However, she couldn't get up.

When I turned over, I realized that my body no longer belonged to me, and it was not painful or uncomfortable...... It's just tired, tired to the bones, and when I move, it's like walking in a quagmire, and I haven't taken half a step after taking a long step.

The maid took the pillow, raised it, and she sat up slowly.

"...... Mourning...... You have to take care of yourself...... They said that they should not cry or be sad during the confinement, otherwise they will fall ill when they are old, and they will not get better......

Sad for what?? Why are you crying??

She smiled, trying to tell them all to go down. I have never felt more relaxed at the moment, and every day before was like walking with a burden. In that case, why be sad??? Where do you mourn???

The maid fed her, and she ate. Bird's nest porridge is very sweet, and there are other things suitable for pregnant women...... She remembered that she hadn't eaten properly for a long time, and a few days ago, she felt that she had swallowed a little bit and that her stomach had not moved, and the digestion and circulation of food seemed to have a problem.

Now it's okay, whatever you eat, it's so sweet and delicious.

When she reached out to hold the bowl, she realized that her wrists were as thin as chicken paws.

"...... You've been groggy for the past few days......"

These days???

It turns out that a few days have passed??

No wonder, the sun was shining outside, like the goose feather snow that had fallen on her bewildered day. Feeling so cold that she almost jumped to her feet.

"Your Majesty...... What about Your Majesty???? ”

Someone pushed the door in.

The smile on his face was so plain, tired, and filled with a sense of powerlessness that had completely surrendered to fate.

Feng Miaolian was stunned. She sat on the bed, hugging the quilt, feeling that the weather was even colder.

"Miao Lian...... You've lost a lot of weight......"

This was what she was going to say. However, he snatched her lines. He was standing across from her, his eyes sunken, his lips chapped, and his whole body the color of iron. Even his sideburns were faintly a gray silver ......

Her eyes widened in disbelief.

He approached her slowly, his attitude was still gentle and kind, and gently took her thin hand: "Miaolian...... I'm sorry, it's me who is not ......."

No, don't apologize!! Don't. What does that have to do with him???

Gambling in his heart in one breath, he couldn't vent it, Feng Miaolian wanted to comfort him, but the corners of her mouth kept twitching, and she couldn't say a word.

No, no, no, it doesn't matter...... As long as he and her are alive, nothing else matters...... In this world, such things happen thousands of times a day, and when medicine is not yet developed, the child mortality rate is 30-50%, so this is not a small probability event, this is a high probability event, and it is not worth the pain at all......

However, Feng Miaolian couldn't speak, and all the words were choked in her throat.

Only her eyes followed him.

"Miao Lian...... I'm leaving. ”

She shuddered.

Ah, the royal driver.

She remembered that he was going to take the expedition himself.

Finally, he still had to go.

She persuades, obstructs, and cheats...... All means are exhausted...... He's finally leaving. This time, she couldn't persuade or stop it. When she saw his eyes, the extreme emptiness and loneliness with which he had sunk deeply, she knew that there was nothing she could do.

She was also very calm.

"Okay, Your Majesty, you can go with confidence. I'm waiting for you at home for triumph. ”

A smile finally appeared on his face, and the whole person seemed to perk up a little.

"Your Majesty, when are you leaving??"

"Tomorrow!."

Tomorrow! It's tomorrow.

It turned out that he didn't give much for a day, and today, he came to resign. It was prepared for a long time, but it was delayed for so long, and now, it can't be delayed any longer, so I have to continue.

In this world, there are many things that must be continued, whether we like it or not, whether we are interested in it or not. Helpless.

"There's been a rush ahead, it's not going to be good, we've lost several times. If I don't take the lead in person, when the time comes, it will not be us who will attack the Southern Dynasty, and maybe the Southern Dynasty will take the opportunity to counterattack...... Miao Lian ...... You don't have to worry, I'll definitely come back from the war early......"

She stared at him, early- how early was that?? Three or five months?? One and a half years???

However, she didn't ask, and she didn't dare to ask.

"Miao Lian, you have a good rest. I'm in the study...... Two hours of overtime will be able to handle it...... When the time comes, I'll come back with you......"

There are two hours left.

It's just weird, his desk has always been a mountain of twists and turns. A diligent emperor has always had such a fate??

It wasn't until he walked out completely that Feng Miaolian remembered to ask: What about Ye Jia?? What about Yega??

However, she didn't ask, and she didn't dare to ask.

It's like the name that was shouted out in the hardest and most desperate time: Ye Jia...... Yegara???

Where is Yega????

She was anxious to understand, so, quietly, put on her clothes and got out of bed.

The two palace maids came up together and hurriedly stopped her: "Niangniang...... Cannot...... Don't ...... What if you go out like this, if you get a cold? ”

The sun is setting outside, so warm, how can it be cold?

"Where is the national teacher Ye Jia now?"

"This ...... The national teacher was personally arranged by His Majesty, and I don't know ......."

Was it arranged by Tuoba Hong himself? Then there won't be any mistakes, right?

"Where is he? Why can't I see anyone? Go and invite him in. ”

"This ...... Mother, you must recuperate now, and outsiders should not disturb you. ”

The words are very vague.

Feng Miaolian remembered that Ye Jia was an outsider.

Indeed, at this moment, a man other than Tuoba Hong is not suitable to enter here. Moreover, he is not a royal doctor.

However, Feng Miaolian did not embarrass them. In this room, there are groups of servants, imperial doctors, palace maids, midwives, and elderly experienced wet nurses...... Originally, everything was in place, but at this time, everything became useless, just here boring to take care of her as a mother.

What about children?

She realized, faintly, that Fang realized that her earlier worries were not wrong at all. That child is the glue between himself and Tuoba Hong. With children, all relationships can be mended. What about without children?? Now, how can it be patched?? Just like in the dormitory where she stayed, she couldn't even go out, and she couldn't even know Ye Jia's whereabouts.

Ye Jia, he is just here to save himself, what can he do wrong??

"Where does Ye Jia live?"

"Hui Niangniang, this is also arranged by His Majesty personally......"

Well, she couldn't ask anything.

However, she didn't know what was going on outside, and no one told her about Dr. Hua's situation, Baozhu's situation—when she thought of Baozhu, her body suddenly shook. At this time, the orb had not returned.