Chapter 580 White Lies
Qin Liusu's heart chuckled, and the box in his arms trembled.
"Mother, I'm ...... My brother ...... He has something to do and can't come back for a while. After hesitating, Su Duan still said such a thing.
It's a lie.
Qin Liusu couldn't do it, she couldn't tell Mrs. An that her brother was dead. She would rather lie to the people of Anfu than face such a blow to Mrs. An again.
I don't want Mrs. An's fragile and sickly body to be destroyed again.
"Mother, my brother is working harder and harder now, he has important things to do, so he can't come back to see you this time, my brother wants me to say hello to you on his behalf, so this time I'm back alone."
When he said these words, Qin Liusu didn't know how nervous he was. Her heart was already pounding.
She had to use lies to cover up her painful past, and she had to tell these lies calmly and with a smile. Qin Liusu's heart seemed to be dripping blood.
"It's okay, Qin Liusu, since your brother is busy, I will be happy when you come back." Mrs. Ann was thus concealed. Indeed, even if only Qin Liusu came back, she was still very happy.
Her children, Qin Liusu and An Wenzhao, are also her children, and it is good to be able to come back one. An Wenzhao is also getting more and more promising, even if he is busy, even if he can't come back for a while, as long as he hears that he is still fine, Mrs. An is not so worried.
As long as she saw that Qin Liusu was fine and appeared in front of her unharmed, Mrs. An's face was full of joyful smiles.
It's just that if you make up a lie yourself, you have to round it down. Remembering that he had brought things back from the palace, Qin Liusu immediately asked Si Jing to take down all the things in the carriage and present them to Mrs. An.
Seeing these brocade boxes of various colors and sizes, Mrs. Ann felt strange. But what made her feel the most strange was where Qin Liusu came back.
There was a man with her, and the carriage she was riding in seemed to be different from a normal carriage.
And all this, Qin Liusu also wanted to explain to Mrs. An. Except for An Wenzhao's affairs that need to be hidden, there is no need to hide other things.
So, after Qin Liusu returned to the capital, she told Mrs. An about what happened to several princes, and what happened to her meeting Duguyi and being taken back to the palace.
In other words, as a result of what Mrs. An heard, Qin Liusu finally returned to the palace. What kind of place the palace is that cannot be stayed, Mrs. Ann can guess without much thought.
It's just that she didn't expect that she, a daughter with a hard life, couldn't escape such a fate after going around, and returned to the harem full of right and wrong.
But this harem, where is the place where Qin Liusu can stay, thinking of this, Mrs. An couldn't help but sigh.
"Mother, don't worry, I'm doing well in the palace." Yes, Qin Liusu is indeed doing well in the palace. Dugu Yi treats her well, and she can always turn danger into a disaster when she encounters something.
She Qin Liusu is already very lucky.
But she couldn't say that to Mrs. Ann. In order to make Mrs. An not worry too much about her, she could only try her best to persuade Mrs. An, and she could only say that she was a fool and had never been associated with the rights and wrongs in the palace.
The emperor also treated her very well, otherwise, he would not have taken her back to the palace when he saw her in trouble before.
"Mother, you really don't need to worry about me, I can come back to visit you this time, and the emperor has approved it. You see, these things were brought back by the emperor and presented to you. As he spoke, Qin Liusu showed Mrs. An the brocade boxes.
When Mrs. Ann heard this, she believed it. Since her daughter is doing well, then she will be at ease.
Other than that, it's An Wenzhao's business.
Qin Liusu told Mrs. An that her brother An Wenzhao, in order to protect her sister, wronged himself and chose to enter the palace as a guard.
It protects the emperor's safety, and at the same time, it can also protect her safety.
So......
"Mother, so my brother is busy, and he has strict duties in the palace, and my brother doesn't usually pump away, so there is no way to come back to see you. If you have anything you want to say to your brother, just tell Qin Liusu, and I will definitely help you convey it to your brother. ”
When Mrs. An heard this, she smiled, and said to Qin Liusu: "Qin Liusu, there is nothing to say for your mother, if you see your brother when you turn around, you can tell him to take care of yourself and don't let yourself be tired." ”
"Hmm." When Qin Liusu heard this, he nodded again and again: "Mother, don't worry, I will definitely convey your words to my brother." ”
"As long as your brother and sister are well, there is nothing to worry about as a mother."
"We'll all be fine, mother, we're not children anymore, we'll take care of ourselves." When he said this, Qin Liusu's tears with strong tears welled up in his throat.
But she insisted on enduring this strength, and forced herself to squeeze a smile and reply to Mrs. An's words.
Until the last person returned to the room, Qin Liusu couldn't control himself at all.
"Miss, what's wrong with you, why are you crying." Qin Liusu's cry was still seen by Bilian, she grabbed her sleeves and wiped the tears on her face, and then replied to Bilian with a smile:
"I'm fine, I just haven't been back for a long time, and I miss home so much, so I'm excited."
"I see. If the young lady has any needs, just tell Bilian, although you are now the mother of the palace, but in Bilian's heart, you will always be Bilian's young lady. ”
"No, Bilian. You don't have to treat me as a mother, I am not only a young lady in Anfu, I am also your good sister. ”
After all, if Qin Liusu could be given a chance to choose freely, she would rather never be a Yun concubine, and even more so never set foot in this worry-free town.
"The white lies have been told. Why, aren't you happy yet. ”
Qin Liusu had no intention of pondering, Si Jing took out a handkerchief out of nowhere and handed it to Qin Liusu, motioning her to wipe the remaining tears on her face.
"You're a big man, and you carry a handkerchief with you." Qin Liusu turned out to be a handkerchief, and immediately felt curious, this handkerchief, looking very simple, couldn't tell if it was the girl's.
It's just that the tears on Qin Liusu's face have already dried, so it doesn't matter if he can't wipe them. On the contrary, it was the bottomless scar in her heart, and she didn't know when it would heal.
It's not easy to tell a lie. Before saying that, Qin Liusu's heart was entangled, and after saying it, not only did she not feel relaxed, but she felt even heavier.
"Now that it's been brought, let's give it a place to be." Si Jing referred to the box that Qin Liusu was holding in his hand.
Qin Liusu looked at the box in his hand, he had already brought it back, but he couldn't tell his mother this fact, but he didn't let it rest in peace.
But either way, it all represents her brother. Qin Liusu had already brought An Wenzhao home. This is the brother and sister's favorite carefree town.
The soil from An Wenzhao's grave will also blend in with this worry-free soil. In this way, he can be regarded as returning home.
So, under Qin Liusu's silent answer, Si Jing also stood up, pulled Qin Liusu, and asked her, "Find a place you like the most." ”
In the jungle of this back mountain, Qin Liusu found the best place, where the sun could shine, dug a deep soil, and put the box she brought back all the way into it.
and covered with dirt. On top of this field, a small sapling was planted as a marker. From now on, seeing trees is like seeing people.
It's just that Qin Liusu doesn't know if she will have a chance to come back here in the future and see this sapling grow up.
I'm afraid that even if it blossoms and bears fruit in the future, she will never have a chance to see it again.
Qin Liusu's heart hurt very much all of a sudden. Every time I think of An Wenzhao, it's like this, and it hurts as always. It hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.
Even, Si Jing sensed that something was wrong.
Knowing that Qin Liusu had fallen in front of him, Dugu Yi knew that Qin Liusu's illness had been committed again.
He clearly remembered what the imperial doctor had said, if the symptoms like Qin Liusu continued for a long time, the situation was not optimistic. The unoptimistic meaning is that it will endanger her life.
Qin Liusu's everything, he saw it in his eyes. An Wenzhao's status in Qin Liusu's heart, he didn't need to guess. But a man who is dead, a man who is still alive.
Qin Liusu really couldn't afford to work like this.
At this moment, Duguyi was unwilling to wait any longer. He decided that no matter how deep an injury An Wenzhao was in Qin Liusu's heart, he had to find a way to heal it.
Because for him, Qin Liusu was already more important than his life.
The setting sun released its last rays, and the dazzling light was stained into a red glow, which crossed the top of the western mountain and reflected on this high ground in the jungle.
It was also reflected on Duguyi's face. Dugu Yi held Qin Liusu in his arms, made a pillow for her with his arms, and after the slender jade hand stroked her cheeks like a breeze, a gentle question fell on her forehead again.
"Qin Liusu, from now on, you will belong to the widow."
"Brother?" I thought it was An Wenzhao, but when Qin Liusu opened his eyes, he didn't see anything. An Wenzhao was the only one who had kissed Qin Liusu's forehead.
It was a blank world, and Qin Liusu didn't know why he came here. I knew that the familiar voice was remembered again in my ears:
"Qin Liusu, from now on, you will belong to the widow."
"This ......" was a familiar voice. It's a lonely wing, but it's like a mirror.
"Lone Wing? Is that you, what are you doing? But he heard his voice, but he did not see his people.
What is also familiar to Qin Liusu is this scene. Qin Liusu thought about it, and suddenly realized. That's right, it's a dream.
She suddenly crossed over from reality to dream.
This dream, which has never been changed by her will, will always appear in various scenes. What she had encountered, and what she had not expected.
"How so. Why am I here again, and why can I feel all this consciously. What the hell is going on. ”
Suddenly, a white light flashed, and a familiar scene appeared in front of Qin Liusu's eyes again. What she was carrying in her hand was the all-too-familiar food box.
Heavy food box. Qin Liusu carried this food box and walked on the familiar road in the palace.
"This ...... I'm going back to ......" Qin Liusu opened the food box and saw that in addition to the pastries she made, there were also wine and vegetables.
Qin Liusu's heart trembled. This pot of wine is the pot of poisonous wine from the imperial dining room. She actually came back here again, on the way to deliver something to her brother An Wenzhao......
Then An Wenzhao, isn't it still ......
"Brother......" Qin Liusu couldn't be happier in her heart, even if it was just a dream, then she could see An Wenzhao.
But...... If she hadn't brought this pot of poisonous wine over, and An Wenzhao hadn't drunk that cup of wine, wouldn't he have died?
If...... Qin Liusu rewrote the past in his dream, what would the result be.
She can't care so much. Qin Liusu took out the pot of wine without hesitation, poured out all the wine in the pot, and smashed the wine jug.
Then he continued to An Wenzhao's residence. The same snowflakes are flying in the sky, and the whole world is breathtakingly white.
It's just that when he also pushed open the door, Qin Liusu didn't see An Wenzhao.
"What's going on?"
An Wenzhao's place of residence was also empty. Qin Liusu didn't want to believe it, she was looking everywhere, like a crazy person.