He seems to be living in a big lie told by himself, but he knows that it is a lie but feels extremely true, and even waits for another person to give him the desired response, like love, human love.

After waiting for a long time and not seeing Zuo Chen's movement, he couldn't help but smile a little sarcastically, what was he expecting, expecting that person to explain to him that he was not so nervous about him because he liked Yeluqi?

Knowing that the purpose of saying these words was not to deceive the truth and appearance of three years ago, but the heartbeat of "plop, plop" was for that, what was he looking forward to?

What happened three years ago, why did his father secretly confess the aftermath after returning from a trip, why did he keep silent again and again, and even why he was already with Yeluqi back then, but later he hid it and let him look for it for three years.

He wants to know, like crazy to know, but even if he wants to know, he has to wait, what he has is patience, waiting for the little sheep to take off his heart little by little, completely believe in his body or mind, and then when the time comes, he will give him all the suffering he has suffered in his heart today, and let him pay the price for his hesitation today.

(Xiao Wu: Float by, occasionally protest, this kid is definitely mentally ill, why should he settle all the accounts on our little dust.) ）

Zuo Chen lowered his eyelids to cover all the brilliance in it, pursed his thin lips tightly, wanted to mutter something from an angle that Rui Yan couldn't see, and finally closed his lips a little decadently, and his shoulders shrugged down weakly, like a defeated rooster.

Does he like Jergy?

Isn't this more like a joke than a joke, but why do people always think so, and there are always people who believe that the little junior sister was so persistent at the time, and in the end, she died of illness in Nanling for him.

"I've never liked anyone, and if I did, I'm afraid it's only my little junior sister who is bewitching, bewitching and remembering the shirt, and dyeing the water and green brocade clothes."

I don't know if I said this to Rui Yan or to myself, Zuo Chen murmured softly, but the intoxicating eyes couldn't help but look at Rui Yan, paused and lowered his head and continued: "Although Yiren has passed away, it is difficult for people who have seen her to forget her, we grew up together in the Ghost God Abyss, and she is the only daughter of my master."

The night was quiet and gloomy, Zuo Chen's bloodshot eyes raised his head to look at Rui Yan, who was standing by the window, had not moved, and his thin lips were bitten fiercely and turned bloody.

Self-deprecating hook a smile, is it really an only daughter, obviously she has an older brother, obviously twins but can't have the same life.

Her brother lives in the sun, but she can only follow her father to hide in the snow-capped mountains all year round, avoiding the world, in order not to blame her father, she has to force herself to smile brighter than the sun every day.

"Didn't you investigate the rest of the matter, junior sister, she died in an accident because of Yeluqi, I can't forgive the person who hurt my junior sister, so I left."

Zuo Chen smiled casually, and the night hid all the sadness overflowing from his eyes.

Rui Yan suddenly turned his head to look at him, and said coldly: "I don't believe it, but since you don't want to say that I don't force you, even if you don't say it, these things will still be known in Taoyuan County, I think your master and his old man should not lie to me." ”

"Why do you always mention my junior sister, do you feel very proud of picking up the scars on other people's bodies over and over again, every time you finally forget it, you have to force me to think about it again."

Zuo Chen looked at him coldly, his eyes that had never been indifferent looked at him like a wounded little beast, and his red eyes were bloodshot.

Obviously, I haven't remembered it for a long time, and I deliberately forgot something that I didn't want to remember because I was too sad, why should I always be brought up.

Rui Yan's cold heart softened instantly, and he approached Zuo Chen in a low voice with a seduction, with a completely different temperament on the same face, which is also the reason why it is usually difficult for Zuo Chen to connect the two people together.

For the first time, his face was full of tenderness, and under the moonlight, he was like the master he saw for the first time, gentle and elegant like a heavenly man, which made Zuo Chen's tense heart loosen, and Rui Yan approached Zuo Chen little by little with the help of dusty and stunned, and hugged him in his arms.

This night seems particularly unreal, both of them are like dreams, Zuo Chen never thought that he would lose control in front of anyone, even in front of the little junior sister.

Rui Yan didn't expect him to be uncomfortable because of Zuo Chen's sadness, so he gently wrapped around him and said in a low and gentle voice: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......." ”

The hair of the two of them was entangled, they couldn't tell the difference, they couldn't figure it out, and no one wanted to sort it out at all.

"Master...... I'm sorry....... ”

Zuo Chen didn't know if he was really so obedient just because he coveted the warmth he gave, or if it was because of the sense of security that his six-point similar face brought to him.

But he knew that he had lost, lost to his own heart, and he didn't want to pretend to be strong to whitewash the peace.

He didn't care if he was leaning on Rui Yan's arms weakly, whether he was wet with tears and his dark black clothes, he just wanted to grasp and hold on to this little bit of warmth at the moment.

Even if no one could see the presence of tears, both of them knew that the wet traces were his tears, and some things were slowly fermenting and deteriorating at this moment.

The night is like a dream-making wizard, allowing two restless people to follow their hearts, snuggle up to each other, warm each other and feed each other in the night when there is no light.

"I don't like Yeluqi, I've never liked it, why do you all have to misunderstand me?"

Zuo Chen hugged Rui Yan tightly like a child, and his head was slightly raised, so that people could easily see the tears and fragility hanging on the red eyes.

Such a slender body trembled slightly, like glass that had been shattered into thousands of holes, dazzling but extremely distressing.

"I know, good, don't cry, after tonight there will be nothing, there will be no more misunderstandings, there will be no more death, I promise you that I will protect you well." Rui Yan lowered his eyelids and patted his back gently, with a deep pity and solemnity in his eyes that could not be illuminated by the moonlight.

"Do you know, that day in the Wolong Palace...... Actually, I wasn't as annoyed as I thought, and then I was even a little glad that it was you...... Instead of Yeluqi, the brute kept saying he liked me, but in the end he ....... ”

Rui Yan didn't know how to speak, he could only hug him tightly, but he couldn't say a word again, he didn't know how to tell the person in front of him, in fact, he was no different from that Yeluqi, he was the same person who was not worthy of his trust, in fact...... Although all this was arranged by Prince Xiangrui, he knew everything, from beginning to end, for the sake of power, for more.

Whether it is Rui Yan or Zuo Chen, they all know that no matter whether it is a dream in front of them or not, everything will return to its original position when it is dawn, and all this is like a fantasy that has never appeared, but no one is willing to let go of the short-term warmth in front of them, no matter whether the posture is uncomfortable or not, they are stubbornly unwilling to move half an inch.

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