070: You still have me
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I don't know what I look like now, but even without a mirror, I can imagine that I might be pale and bloodless except for the bruise on my neck.
They said that I was carried in by Shen Mochen, so it was Shen Mochen who went to find me in the woods, how many people saw my broken body? What kind of feelings did Shen Mochen feel in his heart at that time?
I didn't dare to think about it anymore, closed my eyes deeply, left the two nurses with two deep frowns, and forcibly held back the tears in my eyes, but no matter how I held on, it was still the same, tears were in my eyelashes.
At this moment, I don't know who it was, and suddenly called: "Mr. Shen." ”
I opened my eyes suddenly, and subconsciously looked out the door, but there was nothing.
There is no figure of Shen Mochen, and there is no other person's figure.
I thought it was the nurse who shouted by mistake, but soon, Shen Mochen's voice came from outside through the door of the hospital.
He said: "Xiaoxiao, each of us, in this life, will encounter things that make us unbelievable and unbearable, we can't figure it out, and we often complain about why life tortures us like this, why our fate is always so harsh, we can roar, shout, and even retaliate." However, as long as there is a glimmer of hope to live, one should not think of death, which is the least responsible and the least responsible act. ”
Tears welled up, like a fish in the throat.
Then, after a pause, he continued: "How many people in this world want to live and survive every day, but some are because of disease, some are because of food and clothing, and there are some other reasons why it is difficult to survive, and they all try their best to live, why do you want to die. You still have family, you still have dreams, you still have ...... You still have me, if you're gone, have you thought about how we feel? ”
Shen Mochen said: "So many people are trying their best to live, why do you want to die." You still have family, you still have dreams, you still have ...... You still have me, if you're gone, have you thought about how we feel? ”
And he said, "You and me."
I have never heard Shen Mochen say such affectionate words to me, although I have added family and dreams in front of me, but, somewhere in my heart, these two things are not comparable to his existence.
It's not comparable!
But, Mo Chen, how do you want me to face you?
If you want me, how can you face your family?
Hearing that there was no movement here, after being quiet for a while, Shen Mochen tried to push the door in.
I stopped in time: "Don't come in!" ”
It's almost a decisive tone.
It wasn't until he closed the door from the outside that I breathed a sigh of relief and put myself back on the pillow.
Shen Mochen thought for a moment and began to make a request: "I don't have to come in, but you have to eat." ”
I still didn't speak, I thought that if I just held it up, Shen Mochen would lose his patience and leave.
However, a few minutes later, Shen Mochen opened his mouth again: "Xiaoxiao, the people in your family don't know about your admission to the hospital, and your grandmother doesn't know yet." ”
I was stunned for a moment, my eyebrows furrowed, and then I understood what Shen Mochen meant.
If you don't eat, I'm going to tell your family and my grandmother about it.
In the end, he is a person who has been working in the mall for several years, and at this time, he has not forgotten the negotiation trick.
But I was still threatened.
After a pause, I finally answered, "Yes." ”
Maybe the nurse gave me a tranquilizer, and after drinking a bowl of white porridge, I felt sleepy.
After waking up, I heard the nurse say that Shen Mochen left after I fell asleep, and now at this time, Shen Mochen's company should be busy and crazy, but he took the time to come to the hospital to supervise my meal, and I was so moved when I heard it.
However, this kind of touching is not what I want the most, and this kind of situation, getting more care from him than before, will only make me feel more uncomfortable.
In the afternoon, Shen Mochen came again, this time, I didn't ask him to make a request, I cooperated with the nurse to eat a big bowl of red date porridge, and the drip was also done normally.
I thought that after Shen Mochen saw it, he would leave the hospital like noon.
However, what I never expected was that Shen Mochen actually spent the night with me in the hospital.
That day, Jiang Mengjie made such a big move, and Shen Mochen went to the hospital to see her, but did not accompany her overnight.
......
Shen Mochen came in at about eleven o'clock at night, when he came in, I was asleep, two nurses kept watch in the room for several hours, I knew that they were all-weather nurses, and they were going to be with me in the ward 24 hours a day, but they suddenly came out of the ward at night, although even the sound of closing the door was very small, but I still noticed it.
I thought they were lazy and went out, and their hearts were empty, for this phenomenon, before that, I might have felt that they were not responsible, but now, I don't feel anything, and even when they are not there, I feel a little more relaxed.
Just then, the door was opened again.
I closed my eyes tightly and pretended to be asleep.
The footsteps of the people outside were very light, but the room was so quiet, and I was completely awake, and I could hear the footsteps and the direction in which the footsteps were moving.
I heard the man go in the direction of the bathroom.
Syllable.
He turned on the light and moved cautiously around the bath, his legs slightly bent, but he still accidentally made a sound.
I narrowed my eyes slightly, but I caught a glimpse of Shen Mochen's familiar figure.
He suddenly looked over to me, and though I knew he couldn't see anything from such a distance, and I was still squinting, I closed my eyes in a hurry like a peeping person.
The sound was controlled by him in time, and after a long time, there was no sound from the bathroom.
After about five minutes, Shen Mochen didn't notice the abnormality on my side, so he found a towel from the edge of the bath, wiped his hands, and then came out slowly.
He was supposed to wash his hands, but he was afraid that I would be woken up, so he replaced it with a wet towel.
He is usually a cleanliness person, but now he wipes his hands with a towel.
Also, that towel, I used it.
It's an indescribable feeling in my heart.
Shen Mochen slowly walked towards me, I closed my eyes, trying to make my breathing a little smoother, but I found that all my efforts collapsed when his face slowly leaned towards me.
Although my eyes were closed, I could feel his steady and clear breath falling on my face, and at that moment, it was like a spring breeze.
My heart began to beat faster and faster, out of my control, and my hands clutched the sheets beneath me.
Just when I was defenseless at all, Shen Mochen's lips fell on my forehead.
My heart stopped beating in an instant, and I don't know how I would have faced such a situation if I hadn't forced myself to keep a little sanity in my head and kept me from opening my eyes.
Is this still the Shen Mochen I know? Or, is this still the same Shen Mochen who hates me like an enemy?
Obviously, it wasn't like this at the beginning, if it was Shen Mochen's temper and patience with me before, if such a thing happened, he should have immediately made an excuse, said it in front of his grandmother, and then divorced me smoothly, and then lived happily with Jiang Mengjie.
So, what does he mean now?
Do you like me? Could it really be that as my colleague said, all these unusual things that Shen Mochen has done recently are all because he likes me?
If so, when did you start it?
During this period, we quarreled, argued, and even wanted to divorce him, but when did he ......
Before I could figure out this question, Shen Mochen suddenly raised his face and moved away from me.
I was secretly relieved, and my hand let go of the sheet.
Then, he sat on the edge of my bed, very close to me, and he slowly took my hand, then the hand that gave the infusion, and carefully stroked it several times over the needle of the infusion.
In the quietest night, in the ward where no one else knew, Shen Mochen said softly: "It's all over, everything is over, don't worry, I'll get all the pain you suffered." ”
He said it's all over, everything is over, don't worry, I will get all the pain you have suffered.
If this were anything that wasn't like this, I would have wanted to get into his arms right away, but for now, I just want to cry.
However, I really couldn't hold back my tears, which slowly flowed from my closed eyes and down the gap between my eyelashes.
Shen Mochen noticed it and thought I was awake.
"Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao......"
He tried to call me twice, tentatively.
I was afraid that I would cry out loud if I didn't care, but I held back and pretended I didn't know anything.
Shen Mochen was really fooled, and after wiping my tears with his fingertips, he saw that I didn't cry anymore, so he thought that I had a nightmare before I cried.
He's really stupid.
He put one hand on my forehead, stroked it up and down, looked at me quietly for a moment, then gently took off his shoes, climbed into bed, and took me into his arms.
Breathing is stagnant.
My body trembled slightly when I tried the warmth of his body, and I knew that at this time, I could not open my eyes even more, and I must continue to pretend.
I thought I was trying to put it on.
But only I know that it is because of the warmth in his body and the crisp smell in his arms that I want not to wake up.
I tried, and he carefully adjusted me to the most comfortable position, and I fell into his arms.
This is what I imagined at night a long time ago, and the most intimate posture with Shen Mochen finally came true tonight.