent retreat? Even the guide praised her for being a manufacturable material, so wouldn't it be a pity to retire like this? Do you think she'll regret it?

……

These words echoed in his ears, and Qin Shijin took a puff of cigarette.

He broke her wings with one hand, so that she had no possibility of becoming famous, she was talented, and his efforts were in his eyes. For the profession of actor, he didn't ask her if she liked it, and he unilaterally cut off her way.

Will she regret it?

Qin Shijin didn't know, and he didn't plan to know.

All he knows is that he won't regret it!

Qin Shijin threw the cigarette butt out of the window and flew down into the starfire of the night. Then he stepped on the gas pedal and drove away from the neon glow.

However, this time, after Qin Shijin returned to the apartment, what he saw was still darkness.

Apartment with no lights on.

Qin Shijin didn't even think much about it, and went directly to the apartment next door.

Nothing has changed from yesterday, and those things are still piled up in the living room, a miscellaneous pile. He walked to the bedroom, opened the door, and his eyes tightened.

The quilt was flat, but there was no one.

Qin Shijin was stunned for a moment, and then quickly searched the entire apartment. Then I went to the next door and searched again.

No, no, no.

The clothes she usually wore in the closet were taken away by her. He bought it for her, but he didn't take any of it. In the bathroom, her toothbrush and towel were also taken away. The books and magazines she loved to read on the coffee table were also taken away. Even the potted plants she placed and cared for on the balcony were taken away by her.

Qin Shijin suddenly became irritable and wanted to run out of the apartment again, but only then did he find the key on the shoe cabinet.

Two keys, two keys to the apartment.

She gave it back to him along with her.

Qin Shijin was suddenly angry, and his chest seemed to be pressed with something heavy. One turned his head sideways and saw that there was only one pastoral cup left on the table.

He understood what it meant.

Are you going to break up with me now?

If you think it's a breakup, that's it.

……

There has never been a shortage of women around him, but almost all women take the initiative to speak up and want to be with him, and if they are well-behaved and obedient, he will not refuse. In the end, they took the initiative to say that they wanted to break up, and he just followed them.

This time they were together, and it was he who made an exception.

Before, however, he had never felt so angry at anyone's departure.

Lu Zhanyan, you moved away without a sound, it's good!