Volume 1 A Changing Drum: Flowers Bloom on Mo, Two Lovesickness Chapter 89 Sleepless Night
ST Zhao Kuangyi held Xiao Tao's shoulders with both hands, and his eyes were fixed: "Don't care about them, it's just us, go to a place where no one is." "I added another sentence." As long as you are not afraid to endure hardship. ”
Xiao Tao hooked his lips and smiled helplessly, it seemed that his family had put a lot of pressure on him. will let him say such negative words. Xiao Tao shook her head and said, "What is hardship, have I suffered less?" But where is there no one? Besides, you are not an ordinary person, you are the SSS of Da Zhou" Xiao Tao didn't know Zhao Kuangyi's rank, so she had to say vaguely, "Powerful, if you disappear, the emperor will look for you in every inch." ”
The whole world is not the king's land, where to flee? That helplessness and sadness spread out from Zhao Kuangyi's chest, until his hands and feet, turned into a burning anger, Zhao Kuangyi punched the pillar of the pavilion next to him, one punch, two punches SSS He didn't know how to vent the helplessness and depression in his heart.
Xiao Tao was stunned, although she also felt a little sad about parting. But Zhao Kuangyi's extreme behavior still startled her, and after a pause, she quickly pounced and hugged Zhao Kuangyi's fist, and her voice became very loud: "What are you doing!" ”
Zhao Kuangyi's eyes were closed, and his body was trembling slightly. He hated his incompetence, he couldn't even keep the woman he loved by his side, and what face did he have to ask her to follow him all day long? There's nowhere to put him with him.
Xiao Tao gently took Zhao Kuangyi's hand and looked at it carefully, the back of his hand was full of blood, this person is stupid. The hand is not his own, why did he exert such a heavy force, Xiao Tao's heart suddenly hurt a little, and he put Zhao Kuangyi's hand down and yelled at him loudly: "Why did you make your hand like this!" What's the matter, is it? She rarely spoke so loudly, and her eyes were moist after roaring.
Zhao Kuangyi looked at Xiao Tao's tears, his heart was suffocated as if it was drowned, and he said vigorously in his heart, don't cry, don't cry, he can't stand this. I simply turned my head away.
Xiao Tao wiped her tears, bit her lip and said, "I'm from Tang." Sooner or later, I will return to Datang and Jinling. That's where I live. Originally, I also wanted to repay you for leaving, but now it's not better, I can leave without repaying your affection, I still can't wait for it, who do you think wants to stay in this frozen man's broken seal, who wants to see you, a cold and cold weird SSSSS" The more Xiao Tao said, the more tears he had, turned his back, and wiped his tears vigorously.
Zhao Kuangyi's heart became tighter and tighter, and he couldn't help but hug Xiao Tao tightly from behind. He was really reluctant, she returned to Tangdi, I don't know if she would be wronged? What fate awaits her? Will she marry Qi Zhengxiu or what Zhang San and Li Si? He doesn't want it, but he can't be the master. There has never been a moment when he hates himself so much, hating that he does not have the power to balance the world in his hands.
Xiao Tao didn't struggle, she cried quietly in his arms, she didn't know where her tears came from, where she was reluctant. It's weird.
The snow outside was getting heavier and heavier, and soon the road they had just stepped on was white and bright.
Xiao Tao looked at the pavilion and said distractedly: "Look, our footprints just now are gone." As long as there is time, there will be no traces. ”
Xiao Tao's words made Zhao Kuangyi's heart ache, he let go of Xiao Tao, took her hand and walked out, his voice was not loud, but it was very firm: "As long as you go down, the footprints now are deeper than just now, the deeper it is, the more difficult it is to cover it again." ”
Xiao Tao didn't say anything more, let him take her hand, and walked back to the old house.
In the Wei Palace, Fu Yanqing was so angry that he was smoking, it had been a whole day, Zhao Kuangyi hadn't come to pick up Chan'er, and the beating had already made him very angry. His daughter, he himself was reluctant to move a finger, just a few days after marrying into the Zhao family, he was beaten by that kid, if it wasn't for his wife to stop him, he just wanted to teach him a lesson with a gun.
Fu Xuechan's face was still swollen, and she really didn't know how much strength Zhao Kuangyi used. Her face hurts, and her heart hurts even more. Where is she not as good as that girl? A small family, she has never seen the world at first glance, what do you want, why is it a thousand times better than her in that man's heart?
Mrs. Wei Wang changed the ice towel for the third time and covered it with Fu Xuechan, and Fu Xuechan pushed it away impatiently: "Okay, it's useless." ”
Madam sighed, sat down next to Xue Chan and said, "Chan'er, I didn't say you. If you are married, you are no better than in the house, and you can't follow your own nature in everything. But you just won't let you say a word. ”
"You only got married for six days and you mentioned the matter of concubines with me, and you still blame me for refusing to let me?" Fu Xuechan almost jumped up, "What should I do?" ”
"It's only a matter of time before you take a concubine. Look at how many concubines there are in this house. Madame persuaded her daughter.
King Wei's face was a little unsightly, although he also accepted no less than five or six concubines, but it was one thing to accept it himself, and it was another thing for his son-in-law to accept it. couldn't help but interject: "Then it will be a few years, right?" The concubine is just a branch and a leaf, and now Chan'er has only been through the door for a few days? Just see if she can't give birth? ”
Madame looked at Fu Yanqing and frowned: "What's the difference between a few years and a few days?" Zhao Kuangyi likes that girl, so let him accept it, a maid, can you still step on Chan'er to be the main room? The lady's position is unstable is Chan'er's, and she has a good reputation for being virtuous. Now that it's such a fuss, how will you let Chan'er live in the future? As a mother, she naturally feels sorry for her daughter, but she knows more well the rules of survival in Houmen, and if she can't control her husband's heart, she has to control something else. If you hit it hard, you can only get into a dead end and can't get out.
Fu Yanqing was speechless by his wife, and he originally taught his daughter to endure a little, but later he saw that his daughter was beaten, so he entered the palace in a fit of anger to accompany her.
Fu Xuechan stood up and said coldly: "I just can't get used to seeing these warblers and swallows in the house, and I will never want these in my house in the future." I don't believe it, I can't hold the Zhao family hostage. ”
Madame couldn't help but say: "Then you can come secretly, why do you have to fight against Zhao Kuangyi openly?" ”
Fu Xuechan raised the corners of her lips arrogantly: "She is not worthy." If I do it secretly, I don't know how many times I have to do it in my life, and I'm afraid of getting my hands dirty. I want Zhao Kuangyi to remember it once, and I don't dare to mention the stubble of concubines. ”
Madame couldn't convince Fu Xuechan, so she sighed and walked out to change the towel. King Wei had no idea for a while, what his wife said was reasonable, but emotionally, he felt sorry for his daughter, and he was in a dilemma for a while.
In the old house, Zhao Kuangyi and Xiao Tao sat opposite each other, and their hearts were heavy. No one knows what to say. After a while, Xiao Tao opened his mouth first: "It's boring to sit like this, it's better to teach me to write again." ”
"Okay." Zhao Kuangyi's voice was a little hoarse.
Xiao Tao grinded it well, Zhao Kuangyi held Xiao Tao's hand and wrote slowly. Zhao Kuangyi is a military general, and he didn't read much poetry, so he taught Xiao Tao to write all the sentences he could think of that night. Only now did he realize that the poet's sentences were heart-to-heart. The love is the most bitter, the lovesickness is difficult to break, and Zhao Kuangyi's hands are also a little trembling.
Xiao Tao is a serious learner, the more serious she is, the less she will think about other messes, and her heart will not be so uncomfortable. With one stroke at a time, she learned to resemble, and gradually, she was also a little alike. She found that Zhao Kuangyi's pen was very powerful, and the writing was full of frustration, as if it also had a rhythm. Xiao Tao imitated it gradually.
Outside the door, there was a night of north wind and a night of snow. Inside the house, there is the fragrance of ink in one room, and the sorrow in one room.
Day, I don't know when it's already bright, Zhao Kuangyi is not sleepy, Xiao Tao is not sleepy, and he writes until dawn. Next to the table were a few thick piles of paper that had been written.
When the day dawns, it means that we have to go to the camp to order troops again. It's rain or shine. Zhao Kuangyi stood up, looked deeply at Xiao Tao opposite, and said in a deep voice: "I have to go." "Do your best.
Xiao Tao pursed her lips and looked at Zhao Kuangyi carefully, in fact, he looks really good, his face is as angular as a knife, his blue stubble is very manly, and his eyebrows and eyes are also very energetic. Xiao Tao's face was a little hot, and she reached out to help Zhao Kuangyi straighten her collar, and said softly, "Go ahead." There's no need to rush back. What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you. ”
Zhao Kuangyi's heart trembled and hurt, and he couldn't help rubbing the little peach hard, low but emotional: "Don't add so much salt to the tea cake last time." The voice fell, and the lips also fell on Xiao Tao's lips. Xiao Tao was stunned for a moment, didn't push him away for the first time, clumsily accepted his force, accepted his lingering lips and teeth, but was dizzy.
Zhao Kuangyi couldn't control his emotions, from his lips, to his face, to his neck, his kiss was entangled and deep, he couldn't help but raise his hand to untie her clothes, he really wanted to rub this little woman into his body, not letting her leave him. But what qualifications does he have?
The moment his hand touched the strap on Xiao Tao's waist, he stopped. He couldn't afford to keep her, and asking for her would hurt her. Zhao Kuangyi bit his lip until the smell of blood filled his mouth, and he was a bastard.
Zhao Kuangyi let go of Xiao Tao, suppressed his feelings, and was helpless and entangled for a long time, and said in a deep voice: "I'm sorry." ”