"Knock knock."

"It's coming, it's coming."

Xiao Hong heard the knock on the door and immediately went to open the door. She thought it was Lu Xiaojie who had just left, but she just thought that she had forgotten something and didn't take it. It's just that who expected that as soon as the door opened, she saw a tall figure standing outside, which was covered stiffly, making her stunned.

And the person outside is Qin Shijin.

Thinking that Lu Zhanyan might have gone home, then here in Hong Kong City, this is the only place left.

Qin Shijin looked at Xiao Hong and greeted politely, "Hello." ”

Xiao Hong came back from his stunned, but he also recognized him.

He had been here before.

It was still winter at that time, and he came suddenly after the New Year.

It's just that his identity was his boss at that time.

Lu Zhanyan was still working in Zhongzheng Company at that time.

Qin Shijin came suddenly that time, and they asked him what was going on, but he only said that there were some work matters to deal with, and he couldn't find Lu Zhanyan for the time being. Then Lu Xiaojie said that he had heard Lu Zhanyan mention that he was going to travel, probably to the ancient city, so he left.

Xiao Hong said, "Mr. Qin, is there something wrong?" ”

Qin Shijin said, "Can you go in and talk?" ”

Xiao Hong realized that both of them were still standing at the door, and she immediately welcomed people in.

In the living room on the ground floor, Qin Shijin was silent and said, "I'm here to find Lu Zhanyan because of some things." ”

"Oh, that's right." Xiao Hong understood, although he was still suspicious, hadn't Lu Zhanyan already changed companies?

"Can you contact her for me?" Qin Shijin asked again.

Xiao Hong said, "Do you have her phone number?" ”

"The phone seems to be turned off." Qin Shijin said so.

Xiao Hong really took out her mobile phone and called, but it really didn't connect, so she said, "She went on a business trip to the field, and she left two days ago, and the probably number is still being handled." ”

"What did she say to you?" Qin Shijin's heart sank, and his eyes were also condensed.

"The company arranged for her to go, and I asked her if she would come back for the Chinese New Year, and she said that she probably wouldn't come back. This company is too inhumane, how can anyone not give it back for the New Year......" Xiao Hong began to nag again, Qin Shijin only listened to her words, and his heart finally sank to the bottom.

"Well, if she calls back, I'll tell her that you've come to her." Xiao Hong finally said.

It seems that Lu Zhanyan's departure this time is such a resolute decision that leaves no room for anything.

But it seems that she has everything in order.

But, how could she.

Qin Shijin was silent, he could only hand over his business card and said in a deep voice, "If there is any news from her, please contact me." ”

Xiao Hong took the business card, nodded and said, "Okay, no problem." ”

"Then I'll take my leave."

"I'm not going to send you either."

Qin Shijin slowly stood up, and once again in vain, he left alone.

Walking alone on the road in the suburbs, the cold wind blows, look at the world is so big, where will it be where she can go back, where will she go. How could she be so resolute, not even a single trace of the trail was left, not at all.

Qin Shijin stared, he didn't believe that she would leave like this!

Lu Zhanyan!

Tossing back into the car, Qin Shijin pondered for a moment where she might go. Except here, then it seems that only left, only there.

The phone rings again.

Qin Shijin hurriedly took it out and looked at it, thinking that it would be her, but seeing the display on the screen, he couldn't help but feel lost.

The call came from Xiao Mobai.

"Jin, have you contacted Lu Zhanyan?" Xiao Mobai was obviously relieved, so he came to ask.

Qin Shijin frowned, "Not yet." ”

"What's going on?" Xiao Mobai was also surprised.

"I don't know." Qin Shijin was equally at a loss, how could he know why she was so decisive.

"Don't worry, I think something is delayed."

"You can take care of it for me at the hospital." Qin Shijin Road.

Xiao Mobai asked, "Where are you going?" ”

"L.A."

Go to L.A.!

Go to Los Angeles now!

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The car drove fast and headed straight for Los Angeles.

However, Qin Shijin came to this highway many years ago.

That time was the first and only impulse after leaving the Lu family. Want to go back, go back there. Why you want to go where, even you can't tell. Maybe, maybe it's because there's an Uncle Lu who treats him very well. Or perhaps, there is a little girl there who loves to quarrel with him.

I don't know who will be with her after he leaves. Who goes to and from school every day, walks with her. Who will let her make trouble when she is spilling? Who will find her as soon as she is about to run away from home?

And who will she go to say, get out of here together.

Get out of here together.

Where are you going again.

I don't know.

It's okay everywhere, it's okay everywhere.

It's just that this has to be the one who can.

It has to be this person.

On the way to Los Angeles, Qin Shijin remembered too many past events.

For example, when they first met, he scolded her not to call him brother. Where did he get his sister, at that time, he obviously only had one sister, and that was the daughter of his adoptive father.

For example, when she said that she hated him, he thought that in this world, few people would pay attention to him, so let her hate it. It's always good if you can hate it all the time.

For example, she loves to read comics, and he still remembers that she was going to grab that copy of "Transformers" with him. She asked him what the end would be, and he just wouldn't tell her. She quarreled with him and quarreled with him, but he just wouldn't say anything. Actually, it's not that he doesn't want to say it, it's just that at that time, the ending of Optimus Prime hasn't come out yet.

For example, she insisted on pulling him to drink coffee, but in the end she was bitter. She wouldn't have known that it was from that moment that he fell in love with coffee. Hey, Qin Shijin, it's so bitter, don't drink it. He had been waiting, waiting for one of her to show up and tell him that the coffee was too bitter.

For example, when she was learning to ride a bicycle, she told him not to let go. But in the end he let go. She fell off her bike and blamed him for a long time. But Lu Zhanyan, if I don't let go, how can you grow up.

For example, she loves to hold grudges too much, and the strawberry cake, just because he ate the strawberry on the cake, she hated him for a whole week. But in fact, at that time, he actually wanted to say, strawberries are not as cute as you, really not.

For example, she once fell in love with the art teacher at the school, and said that it was good to marry the teacher. It's just that I can draw, what's the big deal. But when he left, he still took away the portrait drawn by the art teacher in the window. She wouldn't know that he was the thief.

……

Too many examples, too many memories, like those cold winds, coming from all directions, cut him a little painful.

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Qin Shijin drove to Los Angeles, which was already a city that was not human, and he was not familiar with the road, so he had to find someone to lead the way. He drove behind and followed.

The courtyard of the Lu family is long gone.

Where is it still the same as it was back then.

The sycamore trees in the yard will not be there anymore.

With the impression in his memory, he went to the orphanage where Lu Zhanyan once lived. He had never been here, and after that accident, he never wanted to go to her again. If we don't meet again in this life, then maybe that's it. It's just under a sky, just breathing the same air.

When the dean heard him mention Lu Zhanyan, he had an impression.

"Oh, Lu Zhanyan, is it? I remember her. The dean was very amiable and responded suddenly.

Yes, that's her.

I have always remembered her and never forgotten her.

The dean took out a photo album from the cabinet, and there were records of the year in the album, which were the traces left by Lu Zhanyan.

But there's only one photo.

It was taken with the dean when Lu Zhanyan first came to the orphanage.

The dean slowly talked about the time, the reason why he was impressed, but it also made sense, "That child is a good child, very strong, so strong that I feel that I am being ......strong."

During Lu Zhanyan's days in the orphanage, she was withdrawn and untamed, and she didn't interact with anyone, she was too silent. She is about to go to a new school and to an orphanage. The dean went to pick her up from her previous school that day, and the students in the classroom all watched her pack her school bag and leave, she was silent, and she didn't even panic.

When he walked out of the school, the dean said: Zhanyan, in the future, you will live with me and everyone. It's too far away from this school though, so ......

Without waiting for her to finish speaking, Lu Zhanyan, who was still a child, raised his head and said: Dean, I'm not afraid, I don't matter. There is no problem with the orphanage, I will study hard.

“…… But then she kept running back, so we had to look for it. Every time I find her, I will see her at the door of the Lu family. We told her not to run back, because it would worry everyone. She nodded obediently, but it didn't work, and she ran back next time. The dean mentioned the past, and his voice was very gentle, "Then one day, I quietly asked her why she kept running back." ”

Qin Shijin's eyes were chaotic, and he had been listening silently.

The dean smiled, looked at him and said, "She just said that if he came back, he wouldn't be able to find it, he wouldn't be able to find it." She's going back, he'll be back, because they said yes. ”

Said yes.

We, said yes.

Qin Shijin didn't seem to be able to say anything anymore, just repeated the action and repeated the sentence, "If there is any news from her, please contact me." ”

Finally, Qin Shijin came to the cemetery.

Lu Qingsong's cemetery.

Qin Shijin didn't know which direction it was, so he could only rely on the tombstone to find it in order of name letters. Among the tombstones, one of them is Lu Qingsong's. After looking for a long time, he finally came to Lu Qingsong.

For a while, I didn't even know what to say.

He just said, "Uncle Lu, has Yan Yan ever been back?" If she's been here, please tell her I'm looking for her. ”

Qin Shijin suddenly felt a little tired, maybe because he didn't sleep all night last night. He sat down by the tombstone, his eyes closed, not knowing where he was going. Just sitting like this, maybe when you open your eyes, you can see that familiar face.

Then, suddenly, someone approached.

Qin Shijin subconsciously opened his eyes to look, but saw an unfamiliar face.

"Young man, it's getting dark, why don't you leave?" It was the gardener, said kindly.

Qin Shijin didn't want to speak, just nodded and shook his head again.

"It's not early, it's going to close in half an hour, I think you'll go back soon." The garden keeper muttered as he spoke, "Hey, there was a girl two days ago, who came here and sat down for an afternoon, and I shouted for a long time before she was willing to leave." ”

Qin Shijin's heart moved, and then he spoke, "There is also a girl?" ”

"Yes, I'm here to worship him!"

"And what about her?"

"People? It's long gone, who knows where it went! The careless tone of the garden keeper has long been downplayed by such a scene.

Qin Shijin only felt that his eyes were sour.

"I see you all come to worship him, that girl is your sister." The gardener said casually.

Qin Shijin's throat was also tight, and the business card was crumpled by him, "If she comes again, if there is any news of her, please contact me." I'll thank you so much, she'......"

She's not my sister.

She is my lover.

It's my lover.

The keeper answered, and went farther away.

Qin Shijin was still sitting here, but he seemed to feel the temperature that Lu Zhanyan had left behind.

Qin Shijin suddenly remembered when he was in the UK.

She once said: Qin Shijin, I don't understand, I never understand, because you have never told me. You and your aunt suddenly left that year, and you didn't tell me. Later, you never contacted me to find me, and you suddenly became the eldest of the Qin family, and I don't know what happened. You've had a bad relationship with your aunt since you were a child, and I don't know why. Your relationship with the Qin family is not good, you said that you have nothing to do with the Qin family. My aunt is sick and has been abroad, and I don't know anything about it.

Lu Zhanyan, it's not that he doesn't want to tell you.

It's just that I don't know what to say, I don't know.

I wouldn't want to go if I could.

I don't want to leave if I had to choose.

What is the Qin family, what does it have to do with me, and what does it have to do with me.

I'm just Qin Shijin, just Qin Shijin.

I thought about looking for you too, not long after I left. But then, too much happened.

You asked me why I didn't tell you when I left.

Because......

Because you're such a grudge-holding girl.

If I don't say it, then you will definitely remember.

Even if he wants to leave, there should always be someone who remembers him, and there should always be someone right. Anyone can not remember me, but you can't.

Especially you.

But how can you go, why do you disappear?

How can it be like this, without a trace.

Didn't we, say yes?

If we want to leave here together, even if we have to leave, you should take me away.

Lu Zhanyan.

Lu Zhanyan, I will never forgive you.