She didn't want to say it herself, but the truth was so hurtful, but how could the man she loved be like this? She would rather he leave herself like that than hear such irresponsible words from his mouth. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com] Burning ж文ж书жLibrary............ Now he can be irresponsible for a Mushia, and in the future, he may also be irresponsible for himself.

Choked in his throat, it seemed that a goose egg couldn't come up there, and he couldn't go down, Su Lian stared at his eyes and asked, "Can't speak, right?" ”

"She didn't."

“…………”

He didn't make a sound, which made Su Lian panic for no reason, she stroked her chest, which was stuffy and swollen, and she was uncomfortable.

"She wasn't pregnant with my child at all."

She understood what it meant to be serious from his eyes, and from his eyes, she understood what it meant to have a clear conscience, Su Lian looked at him in shock, and it took a long time for her to tremble and find her voice: "What did you say?" ”

"Even if she were really pregnant, she would never have conceived my child, because, since you appeared, I have never been close to her."

“………”

It was hard to imagine that she would hear such words from his mouth, and he said that he had never been close to her. Because of yourself? Sky!

"Don't be fooled by the news, the truth is that Xiya is not pregnant, and I accompanied her to the gynecology department because she was sick and very sick."

"So, it's really not pregnant but sick? What disease? ”

"Cervical cancer."

When she first heard these three words, Su Lian shuddered, this kind of disease, the first impression was because of Anita Mui, who she had always liked, such a beautiful year, just so fragrant and jade. But now, the people around me, living examples, are going to suffer because of this disease again? It's horrible!

"The results that have just been found out are not yet convenient to announce to the public, so the media will be allowed to speculate wildly. It is precisely because she has such an illness that I want to continue to take care of her. Since she learned about this disease, she has been in a bad mood, and I am afraid that she will not be able to stand this blow and seek a short-term view. Her personality is not like yours, she is too fragile and competitive, and if I insist on rejecting her at this time, I am really worried that she will ......... She'll not be able to think about it. ”

“…………”

She can understand, really, but not Song Tianming, but suddenly understands Mu Xiya. A woman, a lifetime of youth smashed on a man, but now, that man doesn't love herself. What a sad thing it must be, and what a terrible thing it should be?

Suddenly I felt cruel, if it weren't for her, or maybe Muxia would be happy even if she was sick, right? But now, no one can be happy.

"Xiaolian, can you understand me?"

"She's really so sick?"

"Yes, it's heavy."

He generously admitted, but she suddenly cried out in a hurry: "Then you are still here to find me?" Are you crazy? At this time, shouldn't you be by her side? ”

"Because, I miss you."

“…………”

Thinking of you contains too much helplessness and sadness. once thought that the one-man show belonged to him alone, but after joining Song Tianming's insistence, it suddenly changed its flavor again. How she wished she could hear him say that! But now, why do you feel sadder the more you listen to it?

"I also knew that I should spend more time with her at this time, but I couldn't control myself, and the thought that I might actually marry her made me feel like I was going to explode. Maybe you think I'm selfish, but why can't I be selfish? I want to be with you, but I want to be with Thea for the sake of that so-called bullshit conscience, I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for her, is this really the best way? ”

"At least, you won't regret it for the rest of your life." So, is it really the best way? She didn't know, she really didn't.

"If I lose you, I will regret it for the rest of my life."

Tears fell silently, Su Lian sobbed, and suddenly felt that she had never been so vulnerable: "At least, I'm not sick, I can live well." ”

"If I hadn't found you just now, if no one could find you in a few days, would you dare to say such a thing?"

“………”

Oh, yes! If the horse runs to a higher place, if the horse does not have this horse as a meat pad, if he does not come in time, or, tonight, she is the one who dies. Life is impermanent, no one knows who has tomorrow, in such a situation, she still has to worry about the life and death of others, and give up her love, is it really appropriate?

"Xiaolian, can't you be kind to yourself and be sincere to me? Why don't you think so in your heart, and you have to fight me so hard? Do you really not love me? Are you really willing to watch me be with other women? ”

Song Tianming felt that what he had said in the past 28 years did not add up to so much as tonight, this dull little woman didn't know what she was thinking in her head, people said that love was selfish, but she was so bad that she even had to let love. She is so confused, she is so kind, how can she reassure him?

"What else can I do?"

Do you really want to fight? Then she has really become a third party, and besides, Muhya is sick again now, isn't it equivalent to falling into a well? As a woman, why should she embarrass another woman who is struggling?

"Would you like to give it a try? Just give it a try, work for our future, is it okay? ”

When he made this decision, his conscience was uneasy, but it was really difficult for him to choose between 'family affection' and love on the other. Song Tianming knew very well that if he chose Mu Xiya this time, or, he and Su Lian would really forget about each other from now on. He didn't want such an ending, so he wanted to use his own methods to work again. It's just that Su Lian's determination is not big enough, and he needs to be encouraged and encouraged again and again.

"What about Mushia? Throw her aside? Can you do it? ”

Glancing at Su Lian very calmly, Song Tianming said: "I admit that I can't do this yet, but I will try to persuade her to accept this fact." ”

"What if you can't convince you?"

He shook his head, unparalleled firmness: "If you don't try, it's completely hopeless, at least there is a chance if you try, I don't want such an opportunity to be let go by myself." ”

"I don't want you to regret your decision today, admit it, Song Tianming, you can't let her go in your life, right? Because she is no longer just a girlfriend to you, not to mention, she is still sick, why should you deceive yourself? ”

At this point, Su Lian was still a picture of oil and salt, Song Tianming finally became angry again, pulled her shoulder and yelled: "The person who has been deceiving himself is you, Su Lian, why do you conclude that I can't do it?" And why use your imagination to decide our future, Su Lian, this is not fair, I don't accept it. ”

knew very well the strength of the Song family, and also knew Song Tianming's personality, Su Lian lowered his eyes, ignored his shouting, and only behaved unusually cold: "If you are really so sure of my place in your heart, can these reasons still be reasons?" Who are you? Lingyun's Song Ershao, can there be anything else you can't do? Actually, you know very well that what I say is the truth, but you are not willing to be at the mercy of fate, are you? ”

"When I saw your panicked face right away, when I saw you lying here cold, I knew, in this life, if I lose you, I will hate me for the rest of my life, Xiaolian, I am sincere, but you never want to believe my sincerity, why? Just because of Muthia, just because I have a responsibility to her? ”

He's going to be driven crazy by her, how can he explain that she can trust him? He's sincere, he really likes this silly girl, but why does she always want to push herself out? Isn't it bad like it used to be? In the past, at least she would smile at herself, and in the past, at least she would firmly say that she liked it. It's not like now, she has such a lifeless face when she says anything. This feeling made him feel scared for no reason, afraid that she would disappear into his own world so quietly, afraid that she would choose other people so indifferently.

"I don't believe in myself, I'm not that good, and I'm not good enough to make you give up Musia and give up everything about you."

Looking back at him, the tears in Su Lian's eyes were shining, she actually knew what the problem was, but she was used to being an ostrich, and she didn't seem to have the courage to raise her head to look at him anymore. He is a thorn in her heart that she will never be able to pull out, but even if it hurts, she is willing to eat it. But she's scared! I'm afraid that one day I will become the second Muxiya, I'm afraid that one day I won't be able to keep his heart, he is such an excellent person, how can he be willing to stay by her side?

"Even without what I have now, I have the power to make you happy."

He has the confidence to say this, not because he is Song Ershao, nor because he is the general manager of Lingyun, but because he himself has confidence in himself. After so many years of fighting in the shopping mall, he is no longer the sunny and beautiful boy of the year. He possesses enough wisdom and ability to create a world on his own, and he has the confidence and belief that he will be able to do it.

"But we can't base our happiness on the pain of others, can we?"

She has been trying to be a good person all her life, but no matter how hard she tries, she seems to be so bad. Every day, she has dragged down all her family, and even her friends have been tortured by illness, she is an ominous person, and she doesn't want to be that unbearable person again, Mu Xiya is already terminally ill, how can she have the face to rob her again?

"I'll have a good talk with Thea when we get up."

"You're not going to make it."

It's not speculation, it's certainty, she just has that feeling, he won't succeed, at least, not this time.

"Even if you don't succeed, you have to try, I don't want to, I finish this life with regrets."

"I ............"

Suddenly, he stretched out his two fingers and touched her lips, he looked at her, and said with a heartache: "Xiaolian, don't say it, really, don't say anything, it's just you and me tonight, can't we get along well?" Don't argue, don't argue, just stay together, isn't it? ”

Hearing this, she was so distressed that she burst into tears, and felt that she should refuse, but in the end, she couldn't help but snuggle into his arms, and responded softly: "Okay." ”

Just**,**good, let her covet his tenderness again, this man she seems to have loved all her life, on the eve of parting, what if she stole the warmth of the day? I don't want to be responsible, I don't want to think about the consequences, I just think about the two hearts they want to get close to.........

When it was dawn, the valley was quiet, and the fog was heavy, but Su Lian didn't feel cold. Because of the high fever, she didn't sleep well at night, and she also knew that Song Tianming hadn't slept well because she took care of herself. When he did this, she didn't open her eyes, pretending not to see it, because she didn't want her unintentional feelings to be discovered by him, and her heart hurt very much, because she had a premonition that leaving meant separation, so she could only pretend to close her eyes and pretend to sleep deeply.

I don't know how long it took, she was woken up by Song Tianming in a daze: "Xiaolian, wake up." ”

Suddenly he opened his eyes, which were slightly worried, she looked at him in a daze, and asked in a daze, "What's wrong?" ”

"Your body is very hot, it seems to be burning higher and higher, Xiaolian, are you okay?" There is no water, and there is no way to physically cool her, Song Tianming looked at her burning face, and his expression became more and more solemn.

She shook her head, not wanting him to worry too much: "It's okay, it's just that my head is still a little dizzy." ”

It was already dawn, and he could see everything on her body, there were many external injuries, but most of them were skin injuries, although they were also broken and red and swollen, but they were not too serious to see. However, she burned for too long, which made him feel at ease: "Xiaolian, are there any injuries you haven't told me?" If it's just a scrape, you shouldn't burn like that. ”

In fact, she didn't know if she was injured, and when she just fell down last night, she only felt that her whole body hurt so much that she couldn't move. Later, Song Tianming came and lit a fire for her, she felt much better, and when she woke up until dawn, she thought that her spirit would be much better, but she didn't expect it to become more and more serious.

There was a faint stuffy nose, she judged that she had a cold under the dew, and she didn't want him to worry, she just shook her head: "Maybe it's a cold, and I'm a little frightened, I'm fine." ”

"Why don't I get you some horse meat?" I don't know when the people who saved us will arrive, and if you continue like this, without eating or drinking, I'm afraid the situation will be even worse. "#~&*\*No pop-ups?@

"No, I can't eat it." It's true that she wants to drink water, but she really has no taste when she eats, not to mention, in her current situation, she is disgusted when she thinks about horse meat, and if she wants to eat it, she really can't imagine it.

"But ............"

Struggling to sit up, she stubbornly interrupted him: "I'll get up and sit down, and I'll be in better spirits when I talk to you, and maybe, it won't burn." ”

Seeing that she kept twisting her eyebrows, Song Tianmingfu pressed her down again, and said uneasily: "Forget it, you still lie down!" I'll look around here to see if there's a signal, and if I can call 119, they'll come faster if I specify the location. ”

It was dawn, she was no longer as scared as she was last night, and after thinking about it, she felt that there was no other better way, and she finally nodded: "Okay, then you be careful." ”

With her firm smile, Song Tianming took out his mobile phone and began to look around for the signal source, after all, the valley was too far away, he walked far away in one go, and he couldn't find any signal, he didn't worry that Su Lian would be left alone, and he was worried that a rescue team would come to them. After thinking about it, Song Tianming still decided to return the same way.

As soon as he reached a place not far from their resting place, he suddenly heard a scream, and before he had time to think about it, he ran wildly in the direction where the cry came from.