908 Eniang is not sad at all (and there are updates.)
Linge Gege hurriedly got up, and came over to serve the prince to take off his clothes, Yinzhen stretched her arms slightly and let her untie her wide clothes, thinking of the appearance she woke up from her dream just now, remembering Yinxiang's words during the day, and then looking down, the beautiful face in the candlelight was full of panic and fear, thinking about a woman who is so afraid of her husband, what did he do to others? Sure enough, it's his, isn't it?
"Are you afraid that I will leave, and dream that I am gone?" Yin Zhen asked.
Lingege was squatting on the ground to take off Yinzhen's boots, suddenly stopped, stayed there motionless, Yinzhen frowned slightly, and sat straight on the couch, and Lingge slowly stood up. She was only wearing a single coat, she felt hot before, and unbuttoned a few buttons, but she didn't care about what she was doing in her hands at this time, and the collar spread out, revealing snow-like skin, and she hurriedly covered it up after seeing it, but suddenly thought of the things that Fu Jinsai gave her, and somehow, the hand that was supposed to button it suddenly loosened.
The placket is half-open, the spring is looming, she stands in place and purses her lips and raises her face, I don't know when the last time she looked at her husband so seriously, at this moment the candle flame is flickering, and the beautiful eyes can only accommodate the man she loves deeply, she can't suppress the tremor of her voice, but she musters up the courage to ask: "Lord, am I not so bad that you hate it?" Back then, you and Fujin lived in my aunt's house, it was Fujin who liked me, so I dared to follow Fujin, I didn't instigate Fujin to let you take me as a concubine, really no. ”
She didn't want to cry, but the tears couldn't stop pouring out, and without waiting for Yinzhen to answer, she first gave herself an answer for so many years, crying: "I didn't do anything wrong, why do you hate me?" ”
It was too hot in the room, Yin Zhen felt that his throat was dry, and he just coughed a few times, but he didn't expect that the person who was still standing there crying just now immediately went over and poured a cup of tea and sent it to his eyes, as if he had forgotten what he had just said, and there were tears on his face, so he said: "The prince drinks tea, the house is too hot, I asked them to remove a few fires." ”
As he spoke, he turned around to leave, but Yinzhen reached out and grabbed her, cleared his throat and said, "You just wore such a piece, you will catch a cold when you go out." ”
Such intimate words, she seems to have only heard them in her dreams, and what she heard was what she remembered in her heart when the prince said it to Fujin or others, and even the dream did not really tell her, but tonight, there is a sentence of care that really belongs to her.
Yin Zhen felt embarrassed when he held his hand, so he let go of the tea bowl and drank it, and then handed it back to her, seeing Lin Gege turn around to put things, he breathed a sigh of relief and said: "I can only say that you came at the wrong time, at that time I just lost two sons, you came to give birth to me instead of them, I don't know how to treat you, maybe I don't hate you or reject you, I just don't want to face your existence." Later, you coaxed Fujin so happy, I think you have ulterior motives, it's better to continue like that, you don't make noise or make trouble, and gradually I got used to it. ”
"Got used to it?" Lingge turned around and looked at Yinzhen blankly.
"I'm used to being a person who can rest assured, I'm used to leaving Fujin in your care, I don't hate you, and you haven't done anything wrong." Yin Zhen said, "But the past is in the past, I won't promise you any future, but if you don't change in the future, I will treat you well." ”
Lingge lowered her eyes, remembering the instructions that Concubine De Niangniang gave her under the eaves that day, saying that there were too many people in the palace who looked like her, but many people changed later, but because they changed, they were even more intolerable, and the prince also said to her not to change, she didn't know what the so-called "change" should look like, but she liked herself now, and she could get along with Fujin in harmony and intimacy, even if her heart was always lacking her husband's love, she also felt that the days were moisturized.
That day, she said to Geng that it was much more comfortable to be a good person than to be a wicked person, probably the same as Niangniang and Wangye.
"What is this?" When Lin Gege was stunned, Yin Zhen inadvertently touched a purse from under the pillow, and the purse was embroidered with men and women who were turning clouds and rain, this thing seemed familiar, and he couldn't help twitching the corners of his mouth slightly.
Seeing that the thing was in Yinzhen's hand, Lingge was so ashamed that she wanted to rush outside into the snowstorm, so frightened that she shrank back step by step, and stammered: "Yes, yes......"
"Fu Jin gave it to you?" Yin Zhen asked, maybe in the past, he would ask if Lin Gege took it from Fu Jin, and the same thing, asked in different tones, the results were completely different, and now he asked if it was given by Fu Jin, which really made Lin Gege feel trusted, if it was the opposite, then he would be suspected.
"She's a fool." Yin Zhen smiled softly, didn't care too much, but said, "Fujin really likes you, you don't know how sad and painful she was when Li Fang Fujin and Song Gege entered the door." ”
"Fujin's kindness, the concubine will remember it for a lifetime."
"Lin'er." Yinzhen suddenly called her maiden name, Lingge was shocked, and Yinzhen laughed, "Fujin also called you that, didn't he?" ”
She nodded, and saw that the prince stretched out his hand towards her, and instinctively moved two steps under his feet, but immediately shrank back because of shyness, Yin Zhen smiled: "We have already rounded the house, are you still afraid?" ”
Lingge was on fire, her heart almost jumped out of her throat before, she didn't know if her heart was beating at this time, and finally moved to the side of the couch step by step, Yinzhen reached out and gently pulled her down, and said gently: "It's not because of Fujin that I thought of being good to you, you are a good woman, I always knew that I did something wrong in the past, don't take it to heart anymore." I may not be as good to you as you think, but I don't want my woman to live a miserable and sad life. ”
A sentence filled the wounded heart, Linggege's eyes were full of tears, she couldn't see the prince's face clearly, she nodded heavily, and the tears fell.
Yinzhen raised her hand to gently wipe it off for her, touched her delicate skin, and said, "In the future, don't cry anymore." ”
In the main courtyard, Yuxi is coaxing the little girl to sleep, the little girl is energetic, like a boy, every time she hears others say this, Yuxi's heart hurts. But she can't be too greedy, her daughter is already a gift from God, her lifeline, she must be grateful, content, and take good care of the blessings she has.
She gently tapped her daughter's chubby cheeks, her smiling eyes were slightly moist, and she whispered: "Good daughter, E-niang is not sad, not sad at all, you must always have a younger brother who will be Amma's heir in the future......"
The night is getting deeper, the moon is cold, people are resting earlier than before, the palace soon quieted down, the people in the West Garden finally closed the door, and Rong Fang in the room was wrapped in a thick coat lying on the window lattice to watch.
The door is closed, and the prince will not come tonight.
Laba is a good day, and after that day, Lin Gege's treatment in front of the prince has undergone earth-shaking changes. No one knows what Lingege did to the prince when there was no one else in the mansion over there, and it was rumored that she had angered the prince and was scolded, why did she scold and scold, but scolded to the bed?
No matter what, Ling Gege finally began to become Yinzhen's woman, and began to experience what it was like to be loved by her husband, but she would not revolve around her husband as lively as Fujin on the side of the year, nor would she be as faceless and skinless as Song Gege, she still existed in the house in a low-key and quiet manner, as for in front of Fujin, the sisters had a long talk behind closed doors, and she was more determined to be Fujin's arm.
As soon as the wax moon passed, it was 50 years of Kangxi, and the emperor had been the emperor for 50 years, which was extremely rare from ancient times to the present, and the congratulatory words of the government and the opposition came like snowflakes. But the emperor was not very happy, pretentious, as soon as the Lantern Festival passed in the first month, he took the princes to Tongzhou to inspect the embankment, and went down the river, not to mention a month or two to come back.
A few days after the men left, Yuxi took Xiao Niuniu into the palace to accompany her mother-in-law to relieve her boredom, she went alone that day, and the few people in Fang Fujin did not follow, and Lingge arranged the daily chores in the house at home as usual. After sending Fu Jin out, he went back to the main courtyard and asked people to ventilate and clean Fu Jin's house, and he was standing under the eaves to command his subordinates to be careful, and Song Gege came with a girl in front of the door with a swagger.
"Sister Song." Ling Gege greeted politely, and stood in front of Fujin's house, meaning not to let the Song family in, and said, "Fujin has entered the palace, my sister has something to do, wait for Fujin to come back later." ”
Song Gege sneered: "I heard that Fujin's house is being cleaned, come over and help, what?" Don't you often say that we are serving the prince Fujin, and if you do it, I can't do it? ”
Ling Gege avoided her gaze, and said neither humbly nor arrogantly: "In Fujin's house, it has always been cleaned by a special person, and I don't work Sister Song, sister's mind, I will tell Fujin when I turn around." ”
Song Gege took a sip and said coldly: "You really regard yourself as a serious master, shameless and slutty, while everyone in the family is not seducing the prince, Fujin is really blinded, and I can't see that you are a goblin." How about it, has been snubbed by the prince for so many years, and now the taste of rain and dew is gracious, can you not let go? ”
In the blue sky and white day, Song Gege said this kind of thing, even the girl on the side couldn't look at it, Lin Gege was angry in her heart, her chest was so stuffy that she couldn't speak, and her head was dizzy, but she stiffened her waist and said seriously: "When Fu Jin comes back, Sister Song will tell Fu Jin the original words again, I won't stop you." ”
Seeing that they were going to quarrel, everyone went to find Fujin to be the master, Li and Rong Fang were talking together, when the two came, Song Gege was full of foul language, Li ordered them to disperse, but Rong Fang said: "We can't take care of it, send someone to invite Fu Jin back." ”
In the deep palace, after Lan Qi and Yuxi had a meal, they took a walk in the imperial garden, and Lu Zhu hurriedly ran to pass the word, saying that there was something in the house to ask Fu Jin to go back quickly, Yu Xi was full of inexplicability, Lan Qi asked who was going to pass the words, Lu Zhu said: "It's the year side Fu Jin." ”
But the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law just walked back, and someone from Yonghe Palace came again, and said anxiously: "Niangniang, Fujin, someone from the palace came to spread the word again, saying that Lingge had fainted." ”
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