Chapter 44: The Soul Has Fallen

Lao Tian lost the gift money and "lost his body", and finally the senior brother disappeared from his field of vision, he felt that the world was darker than the sky.

No one expected that a more cruel scene was waiting for Lao Tian.

One day after work, Lao Tian picked up his son and went home, and heard the fierce ecstasy of a man and a woman making peace from the bedroom. He thought that his wife was watching "pork belly blockbuster", and thought that his wife usually didn't have this hobby, and his wife usually despised it with a little tidbits, so how could he watch others turn over the clouds and rain alone. He listened quietly outside the door, and an ominous premonition pierced his heartβ€”the voice was clearly from his wife.

In a panic, Lao Tian didn't dare to go straight to the bedroom. There was a small window between the bedroom and the living room, and there was a curtain on the window, the corners of which were rolled because of the poor fabric, and a triangular gap was exposed on the side of the window.

Lao Tian looked through the gap and looked inside.

What the! Maybe I was dazzled, I wiped it and looked at it again, and suddenly my eyes went black, and when I rubbed it again, my eyes were rubbed with blood foam - my wife was rolling violently on the bed naked with a muscular man, and the muscular man's bulging muscle bumps were like swollen bags after being bitten by giant mosquitoes in Lao Tian's eyes.

If it doesn't hurt, you must poke yourself in the eye.

Because the picture is too bewitching - the muscular man uses his huge biceps to turn a bed into a stormy ocean, and Lao Tian's wife is like a small sailboat sailing in the ocean, struggling to fly on the top of the ocean, trying to control the ocean, but is shaken by the huge waves and trembling wildly.

Just when Lao Tian was smashed into a concussion by hot blood and was at a loss, the muscular man's buttocks pouted, and a plank propped up on Lao Tian's wife prostrate forward vigorously, Lao Tian saw his wife drowning under the giant buttocks of the polar bear, looming, and the familiar snow peak on his chest was controlled by the muscular man, like a steamed bun with a clockwork, jumping happily from front to back, left and right.

The wife opened her mouth wide, gasping and screaming rhythmically, and her two hands kept slapping the muscular man's buttocks lying on top of her, as if a war horse was galloping on her. Men are encouraged to raise their heads and let out a low roar in the courtship of a lion, and the old bed "squeaks" as it slams against the wall.

The air was filled with a watery sound, pouring into Lao Tian's brain like lead, and his entire soul had collapsed.

It turns out that the Gou He in front of him is really cruel, and people have no intention of looking at poetry and the distance anymore, because after the experience, looking at the world will be more bloody than Gou He.

This scene was a bolt from the blue, crushing Lao Tian's last hope for life. At that time, he was still a little sensible, and when he saw that his ten-year-old son was as confused as him, he quickly covered his son's eyes, and the corners of his mouth were wet with old tears, which was very salty.

Subsequently, he felt the need to be angry at this time, this is the standard process that is indispensable when catching rape, so Lao Tian had a big fight for the first time in his life, he was cowardly by nature, rushed into the bedroom and only beat his wife, turning a blind eye to the adulterer.

When Lao Tian beat his wife, the adulterer had wandered inside and outside the house several times to reconnoiter the terrain, but he was afraid that Lao Tian would kill his wife and make a big fuss, so he stood in the corner and watched coldly, ready to stop a murder of his wife at any time. Lao Tian has never fought since he was a child, and he is not very good at beating people, and the so-called big fight is only a left and right slap on his wife's back.

The adulterer saw Lao Tian beating his wife like a mosquito, so he was relieved, and then he jumped out of the kitchen window with his clothes and ran away.

When the adulterer ran away, Lao Tian's son stood in the living room and shouted: "Dad, the bad guy ran away from the kitchen!" ”

Lao Tian was unmoved by his son's reminder and continued to "beat" his wife.

When Lao Tian came back to his senses and chased him to the kitchen to see the appearance of the "adulterer", the muscular man had already fled. Lao Tian also glanced out the window, thinking about not falling to death, he had encountered too many people who fell from the upper floors to their deaths in his life.

In fact, their family lives on the first floor.

Lao Tian came back and continued to beat his wife, and soon, his wife pushed him away in annoyance in this kind of "left and right bow" that was as light as a feather, ended Lao Tian's "domestic violence", calmly put on his pants and came to the living room, and handed him the written divorce agreement.

And tell Lao Tian the reason for her cheating.

When Lao Tian accompanied his brother to the sauna that day, the sweet peach that served Lao Tian as a grassland knight was Lao Tian's daughter-in-law's card friend, and some of these high-level private club women "jumped ship" from the white-collar workers in the workplace, and they were very familiar with Lao Tian's daughter-in-law's circle.

Lao Tian is a celebrity among his daughter-in-law's card friends, and most people have a sense of mystery and admiration for reporters. Lao Tian went to the card field to send money to his daughter-in-law, and of course Tian Tao knew him. That day, Lao Tian was drunk, and Sweet Peach galloped with his usual admiration for reporters. And Lao Tian, who was drunk, was flustered and nervous in his heart, and he didn't pay attention to who Sweet Peach was.

After that, Lao Tian's daughter-in-law went to Tian Tao's house to play cards, and Tian Tao originally knew about this matter. But Lao Tian's daughter-in-law has a bad card style, and in the process of playing cards, the two clashed because of the peach regret card.

To paraphrase Sweet Peach's words, when you come out to mix, what do you care about. She was half impulsive, half ostentatiously saying that she had done it for Lao Tian.

At first, Lao Tian's daughter-in-law didn't believe it, and felt that he didn't dare to borrow Lao Tian's courage. When Tian Tao took out the watch that Lao Tian had forgotten in the bathing city and the underwear with a tiger painted on the back from the drawer, Lao Tian's daughter-in-law was very dizzy.

"Your Lao Tian is really not good, it's only a matter of two minutes." Peaches was so proud that it caused a burst of laughter from the people around her.

Lao Tian's daughter-in-law thought about it and felt that she couldn't suffer, so she hooked up with the muscular man in the company who had coveted her for a long time, so there was the above scene.

After Lao Tian listened, he suddenly laughed wildly, laughing out of breath, laughing so much that his daughter-in-law felt furious, slapped it over, and slapped it on Lao Tian's face, Lao Tian stopped laughing, and looked at his wife who was about to part ways in a daze, and his eyes were about to bleed.

He raised his arms in the air, exerted all his strength and fell quickly. His wife looked at him as if she was fierce, a little scared, thinking that this slap would not be dead or half-disabled, so she quickly dodged it.

But Lao Tian's slap was on his own face, and this slap hit his heart and half-life resentment, which was particularly loud, and he didn't notice the blood flowing from the corner of his mouth for a long time, just muttered: "I'm sorry, I was wrong." Then he slapped himself desperately, his jaw clicked, and he was about to fall, and Lao Tian cried while beating.

The wife watched suspiciously as Lao Tian tried to harm himself, and hurriedly stopped it.

This is the first time Lao Tian has really hit someone, and he is beating himself. After a few slaps, he suddenly became enlightened, and he signed the divorce agreement without thinking about it.

Some women either choose to be tolerant of their husband's inappropriate behavior, break up, or fall into the whirlpool of forgiveness and condemnation.

Lao Tian's wife chose naked revenge.

In fact, if Lao Tian's wife could communicate with him more, give him some encouragement, and come up with ideas, Lao Tian would not have come to this situation.

Everyone else heard about his wife's cheating behind his back, but Lao Tian saw his wife and others performing heartily. This kind of scene is in the mind, and it is presented in the form of anime at any time, whether it is in a daze, meditating, eating, or sleeping, it lingers like a nightmare. If you can't get out of this shadow, your demons will freeze into ice, and you will become schizophrenic or insane.

After Lao Tian and his wife divorced, he wanted to try to forget the pain and get out of the haze, so he actively participated in social activities.

At a monastery Dharma conference, because he was a well-known scholar of history and culture, a tabloid reporter interviewed him and asked him what he thought of the ugliness of human nature.

At first, Lao Tian didn't say anything, but the reporter continued to ask questions, which greatly stimulated his nerves, thinking that the reporter knew about his family scandals and deliberately made things difficult.

Lao Tian trembled, his lips trembled and shouted: "Ugly or beautiful." There are no saints in this world, and the so-called saints are ordinary people! It's a hypocrite! Why is it that a saint is called a chic person when he messes with flowers and grass, and ordinary people are called perverted and ugly! ”

At this time, a mage couldn't listen to it anymore and interjected: "The layman is wrong to say! ”

Lao Tian interrupted him angrily: "Don't tell me about the good karma of Buddhism!" You monks, staring at the incense every day, hoping that the pilgrims will be full, collect red envelopes, raise donations, be richer than anyone else, use the best mobile phones, and play with the most expensive computers. Where are your good karma? I'm going to debunk your fallacies today! ”

After Lao Tian finished scolding, he disappeared in the stunned eyes of everyone.

After that, Lao Tian's spirit deteriorated, and it was rumored that he had befriended a group of drug friends, became addicted to drugs, and wrote a press release full of typos. The leader lectured several times, and he finally scolded and poured out all the long-suppressed anger and grievances on the leader, which made the leader particularly shocked and called the mental hotline several times.

After all, the leaders are not vegetarian monks, they are all carnivores, and after Lao Tian scolded incoherently enough, he was immediately dismissed.

Divorced in middle age and losing his job, Lao Tian was on the verge of collapse and decided to go to Beijing to see his daughter who was in college.

After arriving in Beijing, Lao Tian did not rush to contact his daughter, and first stayed in a hotel near the school. The divorce from his wife was too sudden, and the daughter didn't know about it. Lao Tian thought about it for a whole day, thinking about how to explain it to his daughter.

At night, he lay on the hotel bed, tossing and turning, lonely and sleepless. The phone rang in the room, and a woman asked him if he wanted to serve, and there were college students, beautiful models, and even a goddess of first love.

Lao Tian held the phone and didn't speak for a long time. The "lingering" with Sweet Peach, and the divorce because of this, he was relieved, anyway, he was single, and he was in a bad mood, and the comfort of the body might be able to relieve the pressure, he was half curious and half angry and said to the other party to find one.

The other party asked, "Which type?" ”

Lao Tian hesitated and said, "College student! ”

He feels that he is a literati, a college student with high quality, and he has no common language with model white-collar workers.

After hanging up the phone, Lao Tian took a shower first, unplugged the room card, turned off the lights, closed the curtains, and got into the quilt. At this time, the heartbeat was faster, after all, there was a senior brother last time, but this time he was alone, and he was very nervous.

Half an hour later, the girl came, and when she entered the door, she saw that it was dark in the house, and wanted to turn on the light, but the room card was pulled off by Lao Tian.

Lao Tian hid in the quilt and said in a trembling voice: "Don't turn on the light, I don't like it too bright." ”

The girl stood at the door and asked in a pretentious and professional tone: "It's your first time!" ”

Lao Tian whispered, "Count...... Sort of! ”

The girl laughed and said angrily, "Don't be nervous, I'm not too young to hear the voice, but I look like a girl!" ”

The girl went to take a shower in the dark. After taking a bath, he got into the quilt and slipped into Lao Tian's arms like a snake. Lao Tian touched the girl's skin in nervousness, feeling delicate and smooth, it should be a very young girl.

Then the two of them tossed and turned on the bed.

After the incident, Lao Tian asked the girl, "Are you really a college student?" ”

The girl lay on the bed and buried her hair in a text message: "yes, I'm almost a sophomore!"

Lao Tian asked again: "Why do you do this?" I don't go to school well. ”

Because of the language exchange, the girl relaxed, returned to normal, and said in a normal tone: "Now there are a lot of female students doing this, and the more beautiful ones are either looking for local tyrants or going to nightclubs, and if you have money, you can earn it." ”

"Why do you make so much money?" Lao Tian felt that the girl's voice was a little familiar.

"I don't know about others, I earn money for the sake of the three-piece set for students."

"What three-piece suit?" The more Lao Tian listens to the voice, the more familiar it becomes, much like her daughter's best classmate and best friend Xiaoguo, Lao Tian invited them to dinner when he came to see his daughter - Xiaoguo and his daughter are inseparable, they have nothing to talk about, and the mantra "Bei" is very special.

"It's smartphones, tablets, and ultra-thin laptops. Now students are playing, and girls who find local tyrants generally let men buy these first. ”

Lao Tian glanced at the girl through the faint light of the mobile phone, and was taken aback, confirming that it was his daughter's friend Xiaoguo, but his expression was lighter and more charming than usual.

"You...... Do you do a lot of this? "Lao Tian's heart is about to break.

"A lot, my best friend, and my best classmate, is here with me tonight, and she's right ......next door," Xiaoguo said with a yawn, "and we're going to make an appointment to see who can earn extra tips, will you give it?" ”

"Next door! ...... "Lao Tian's heart was in severe pain, and he didn't hear about the tip at all. He quietly stepped aside and pushed the fruit away.

In a panic, Lao Tian picked up the quilt to cover his face, and said incoherently: "You...... Let's go. He reached out and took out his wallet from under the pillow, and took out a stack of money, about one or two thousand, and stuffed it into Xiaoguo's hand.

Xiaoguo couldn't figure out the situation and asked: "What do you mean, changing your face is faster than changing the sky!" ”

Lao Tian didn't speak, and when he saw Xiaoguo hurriedly put on his clothes, he pushed her out of the room.

"Girlfriends... Next door... The words "Daughter ......" pierced Lao Tian like a needle, and he seemed to hear the sound of evil and carnival throughout the hotel.

Curled up in the quilt, Lao Tian slapped himself countless times, feeling that this was retribution, sin. He was so discouraged that he wanted to jump from the upper floor and die, but just as he was about to jump down with his arms raised, he thought of his daughter again, and his heart ached, and he fell from the window and sat on the ground for the night.

Overnight, Lao Tian's hair was gray, like a centenarian. After Lao Tian experienced the accident, his thinking was confused, he couldn't speak, he was close to madness, and he was an alcoholic, and he talked about this experience with a good newspaper colleague after drinking, subconsciously seeking comfort, but in the eyes of his colleagues, this was excellent wine table gossip. In this day and age, whoever wants to believe the mouth of a journalist is mentally ill and stupid.

In an instant, the fly camp dog of the pervert Lao Tian spread all over the media circle.

Nymon was almost the last to know about it. Among her colleagues at the newspaper, she has the best relationship with Lao Tian. After everyone regarded Lao Tian as a monster and a pervert, Ning Meng was anxious to find Lao Tian and wanted to comfort him and give him some help.

Lao Tian came out of the bathing club of Xiaoyao Palace under the cover of night, holding a needle and pricking his arm, and sure enough, he was contaminated with drugs, and behind him, the guards and a group of horses followed out and stared at Lao Tian who was sneering. Lao Tian saw that Ning Meng's emotions were out of control, and there were words in his mouth, he stared at her viciously, and picked up a handful of garbage and threw it in her face.

When Ning Meng told me this, he couldn't help crying. I couldn't believe that all this was true, and I was panicked, sad for Lao Tian and didn't know what I could do.

I wanted to call Lao Tian, but I dialed it and found that his phone was down. Ning Meng said that Lao Tian was nowhere to be found, and no one could find him.

I still met Lao Tian very quickly. A few days later, in a dim corner of the Lost Place bar, Lao Tian poured a bottle of beer into his mouth, smoking other people's leftover cigarette butts, his hair was scattered on his face, his glasses didn't know where he had lost it, beer foam flowed down his jaw, and his mouth was still chattering.

I went up to hold the crumbling old field and wiped his face with a tissue. Lao Tian's face was full of vicissitudes like an old man of seventy or eighty years old.

He looked at me for a long time, tears streaming down his face, but his expression was like he didn't recognize me. I helped him to go to the bathroom to wash his face, and after waiting outside the bathroom for a long time, no one came out.

Come back and think about it, Lao Tian must have recognized me, otherwise he wouldn't have shed tears.

A few days after meeting at the bar, I took part in the police "meat sweeping" operation. In the roadside massage parlor, Lao Tian was arrested by the police, he squatted on the ground with his head naked and cursed, his arms were full of black needle eyes, and white foam flowed from his mouth, which was a sign of a heart attack, and he shouted that he wanted to go to the Xiaoyao Palace to find Brother Bing.

The hideous faces of the guards with smug laughter appeared in front of me, gritted their teeth and greeted the leading police officer, and let Lao Tian go.

Since then, Lao Tian has disappeared and no one has seen him again. Some people say that they saw him die on a stormy winter night, and before he died, he was as skinny as a ghost.

But I firmly believe that it is a rumor, this society is full of all kinds of rumors of falling stone and gloating, Lao Tian is not a bad person, he is my friend, I hope he can live safely, even if he lives an ordinary life.

One day, a long time later, I received a remittance of 10,000 yuan, and the signature was very strange. By then, I had left the TV station.

I also received a postcard with the beautiful cottage scenery of Yunnan.

The back of the postcard reads: Thank you in my life, please forgive me for having to forget everything, unload everything, even if it is only one day to forget the pain.

Looking at the postcard and thinking about it for a long time, I felt that this must be Lao Tian. He still remembers owing me 10,000 bucks and doesn't know how he recovered, but at least he was alive.

The postcard is beautiful, and the sun is rising, hoping that Lao Tian can live well there.