Chapter 44: Don't ask where to go
Nan Tang and Su Yicheng, who were opposite the second floor, didn't see the three rafters of Hu Lu at all, and the two made a pot of tea and began to talk.
Nan Cheng poured boiling water into the Sancai cup, the posture was the standard Phoenix San, and then looked up and said, "Let's start telling your story." ”
Beihuai took the cup and dish replaced by Nan Tangerine, and took a sip, it was a good Lushan cloud and mist, and the tea flavor was strong.
"I don't know why you're interested in her, all I can say is that she doesn't pose a threat to you, she's dead." He said with a calm face.
Nan Tang was a little surprised: "What? He's dead? What's going on? Can you tell us from the beginning? "She felt that it was not that simple.
He only had a wry smile on his face: "Maybe the relationship is inexplicable." You have read Cui Hu's "Title Capital Protects Nanzhuang", and it feels as if he wrote it is me. I don't know why I fell in love with her, just a normal raccoon girl.
I knocked on the heavy wooden door that day, and that was our first meeting. If I could do it again, I would never open the door, even if my mouth was parched with thirst. ”
"So you first met, just because you begged for a glass of water?"
"That's true. I didn't believe in love at first sight before, it was too fake. But her appearance makes it impossible for me to refute it.
I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, she is wearing a cloth dress, and she is so simple and good-looking in my eyes. She brought me a glass of water, which I thought was sweeter than the clouds. Looking back on that scene now, I feel that the world is so quiet and peaceful, and I want to die in the square sky of that small courtyard for the rest of my life. ”
"Later, I often went to the river where she wore her clothes and pretended to pass by. I also paid for many families in the neighborhood to find her to pack her clothes.
I don't remember the first time I went to the nameless river, but she stopped me directly and didn't say much.
She said, 'Thank you for your kindness, the favor given to me with the glass of water has been paid off, there is no need to bother. I was stunned when I looked at those eyes, and she saw that I didn't react and left.
I've been happy for a long time since I went back, at least people remember me.
I remember standing under her vine one fall. I was worried that she wouldn't open the door for me, so I went straight inside. It was the first time I had picked grapes myself, and when I was ready to go down, she saw me on the vine and screamed. I panicked and fell straight down.
I couldn't even care about the pain at the time, so I grinned at her and said, 'You see I picked a lot of grapes?' She stood there and all of a sudden she started crying, and I was so helpless that I really didn't know what to do. So he took out a grain of grapes from his bosom, wiped it on his sleeve, and gave it to her.
Then she laughed. It was the most embarrassing smile I've ever seen in my life, with tears on it, and still smiling so happily. ”
Nan Cheng listened, not knowing what kind of mood he was feeling. Seeing that Su Yicheng, who was usually crazy, tears broke out of the corners of his eyes, and he really wanted to hug him and cry.
"We don't have anything romantic enough to forget, and we don't have little surprises between lovers. But I always remember that she washed her clothes in the cold river water in winter, her thin figure, and her red and swollen hands. Even though I could provide for her without food and clothing, she didn't seem to feel it at all. ”
"Until finally, I found her in my house, who will inevitably see her? So they objected.
In a fit of rage, I took her out of the capital. But I found that I couldn't survive when I left the house at all, and my temper became worse and worse, and she didn't like to talk, so she left me alone at home all day. Besides, no matter how poor I am, I can't rely on a woman to support me.
So I sent a letter home, giving out my address, and sure enough, they sent some money. Of course, with that comes heavier pressure.
One day, she suddenly told me that she was annoying me, that a parasite like me was hopeless, and that she wanted to go home. So he left me so decisively.
At that time, I couldn't figure it out, but she saw my difficulties. Instead of stopping her, I urged her to leave. She was the first woman to leave her back to me, and she was sent to a dead end by me in this way. ”
Nan Tang didn't understand much, and interjected and asked, "Why?" ”
"She contracted a cold for half a month after returning to her hometown, I was not by her side, and she didn't pay much attention to it, so she went to the river every day, so her body collapsed like this."
Nan Tang thought for a while and said, "Actually, the wind chill is secondary, the important thing is to be tired." ”
Su Yicheng smiled bitterly and said, "Maybe." But after she left, I couldn't tell my feelings, and I was arrogant, thinking that maybe I was just unwilling. I used many people to escape from this past, but the more time passed, the more clearly I remembered her. Only now did I know what I was missing out on and that I could not afford. ”
He paused and continued, "Nan Tang, I hope you don't understand it for the rest of your life. ”
"No one is exempt from sorrow. Are you still haunted by this? ”
"She's really amazing, at least she's staying in my heart forever in this way. But it was so painful that I was so crazy that I wanted to forget about her. ”
"Su Yicheng, you are wrong, how can you forget? People are gone, so they can only survive in the memories of others. What you have to do is to let go. ”
How easy is that to say?
Maybe there's a story behind every smiley.