299 Be determined and resolute, and do not change in this life

Forsythia knew that although Feng Lixing was romantic, he had never been in the habit of bringing women home, so she deceived herself into thinking that he was acting on the scene that night, and deliberately wanted to force her to sign the divorce agreement.

But gradually she realized that she was wrong.

Feng Lixing began to bring women back every once in a while, and each of them was beautiful and sexy.

Forsythia slept in the master bedroom where she and Feng Lixing had been, and he took the woman to the second bedroom next to the master bedroom.

The battle next door was fierce at night, and the women's delicate panting cut into Forsythia's heart like a murderous knife, and she could only cover herself in the quilt, biting her lip and covering her ears, but she could still hear the sound of the bed next door shaking.

Every time his pleasure with a woman became the torture of Forsythia, she hid in the quilt and curled up in a ball, until the movement next door could not hear her dare to poke her head out, the cold moonlight shining on the pillow, she was already sweating.

But even so, she stubbornly lived in the villa and refused to leave, she knew that Feng Lixing was going to consume her to the end, so she bit that breath.

The pot of forsythia in the living room has not grown well recently, probably no one is taking care of it, and several branches and leaves are showing signs of yellowing.

Forsythia had dinner that day and went to get tools to transplant her into the yard, she had never done such a thing before, she was inexperienced, and the ground was full of soil, and by the time the pit was finished, it was already late.

Feng Lixing's car drove in at that time and parked directly at the gate of the courtyard.

Forsythia stood there with a small shovel, and when she saw Feng Lixing walking over with a woman, she sneered.

It's hard for him, it's not easy to find so many women to be able to bring back a fresh product every time!

Forsythia didn't intend to say hello to them, so she went back to the house as usual, took a shower and went to bed, read a magazine for a while and prepared for bed, but the bedroom door rang at that time.

Forsythia thought it was Feng Lixing, and went to open the door with a cold face, but it was the woman he brought back just now who was standing outside the door.

"I'm sorry, I'm not used to showering, Mr. Feng said that there is a jacuzzi in your room here, so I want to wash it on your side."

Forsythia really wanted to go up and slap her twice, but in addition to holding her breath, she didn't seem to even have the strength to raise her hand.

When the woman saw her standing still, she pushed her away and walked in, as if she had acquiesced.

Half an hour later, the bathroom door finally opened, and the woman came out of the shower, already changing into underwear, black tight-fitting and semi-hollowed, which was really sexy and glamorous.

"Thanks, it's still comfortable in the jacuzzi." The beauty was quite polite, holding the clothes she had taken off and going around to the forsythia bed to thank her, and the water in her hair was dripping wet and dripping on the floor.

Forsythia closed her eyes and clenched the magazine in her hand tightly.

The beauty was bored with herself, stepping on a water stain with her bare feet, and when she walked to the door, she poked her head back and shouted at Forsythia: "By the way, I used your shower gel just now, it smells like cherry, it smells good." Sweet voice, the door was closed, and all kinds of customs were separated from the door.

Forsythia looked at the moonlight and the footprints left by the woman, and suddenly felt ridiculous.

"Forsythia, it's not that I don't trust you, I just care too much, and I think it's a robbery when someone touches me." Who said that? She was almost losing her memory.

There were soon a few women's laughter next door, Forsythia guessed that it should be about to get to the point, she slowly sneaked into the quilt, the laughter was still able to penetrate, she knew that she still couldn't hide tonight, so she simply got up and took half a sleeping pill, lay on the bed and waited for the movement next door, but it was very strange, there was no sound at all, and even the laughter stopped.

The effects of sleeping pills began to kick in, and Forsythia fell asleep in a trance, and I don't know how long I slept, and finally I was woken up by the sound of profligacy next door.

It's really going to make her cramp and pull out her bones, what did Feng Lixing do to her, she wants to scream so fiercely.

Forsythia had a thousand images in his head, he and other women, him and himself, the camera turned around, but the screams from next door lasted for nearly half an hour.

Finally stopped, Forsythia's lower lip had been bitten by herself, her body was full of sweat, the medicinal properties of sleeping pills should have passed, she couldn't sleep anymore, so she could only put on a coat and go downstairs, but met Feng Lixing who was drinking water in the kitchen.

He probably didn't expect Forsythia to suddenly go downstairs, and his eyes flashed.

Forsythia smiled ambiguously: "Where did you find this today?" Is it a vocal department? But I'm still living next door, can you be quieter when you do it? The sound insulation is not good. ”

After she finished speaking, she admired herself for being so calm.

Feng Lixing swallowed the ice water in his mouth, almost cold to the bottom of his heart: "If you can't stand it, you can move out, no one forces you to stay here!" After saying that, he staggered past her, and he didn't see Forsythia's damp eyes at all.

The guest bedroom door on the second floor was closed again, and Forsythia trembled, turning around and going to the wine cabinet to get two bottles of wine......

In the second half of the night, there was movement next door, the sound of the bed board shaking was mixed with the ambiguous moaning of the woman, wave after wave, forsythia hugging himself and shrinking in the quilt, and finally understood his so-called "life is better than death"!

When will it stop?

Endlessly, she felt that all her hatred and pain were gone, and she was only full of grievances.

She still lost in the end, couldn't bear it anymore, rolled out of bed with the smell of alcohol, and stumbled to knock on the door next door.

Feng Lixing...... You open the door! ”

"Do you hear me, open the door!"

Forsythia leaned against the door and filmed for a long time, but it seemed that the battle was fierce inside, I don't know if I couldn't hear it or didn't want to open the door, and in the end Forsythia's voice was dumb, his body was weak, and his palm slid down against the door......

There is also a woman's delicate pant coming out inside, and ten thousand arrows pierce the heart.

"Feng Lixing, you can't do this to me... You can't do that to me......" repeated countless times, but the people inside didn't seem to hear, and Forsythia stumbled back to his bedroom, picking up the empty bottle he had just drunk......

He really forced her to a dead end, not to mention that she was still drinking, what could she not do?

There was a "bang", the wine bottle knocked on the door, it was impossible not to hear such a big movement, and the first to open the door was the woman, who came out with a coat on her body, and screamed in fright when she saw the forsythia at the door.

Feng Lixing heard the sharp cry at the door, his heart shook, and he rushed out after puffing out his cigarette......

"It's not too much to kill people, if you really want to force me to do this, you might as well kill me directly!" Forsythia grabbed the half-broken red wine bottle in his hand, his eyes were solemn, and he pointed at Feng Lixing like that, if he poked a little further, the glass would pierce into his flesh.

The woman next to her was so frightened that she was unconscious, and she shrank to the side and didn't dare to move, but Feng Lixing frowned coldly, and what she cared about was not the broken bottle in Forsythia's hand, but the blood on her hand.

Maybe she knocked it too hard just now, and the broken glass cut her hand.

"Give me the bottle!" Feng Lixing leaned over to snatch the things in her hand, Forsythia turned to the woman: "Let her go!" ”

The woman was already so frightened that she was unconscious, and she shivered and glanced at the man next to her, and immediately went back to the room to roll up her clothes and bags and ran out.

"Give me the bottle!" He didn't move, he repeated it again, but Forsythia suddenly giggled and felt like the whole world was quiet.

"The slut is gone, I can sleep soundly tonight." Then he turned around with the half bottle like sleepwalking, and walked to the bedroom drunk, Feng Lixing's heart tightened, and he went to pull her arm, but unexpectedly, the forsythia's calf was weak, and the whole person fainted......

When I woke up, it was already dawn.

Forsythia opened her eyes and found herself lying on her own bed, the curtain of the bed had been lifted up, and gauze was wrapped around her cut hand.

Feng Lixing sat on the chaise longue across the bed, holding an empty bottle of sleeping pills in his hand.

"How many did you eat?"

She didn't want to speak, so she tilted her head to the side.

He was unrelenting: "Answer me, how many did you eat in total?" ”

Forsythia was annoyed and got up: "You care how many I ate!" You can take care of your own merry life, but don't worry I'll kill myself by taking sleeping pills, I don't want to die yet, and I'm not stupid enough to die for you! There was a clear anger in his words, but because of the hangover and the weakness of his body, his voice sounded very soft.

Feng Lixing felt that he might not be able to cure her in this life.

Whether she is injured or hurt, except for the child, she seems to have no weakness at all.

Feng Lixing could only walk over, threw the box of sleeping pills on the table, glanced at her bandaged hands, and remembered how she stood at the door with a wine bottle like a little fighter last night, and she didn't have any heart at all.

"Forsythia, let's talk."

"Talk about a divorce settlement? If you don't give me the child for a day, I won't sign the agreement for a day, so don't talk about it! ”

"Okay, then let's not talk about the agreement, let's talk about last night." He simply sat down on the edge of the bed, the closest they had been to in a while, and Forsythia shrank back.

Feng Lixing no longer approached, but said a little lonely: "During this time, I brought seven or eight women back before and after, how do you feel every time?" ”

"I want to kill you!"

Feng Lixing smiled: "Then do you know how I felt every time I saw Erbao and An An before?" ”

"......" she didn't speak.

"I wanted to kill myself because they kept reminding me that it was a child you had with another man, and I wanted to keep you around, I had to accept your child with another man, and I tried to get over that hurdle, and I told myself that if I wanted to have you, I had to accept your past, and I did, right? I let my children live with us, except for not letting them call me Dad, I didn't treat them badly, I bear the messages and eyes of the outside world, I force myself to be like a saint, but I'm obviously not, I want you to belong only to me, I have possessiveness, I trapped myself in the gap between loss and endurance, and then experienced a life and death with you, I didn't hesitate at all when Yang Zhongting's shot was directed at you, I can give you anything, and you? You're hiding something so important. ”

Feng Lixing's voice became unusually sparse, and his anger was gone, as if he had changed someone.

"Forsythia, we have made this between us, I just want to ask you one more question now, do you have me in your heart? Or have you always selfishly thought only of yourself? ”

Forsythia's eyes are already soaked.

Lu Yujiang has said more than once that Forsythia's temperament is completely inherited from Yu Ying, too hard, too strong, unconvinced, but unwilling.

She and Lu Yujiang finally divorced, but in fact, Liang Nianzhen or the fake DNA identification certificate was just an inducement, and the fundamental reason was that she was not frank enough. If Yu Ying could have been soft at the beginning, how could Lu Yujiang be willing to divorce her, and even when she was able to explain when the messages were all over the place, how could she end up depressed in Paris.

"Forsythia, love has always been a matter of two people, I admit that I have hurt you, but I have been trying my best to make up for it, whether it is my heart or my life, I am willing to give you anything, but you are so stingy that you don't even want to tell me a word of sincerity."

They had been together for so long, and he had spoken so sweetly, and she had never said even those three simple words to him once.

During this time, he went in and out with women, and she was also able to handle herself calmly, so after going around in a circle, Feng Lixing suddenly realized that maybe she was not selfish, not that she couldn't express it, but simply didn't love him.

"Love", Feng Lixing really didn't expect that a person like himself would one day be hypocritical for this word.

He took a breath and pinched Forsythia's uninjured arm.

"Okay, if you don't want to answer, or you haven't thought of an answer yet, you can tell me later, have a good rest, I won't bring the woman back, there's no point in tossing like this between us anymore, if you think about it, call me, we will discuss the custody of the child in the long run, okay?" His last three words still carry the tone of always spoiling her.

Forsythia's heart shook, and tears fell.

Feng Lixing really never brought the woman back, and he didn't come back again.

Three days later, An An and Erbao were sent back by the driver, and Aunt Lan and Aunt Xue also followed back to Crescent Bay.

When he said "think from the long term," he really "think from the long term."

In November, Yecheng began to receive the first cold air.

Zhou Hongsheng called Forsythia and asked her if she wanted to hold a birthday banquet for Erbao, and Forsythia remembered that Erbao was already one year old, and it had been more than a year since she and Feng Lixing received the certificate.

Feng Lixing is very busy at this time of year, and needs to prepare for the new product launch conference in March next year, Milan and Paris.

After a business trip for half a month, it was the end of November when I returned to the company.

LINDA WALKED INTO THE OFFICE WITH A PACKAGE.

"Mr. Feng, this is something sent to you."

Feng Lixing took it and glanced at the waybill, there was no sender's address and name written on it, he didn't care, he threw it aside, worked overtime until late, and there were a bunch of things that had not been done, the people in the building had already left, Feng Lixing wanted to call LINDA to make a cup of coffee, but then he thought about it or gave up.

I went to the pantry and poured a glass of water, and when I passed through the hallway, I saw the small cubicle opposite.

The cubicle was temporarily built for Forsythia, and it has not been dismantled since she left LA'MO, Feng Lixing stood at the door of the cubicle for a while, and finally walked back to his office, just saw the package, and thought about it or opened it.

Inside was a cardboard box, opened, and a flattened navy blue checkered square scarf, with two rows of words embroidered in black thread at the corners.

"Engraved calendar, this life will not change."

Next to it is an embroidered date, showing three months ago, that is, the time when he was unconscious.