Prequel: Tong An > Ji Xiangyang Prequel: Tong An > Ji Xiangyang - My Heart is Sunny (End)
Just when Tong An was stunned, Ji Xiangyang had already turned back with the two of them, he bought a hot drink and handed it to her, "Take it." [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]”
Tong An took it, and his hand was warm.
Ji Xiangyang's voice came from his ears, and he was chatting with the other party.
Holding a hot drink, before I knew it, the fireworks were also gone. The men said hello and were about to disperse.
Ke Xiaohua shouted, "Ji Xiangyang, goodbye, Tong An, goodbye." ”
Tong An came back to his senses and hurriedly responded, "Goodbye." ”
The group was gone.
The fireworks are still going off here, and their fireworks have already been set off.
Ji Xiangyang saw that the time was almost up, so he said, "Go back?" It's almost eleven o'clock, and it's time to go back to keep the New Year. ”
"Oh, good." Tong An nodded and followed him.
The two of them bypassed the school and headed home again.
Ji Xiangyang turned his head to look at her from time to time, and then stared at the hot drink in her hand and asked, "Why don't you drink it?" ”
"I'm not thirsty." Tong An replied.
Ji Xiangyang asked again, "What did you all talk about just now?" ”
"Nothing." Tong An replied quickly, almost immediately, but there was a feeling that there was no silver three hundred taels here.
Ji Xiangyang's eyebrows furrowed slightly, "Really not?" ”
"Nope!" Tong An denied it, and she didn't even want to admit it.
Ji Xiangyang froze his pace, on the uninhabited path, under the street lamp. And Tong An didn't notice it, and still walked forward. When she found out, she stopped and looked back to see that he was right behind her. Surprised, she asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Under the light, Ji Xiangyang's face was very far away, but it seemed to be very close.
After a moment of silence, Ji Xiangyang opened his mouth, "How are you thinking about it?" ”
"What?" Tong An's heartbeat slowed by half a beat.
Ji Xiangyang stared and said, "Give me a chance to be with me." ”
And at this second, Tong An's breathing seemed to stop, and the whole world was silent. Tong An suddenly remembered the words of the girl just now, and then remembered Qin Duyun's words.
&mda;&mda;There is a person who has liked you for many years, do you know?
&mda;&mda;Why don't you understand what everybody knows?
Her thoughts were a little confused, and then she slowly became clear, and after a long time, she found her voice back, and Tong An also stared, "Ji Xiangyang, do you like me?" ”
"Yes." Ji Xiangyang replied in a deep voice, and he admitted it.
In front of her, so frankly admitted, tonight, years later.
"Not because you're responsible for me?"
"I'm responsible for you, but only because I like you."
"Isn't it because you're afraid that grandpa will scold you?"
"Tong An, what age do you think I am?"
Tong An frowned, and Ji Xiangyang's gaze was calm. The two asked and answered, Tong An's mood seemed to be on a roller coaster, and now she must have reached the top of the top, she asked again, "Then when did you start liking me?" ”
This sentence made Ji Xiangyang a little dumbfounded.
On the way to the train station that day, he sat in a car with Tong Zheng, and he also asked him this question.
When did he fall in love with Tong An.
At this moment, in front of Ji Xiangyang, countless pictures flashed past.
It was she who got drunk in a bar in Melbourne and it was when she was shouting "I hate you". It was on the rooftop of the university, when she pulled him with red eyes and didn't allow him to go. It was when she walked out of KTV, eighteen years old, bright and fragrant, shouting his name and saying that she liked him. It was when he was injured and whispered that he was sorry and promised not to worry him again in the future. It's every time I hear that something happened to her, I'm worried about her and I'm afraid that something will happen to her.
It was on that bus home, when he inadvertently kissed her. It was when she came to the Budokan alone, making everyone worried, but she didn't want to go again. It was when she asked them to be together, came to Qin's house, and heard Grandpa Tong say that he wanted him to protect her.
It was when she was obviously sad and sad, but she still couldn't hold back and didn't cry, and she fell down and bled out, but she cried bitterly on his back. It was when she was so sensible and so well-behaved in the face of her mother's death and didn't say a word. It was when she ordered him not to call her "Miss" anymore and just call her by name.
All the pictures are so messy......
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"It's been too long, I forgot, I can't remember." Ji Xiangyang said in a low voice, his voice was very hazy.
Tong An pouted slightly, "How long?" ”
How long?
There are so many pictures, messy and unpredictable, but they are so clear and vivid, at this time, they jumped out of Ji Xiangyang's mind one by one.
forced Ji Xiangyang off guard, and even his brows were twisted.
No.
Probably neither.
Maybe, maybe it was she who walked in from outside the Tong family's villa with her schoolbag on her back. Under the beckoning of Grandpa Tong, quietly and suddenly appeared in front of him.
When she appeared in front of him, this girl was in his heart from this moment.
Ji Xiangyang recalled in the twilight, only to realize that he had been so long.
So long.
Ji Xiangyang looked at Tong An who was standing in front of her, she had grown into such a beautiful woman back then. What hasn't changed is the short hair, what hasn't changed is her quiet and stubborn posture, and what hasn't changed is that she still makes him so excited, and he never forgets it.
"Yes, for a long time." Ji Xiangyang replied in a deep voice.
Tong An still had doubts, "Since you like me so much, why don't you say it?" ”
Ji Xiangyang's deep gaze was a dim light, but it was just ahead, but at that time, it made him feel that she was such a distant and unreachable existence.
"Tong An, how far do you think you are from me?" Ji Xiangyang asked abruptly.
Tong An didn't know why, and looked at their position at the moment, but it was only two meters away, "About two meters." ”
"Two meters?" Ji Xiangyang muttered, the voice was very far away, "I have always felt that we are so far away that it is unreachable, as if one is the sky and the other is the earth, so far away." ”
With a bang, Tong An's eyes opened, and she was startled.
One is heaven and the other is earth.
So far.
This is what Tong An once thought, isn't this the distance between them, the wall he built blocked her from the outside, unable to get close, unable to get closer to half a step. But now, he was talking about what she was thinking. It turns out that it is not himself who feels this way, it turns out that he is too.
"Ji Xiangyang, do you think you are the sky?" Tong An asked.
"How is that possible?" Ji Xiangyang hurriedly denied it, his gaze was very gentle, and under the silver-white moonlight, it was as soft as water.
"Tong An, you know I don't think so." Ji Xiangyang said lightly and gave her another answer.
Tong An asked rhetorically, "Then do you think I'm not worthy of you?" Or do you think I'm the kind of girl who is arrogant, with eyes on top of her head, who just wants money, power, status, family background, background, house, car, jewelry, jewelry, and even other things surrounded by all kinds of halos? ”
"Tong An, I have never identified you like this." Ji Xiangyang said resolutely.
"But you identify yourself, and you think you need this to be with me." Tong An said categorically.
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At this moment, Ji Xiangyang couldn't deny it.
Ask yourself, he did think so. She was such a wonderful, smart, beautiful girl. She has such a good family background, she should have a boy who is more suitable for her. What qualifications does he have, what can he do to stand by her side, what to use to give her happiness, and what to prove it.
Ji Xiangyang asked himself more than once.
However, his thoughts about her, those thoughts, had long since flown over the sea and flooded.
"Look, I'm right, aren't I?" Tong An smiled, "You said you like me, not because of grandpa, not just because of responsibility, how do you want me to believe you?" You don't even believe in yourself! ”
Ji Xiangyang was silent, he was speechless.
"How can you prove that you really like me?" Tong An's smile was very shallow, rippling on his lips.
Ji Xiangyang moved his body, took steps, and walked towards her. came to her and exhaled a large cloud of white gas as soon as he opened his mouth.
The weather was so cold, freezing Chinese New Year's Eve.
Countless firecrackers and fireworks rumbled in my ears, and the time was approaching midnight, and the new year was about to be ushered in.
Ji Xiangyang stretched out his hand to shake her hand.
Tong An bit her lip, and she shook it off.
But he still held it.
After repeating this many times, Ji Xiangyang took her hand and hugged her into his arms. Tong An struggled, but she felt so much heartache.
"Ji Xiangyang, you let me go......" Tong An gritted his teeth and shouted.
Ji Xiangyang exerted his strength, holding it so tightly that he was unwilling to let go. Tong An was a little angry, clenched her fist and beat him, and after several blows, she had no strength, but she was hugged tightly by him.
"I thought I wouldn't be able to hold you like this in my life." Ji Xiangyang said in her ear, and Tong An was silent in an instant.
"Thankfully, I haven't missed you yet." Ji Xiangyang's voice was low and hoarse, very good.
Zeng Ji thought that he would not have her anymore, and he thought that they should be two parallel lines that could not intersect. What kind of qualifications will he use to stand by her side? How can jeans be worthy of gorgeous silk, how can a guitar be played in an ensemble with a cello, what is he going to use to give her happiness.
It was he who cocooned himself and drew the line.
But glad, glad she's still there.
"Ji Xiangyang, do you think this will be the case! Do you think I'm going to be with you like this! Tong An shouted almost angrily, but the heartache was so intense.
God knows how long they missed it, missed a whole youth, missed the season that should have been holding hands and falling in love, she almost became someone else's bride, she almost didn't have any possibility with him anymore. He gave up on her like this, and it was he who gave up on her first.
But why, let her know that he has always liked her.
Tong An was angry, but he was helpless.
Could it be that falling in love with someone is really a catastrophe?
"Tong An, give me a chance." Ji Xiangyang muttered.
Tong An felt that her chest was so warm, and her eyes were also sour, it must be because of the night, so her eyes were hazy.
"Ji Xiangyang, don't think that this will make me agree." As soon as Tong An spoke, his voice choked.
"Yes."
"Ji Xiangyang, there is nothing so cheap in this world."
"Yes."
"Ji Xiangyang."
"Yes."
Tong An kept calling his name, and he answered one by one.
"Tong An, I'll use all the time I have left to prove whether I really like you." Ji Xiangyang whispered, and he kissed her hair.
Tong An's hand tightened, and in helpless trembling, she tightened his clothes, she hesitated helplessly, but she didn't want to let go.
Tong An will not open his mouth to admit it.
Wouldn't agree to give him a chance.
Unless, he spent a lifetime to prove it.
This time, she will definitely not say love first.
Until the day when they grow old together.