Chapter Eighty-Nine: I Just Want You to Be Happy
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The muffled sound of a hard object hitting the ground instantly dispersed the beautiful atmosphere
Blankly opened his eyes, and through the half-open door, Maizi saw the lonely gift box on the floor outside the door, and the familiar figure stained with pain
Brother Xu......
In a panic, he broke free from the embrace in front of him, and Maizi ran over helplessly
"Brother Xu, I ......"
Xu Hongyi clenched his fists, his eyes swelled with uncontrollable anger, and he stared at Ye Zifan with an evil smile behind Maizi
Ye Zifan did not show weakness to meet the sharp gaze, raised the corners of his mouth and smiled provocatively
Countless fires burst out from the intertwined eyes, and the atmosphere instantly condensed, and the air was filled with uneasy factors
Maizi pulled Xu Hongyi uneasily and explained: "Brother Xu, you listen to me, things are not what you think, we are just ......"
Xu Hongyi rudely shook off the arm in the crook of his arm: "It's just what, it's just a revival of old feelings, or a secret meeting while I'm not in China."
Seeing that Xu Hongyi really misunderstood, Maizi anxiously defended: "Brother Xu, it's not like this, you believe me, things are really not what you imagined."
Xu Hongyi stared at the man in front of him who was pale with anxiety with painful eyes: "Maizi, don't deceive yourself anymore, I gave you time, but do you really want to fulfill your promise?"
Maizi lowered his head in shame Xu Hongyi is right, he is deceiving himself and wants to use a new relationship to end the old love that he wants to forget and can't give up
How Xu Hongyi hoped that Maizi could strongly refute him and tell him loudly that he didn't love Ye Zifan, and that he could forget Ye Zifan
But Maizi's silent attitude made Xu Hongyi desperate There was a sharp pain in his heart His feet were so soft that he almost fell to the ground and forcibly stabilized his body Xu Hongyi pointed at Ye Zifan and sneered: "Maizi, you forgot how this man hurt you in the first place, you were born against nature for him, ...... for him."
"Don't talk about it......"
Maizi's eyes widened in horror and rudely interrupted Xu Hongyi's words
Xu Hongyi was startled, and immediately booed, and the anger aroused by the intimate actions of the two instantly dissipated without a trace
The corridor was impermeable, but Maizi felt that his body was as cold as falling into an ice cellar, and his body trembled slightly unconsciously
He didn't know if Ye Zifan had noticed something strange from Xu Hongyi's unfinished words, and he didn't dare to turn around to check the expression of the man behind him
Maizi clutched the hem of his clothes tightly with both hands, forcing himself to calm down
said calmly: "Ye Zifan, you go first"
There was silence behind him, and after a moment came the steady footsteps of a man
Ye Zifan didn't say anything, bypassed the wheat by the door, bumped into Xu Hongyi in front of him, and walked into the elevator
"Brother Xu, I ......"
Halfway through the conversation, Maizi couldn't go on
The man in front of him gave him too much tolerance and love, and instead of reciprocating it, he hurt him again and again
Maizi lowered his head and twisted his fingers, and guilt made him dare not look directly at Xu Hongyi on the other side
The atmosphere fell silent for a while, and it took a long time before a sentence slowly came from above: "Maizi, if only he can give you happiness, then you can return to him."
Maizi bit her lower lip tightly, and the pain between her lips still couldn't alleviate the guilt in her heart
How could he have such tolerance and love Mai Zi said from the bottom of his heart: "Brother Xu, thank you"
The lonely figure of the man disappeared at the entrance of the elevator, and Maizi slowly squatted on the ground and picked up the lost gift box
The painted dolls in the box are simple and colorful, and the big smiling faces on the round faces are innocent and beautiful
Maizi accidentally saw this nesting doll on a TV show and told Xu Hongyi about it while chatting on the phone
An unintentional word I didn't expect Xu Hongyi to remember it in my heart
There's a slit in the belly of the doll, and it's opened gently, and there's a smaller doll, and when it opens, there's a wheat that opens six in a row, and there's a line of tiny words carved into the body of the smallest doll
Wheat: May you be happy and happy every day
Maizi hugged the doll tightly in her arms, and tears couldn't stop pouring out of her eyes, dripping on the doll's smiling face, splashing small crystal flowers
Xu Hongyi walked on the street in a daze, and the cold wind penetrated his body, and even the bottom of his heart was cold
His eyes were empty and scattered, and the scenery around him and the speeding cars around him did not elicit any reaction from him
I don't know how long I walked, but there was a pain in my leg, and I sat on a bench in the small garden by the roadside
It was getting dark, and cold raindrops were dripping from the sky
Pedestrians on the street scurrying along trying to find shelter from the rain before it poured
Xu Hongyi still sat on the chair as if he didn't notice it, and looked at the dry road with an expressionless face, gradually turning dark
In the end, he simply spread it on the back of the chair and let the cold raindrops fall on his body wantonly
The heart hurts uncontrollably The stomach is also throbbing Xu Hongyi forcibly ignored the pain Still closed his eyes and accepted the baptism of the torrential rain
There are countless images flying in front of me, all of which are the man who occupies all body and mind
The pain became more and more intense, and the moment before his consciousness gradually blurred, Xu Hongyi subconsciously dialed a number, but he didn't wait for the anxious voice on the other end of the phone
"Senior......
"Senior, what's wrong with you?"
"Senior......
The phone slipped from its drooping hand and slammed into the waterlogged pavement, the crystal screen wet with the rain, and the anxious sound echoed through the empty streets with the sound of the rain
When Xu Hongyi rubbed his sore forehead and woke up, it was already pitch black outside the window, and the cold wind accompanied by the sound of the rain knocked on the glass window and made a crackling sound, and the warm air in the house was very loud, and he couldn't feel the cold outside at all
A faint smell of formalin permeated the room Xu Hongyi noticed that this was the ward of the hospital
Lin Yang pushed open the door of the ward, and his eyes were locked by the lonely figure by the window
A moment of distraction, followed by a question, took over the whole mind
How could the senior fall ill on the road
How Maizi was not with him
What does the pain of the senior represent?
What the hell happened to him and Wheat
A series of questions arise in the mind, but then they are drowned out by larger questions
Why did the senior call his own phone number before he lost consciousness and not Wheat's
Lin Yang was taken aback by the sudden question, and a small leap of joy came from the bottom of his heart
In that kind of crisis, the senior will still think about himself, does that mean that he has some liking for himself?
Lin Yang shook his head and strangled all those conjectures that had just sprouted into the cradle, smiled self-deprecatingly, and felt that he was really self-inflicted
After adjusting his thoughts, he walked over and stood beside Xu Hongyi with concern: "Senior, do you feel better?"
Xu Hongyi's body stiffened slightly, and he turned his head: "Lin Yang is bothering you again, I'm fine."
Lin Yang was keenly aware of the pain that Xu Hongyi tried so hard to hide, and the heartache in a moment made him want to embrace the man in front of him into his arms and use full tenderness to soothe the pain in his heart
"Senior, what's wrong with you?"
Xu Hongyi's eyes glanced around Lin Yang and to the side: "It's okay, I suddenly have a stomach ache on the road."
The understatement angered Lin Yang, and he pulled Xu Hongyi: "Senior, what's wrong with you, something must have happened, what do you say, what's wrong?"
The boy in front of him blushed and his anxious words overflowed with deep concern
Xu Hongyi's heart warmed and smiled reluctantly: "It's really okay."
How could it be okay
Lin Yang didn't believe Xu Hongyi's words at all and asked, "Senior, is it because of wheat?"
"No, don't guess."
Seeing Xu Hongyi's eyes dodging, Lin Yang was anxious: "Senior, don't lie to me, your eyes are full of pain, not because of Maizi, who else can you be?"
Xu Hongyi was forced by Lin Yang to have no way out, and sighed helplessly: "We broke up"
Lin Yang was taken aback, he never expected that Xu Hongyi would break up with Maizi
But the surprise passed quickly, and the rest was more of a snickering of joy
Lin Yang suddenly felt that the haze that was pressing on the bottom of his heart dissipated in an instant, but then he felt that he was so despicable
actually built happiness on the pain of seniors
Lin Yang asked cautiously, "How could you ......?"
"I don't want to mention this again," Xu Hongyi said and turned to look out the window at the thick night
Lin Yang was also very interested, didn't ask again, walked to the bed, took a coat, and gently draped it on Xu Hongyi's shoulders
"Senior, it's cool"
Xu Hongyi's back stiffened, still facing away from Lin Yang, and a deep voice came: "Lin Yang, you don't have to be like this, even if there is no wheat, I won't be with you."
Xu Hongyi's words pierced his heart like a bayonet, and the pain instantly overflowed the entire heart
Lin Yang roared unwillingly: "Why, senior, tell me why, I didn't have a chance when you were with Maizi before, but now that you have broken up, I am qualified to pursue you."
Xu Hongyi is not hard-hearted, Lin Yang's kindness to him is not unmoved, it's just that before he forgot Maizi, where was he qualified to associate with Lin Yang
Xu Hongyi was ruthless, and his words became tough: "Lin Yang, you're not bad, it's just that we're not suitable."
"It's not suitable, where are we not suitable, senior, you haven't been in a relationship with me, how do you know that we are not suitable?"
The boy behind him spoke eagerly, and Xu Hongyi was a little at a loss
Lin Yang didn't get a response, and anxiously pulled Xu Hongyi: "Senior, what do you say, what is inappropriate for us, I will change it, why don't you accept me?"
Forced to meet the pair of eyes that were stained with pain Xu Hongyi felt a pain in his heart for no reason He hurriedly looked away and did not dare to look at Lin Yang
"Senior, you are unfair to me like this," Lin Yang shouted anxiously in the face of Xu Hongyi's evasive attitude
Xu Hongyi really couldn't bear to see Lin Yang's painful expression, and said comfortingly: "Lin Yang, I can't forget Maizi now, and it would be irresponsible to rashly associate with you."
"Senior, I can wait as long as I want"
The boy in front of him looked stubborn Xu Hongyi sighed: "Lin Yang, this is not fair to you, you have the right to pursue happiness, you are just wasting time on me"
"Senior, I'm ......"
Xu Hongyi waved his hand and interrupted Lin Yang's words: "Lin Yang, I know your heart for me, but I really can't forget Maizi, maybe I can't forget him in this life."
The hope that Lin Yang had just given birth to was ruthlessly stifled by Xu Hongyi's resolute words in an instant, and the unwillingness in his heart quickly expanded and amplified
Throwing away the arm he was holding, Lin Yang's expression was extremely firm: "Senior, I will make you forget the wheat."
After speaking, without waiting for Xu Hongyi to respond, he strode out of the ward
Xu Hongyi watched the figure disappear outside the door of the ward and sighed silently......
Lin Yang sat at the desk and looked at the pure white cardboard box in his hand, and the man's evil and abnormal words swirled in his ears: "If you can't do it, you can sink into it, you can't get sleepy, or you can be imprisoned, you want to take its heart, and go to its body first."
The trace of hesitation and hesitation in his heart completely disappeared after hitting the person's ruthless refusal The five fingers were tightly clenched and the carton in his hand Lin Yang only looked firm