Chapter 188: When I Love You, You Don't Love Me
In the ward, only Lin Xiaoru and Tang Yu remained.
……
Lin Xiaoru quietly looked at the man kneeling in front of him, like looking at a stranger.
Looking at Lin Xiaoru's empty eyes without any color, indifferent and detached.
At that moment, the black vines that grew madly from the bottom of his heart wrapped Tang Yu all over his body!
Tang Yu grabbed Lin Xiaoru's hand tightly.
He felt like he was going to lose her hand......
But---
Her hands were so cold, so cold, and only bones were left in her slender fingers, which made him feel pain......
"Xiaoru, don't be like this, are you good at talking?
You hit me, you scold me, you hit me......"
Tang Yu grabbed Lin Xiaoru's hand and slapped it hard in his face.
Lin Xiao looked at it blankly, blood oozed from the pinholes on the back of her skinny hand, and it fell on the pale hospital bed sheets "ticking".
Drop by drop, drop by drop......
Lin Xiaoru still looked at it expressionlessly.
Tang Yu's crying eyes trembled violently, and he hurt her again!
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"
The hoarse voice echoed over and over again the cold walls of the ward, repeating ......
……
"Tang Yu."
The woman who was wooden finally spoke, and her hoarse voice was not as light and good as usual.
Tang Yu trembled violently, his chaotic eyes looked directly at the woman on the hospital bed excitedly, she was calling him, she finally spoke to him!
However, Lin Xiaoru's next words once again drove Tang Yu into the abyss of no return.
"Let's get a divorce."
Lin Xiaoru's faint eyebrows were still as calm as water.
"No, I'm definitely not going to divorce you! No! ”
The man roared in anger, and it seemed that the whole building was going crazy.
At the thought of losing her, Tang Yu felt that his breathing became difficult.
……
Tang Yu's tears fell down his cheeks on the back of Lin Xiaoru's white and purple hand, hot and heart-wrenching......
"Don't get a divorce, I know it's wrong, I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
I love you, I love you......"
In the empty eyes, finally, tears slipped down.
Silently, the whole lonely air was desolate......
Lin Xiaoru looked at the man who was crying silently, slowly raised his hand, wiped the tears on his face, his indifferent eyes finally trembled, and said softly,
"Tang Yu, don't tell me I'm sorry, you've said enough.
If you want to blame, you can only blame us for having no fate in this life. ”
……
Tang Yu shook his head frantically in a hoarse voice.
No, it's not like that.
Lin Xiaoru's skinny fingers brushed his silhouette, falling into her spiral fingerprints, and the mark of her life has been engraved since then......
"I always thought I loved you enough, so I believed in you unconditionally, as long as you said, I believed.
But I was wrong again.
It turns out that I don't believe in you as much as I imagined.
When I saw the photos sent by Tong Yingyue, I myself was completely collapsed for the strong city wall.
So, the child is gone.
The last support between us is gone......"
The hoarse voice trembled more and more, and every breath turned into a heart-tearing pain, like a steel string, cutting one at a time......
……
"And you, Tang Yu, you didn't trust me either.
If you believe me, when I asked you if you had touched her that day, you would be honest with me, and you wouldn't wait for her to come and tell me that it was too late.
Our children will never come back. ”
Child......
This is the heaviest price they have paid, unexpectedly, and it has become the saddest sacrifice of love......
"There will be another child, Xiaoru, and there will be ......"
Tang Yu kissed her hand frantically, trying to warm her body temperature, but it was getting colder and colder.
Lin Xiaoru shook her head gently,
"No, no more......
When I love you, you don't love me.
When I'm tired and hurt, you turn around and see me.
Tang Yu, here, it's already cold. ”
Lin Xiaoru's palm covering Tang Yu's face slowly lifted it and poked it into his heart.
Her heart is already cold......
When the heart is cold, there will be no more love, nothing left.
"Tang Yu, get a divorce."
……
Lin Xiaoru's tear-wet eyes became cold again, becoming more and more indifferent, and desperate hatred......
The hand that was grabbed was pulled away fiercely, and there was a cold and silent air.
In an instant, Tang Yu's blood was as if it had been frozen by a heavy snowfall, and through those indifferent eyes, it shattered little by little......
Tang Yu didn't know how he agreed, it was like being choked by the throat, and the word "good" was bloody......
Outside the ward, the man sat on the cold ground in despair, crying with his head in his hands.
In the ward, the woman covered her mouth stiffly, and her weak body trembled fiercely in the pale quilt.
Memories are all painful.
……
Mrs. Tang hugged Lin Xiaoru heartbrokenly, her eyes were shining with tears, she gently patted her trembling back, and said lovingly and kindly,
"Cry, child, Mom knows that you have been wronged, it's all over, it's all over......"
Lin Xiaoru leaned on Mrs. Tang's arms and cried like a child......
……
Back in the room, Tang Yu was already restless and was about to rush to Mrs. Tang's room to snatch his daughter-in-law back.
"Xiaoru!"
As soon as the door opened, Tang Yu was so excited that he even ran away with his slippers, rushed up, and hugged her tightly.
Lin Xiaoru felt Tang Yu's warm embrace, and the sadness between her eyebrows dissipated little by little.
Raising his head and looking at his nervous eyes, there was a kind of sadness and joy that came from bitterness.
"You...... You okay? ”
Tang Yu asked cautiously, he had never spoken to her in this tone before.
Lin Xiaoru's heart ached, but she smiled and nodded,
"I'm fine."
Tang Yu relieved his heart at this time, he was so scared, afraid that as soon as she opened her mouth, she would say that she would divorce him again.
Lin Xiaoru gently wrapped her arms around Tang Yu's waist and said lightly,
"Tang Yu, don't worry, since I agreed, I will definitely continue to walk.
Even if there is no end to this road, I admit it. ”
Tang Yu seemed to be hit hard in the chest, lowered his head, looked straight into her eyes, and said in a stinging voice,
"Xiaoru, there is no end to this road, because I want to go on with you for the rest of my life."
……
In the soft yellow light---
Tang Yu gently hugged Lin Xiaoru and walked towards the big bed not far away, the woman's light eyebrows were as light as water......
The long hair scattered like a waterfall is delicate/glamorous to that cold face, dyed with the most charming charm/charm.
Gentle kisses, lingering lips and tongues, and the palm lightly caressing the snow-white delicate body under him, domineering and possessing her......
The woman's eyes were moving/emotional, and she looked straight at the man on her body.
Seeing him forget himself because of his madness, crystal tears fell from the corners of his eyes......
He kissed her tears, puffed in his mouth, and the salty taste diffused,
"Don't cry, I'll be distressed."