Chapter 35: When You Were Alone (3)
Ning Qiu looked at the casually dressed man in front of him, slightly decadent, with yellowed cheeks, unmodified beard, and white coat, and frowned, has it only been a few days since he came out?
What about the photos of foreign towns? Ning Qiu's heart was full of doubts and infinite fear, not fear of this man, but the dark past that they had experienced together.
"Why did you change your expression? No, it's not this face, you should be happier, aren't you already ...... Have you ever been happy? Wu Fan looked at Ning Qiu's eyes, and accentuated the word 'happiness' word by word.
The bell rang loudly in Ning Qiu's heart, 'Happiness! The strong sixth sense made Ning Qiu perceive the other party's purpose, but ...... But he didn't have the courage to say it.
I see, this person is like fulfilling his words ten years ago: 'You don't deserve to be happy, you never deserve it, no one will love you, just know your true colors!'" ’
Confirming Ning Qiu's thoughts, Wu Fan looked at Ning Qiu's originally calm eyes, and instantly became contemptuous and hateful, "Are you worthy!" ”
Like a sharp blade hitting the heart, Ning Qiu's breathing tightened.
Do you deserve it! Do you deserve it! Do you deserve it!
Three words instantly swept through my mind, no matter what, I can't get rid of it, do you deserve it?
Ning Qiu knew that when there was the beginning of this question in his heart, this moment, and countless moments after that, he would wonder if he was worthy or not.
And the beginning of this doubt is actually a refutation, as if you never got it.
The whole body couldn't stop trembling, and he subconsciously bit his lip, until a trace of fishy smell in his mouth stimulated Ning Qiu to calm down, looking at the man with crazy eyes in front of him, Ning Qiu squeezed out of his mouth word by word: "Wu Fan, is this your purpose, just to see if I am doing as unbearable as you remember!" ”
Wu Fan didn't speak, his face darkened, as if he didn't expect that Ning Qiu still had room to fight back.
Ning Qiu looked at Wu Fan, not to be outdone, squinted his eyes, and continued: "It's different from what you think, I'm really sorry, you have time to entangle with me, it's better to think about how to spend your life after being reborn." ”
After saying that, Ning Qiu wanted to leave this place as soon as possible, as far away from this man as possible, but he was frozen by a sentence.
"Rebirth? Do you think it's a rebirth? Xiao Ning'er, no matter how much it has been covered up, it does not mean that it has not existed. Ah, I remember! Mu Feichi, it's called Mu Feichi! The man ......"
The hand holding the information, the nails clasped the edges, were picked off by Ning Qiu, and the redness and swelling could not suppress the trembling in his heart.
Ning Qiu admitted that he was out of control, looking at the man with an indifferent smile on his face, the man who only knew that he had challenged his bottom line again and again, Ning Qiu screamed: "Wu Fan—what do you want to do!" ”
Ignoring the surprised glances of the sparse pedestrians on the street.
Seeing Ning Qiu, who was finally angered by himself, Wu Fan curled the corners of his mouth triumphantly: "Oh, I thought you were so calm." ”
Ignoring Ning Qiu's almost murderous gaze, he slowly leaned into Ning Qiu's ear, "At nine twenty p.m. on the sixteenth, if you don't come, I'll tell that man everything." ”
After leaving a sentence, Wu Fan silently passed by Ning Qiu's side, and there seemed to be a faint smile in the air, long and empty.
9:20 on the 16th, 9:20 on the 16th, 9:20 on the 16th......
Ning Qiu didn't know how long he had stayed in place and recited these words silently, the moment of eternal stay, with him, with himself, and ......
Ning Qiu walked on the cedar road blankly, and the high heels did not have a crisp sound, but made a sound of rubbing against 'Sila tearing'.
Suddenly, there was a "Oops! The slightly immature voice woke up the dazed Ning Qiu.
Ning Qiu looked around, there was no one.
There was another voice below, a soft voice: "Sister, why don't you look at the road when you walk." ”
Feeling that there was a force pulling at the corners of his clothes, Ning Qiu looked down, and the little girl who only reached her thighs looked at herself with a resentful expression.
The little girl with a pink carving, her round and chubby face was wrinkled, and the corners of her mouth were flattened.
Little child, Ning Qiu squatted down, looked at the child in front of him, and smiled for a long time: "Little girl, you are not injured, right?" ”
The little girl who was knocked down looked at Ning Qiu and asked herself kindly, and praised unceremoniously: "No injury, wow!" Sister, you're so beautiful. ”
Ning Qiu was slightly stunned, he didn't expect the child to be so straightforward, looking at his eyes full of innocence and innocence, like an untouched pearl, the light emitted made Ning Qiu's heart tighten, but he was also envious.
With a teasing mentality, Ning Qiu looked at the little girl's eyes, "Then tell me, my sister looks good?" ”
The little girl rolled her eyes and looked behind Ning Qiu's back, her eyes lit up, "Sister, I'll tell you if you accompany me to eat ice cream." ”
It seemed that she didn't expect the little girl to have this hand, Ning Qiu had no choice but to take the little girl's fleshy hand and go to the garage ice cream shop on the side.
Speaking of which, how long has it been since you've eaten ice cream?
"Boss, two plain ice creams."
"Okay!" The people inside happily agreed.
Ning Qiu took out his wallet, and suddenly felt that someone was pulling the corner of his clothes, and looked at it suspiciously: "What's the matter, I don't like to eat the original flavor?" ”
Suddenly, a coin enlarged in his eyes, "Sister, I'm asking you to eat ice cream with me, not please." ”
Seeing that Ning Qiu didn't continue, the little girl stretched out her hand almost stubbornly, and said something that did not match her age: "After all, I don't like to owe favors." ”
Ning Qiu couldn't laugh or cry a little, but looking at his little arms raised high, it seemed that he wouldn't put it down if he didn't agree.
"I see." took the little girl's coin, didn't say anything, this stubborn look was very similar to the former self.
Sitting on a nearby stone bench, Ning Qiu looked at the little girl eating ice cream with a satisfied face, and didn't force her to ask the question she had just asked.
"Sure enough, the ice cream or something is the best." The little girl patted her non-existent belly with a satisfied face.
"It's delicious, but you can't eat too much." Ning Qiu took over.
The little girl was silent all of a sudden, pouting as if complaining: "I know, it's the same as what my mother said." ”
It's the same as what my mom said...... Ning Qiu noticed that the little girl, wearing the classic clothes of a teddy bear and delicate little leather shoes on her feet, seemed to be a wealthy family, very good, and had been so happy since she was a child.
The little girl looked at Ning Qiu and didn't speak, and looked at the sister beside her curiously, not understanding what Ning Qiu was doing all the time looking across the road.
The child just talks a lot, and suddenly breaks the silent environment, "By the way, I still have to answer my sister's question." ”
Ning Qiu's attention suddenly returned, and she was curious how this kid would answer her question.
The little girl seemed to be very entangled in Ning Qiu's question, staring at Ning Qiu's face with big eyes, thinking about how to answer, "It's strange, it's obviously good-looking, but it doesn't feel right to say that it looks good there, ah!" I see, everywhere looks good. ”