Chapter 17 Clarity

Ning Yue'e was suspicious and said, "You know that you are used to her!" One day, things will come out of habit, and you will regret it! ”

"It's true!!" Miao Guoqing's anxious tears were about to fall, "Xiaoguang is only so big, it's almost the New Year, how cold is it outside?" Her padded jacket is all left over from you and Yuemei from the past, look at this rag, can it be warm? Yesterday I was like that during the day, and I knelt down in the middle of the night, if I hadn't gotten up and carried people into the house, I wouldn't have been able to survive this night! ”

"Okay, I'll just say, how did this death-weary bag have the courage to sneak back into the house quietly?" Ning Yue'e was furious when she heard this, she originally thought that Ning Guang couldn't stand it and went back to the room, and she didn't have the idea of pursuing it too much, but when she heard that Miao Guoqing intervened, she immediately entered her daughter's house, raised her hand to give her husband an ear scraper, and spit splashed on the faces of the father and daughter, "It's actually a good thing you did!" Grandma and Uncle made a decision, you dare to turn a deaf ear?! You see that our Ning family is easy to bully, don't you?! ”

There is also a reason why she said this, Mrs. Chu and Ning Fulin have always felt that Ning Yue's generation is only two girls, and they can't support the portal at all, and they feel that they are a head shorter in front of people.

So when Ning Yue'e was recruited at the beginning, the mother and son teamed up to brainwash their daughter, so that Ning Yue'e would strictly guard Miao Guoqing, so as not to be dominated by Miao Guoqing's anti-guest, and a person surnamed Miao would become the Ning family's family, and even changed the surname of Ning Guang Ningzong's sister and brother to Miao in the future...... This is absolutely unacceptable to the Ning family!

"Touch it!" If you want to put it aside, even if Miao Guoqing doesn't dare to fight back, she will inevitably feel uncomfortable for a long time.

But he couldn't care about it at this moment, so he pressed Ning Guang's forehead with Ning Yue's waving hand, and said eagerly, "This burn is too bad, I have to quickly invite a barefoot doctor to come!" ”

"What a doctor, please!" When Ning Yue'e heard this, she shook her hand and walked out, scolding Ning Guang for harming people as she walked, "She was happy when she was sick, she lay down on the bed and didn't do anything, just waiting for it to be ready-made!" My Lao Tzu has to work and serve her, and I also have to take money to hire a barefoot doctor, and you think the money is flying?! ”

Miao Guoqing asked incredulously: "Are you human?" Even if the beautiful head is not as good as the Niu Lao family, how to say that it is also your own! ”

"My own life, then life and death should be up to me! What if you don't treat her? Ning Yue'e turned her head and spit in front of him, "If you don't have me, where would she be?" She deserved to die at my hands! ”

…… At this time, Ning Guang was actually still a little conscious, but gradually he became in a trance, and then he didn't know anything.

When she woke up again, she didn't know how long it had been, and she felt in a daze that someone was feeding her porridge, it was very hot, and she wanted to burn her lips with a few layers of skin.

However, he was already hungry at this moment, and Ning Guang still subconsciously opened his mouth.

The porridge that fed her was certainly hot, but the person who fed her was also rough, almost hitting her mouth with a spoon of porridge.

Several times, the ceramic spoon hit the tooth and it hurt.

Ning Guang subconsciously whimpered.

The person next to the bed noticed it, immediately stopped, threw the spoon and porridge bowl on the table, and scolded: "I don't know how to squeak when I wake up, and I still want to continue to serve you?" Dream! ”

Ning Yue'e stood up and left, and when she got to the door, she remembered it, turned around and threw down a sentence, "The medicine is next to your pillow!" ”

Ning Guang lay tired, motionless.

She didn't look back, kicked and stepped out, and it didn't take long for a greeting to come out, listening to the movement was that the person who agreed to play mahjong came to the house, and after a few words of greeting, he walked towards the house dedicated to playing mahjong.

In the quiet room, Ning Guang thought half-asleep and half-awake, it wouldn't be bad if he died like this?

After all, death is really good for her if it's just being unconscious.

But after thinking about it for a long time, I felt unwilling.

She can't tell where this unwillingness comes from, it's easy to understand that Shen Anyi is unwilling to die, how good is she? She also has a bright future that is the envy of the entire Chaoyang Village.

But Ningguang has nothing, living is just suffering, why do you still want to live?

She thought about it, probably, she didn't want to die in Chaoyang Village?

Although the teachers at the school say that there are no ghosts in the world, Ningguang is not a good student, she does not like the teacher like Shen Anyi, and she has no trust in the teacher.

So on the issue of death, she believes in the rumors of the old people in the village: if you die in one place, the soul is here, and generally if there are no special circumstances, you can't go far.

Ning Guang felt that if he had to die, he would have to climb out of Chaoyang Village.

If she could, she hoped to be able to climb to the county seat and die.

I couldn't enjoy Shen Anyi's privileges before I was alive, and it was good to be able to watch Shen Anyi live after death.

I don't know if it's this kind of cranky encouragement, she couldn't move her fingertips even when she was hungry, but she actually slowly got up and drank the porridge left by Ning Yue'e.

At this time, the porridge was already cold, and people who had just recovered from a serious illness felt particularly uncomfortable to drink, and even had a feeling of being sick again.

Ning Guang felt a few pills from the side of the pillow, and he didn't know whether to eat them all at once or several times, so he leaned against the wall and trembled into the kitchen, and it took a little effort to mix a bowl of hot water to take the medicine.

As soon as she finished taking the medicine, Ning Zong came in with a bunch of chopped sugar cane, and when he saw her, he was stunned and said, "You're not dead?" ”

There was no curse or resentment in his tone, it was pure regret, full of innocent curiosity, "Two days ago, my wife said that you may not be able to do it, let me not go to your house, so as not to get bad luck, I thought I could see the dead this time!" I didn't expect you to get better. ”

Ning Guang didn't speak, and sat down on the nearest stool to him with some gasp, staring at him in silence.

“…… What do you think I'm doing? Ning Zong didn't notice her gaze at first, put the sugarcane on the stove, lit the stove with a foreign fire, and when he saw that the fire was up, he grabbed two or three sugarcane and stuffed it into it to burn.

While burning, she told Ning Guang that because she hadn't worked for the past two days, the family was a bit messy, and she was forced to learn to cook pots, so that his wife was so distressed that she scolded Ning Yue'e and Miao Guoqing for being bloody.

He was originally very energetic, but Ning Guang didn't respond, he felt bored, so he stopped, staring intently at the stove, taking care not to let the sugarcane burn too much.

The sugarcane is washed and cut into small pieces of about a foot, not peeled, burned in the straw ash for a while, smoked and burned out, beaten off the dust, tried not to be hot, take a bite, extraordinarily sweet.

Ning Zong gnawed with relish until the festival was over, and when he raised his eyes, he saw his sister looking at him without blinking, and he didn't think much about it, and handed over the sugarcane, "Gnaw off the festival for me." ”

At this time, the town has already sold black-skinned sugarcane from the south, which is called sugar silk sugarcane in the local language, although it is not as easy to gnaw as the local sugarcane, but the taste is sweeter, and the shaft is thicker.

But after all, it is to be bought with money, and in these years, some people in the city have become rich first, but the countryside is still generally poor.

Even if the Ning family has some family background, they will not buy many snacks for their children when they are idle, after all, they will be responsible for the birth of a son in this year, and they will have to build a new house in the future to beg their wives and grandchildren, and they will have to be careful in their calculations.

The sugarcane that Ning Zong is taking now is local, and the family specially set up two dishes for him to grow snacks, this kind of green-skinned sugarcane has average sweetness and crisp taste, so the sugarcane festival is not difficult to gnaw.

However, Ning Zong has always been pampered and pampered, and he will never let go when he can save effort.

Ning Guang would do it immediately, one was afraid that Ning Zong would sue, and the other was that although Ning Zong would only allow her to eat the festival and would not let her eat more, there was a little juice in the festival.

For Ningguang, who rarely gets a little sweet all year round, this is always an opportunity to taste the taste.

But at this moment, Ning Guang didn't move, just looked straight at him.

"What?" Ning Zong finally sensed that something was wrong, took back the sugar cane, and asked suspiciously, "Do you want to give it to me?" If you don't give me a bite, I'll tell my wife to go! ”

"How long have I been sleeping?" Ning Guang ignored this, but asked in a dumb voice.

Ning Zong said casually: "Two days and two nights, why do you ask this?" You haven't worked for the past two days, it's all done by Mu Yan and Abo...... Did you just listen to me? Anyway, now that you're good, hurry up and get rid of the knots and go to work! I'm going to tell my wife later, I feel sorry for them!" ”

He thought for a moment, "Also, I'm going to eat potato porridge, you go and peel a few potatoes." ”

“…… Are you afraid of death? Ning Guang still didn't move, and continued to ask.

Ning Zong was a little impatient: "What is immortal, it's almost the New Year, and my wife said that you are not allowed to say unlucky things!" ”

And he said, "I'm fine, what does it have to do with death?" But you almost died, and I asked you if you were afraid of death! ”

At this time, someone outside was shouting him, and the voice sounded like Zhao Liang: "Zongzong, Zongzong, are you coming to marbles?" ”

"I'm coming!" Ning Zong immediately replied loudly, "You wait for me, I'll find my marbles!" ”

He ran out with a cane and marbles, but Ning Guang still sat on the original stool, looking gloomily at the direction he left.

After a while, he looked down at his palm.

Ning Zong didn't know, when she asked Ning Zong just now if he was afraid of death, for a while, she wanted to grab Ning Zong's head and stuff it into the stove!

- How could he, after harming himself like that, and I'm afraid that he would also harm An Yi, he still dictate to himself as if nothing happened?!

Ning Guang knew this younger brother, so he knew that he didn't pretend on purpose, but he really didn't think the previous complaint was so great.

However, this kind of natural attitude made her unstoppable killing intent and evil thoughts in her heart.

She remembered that Mrs. Chu and her husband had always said that Ning Zong was good, that Zong Zong was the most broad-minded, and he never held grudges.

In the past, Ning Guang was very numb to this, because in the eyes of the Ning family, Ning Zong was good at everything.

Now that she has come back to her senses, of course Ning Zong doesn't hold grudges, he has always given others unforgettable pain, he himself has never been hurt in any way, but has been loved and favored, what kind of grudge does he remember? Where did he get his hatred?!

I can't stay in this home.

Ningguang had never realized this so clearly.

At the beginning of the year, when Shen Anyi told her sadly that she must be admitted to the university and walked far away, Ningguang was actually still confused.

But at this moment, she wanted to leave from the bottom of her heart.

As for where to go, there seems to be nothing to hesitate about.

In town, of course.

She doesn't have parents and relatives in the city, maybe she won't have a happy life like Shen Anyi in this life, but she can at least go and see the happiness and tranquility that makes her envious and dare not reach out to touch.

The problem now is that the Ning family will not let her go to the city, not to mention the countrymen who can enter the city this year, either have relatives in the city, or they are very powerful in the township.

She is still so young, she is not powerful at all, even if the Ning family has a relationship to let people enter the city, they know that it will definitely not be her turn.

It seems that the solution is to go back to the original point, which is to study hard and be admitted to university.

And she doesn't have the talent and environment to be a top student at all.

What to do?

Ning Guang was desperate in his heart, he felt that his body was cold and hot, and he knew that he was not yet well, so it was best to go back to bed and lie down immediately, otherwise he would be seen sitting here, and he would probably think that she was already well and was going to start working.

But she didn't want to move at all, just stared blankly at the mud not far away.

After a while, outside the window of the stove, someone suddenly called her name softly: "Ningguang Ningguang, are you inside?" ”

The voice was unfamiliar.