"What's going on? It's so frizzy, it looks like the wall of my song shop is going to be raised even higher! ”

Yin Yi finally sent Shangguan Qing away, lay down on the soft couch and read the villain's book for a while, and when he saw the Tang Demon Demon had to hold his forehead and sigh.

"Sister Yiyi, you don't care about your wall this time, Sister Luo is still bent away!"

Tang Demon was so anxious that he kept pacing in place. Her restless expression frightened Yin Yi so much that she quickly put down the book and got up.

"What do you mean by 'gone', you can tell me what the hell is going on, where did the two of them go?"

Yin Yi grabbed the Tang Demon who kept spinning, forcing her to stop and look at her.

"What should I do, they should have left early in the morning, I got up late and saw that there was no one at home, so I ran out to play, stayed outside for a day, and I was hungry at night, so I sneaked back to find Sister Luo for dinner, and I found this on her table."

Tang Demon took out a piece of paper from his arms and handed it to Yin Yi, with a few words on the note, which was very free.

"Hate Yi is not like Jiang Louyue, north and south, east and west, only with each other and no separation. The mountains and rivers meet the rivers and lakes, and there will be a period to see the true fate in the future. May my best friend be safe and smooth, and I wish you a good day. ”

After reading this parting message, Yin Yi's heart suddenly sank, no wonder Luo Nishang came to have dinner with her yesterday, said a lot of strange things, stayed until late before leaving, and hugged Yin Yi a few times with wine, she only thought that it was a friend who was disappointed, but she never thought that it was Luo Nisheng's farewell for her.

Yin Yi's mind suddenly sounded the words that Luo Nishang said yesterday when she was drunk lying on top of her......

"Today I don't want to call you the county lord, I want to call you Yin Yi, as I said when we first met, you are the one who can help me achieve freedom, and now, I still thank you for giving me courage."

"In the past, I thought that I would be happy and happy when I flew out of the golden wire cage that fate created for me, but I found that I was still too obsessed, and I still wanted to find that person."

"Yin Yi, I'm sick, very sick, this time, you can't wake me up."

"If I wasn't Miss Luo's family, and you weren't the county lord, in that case, we could go to the rivers and lakes to have a while, I will be a heroine, and you will also be a heroine, walking the rivers and lakes, and supporting justice, how good." But maybe then, we won't know each other. Identity and wealth give us the privilege of being respected and favored by the world, while also depriving us of the basics of pursuing freedom and willfulness. ”

"Yin Yi, I am selfish, when I still have a choice, I want to find the answer in my heart, if that answer is what makes me desperate, then I will go back to Yancheng, inherit the family business according to my father's wishes, and go to live the established life......"

……

Yin Yi also heard Luo Nishang say these words in a half-drunk and half-awake state, Yin Yi thought it was just Luo Nisheng's drunken words, but she didn't expect that they were all truths, she wanted to find her own answer, but Yin Yi seemed to be planning to take root in a comfortable place, so she could only choose to leave.

Yin Yi blamed herself very much, she should have noticed that Luo Nishang has been quiet and terrible recently, she hardly comes to find fault, and she doesn't joke with Yin Yi much, it's really a little different from her wanton life in the past, burying Yin Yi's temperament. During this time, Yin Yi ignored the emotional needs of her friends because of Xi Fengyin's matter and the preparation to open a store, so that she didn't notice Luo Nishang's other intentions.

"Sister Yiyi, Sister Luo is also gone, Wanwan is also gone, Helian Dongdong and Zhanfeng are running back and forth with you here, now the whole cave is in the sky, no one cooks for Yiyi, and the demon doesn't even have a person to talk to, it's too dark in the yard at night, Uncle Li goes to bed early every time, I'll be afraid if I live alone, or I'll stay here and live with you today."

Tang Demon was a little pitiful and sat cross-legged on the soft couch, holding his head and looking at Yin Yi, who had not spoken. She didn't want to go back to that dark yard.

"What I should have realized was that I was negligent. Understandably, though, this was her choice. Choosing to say goodbye is Nishang's biggest reluctance to us, let her go. If you want to stay, sleep with me today, Tiangefang is now considered to have entered the formality, and the matter of Nishang reminds me that I have been staying in my comfort zone recently, and I have indeed forgotten my original intention. ”

Yin Yi looked at these simple words, and his heart was mixed. Life is really tricky sometimes, when she left the Medicine King Valley in pain, she hoped that she could come out to see the bigger world and find a way home, but after going through so many places, she and Xifeng Yin crossed paths again, and made a family appointment, as if this exodus did not make any sense, and everything returned to the original point. At the beginning, she pretended to be a man and Luo Nishang to marry Luo Nishang to bring Luo Nishang out of Luo's Mansion, and she also brought them to Phoenix, she said that she would take them to enjoy the beautiful scenery of the world and eat all the food in the world, but since she regained her identity as the small county lord of Zhennan Wangfu, she thought about it and stopped actively running out, everything revolved around family affection, and the short-term warmth blinded her eyes, hindered her steps, and made her forget her promise to her friends, and got family affection, but lost friendship, This is not the situation that Yin Yi wants to see. Yin Yi wants to go home, wants to return to modern times, she knows that she doesn't belong here, she doesn't belong to this era, she didn't want to be bound by too many people from another world, but now there are more and more people around her, since Master Jingming made some explanations about her life experience, she has forgotten her desire to go home, and she is more and more nostalgic for everything she has. She doesn't know what's wrong with her, at every intersection she chooses, she is constantly compromising her fate and choosing the easiest path to take. It was she who originally wanted to be free, but now she chose stability, Luo Nishang was originally stable, and now she has almost given up all her honors for freedom, which is really a very ironic thing.

"Youyou, if you're sleepy, go to sleep first, and I'll go out for a while."

Yin Yi suddenly began to be a little confused, what kind of life did she want to live, she had always thought that she was living very clearly, but now it seems that she doesn't understand it very well.

"Zhanfeng, accompany me to the riverside."

Yin Yi met Zhan Feng downstairs, she didn't want to be alone, it was like talking to someone, Zhan Feng was the one who grew up with Shangguan Yi, and it couldn't be better to find him to be a listener.

"The county lord is in a bad mood?"

Zhan Feng looked at Yin Yi walking with his head down and a depressed look, he didn't open his mouth along the way, and he couldn't help but ask when he was almost on the riverside.

Walking to the riverside, Yin Yi finally stopped, she looked at the sparkling spots on the water, and the bright lights on the boat in the distance, some suddenly separated from the world, although the person was standing here, but Yin Yi still felt that there was no sense of settlement in her heart.

"yes, I'm in a bad mood. My emotions are all on my face, so you can see it, right? ”

Yin Yi's eyes were empty, and he leaned on the railing on the bridge to look into the distance, only sporadic bright lights flickered in the distance, and everything else was pitch black.

"The county lord is a straightforward person, he smiles when he is happy, he loses his temper when he is unhappy, he frowns and doesn't speak when he is unhappy, and his emotions are almost written on his face, and Zhan Feng naturally knows it. However, Zhan Feng doesn't understand very well, the palace has been calm recently, and the business of Tiangefang is also booming, what is the county lord sad about? ”

Zhan Feng held the saber in his hand in front of his chest, which was his usual habit, and when he was confused, he would wait for the other party to answer in such a posture.

"Yes, it seems that everything is in a good state, I eat well, dress well, have fun, my family loves my friends, I am not happy! However, Zhanfeng, I am now uneasy in my heart, all this is like stolen happiness, it does not belong to me, and all the joy and warmth may disappear at any time. ”

Yin Yi wanted to describe the truest thoughts in her heart as much as possible, she didn't know if Zhan Feng could understand or understand her complex state of mind, but she still wanted someone to know that she was so confused at the moment, and she didn't want to hold back if she wanted to say it.

"How could it be stolen, doesn't the county lord know that all the people who get together are because they have an intersection with you, so we have a connection? If it weren't for you, I, Dongdong, the demon, the neon, and the bend, we wouldn't have come into contact with each other, and we wouldn't have become friends, all because of your existence. Therefore, you are the source of everyone's happiness and the link hub of our emotions. ”

Zhan Feng's voice was low and gentle at the moment, and he felt that Yin Yi's heart had a small fold at the moment, which blocked her from seeing the reality clearly, so he wanted to smooth this fold for her, so that she could turn back into that happy, happy, and hopeful little county lord.

"You're saying, but I'm confused. Zhanfeng, you have been by my side as a county lord since you were a child, what was my previous personality? ”

Yin Yi was suddenly very curious, what kind of character Shangguan Yi was in the past, would he be like her, he also liked to be naughty and tossing around.

"The county lord means what he was like before he came back this time, right? Also, I always forget that the county lord is an amnesiac person. The county lord used to be a particularly thoughtful person, innocent and kind, lively and lovely. However, it is precisely because he is too well protected by the palace that he always thinks that this world is full of beauty and kindness, so after being hurt by General Su's affairs, the county lord began to become depressed, passive and avoidant, and did not like to go out. Before that, the county lord was like the sun in the sky, shining on the entire palace, and everyone liked the county lord very much, because the county lord always shared the delicious food and fun with others. There are also pranks from time to time, but they are all innocuous jokes that cannot be taken seriously. Zhan Feng thinks that it is better to be the current county lord, dare to love and hate, have his own principles, and will not easily hurt others, nor will he be easily hurt. Such a county lord is even stronger, even if you leave the protection of the palace, Zhanfeng believes that you can live well. ”

Zhan Feng is actually a little confused, the county lord is seriously ill, his personality is simply upside down, and many times, Zhan Feng feels like a different person, but he chooses not to ask or explore, in his concept, as long as she is good, everything is fine.