Recently, I don't know when it started, I feel a little tired, I smooth my hair, and my memory is slowly getting worse when I don't know when it becomes, maybe it's been too long. I don't know when he will come, so I can only choose, or believe that he will come back, riding a tall horse with a large sedan chair, or it can be simpler.

I don't know how long this state has been maintained, but recently, inexplicably, I always think of that day, the day that changed everything for me, but about everything that happened that day, I can't remember it clearly, only the memories are full of fire, overwhelming, eyes full of red blood, and accompanied by the smell of fish, and the temperature that slowly cools down on the ground, I vaguely remember that there was a man in black who said something to himself coldly, but I don't know why, I can't remember what he said. Only the ground was cold, the weather was cold, it was cold to the bones, and the scattered hair was sticking to my face, and I seemed to be about to leave here, and I was getting more and more in a trance, when I heard a voice full of bewitchment asking me

"Do you want to live?"

I don't remember what I said, but I think I think I think I think I thought.

Adult is a very powerful person, the reason why he is called Lord is because he never tells me his name, and I am not allowed to call him master, I know that in his eyes I am no different from those insects he plays with, of course, he has not interfered with me much, but once said inexplicably,

"It's a pity to have good hair, but it's a shame to die."

The people in the mansion are gone, it's like the collective disappeared out of thin air, but no one cares about all this, no one cares, only me, guarding a huge mansion, but no one is surprised, I think, I can't go on like this, it's really undignified when he comes. Then they began to recruit people, and the courtyard was filled. There are more people, naturally there is more trouble, someone wants to be a matchmaker for me, and I am a little impatient to wait, I think, if I agree, will he come back, will he come to me angrily and take me away? However, I was disappointed, until he did not appear in the cave room, looking at the person who appeared in front of me, I was inexplicably bored, disgusted, that face after today I am a rich man made me sick, we quarreled, he beat me, when I fell to the ground, I felt the cold temperature on the ground, I inexplicably remembered that night, the stranger who broke in, the eyes were full of cold corpses, and the blood seeped into the ground. Kill, kill, kill, I heard someone whispering in my ear, and when I came back to my senses, the blood in the room was all over my clothes, my long hair, and I suddenly felt gluttony that I had never felt before.

The second day of marriage I became a widow, no one doubted, no one said anything, as if it were all so natural, but every once in a while something like this would happen again, and I don't know how long it would take, and the way they looked at me would be shrunk, and I knew why, oh, the ageless face, but it was good, so that he would recognize me at a glance when he came back.

I don't care, I don't dare to care, but he seems to have found something and is happy with my changes, even though I'm just just beginning to discover the app.

Today is my wedding day again, but I don't know why, since the morning my heart is very messy, I don't want to wear that wedding dress, so I just put it aside, a little bored combing my hair, humming a tune, and then I saw her, very beautiful, but also very dangerous, I don't know why the adult suddenly gave up on me during the fight, maybe, it was the aroma at that time, maybe he was finally tired of this life, and the same me, the successor is the opposite woman? I looked straight at her, and suddenly something flashed in my mind at the moment of the decay of my face, and I saw the cold man's mouth opened and closed that day, and he said that Zhang Kun was dead, and there was still grass to be cut to get rid of the roots. I know that I have finally looked down on this river and lake, he is not the protagonist of the legendary novel after all, he will not appear again, and there will be no eight sedan chairs to follow him, he has failed. I also remembered my answer at that time,

"Do you want to live?"

"No!"

When the black sky came over, I seemed to see the time when we were teenagers, he was studying art in the mountains, and I was waiting for him in the Yamashita Mansion, waiting for him to avenge his parents, waiting for him to marry me.

The moon comes out bright, bright

I think of my brother in the mountains

A gust of fresh wind blows uphill and uphill

Brother, brother, brother, brother

You can hear Ah Mei calling Ah Ge