Chapter 63 To Serve or Not to Be
The nurse smiled and said, "Of course it's possible, it's still very early, if more than forty days have passed, you can completely know whether there is or not." You can come with your husband next time and maybe you can see it. ”
I nodded, still not too sure I did. Uh, no, in terms of Jingrong's attitude, it already is. He cared about me and wanted to hold on to me almost all the time, but he was a little entangled.
His temperament is probably that he has never cared about others, that's why he is like this, right?
I didn't care, I kept touching my belly after I got out of the hospital, and it was really a big question whether this child would or not. If I wanted to, I would have to be a single mother, because Jingrong is a ghost and I am a human being.
If not, I remembered the little hand holding Song Kexin again, as well as the infant spirits buried in the underground of the hospital. At that time, he will hate me, because I gave up his life. I sat on the couch all the way home and didn't even say a word.
Jing Rong didn't say a word, but he did ask Song Kexin to come over and help me prepare food. But Song Kexin didn't dare to say a word to me, just glanced at me a few times and left. It was only at this time that I spoke: "Senior sister, if the child's father wants to keep him, then to stay or not?" ”
Song Kexin hesitated, her eyes looked around, and I said to Jing Rong, "You didn't bother us talking." ”
Jing Rong turned his face to the side, as if he had loosened his restraint on Song Kexin. She smiled wryly at me, "If that child is expected by the father and the mother equally, then I will keep him." ”
I nodded, was it expected by my father and mother at the same time? Then suddenly looking back at Jingrong, he immediately looked away, but he didn't run away. Yes, since I was a little unwell, this man's personality has changed. It used to be a trivial matter, as long as it didn't suit him, he turned around and left, but now he would rather avoid my gaze than leave.
"Jingrong, I want to talk to you, you don't have a choice this time, if you run away again, then I really don't want this child."
"Okay."
Jing Rong really didn't shy away, he just sat down in front of me, and there was a table between us, and it seemed that we were very close to each other.
The most important question that comes to mind is, "How can I get pregnant?" ”
Just like Su Gan said, people and ghosts should not be pregnant, but I have them now. The most important thing is that Jing Rong not only knows, but also seems to know how this child came to be, I don't ask who he is going to ask?
Jing Rong took a breath, and then said, "This is because I was once given up my life. They have roped my body and my soul into the dragon veins for something. However, my thoughts about life were too strong, and the dragon vein responded to my request. It kept me alive, but it became like this. I'm a ghost, but there are times when I can transform into a real body through the dragon energy of the dragon vein. And the flesh and bones in your belly are made of dragon blood as the essence, plus your qi and blood. ”
I was stunned, and seemed to see a trace of despair and anticipation in Jing Rong's eyes.
"Is it a human or a ghost?" I touched my belly, dragon blood, ghosts and humans, what kind of species would this add up?
Jing Rong said: "He doesn't exist in the six realms of reincarnation, so he is a ghost fetus." ”
"Ghost ...... Ghost fetus, then he was born a ghost? "It's not that I died before I was born, I was a little distressed, and I wanted to cry in distress.
"No, his power is great, and soon when I am reborn, he will be born again through your body and become a human being."
"What, rebirth?" I looked at Jing Rong and didn't understand what he was talking about.
Jing Rong waved his hand and motioned for me to sit down, and then said in a very flat tone: "Yes, I said that I am obsessed with survival, so I got this opportunity." The flesh and bones in your womb can help me to be reborn, and then we can eat and sleep together as a family, and we will no longer be so separated by yin and yang. ”
I could hardly believe what I heard, and finally Jing Rong said, "You don't understand this, don't think about it." Only, there is one thing you should know. ”
"What's the matter?" I looked at Jing Rong and saw a trace of pain flashing in his eyes, and said, "Although he can help me resurrect, he is still my child, the blood of you and me. So, I hope he will be born. But you are the one who can make this decision, and if you really don't want to, I can't stop it. ”
"What do you mean?"
"The birth has me in your heart, and I have you in my heart. The two of them had one mind, and they had this baby. However, if the mother does not want to keep him, he may be injured by a broken heart, and the most wounded will turn into pus and blood. Therefore, I can call the shots on other things, but this matter requires your firm mind to leave it. ”
I took a breath, touched my lower abdomen and said, "He, do you feel it?" ”
"He has, he's protected you before. Knowing that you were in danger, he stepped in to protect you. Jing Rong said this with a hint of pride on his face, and even stretched out his hand beside me, as if he wanted to touch my stomach, but finally clenched into a fist in the air and retracted it.
I looked incredulous, the ghost fetus that had not yet formed had already known to protect his mother, so when I thought about not wanting him, would he feel very sad? I looked at Jing Rong and suddenly understood why he was preventing me from knowing this, because he was afraid that I would miss this child and that he would leave us.
"Let me calm down, okay?" I went back to my bedroom and lay on the bed, feeling like crying and feeling depressed. Thinking that everything is Jing Rong's fault, if he told me in advance that I would be pregnant, then I must use contraception.
No, if I had contraception, how would Jingrong still survive.
If he comes back to life, then won't we be able to get married, and if we get married, we will have children? I don't know, will I be like him or will I be like when I have a baby? Suddenly, there was a little bit of anticipation. After having the anticipation, my body was full of vitality and energy, as if someone had infected me and made me happy.
Of course, this may have been my delusion, but I touched my stomach and said, "Would you be happy if I thought so?" So if you're happy, will your dad be happy too? Actually, I just think too much, as long as you are happy, I will not be happy too, why care about other things! ”
So I suddenly ran out of the bedroom, and when I opened the door, I found Jing Rong sitting alone in the place just now, and it seemed that his posture had not even changed. His expression looked very indifferent, as if he was about to become a fairy who did not eat the fireworks of the world.
"Jingrong." I whispered, thinking that he must have been very sad to be abandoned by others before, so I felt that I should not abandon him.
So when he looked at me with deep eyes, he suddenly smiled and said easily: "You say, will he be like you or me after he is born?" ”
Jing Rong was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly raised his lips. He smiled, but instead of disappearing as quickly as a flash in the pan, it hung on his face completely. Then he walked up to me, took my man into his arms, and whispered two words in my ear: "Thank you." ”
"I figured it out, you're so beautiful, if the baby is like you, then I've saved it. At that time, just taking children's photos will be enough for our lives, I can be his manager, you can protect his safety, is that okay? ”
"Hmm."
"It's even better if it's a girl, a beautiful girl like you, the boy who chases him will definitely be able to line up in Beijing. When the time comes, the two of us will pick at will, and if it is not suitable, let them stay away. ”
"Hmm."
"You say, 'Who is good for you?'
"It's good to be like you, you're the best girl."
"You, you, you...... What did you just say? "I seemed to hear something terrible, Jing Rong praised me, and Jing Rong's iceberg was finally willing to say something to praise me.
But he stopped talking, but I didn't think anything was wrong with my ears, so I was sure I heard it right. So he put his arms around his waist and said, "Well, like the two of us." ”
In any case, I finally made such a decision, right or wrong, I will bear the responsibility of the same in the future, anyway, there is Jingrong in this world to carry with me, so what else do I have to fear?